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pretend to be nice so i can be mean. [21 Apr 2002|12:58pm] [ mood | predatory ] hey guys! how are we all today? :X i am just peachy keen. my weekend has been okay so far, i guess. i didnt do nothing friday night but pounder around the house. yesterday afternoon i had soccer practice. it was okay, only 5 girls showed up, that made coach kind of mad. my team tends to piss me off a lot sometimes. i went to my sister's game after my practice. i hung out with my two little best friends (they are 5) aa + devin. they are pretty awesome. rox wasnt at practice nor the game ;/ i was pretty mad. i went home around 4:30. got in the shower, frankie called me around 6 to make sure i was still going up to the softball fields to watch crystal + lisa's game. i got to the fields around 7:30. i seen tons of people i knew, a lot of people i havent seen since junior high. a lot of people didnt recognize me ;x maybe the way i dressed threw them out of the water (skirt + a shirt) i seen regina <3 there, i havent seen her in ages! i watched the game with frankie + drew. then we went up to the park where frankie met some chick. she was smoking on the swings, so he decided to a some counselor + help the bothered teenage girl. i am seriously not even going to get into that one. i guess you can say, she sort of followed us back to the fields, expecting more attention. she got it. this time, deanna (regina's best friend) got into this. anyways, lisa's team lost :/ frankie + i went back to my house around ten. we had fun, we are doing really great ;D 505 is our anniversary he went home around 11:30. i have a soccer game today. i am really NOT in the mood to go. dont ask me why. but i have to get on the "right foot" or i will regret it. these last 3 games are important. we are looking at first place..AGAIN. i hope that happens. well, i better go, its that oh-so wonderful time..soccer ;x hah. 2 walked away promise you won't walk away?

youarealoser815: fucking hey! do u fucking kiss ur fucking mother with fucking that fucking mouth?! [19 Apr 2002|10:15pm] [ mood | relaxed ] i havent updated in a while. my computer has been broken, that's actually a good thing the way i look at it. i decided earlier to leave livejournal..but i'm not now :x i am staying. i will probably update here + there, you know. my life has been pretty great. frank + i have never been better, he is deff the one for me :] i love love. its just one of them relationships i can only dream of. school has just been the same. i got my 3rd marking period grade earlier this week..i didnt do SO great. 2 B's 3 C's + a D. my last report will be much better. softball has been good, i have got a nice tan from practice ;x this is actually the first team i enjoy playing for. the first week in may is going to be REALLY great. may 1st i am finally meeting marlena, its actually going to happen now + may 5th is frank + i's two month anniversary. tomorrow night should be pretty great..i am spending it with my baby frank <3 my mommy has been talking to one of her old friends lately. she has two sons my sister + i used to be friends with. i have been talking to her one son lately, i am checking out his band next week hopefully, catch up on old times. enough of my babbling..talk to you all later :] 7 walked away promise you won't walk away?

let's see.. [19 Apr 2002|02:48pm] [ mood | good ] i have decided.. i am not leaving ;x i will update here + there. i just cant leave you guys! samie loves frank [ 03.05.02 - eternity ] <3333333 4 walked away promise you won't walk away?

hm hm hm [16 Apr 2002|06:05pm] [ mood | annoyed ] people have been pissing me off more + more lately. the more i see people, the more i just hate them. the more i think about it, the more i realize is the only people i need in this world are my close friends. but now that i think about it, some of them close friends..havent been so close lately. maybe its just me. maybe its the way i have been acting. i dont know but all i know is, i dont like it. the only people i need in this world is frank + roxanne. (i know i have close friends who read this so please dont be mad if i didnt include you but i am sure you probably feel the same way) school was eh. this week just hasnt been THE greatest, i didnt step off on the right foot i guess. english we just finished watching the movie, it was good. science, did the same thing like EVERYDAY. cooking of course we cooked, we are cooking fish balls..yes they do look pretty sick. math we had a sub, i completed all my work + spent the rest of the period talking to jim. lunch i went to the library with korrine, did the same old same old. history we took a bunch of notes on ww1 for some reason, i am acting interested. spanish i dont even know what we did, i had such a horrible headache that i slept for basically the whole period or talked to jim + justin. gym we did the shuttle run, i ran against alli + ashley..i got 13.1 i just wasnt in the mood to run to say the most..after the run i hung out with chrissy, heather + alli. softball practice was just a tad-bit tiring. yeah the heat was pretty bad. i am getting better at second base + i am a permeant player there :D i made some mistakes but no one is perfect. the practice flew by, its actually pretty fun + i look forward to practice..practice was cut short. i hung out with barb + sammie r after practice. i went to the track meet for a bit then the baseball game with some other people. i finally got home at five ;/ i think aunt ruby is coming for a visit soon..bleh! promise you won't walk away?

i love frank so very much :D [15 Apr 2002|09:08pm] [ mood | sleepy ] hey guys. things have been pretty decent around here. i spent all yesterday with frank, it was pretty great. we went to my game, we won 3-2. after the game, i was this complete bitch because i basically sucked throughout the whole game ;/ i calmed down after a bit. then we went shopping with my mommy at the mall. i got two more tees ;x we had a lot of fun when we got back to our house. my sister, frank + i were acting pretty crazy :] we brought him home around nine. school was okay. nothing really good happened, same as always. i picked my courses for next year. i am probably not going to overbrook but i still had to pick my classes. i decided to get out of basic/refreshers. i am in all college prep now. i took theater arts 1 as an elective. i had a game after school. we lost 7-5. i drove for a ball + got rasberries all up my arm. we have practice tomorrow in that hot heat. bleh. i cant wait until the weekend already..sleep in, see frank, play some soccer.. 1 walked away promise you won't walk away?

