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Sunday, February 10th, 2002
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11:32 pm - The wonderfulness of the world!!!
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The Saturday Night I will NEVER forget...2-9-02
I woke up to the most beautiful voice like I always do. I began my day by showering and getting my clothing together for the semi-formal. I wore my black UFO's with my black, see-through, Ricky Martin type shirt, and a blood red, satin button down shirt over top. Dressy (for me), but not too dressy. I spent most of the day wandering around my house waiting for Rhiannon to call and get ready. She FINALLY called at 6:45. it took 6 hours!!!! Girls, sheesh. But, nevertheless, it was all well worth it.
I pulled up to her house, honked the horn, but then I realized it would be much gentleman like to park and go to her door. She came out and WOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOW!!!!! She looked GORGEOUS! My heart stopped in its place and its like I fell in love all over again. it was amazing. She wore this dress that I bought for $6.75. It was originally $70.
Anyways, we rushed to get to the dance, because we thought it started at 7pm, but instead, it turns out we were a half-hour early. So we enjoyed that time just holding each other so close. During Christmas, I bought her a ring. Might I add...amazing ring. But, I felt as though it wasn't good enough. While waiting for the dance to start, I pulled out two more rings and let her choose which she liked better, but I gave in and gave her both.
Mike and his girlfriend showed up (thank god), and alas, we entered the dance floor. From beginning to end, it was just Ree and I. I wouldn't let go of her, and we had the best time. I wish I could elaborate much more, but it's very tough. I thought back to memories while I was at the dance, and believe it or not, I laughed about them. I saw old friends, and had a good time with them.
I was kinda disappointed at the end of the dance. They turned the lights on and everyone had to dance with the annoying lights. ERRRRR. After the dance, Mike, Arielle (sp), Rhiannon, and I went to Denny's for a nice way to end the tiring night, and well...we walked out on the bill. Not to be cool, but it was surely an accident. Oh well.
I wish more nights like that would come....sigh
current mood:  complacent
current music: LOA - Roll over Rover.
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| Thursday, October 25th, 2001
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10:17 pm - Let's take a look around....
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My name, my breathing, even my existence has become such a high altitude, when I don't even talk to ANY ONE of you. Literally, c'mon now. I say ONE thing to Alisa that I read, which if it weren;t supposed to get back to her then it shouldn't have been on here. It's called gossip. At first, my aggression towards Nat were harsh and kept to myself, but if you were talk to anyone, you'd see that I only say GREAT things about her, such as..."She was a remarkable girlfriend; very sweet; and very loyal...I was a jerk and things didnt work out" Now, I read on here that "the other person" is obviously me, but damn, just put my name there. It's not like I'm gonna get upset. I'm more than happy right now, and as I was reading stuff I see about me, I realize I only talk to Mikey K, Chris Van, Duck-boy, and Tuai. That's it. Of course, I'm a very sarcastic and sexist person, but RARELY do I show it.
I'm sure no one cares to read this and you dont hafta, but I'd like to add stuff.
Rhiannon, you are the most incredible thing to enter my life. Never do we have bad moments, ever! This is what makes our relationship so special. I must see you every morning at 5 o'clock, and every day after school until late at night. EVERYDAY. No matter what the future lies with us, and whomever else may join in 9 months all that's important to me is that our love lasts an eternity. You know the little glow stars next yo the blacklight, well everynight I turn that on to see what it says, and make sure that will last forever. The notes we write, the moments at the field, or just in my room...its breath-taking and overwhelming. I'll see you tomorrow morning, can't wait to see you again. I love you. G'night.
This is for anyone. I'm not going to say that words don't get replicated to a new story, cause we all know that happens, but I will honestly sit here and say. The past is the past, and all that lies ahead is our future that carries our hopes and dreams. Many of those, will not be there later. Problems that occur now, you wont remember in a year, when many of you are starting a whole new life, in a new environment. I have nothing bad to say about any of you, because I've come to the conclusion that problems that we all have for one another now, cause affect us later, because these are the problems that you wish you could have solved before anything happens. You could fight with someone one day, and just think...the next day they may not be there anymore. Take advantages of those situations. Especially, when the people you thought you could never forgive or even speak to again or bitches non-stop may be the person to be your best friend. Don't screw up good things when they are in front of you. My word may not mean much to some, for any reason, but I'd love to hear what you have to say...not for what grudges you hold against me, but like I said, if that's the case then take the time to clear things up so you don't hafta give or receive the cold shoulder from anyone.
Timothy James Gray <3 Rhiannon Lyn Gabriella Gray 7-13-01
Skylar Juliet.....Nathan Nikolus ????
Let's have twins Ree!!! LoL!
current mood:  grateful
current music: Spin Spin Sugar
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| Monday, October 1st, 2001
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12:20 am - "Everybody sings, to the music that we bring" - Spacegirl and Hypnotic Slinky (me)
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*SuRvEY*
1)Starting time: *belch*
2)Name: Timmy
3)Nickname: Kurt Cobain, Nick Carter, Blues Clues kid, cute lil wil boy....
4)School: Upper Herione
5)E-mail: Ravers Dreams@aol or Wannabe Rave Kid@aol
6)Eyes: blue
7) Hair: Long blonde hair like Kurt Cobain...ick...
8) Height: 5*8 1/2
9)Siblings: Monica, Alissa, Justin, Austin
10) Are you single or attached?: I'm in Love
11)Cheated on someone?: NEVER!!!
12) Been cheated on?: hope not...I mean, who would wanna cheat on God?
13)Missed school b/c it was raining: *sigh* yeeeeeeaaaaaaaa....
14)Set any body part on fire for amusement? "Tim no more playing with the lighter" *ponders* ..... *snickers* .....*lights flame* OOOOOOUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCHHHHHHHHHH
15)Kept a secret from everyone: yes....
16)Had an imaginary friend: The moon is a gay person named George
17)Wanted to hook up with a girl friend: I do...
18)Cried during a flick: shhhhhhhhhhhhh...don't tell NOBODY
19)Had a crush on a teacher: .....no.....
20)Ever thought an animated character was hot: yea...in like every japanamation game
21)Ever at anytime owned: Bitch please....*gets whipped*...*scampers away*
FAVORITES
25)Shampoo: Johnson & Johnson's Blues Clues Shampoo
26)Soap: Ree's saliva
27)Colors: baby blue and sky blue
28)Day/Night: Definately nite....
29)Season: Summer, cause 1) that's when I met Ree and 2) Sex is best when REALLY sweaty!
30)Online Smiley: <|80D~
31)Lace or satin: satin
32)Cartoon Character: Blue <3 Eeyore
33)Do you have a crush on anyone right now?: a crush...hell no...I'm in love and damnit...im the bestest boyfriend in the whole widest world!
35)Who have you known the longest of your friends: blah dunno...
36)Who's the loudest: me! *raises hand* OVER HERE!!! right...here! guys...guys? Where ya goin?! *pouts* *sniffle*
37)Who's the shyest: i like chicken
38)Who do you go to for advice? Ree
39)Who do you get the most surveys from? Ree...cause she has no life!
40)Who do you cry to or on: me? cry? I'm tough...no, really...i am! HEY! STOP LAUGHING! I KNOW YOU ARE!
IN THE LAST 2 Weeks
41)Cried: Yesh
42)Had Your Hair Cut: Noppers...im not allowed *pouts*
43)Worn a skirt: .....yes.....
44)Been mean: uh huh! *smirks*
45)Been sarcastic: oh yea...me? sarcastic...you must be crazy!
46)Met someone new: Uh huh
47)Talked to someone: Yesh
48)Missed someone: Yesh...every minute...
49)Hugged someone: Yesh
50)Fought with your parents: Not really...fought...
51) Met new friends: no...i just want Ree...
52)Laughed until you cried: of course...im the funniest person in the whole widest world!
53)Played Truth or Dare: lick me
54)Watched a sunrise/sunset: brb
55)Went to the beach at night: fuck
56)Been to a concert: fuck
57)Read a book for fun: fuck
58)Ate a meal: *flosses teeth*
59)Are you lonely?: Beseech me!
60)Are you happy: Me and my teddy gettin all ready...gettin all ready for bed *cocks gun* KABOOM!!!!!!!!
61)Are you talking to someone online: Ree's stoooooooooopid brother...LoL
Are You Afraid Of........
63)Love: Can I keep you?
64)The Closet Monster: My mom is really a man
67)Superstitions: I'm God...nothing could go wrong...
Other Things
68)What is your full name? Timothy James Gray. My wifes name is Rhiannon Lyn Gabriella Gray. (if you are just finding this out, please send gifts to us...Money is also a GREAT gift)
69)who named you? Daddy...
70)Backstreet Boys or Blink182? Well...i must admit....*puke*
71)When was the last time you showered? it rained yesterday
74)What was the last thing that you said online?: "I love you more"
75)What is right next to you? the spawn of satan "Hi Austin"
76)What is your computer desk made of? Wood...hahaha I said "wood"
77)What are the last digits of your phone number? fuck
78)What was the last thing that you ate? hi Ree! LoL! j/k j/k...I had Dunkaroos!
79)Where do you want to go on your honeymoon? Austraila wif my wife...
80)Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? i hope to spend forever w/...guess who?!
82)How's the weather right now? well im upset cause its not raining so I cant shower tonight.
83)Have you ever smoked pot? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
84)What did you do last night? Hi Ree!!
85)What's the best thing that you find about the opposite sex?: Ree...that's all. Unless they are Ree then they are no good.
86)How are you today? I'll brb i need more dunkaroos
87)How do YOU eat an Oreo? I'm eating Dunkaroo's. Not Oreos! HEAR ME?!?! NOT OREOS!
88)All-time favorite tv show?: Beavis and Butthead
91)What do you want to be when you grow up? Ree's husband
92)What are your future goals? Me, Ree in our lil town house w/ the white picket fence while Skylar and Nathan are playing with the lil puppy.
93)What kind of music do you listen to?: House, Happy House, DnB, punk, OLD grunge, 50's swing...
94)Favorite food? Windex and salty peanuts
95)Favorite movies? Porn...
96)Favorite day(s) of the year? July 13, Feb 14, and Aug 30...
97)Do you go to Church? Of course...to poke at men in white coats
98)Do you like to dance? Head, shoulders , knees and toes.
99)Fast or slow? FASTER! HEAD, SHOULDERS, KNEES and TOES!!!!!
100)Are you too shy to ask someone out? I have no need to...I'm set for life with what I have.
102)If you could change your name, what would you change it to? Mr. Boombastic
103)Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? no, but I sleep with Ree....and I twitch. It's not funny! It's cute damnit!
105)What is the stupidest thing you have ever done?: Met Ree too late.
106)What will your first son's name be? Nathan Nikolus
107)First daughter? Skylar Juliet
108)favorite drink? Dr. Pepper and Chocolate milk
109)Do you like scary or happy movies better? I want sex....
110)On the phone, online or in person? ...how do I want sex? not the phone...or online...but most definately in person. My hand does me well.
111)Lust or Love? Love, it makes lust better
112)If you could change something about yourself, what would it be? My jealousy...
113)Do you consider cheerleading a sport? ...
114)Do you want your friends to do this survey? peer pressure! c'mon everyone's doin it!
115)What's your all time favorite song? "Love is real" - John Lennon, "Hula Dance" - Timon and Pumba
116)Who are your friends?: Ree
117)What time is it right now? 133677623672167436736456549453427923165732890355298556348823178347564541237467456745783490347537545642389423984574586342724173765354643737834277634133677623672167436736456549453427923165732890355298556348823178347564541237467456745783490347537545642389423984574586342724173765354643737834277634133677623672167436736456549453427923165732890355298556348823178347564541237467456745783490347537545642389423984574586342724173765354643737834277634133677623672167436736456549453427923165732890355298556348823178347564541237467456745783490347537545642389423984574586342724173765354643737834277634133677623672167436736456549453427923165732890355298556348823178347564541237467456745783490347537545642389423984574586342724173765354643737834277634 *I Love Ree.* 1336776236721 *ILUM* 36456545342792316573289035529855634882317834756454123746745674578349034753754564238942398457458634272417376535464373783427763413367762367216743673645654945342792316573289035529855634882317834756454123746745674578349034753754564238942398457458634272417376535464373783427763413367762367216743673645654945342792316573289035529855634882317834756454123746745674578349034753754564238942398457458634272417376535464373783427763413367762367216743673645654945342792316573289035529855634882317834756454123746745674578349034753754564238942398457458634272417376535464373783427763413367762367216743673645654945342792316573289035529855634882317834756454123746745674578349034753754564238942398457458634272417376535464373783427763413367762367216743673645654945342792316573289035529855634882317834756454123746745674578349034753754564238942398457458634272417376535464373783427763413367762367216743673645654945342792316573289035529855634882317834756454123746745674578349034753754564238942398457458634272417376535464373783427763413367762367216743673645654945342792316573289035529855634882317834756454123746745674578349034753754564238942398457458634272417376535464373783427763413367762367216743673645654945342792316573289035529855634882317834756454123746745674578349034753754564238942398457458634272417376535464373783427763413367762367216743673645654945342792316573289035529855634882317834756454123746745674578349034753754564238942398457458634272417376535464373783427763487457547
current mood:  dorky
current music: Hypnotic Slinky - Timmy's Revenge
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| Thursday, August 16th, 2001
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12:44 am - *sigh*
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The Bargain
My true love hath my heart, and I have his,
By just exchange one for another given:
I hold his dear, and mine he cannot miss,
There never was a better bargain driven:
My true love hath my heart, and I have his
His heart in me keeps him and me in one,
My heart in him his thoughts and sense guides:
He loves my heart, for once it was his own,
I cherish his because in me it bides:
My true love hath my heart, and I have his ~Sir Philip Sidney
At Nightfall
I need so much the quiet of your love
After the day's loud strife,
I need your calm all other things above
After the stress of life
I crave the haven that in your dear heart lies,
After all toil is done;
I need the starshine of your heavenly eyes,
After the day's great sun ~Charles Hanson Towne
I Love You
I love your lips when they're wet with wine
And red with a wild desire;
I love your eyes when the lovelight lies
Lit with a passionate fire.
I love your arms when the strands enmesh
Your kisses against my face.
Not for me the cold, calm kiss
Of a virgin's bloodless love;
Not for me the saint's white bliss,
Nor the heart of a spotless dove.
But give me the love that so freely gives
And laughs at the whole world's blame,
With your body so young and warm in my arms,
It set my poor heart aflame.
So kiss me sweet with your warm wet mouth,
Still fragrant with ruby wine,
And say with a fervor born of the South
That your body and soul are mine.
Clasp me close in your warm young arms,
While the pale stars shine above,
And we'll live our whole young lives away
In the joys of a living love ~Ella Wheeler Wilcox
Never EVER EVER have I been this happy...EVER! Why can't life ALWAYS be this wonderful. "I wanna be able to grasp on to her, hold her warm body deeply in my own, and NEVER let this moment end" - convo of me to Umpa Lumpa
EEP!!!! Sorry, but I wanna go live the dream...
*frolics away*
current mood:  loved
current music: Maryln Manson
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| Sunday, August 5th, 2001
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1:03 am - So the day has come...
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The day has come for me to say good-bye. Good-bye to the life I once had. It was a fun ride. I'd like to think about all the most memorable things that has happened the past few years. Since high school has started I have often stopped to think about how the days just pass by and think about those things I never wanna forget.
Friends, friends we thought would NEVER part, Natalie, the whole partee scene, spinnin at the clubs besides Y.A.N.C.E.Y., Michaels Deli, UFO's, the mall rats, skateboarding, Hope Community. etc. etc.
Now, things that have passed have its advantages. Joel, my old pasteur, and I have a great friendship and me and him now work together. I am proud to say that I am at his church putting together various events. It's cool...but on a much larger note, I have a girlfriend!! Yes, yes I do. I REALLY wanna take things super slow and I really dont wanna make it too serious. But, thats not that important. The kandy kidd days are over for me...i hope. I really can't stand them! Everytime I see them I just wanna take a mouse pad and smack them with it or like light a candle and thow it at their shins. 4 partees left for me. 1=Pokescape 2=Electric Circus 3=Nation 4=Crystal Method
Note to some...The Warehouse Nightclub will no longer be having partees after WEMF and Pokescape. 18 to partee 21 to drink. have fun and partee responsibly. Don't candy flip like stoopid people like me. Not healthy. ***I get high on life...when I'm on drugs*** is not a good reason for anything HEY MIKEY! BLAH!
"Word?? ... Word..."For
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1:03 am - So the day has come...
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The day has come for me to say good-bye. Good-bye to the life I once had. It was a fun ride. I'd like to think about all the most memorable things that has happened the past few years. Since high school has started I have often stopped to think about how the days just pass by and think about those things I never wanna forget.
Friends, friends we thought would NEVER part, Natalie, the whole partee scene, spinnin at the clubs besides Y.A.N.C.E.Y., Michaels Deli, UFO's, the mall rats, skateboarding, Hope Community. etc. etc.
Now, things that have passed have its advantages. Joel, my old pasteur, and I have a great friendship and me and him now work together. I am proud to say that I am at his church putting together various events. It's cool...but on a much larger note, I have a girlfriend!! Yes, yes I do. I REALLY wanna take things super slow and I really dont wanna make it too serious. But, thats not that important. The kandy kidd days are over for me...i hope. I really can't stand them! Everytime I see them I just wanna take a mouse pad and smack them with it or like light a candle and thow it at their shins. 4 partees left for me. 1=Pokescape 2=Electric Circus 3=Nation 4=Crystal Method
Note to some...The Warehouse Nightclub will no longer be having partees after WEMF and Pokescape. 18 to partee 21 to drink. have fun and partee responsibly. Don't candy flip like stoopid people like me. Not healthy. ***I get high on life...when I'm on drugs*** is not a good reason for anything HEY MIKEY! BLAH!
"Word?? ... Word..."For REAL? ... FOR REAL DAWG! Well...das wussup....
Rob Gee takes it up the ass doo daa doo daa...LOL!
Ravers take it up the ass doo daa doo daa daaaeeee!!!!
current mood: No longer sexually frustrated!
current music: Lifehouse, Twizted, Staind
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| Sunday, July 1st, 2001
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12:34 am - couple more thank you's
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my family (can't believe i forgot you), RaveGear, Elektro-Statik, Park Rave, Forbidden Star Fruit (again), me, my Gemini SV 2200 direct drive manual vertical turntables with fuckin straight arm tone, the fuckin cartriges and headshells, my UMX-5 pro 2 stereo channel VCA mixer, my pair of EM-300 stereo headphones and of course...what makes all of it come together...my RCA connector cables. Saturday Night Live, My new computer, my kandy, my partees, Nat, Forbidden Star Fruit, and so on and so on. For all of those who loved to talk shit, blow me off, refused to help or listen, didnt wanna take the time to get to know me...BLOW ME!
Peace! P...L...U...R...FOR LIFE!
current mood:  accomplished
current music: "Face Down, Ass up, That's the way we like to FUCK!"
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| Friday, June 29th, 2001
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10:25 pm - Here's the egotistical asshole who *thinks* he's a raver..
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Why tell me things I already know? I mean, honestly. Must make you worse of a person than me. oh WOW! Say things on "livejournal" cause that's the way to be! At least say it to me, or behind my back when i turn around. It's pretty low that people just LOVE and get the pleasure of jumping into other peoples business. Dontcha just LOVE IT!!!!!! Geeeze, me too. I may as well prove he's right. I love myself! I love me, myself, and I. All day everyday. Don't many of you just sit back and think to yourself..."Wow, that's gotta be nice." It's obviously working out for me, cause I have tons of friends, hate most of you, and still am able to treat the people that are close to me better than a priest to a bible. I can tell you all who i can't stand. No need to hide names...shall I? Let's start...Mihail, not only because of what you said, because I completely agree with you. But you really know how to treat people like shit, and kick people to the curb. You can come back at me with how I treat Natalie, but talk to her. She'll tell you ALL the opposite. It's ashame. Many of you were able to look, hear, examine, but not take the time to get to know a person. YOUR LOST. I love my friends. And for you who are reading this i spread my love:
Xero, Kamikazi, Scorpion, Forbidden Star Fruit, Natalie, Rob G, Pudge, Alissa and Paul, Justin, Adrianne, Amy, Cat, Mikey(Circuit Breaker), Pleasurehead, Mr. Matt, Dez, Anabolic, LiL Juggalette, Hardcore PJ, Venom, Melissa, Bexxie (You're so cute), Pez, Chocolate, Eric, Rancid Smurf, Spaz, xeno, Ree, trance, breaks, happycore, jungle, progressive, house, booty, hardcore, Sy, junglists, kandy kids, partie peoples and all of you other ravers in the world and all of you. You are the world to me!
"Never EVER change"
"You don't need no worries in your eyes, you just need your heart cause that's the only thing you need to survive."
"One thing 'bout music, when it hit you feel no pain"
"Nu-Skool for life"
One more shout out to my babies! My two Technics Turntables, and my pioneer DJM-500 mixer(you're coming home) PEACE!
current mood: accomplished
current music: Keoki
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| Monday, May 7th, 2001
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3:23 pm - i shave my testicles
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and bathe them in fishhead oil.
and like it.
(we know...)
y. y ea h. .
signed,
the jackass wonder
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| Wednesday, April 11th, 2001
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1:50 pm - i'd like to thank those...
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I hate livejournal...which is why you never see me write in it. But I want to thank some people. I realized it's those people who I actually care about I rarely talk to much. So i must let you know how my I appreciate some of you.
Nat - I love you with all my heart. I know we're having a really rough time right now, but i don't mean to sound so cruel. It's just that I care so much.
Zack - We don't get to talk much, but believe me man...i love you! We just have so much fun hanging out and I think you're great.
Jeb - Barely know you, but you are an awesome person who doesnt act like a dick because you're in a punk band.
PLUR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm not naming many, because I just realized I have work soon. If you'd like to comment on some of these just email me @ raversdreams@aol.com
current mood: good
current music: The spawn of Satan a.k. fuckin a. AUSTIN
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| Thursday, March 15th, 2001
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3:29 pm - You, Me and the Bottle Makes Three Tonight!!
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Well...today I decided not to go to school. It's weird, and I think I'm the only kid to ever say it, but I like going to school. That's right...I LIKE SCHOOL! See, I like learning, but I hate work. Plus, its a great way to get away from parents. You can use school as an excuse for almost ANYTHING! It's true, I use it for excuses to leave all the time. It...normally works but once in a while it wont. For the past couple months my parents have been complete DICKS! Honestly, they are so addicted to playing casino games online that they dont let me on the computer to do my work until 11pm...and then they flip on me for not getting my work done. Then they promise both me and my girlfriend stuff and never stick by their words. Today she comes down and starts flipping on me about my school work not getting done, and when i defended myself and made her feel stoopid andproving wrong she flipped even more!! God...i cant stand her. She is Satan...and Zach, if you hail Satan then i feel bad for ya man! Well..for all of you who dont know, which im sure you do...I have a job. Store of Knowledge...definately not a job for me. It's one of those jobs that I'm gonna work there for a lil while and then quit, because i complain and whine too much about how boring and pointless it is. I cant help being so stubborn...I'm only 16, but I have the knowledge to run my own business and makes million of dollars. Im too stubborn to do that either. So lets review...I dont want a pointless job that wont get me anywhere, yet I wanna live like I'm 16 and not worry about working too hard?! makes sense right? right? c'mon! cut me some slack here! Anyways...ill continue some of this nonsense later. Love ya Nat! bub~eye
Timmy-Timmy-bo-bimmy!!
current mood:  cranky
current music: Ravahs Anthem...
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| Sunday, March 11th, 2001
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11:07 pm - Wiggle it! Just a little bit....
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hehe! remember that song? Such a funny and amusing song *dances* My sister and I were having a conversation with my grandmother about my lil bro Austin (or as many of you know him as...Lil Spawn of Satan!) And my grandmother was telling us how she's an "action kinda person" She gave a nice little speech about shoes on the steps. She'll ask you politely to bring the shoes up stairs, and if you dont she'll, again, ask you politely to bring them up. If you STILL haven't done it, you better run like hell cause she's gonna get up and bash the shoes over your head until it leaves a lovely black and blue lump there. HEHE! Gotta love her!
Well...today is my daddy's birfday, but we celebrated it yesterday. We had a surprise pary for him...WAHOO!! I got to party like it was 1999...and the parents...well they got to party like it was 1959. And...That's Right! My grandmother got to party like it was 1859!! Aww...im just messin! I love you grandma! *giggles* Well i dont have much to say except...
Now it's time for song, but we'll sing just one more song. Thanks for doin' your part. You sure are smart, you know with me and you, and my dog Blue, we can do ANYTHING that we wanna do! *waves* Bye bye! *blue barks* ::boo-boo::
P.S. if you want sex with me just tell me and I'll tell you if it's ok. (Mihail...you better tell me)
current mood:  blank
current music: SEX SEX SEX!!!!!!
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| Tuesday, March 6th, 2001
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11:52 pm - I really don't know!
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I don't understand why I continue to write in here concidering I hate it! I really don't write anything personal, but I guess it's something you must do once in awhile when you're bored. My last entree was not exactly what it was supposed to mean. I actually took the time to re-read it and well...I'm a huge bullshitter! I'm not changing who I am or what I like doing. I meant that the stuff that i USED to do is all sweet memories that I miss. Reliving it just one more time would be the most precious thing to me. *audience cries* I know I know! *cries* I have come to many conclusions that no one really cares about blah blah blah, yadda yadda yadda! Nothing too big...just about a convo I had with someone a couple nights ago. I must admit something...even if it sounds conceided. I LOVE MYSELF AND MY LIFE!!!!! True, I am VERY stubborn, but thats something you cant just change. It's YOUR way of life and well...that's who I am. So PLEASE accept it. My ex-girlfriend, which many of you know, has done some damage to my life and how I think about things. It's not a big deal...i mean, I've learned so much from it and I can finally say I'm happy. Someone has gotta be happy for me right? right? guys...i am right aren't I? Guys? DAMN YOU ALL! A-YO! Don't mess wit' dis flow! *giggles*
This Saturday I was supposed to be going to some club like an hour and a half away. That's CRAZY!? To top it off...i don't have a ride. They want to take a bus all the way there. FREAKS! Oh well...i'll just spend time with my girlfriend and probably some friends. BTW...I love you Natalie. I am also having a bit of a problem. I can't keep my "man" thoughts to myself. EVERY guy here knows what I'm talking about. When I find something funny, and it's not too disrespectful, or sexist, etc. It's just sexual jokes that come about. IT'S FUNNY! People love it, except one person. I want them to understand how much I love them and all, and it isn't said to piss them off or show any sign off disrespect. For instance, Mihail, I want you to leave a comment on this. I know you know what I'm talking about!!!! I need "man's" advise. Both you and I have this problem, but what the hell do they expect from us, eh? eh? *sings* ::no woman, no cry:: I'm trying hard...just not working.
Another thing...if anyone feels like hanging out this weekend, ANYONE...leave a comment for me. You (whoever you are), natalie, me, etc. can just hang out and have some fun. I'm in a going out mood. Don't know why! I'm sute Nat will be happy to hear that we can go somewhere. I'm gonna blast off into my rocket ship, head to the moon, and eat the moons' cheese! *blasts off into my rocket ship, heads off to the moon, and eats the moons' cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeezy macaroni!* hehe! PLUR! bub~eye
current mood: I amuse myself.
current music: Short Dick - 20 Fingers
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| Saturday, March 3rd, 2001
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7:08 pm - a little more time...
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i promise...this wont be long, because I HATE livejournal. Livejournal is a good place to vent and tell everyone your own personal life and possibly get pity from people. It's crap. But as we all know. We can't hide from it...we MUST write in it at some point. As I was thinking...a little more time (hopefully real soon), I am going to get rid of all my clothing and...have something i love be apart of my life again. My pinstripe suits, my spat shoes, my 20" gold chain, swing hat w/ feather, and of course, my music! WHY DOESNT ANYONE EVER COMMENT ANYMORE?!?! To tell the truth, i havent received ONE commment...but thats ok. I don't mind. I'll be on my way right now...bub~eye! PLUR!
current mood:  naughty
current music: Big Bad VooDoo Daddy - Mr. Pistripe Suit
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| Friday, February 23rd, 2001
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4:36 pm - Happy day...for most part
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Did anyone else hear that all day? What's that you ask? It was the beautiful, peaceful sound of not having Charles! That's right...I didn't hafta hear MY music being played by someone who doesn't know what the hell the point of it is. Seriously now...This is for everyone out there. If you happen to try to be me, or steal anything away that is so precious to me...expect to get shit from me...by this i dont mean me yelling at you. This means me coming after you with a knife and gutting you open. That's just a warning. Nothing in this world pisses me off more than shit like that. I think i may just hafta email this to everyone i know! Anyways...back to my happy day. So, I wake up this morning right? And I decide to check on the "school closing" thing on KYW's website. *Website not responding* GREAT! So i decide to check on the television...guess what? It was on the letter "A" and that takes a 1/2 hour to get to Upper Merion. I said to myself "myself" lets go call Natalie to find out, because i know damn right she knows. I call her up and she tells me we have a 2 hour delay opening! *YES* So i go upstairs, get dressed, and shoveled the snow...with my BODY! For 2 hours straight...i played in the snow, by myself, and plowed the show with my body! So much fun i tell ya! Gotta try it sometime. Mike Kiper and I are gonna be body plowin' buddies! It'll lessen the time from 2 hours to 1 hour and 52 minutes. hehe! So i get ready for school and when i get there I give Natalie the biggest huge EVER! And in return I got my Blue's Clues Clock in the mail! FINALLY! Today is the day that I celebrate my independence day! I had no French nor Earl! WAAAAHHHHOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! Whatta day i tell ya...well...im gonna get goin now ya hear? Betta recognize! So...PEACE young ones! Word UP!
current mood: geeky
current music: Smurf Techno
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| Tuesday, February 20th, 2001
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10:30 pm - ahhh....whatta day!
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*rips hair out* NAH, NAH, NAH, BLAH, BLAH, BLAH, FUCK YOU!!!!!
current mood:  pissed off
current music: God - Nah, nah, nah, blah, blah, blah, FUCK YOU!
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3:12 pm - Farfrigfroogen!
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I think to myself...All of the cleaning and the more cleaning and also the unbelievalbe amount of cleaning i did was worth it? A combine total of 11 hours of cleaning my house in 2 days? I'm not sure...I get this feeling that I everything i do is pointless because it gets thrown in my face. The loads of cleaning i did...meant nothing. My mommy tells me I did absolutely nothing and I've been absolutely no help to her!?! Damn women! I shall rule every single one of them one day...just wait and see. MUAHAHAHAHAHA! Actually...i take that back. Chilvary will take the place of me being sexist. Honestly! Most likely i'll probably not succeed, but at least i'm trying right? guys....? ...right? Um...grrr...Anyways...I didnt go to the Warehouse like i wanted to, which i think i put that in my last entry, but hey...if i didn't now ya know! Like you care. Monday, I must admit, I had lots of fun. It was my semi-pawty that most people didnt show up to, but all that matters was that my grandmom came! I love her! I got a combine total of...*da da dada* one huuuundred dollars! *ding ding ding* WAHOO! I only have like $20 left because I gave it all to Natalie for her cell phone. She's getting a new one and I like to see her happy. She deserves it. For all of you who came to my pawty...thank you. And for the rest of you...fuck you!!! J/k! I love ya guys! Well...i dont have much to put now, but tonight i'll be sure to come back to ya. Here at WTIM, this is Timmy Gray signing off...PLUR! bub~eye
current mood: chipper
current music: Anabolic Frolic - Go Insane!!!
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| Sunday, February 18th, 2001
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11:02 pm - Stoopid Mutha...
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Watch Yo Mouf! hey, whats da dilly? hehe! Today has been a pretty stressful and hectic day for me! It's almost over for me *whew* I got my lil spawn of satan (which if you haven't met my lil brother you'd understand) outta my hair. He's at that stage when he always says "No! I don't gotta listen to you! You're not in-charge of me!" *steam comes outta head* I just can't stand his lil tempertantrums. All I have now...is clean the whole house for my birfday pawty! *pretends to spin in imaginary spinning chair* ::WEEEEE!!!:: I am completely addicted to EBAY! It's just so AMAZING! I must look on there like once a day and find the most absolutely pointless, rediculous, bestest things in the whole widest werld! Honestly! I love it. Natalie and I have been addicted to this thing for like SO LONG! I introduced her to it like a year ago and all end up buying the most STOOPID things such as clocks, shtuffed aminals (i did mean to say it like that), weird clothing etc. You gotta see these incredible pants Natalie is getting me for my birfday ~*~http://cgi.ebay.com/aw-cgi/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item;=550710443~*~ They are SMURF pants! g'head...go look! You know how tempting it is. EBAY is the greatest thing ever! With the power i have from that...I could take over the whole damn world. Each and everyone one of you. One-by-one! Betta recognize! Yesterday I had this really long and good entry to put into the journal, but LIVEJOURNAL had to shut down because of REPAIR ON THE SITE! geeeeeze! Anyways...i dont have anything special to say tonight like i DID last night. Natalie is staying over and well...she has been no help today. hehe! j/k! She is always here for me and i love her dearly! I'll be on my way now...PLUR!
current mood: cranky
current music: Pokemon - Pikachu (techno remix)
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| Saturday, February 17th, 2001
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11:57 am - Clippity Clappity Cally-Calloo...
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...The best part of friendship is you
Patty, I’m your friend
I’ll stick with you through thick and thin
We’ll explore
Where no one’s been before
And when we’re through
I’ll gladly share my lunch with you
Because I am your friend
Where would I be without you as my friend
And what could I do without you
Together forever the rode never ends
the first part of friendship is friends!
Rainbow, you’re my friend
and on my word you can depend
We’ll use our wits
To keep away the Pits
And when we’re done
we’ll take a break and have some fun
Together ‘cuz we’re friends
Clippity clappity cally-calloo
friendship takes two, there’s me and there’s you
Right! Clippity clappity cally-callee
I won’t disagree with great company
current mood:  indescribable
current music: The best part of friendship is..."friends"
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| Friday, February 16th, 2001
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9:54 pm - Nothing like a good cleaning day...
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Hey!! My friend wants to know something...milly says, "What's da dilly yo?" hehe! Anyways...I gotta say...today has been a really nice day. No arguments (for once), and no problems. So this morning i had to get my measels shot! Ouchies! My arm felt knumb and i couldnt move it for awhile, although i know this is gonna sound strange, but...I LOVE FREAKIN' NEEDLES!!! They feel good...don't ask me why damnit. Just nod your head and say "riiiight" =o). After my WONDERFUL needle, I went to Natalies, cause I was hoping we'd do something today. If everyone wants to know, which i'm absolutely sure you do...okay, well maybe not, but lets just pretend you do. Natalie and I are doing just great! I love her dearly, and I want her to know this. I want everyone to know this. Now I do have something to say to Sarah...I also apologize for everything that has been on your shoulders as well. It's really not fair for you and I'm sure we are all gonna get through this one day, and hopefully very soon. It's going to take a long time for everyone to finally trust again and maybe we will be able to have the fun we once had. None of us can give up. Natalie, you and I have got something we need to put in the past, and I do realize its gonna take awhile, but I think I'm doing the best I can to help you guys. Now it's up to you and natalie to make this better between you two. Just remember...use your words wisely. Anyways...my day was tooooo much fun! I went to Natalie's and...CLEANED! HAHA! I cleaned her whole house. Ryan (Natalies' bro), his friend, and Natalie must have hated me today, because I made them clean! I woke natalie up and was like "Yo bitch, march that booty up those stairs and clean that room!" Thats right! I'm the man of the relationship and I say what goes! huh? no...*smirks* ok ok ok! Damnit! I didnt say that. I teased her, and promised her sex she never got! MUAHAHAHAHAHA! The room got done didn't it? That's all that matters. I cleaned the family room, kitchen, and the den! *whew* oh and i found an old, brown, dry, disguisting pickle behind all these toys...those toys have been there since before I met Natalie. That means....YUCK! *gag* *puke* But it was all worth it. Her mom walked in and almost had a heart attack! In fact...I believe she did have one. hehehe! Well...not to cut this short, but I wanna go sleep so Ima get my ass up the steps. PLUR! bub~eye!
current mood:  bouncy
current music: Doug Funnie - Theme song
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