la la la [13 Apr 2002|07:51pm] [ mood | bored ] 7 things you're afraid of: - growing up - losing frank - losing my best friend roxanne - graduating highschool - ticks - being alone 7 things that make you laugh: - obscence hand gestures ;x - AOL converstations with mar - frank - stupid stuff - inside jokes with rox - jessie at sunday soccer games - soccer/softball practices 7 things that make you cry: - laughing hardly ;x - little babies crying - my hips..hah - thoughts of losing the people that are close - the thought of graduating/growing up - losing soccer games 7 things I love: - frank <3 - my best friend rox - all my other great friends - being in love - emo + punk rock music - soccer + softball - being home alone 7 things I don't understand: - myself :x - 4th period math class - rap/hip-hop - mature people - my homeroom teacher, mr lowe - certain songs - 7th period spanish class 7 things on my desk: - cds - monitor, keyboard, mouse, speakers - notes from heather + chrissy - camera - pictures of people :] - text books - my purse Right now you are: - bored ;/ 7 facts about you: - i am very immature + odd. - short tempered - i can be a real bitch sometimes - i talk too much + loudly - i can be a complete bitch sometimes - kiss me, i'm emo ;x - i'm in love <3 7 things I am doing right now: - getting ready for soccer - listening to music - breathing - wondering why my stomach hurts - drinking a juice box - tapping my foot - typing to marlena 7 things to do before I die: - marry frank + have a family ;x - bungee jump with my sister - strip at a club with mar - work the corner with jen - cross-county trip with rox, shaun, alli + frank - tell my grandchild soccer stories with jessie - become rich with roxanne by playing in our band, toxic love 4 walked away promise you won't walk away?

. . . [13 Apr 2002|11:17am] [ mood | impressed ] last night was great. i went to frank's house around seven thirty. when i pulled up, lisa drew john + frank were playing basketball. i never met john before, he seems cool. a little bit after i got there, crystal came over. it was cute because all of us were there with our boyfriends/girlfriends :] we all got a couch, cuddled + watched "american beauty" it was something like that..i forget. but it was a good movie expect of the boob sences + the dad jerking off in the shower. yeah but we just hung out. i left at ten thirty. i woke up pretty early this morning. i have soccer practice at two. i dont think i am doing anything tonight, we'll see.. 1 walked away promise you won't walk away?

marlena [5:48 PM]: fuck him [12 Apr 2002|05:58pm] [ mood | accomplished ] i cant believe its friday already! ;x school went pretty well. all everyone was talking about was the 9th/10th grade dance. it got pretty annoying come around first period. all they were talking about was their dates, nails, hair, dressed..yeah yeah yeah! english we took a test + watched more "i know why the caged bird sings" i think i did decent on the test. science we chatted more, did our chapter review..i just talked to korrine :x cooking was boring. math we had a sub, we had a test but i got a zero because i never handed it in ;/ yeah i am stoopid. lunch i just talked to korrine more about the same thing, tiffany came over + sat with us for about half of the period. after 5th, a bunch of people left for the dance so there were barely any people in school..it was pretty sweet. history we took a test, i think i did alright. after the test i talked with kathleen, jessica + megan. spanish we had to get in groups. i was stuck with justin once again. go me? before gym class, heather, chrissy, alli, ashley, alina + ashley 2 took pictures in the girl's locker room :] we did sit-ups + push-ups. i did 35 sit-ups + only 3 push-ups! ;x my gym buddies + i talked to ms fonte for most of the period..i had to take the bus home once again today. bleh. i just talked to sam, listended to my CD player. i am going to frank's house tonight. this should be fun :D some of his friends are coming over too. i better go get ready <3 promise you won't walk away?

be sexy with the net, it looks sexy! well, kind of..MERMAID style, strike a pose! [11 Apr 2002|09:06pm] [ mood | pleased ] soccer practice was a blast. i got there at five. rox was there, waiting. of course, i was completely happy to see her! we practice with our sister's team. our team was supposed to have practice but only 4 girls showed up. the whole practice, all me + rox did was goof off. by the end of practice, we both had headache + massive side pains. it was great :] i brought my camera, she was the main reason just so i could make her her birthday present. the pictures we took were classic! we are haning out over the weekend like always..frank + i are doing great (i love you baby) <3 1 walked away promise you won't walk away?

lets be assholes + cut our sleeves too! [11 Apr 2002|02:59pm] [ mood | cheerful ] this week has been pretty great. school just seems to fly by + its not like its boring the whole day. i am usually having fun when i am with chrissy, heather + alli <3 they are the people i spend most of my day with. dont get me wrong, there are a lot of other people, they are just the three i like to be around the most. homeroom was a classic with chrissy + heather, it was a GOOD way to start off the morning ;x english we watched a movie + i passed notes with korrine. science we learned not a DAMN thing, we just talked about sports -shrugs- cooking i talked to tim, nick, joe + matt, i also had to do 60 definitions. math was boring, i am not doing so great in that class..i am too lazy to do math. lunch was bleh. history we did our review terms, passed notes with jessica + talked to kathleen at the end of class. spanish is going pretty good, i am understanding it ALL. we had to pair up in partners, i was with this kid named justin. he's a great kid, the whole class thinks we like each other -gag me with a fork- i think i should seriously wear a sign on my back that says "i have a boyfriend who i love a lot, get the point" gym was fun. we ran the 50 yard-dash. i ran against alli. my times were 8.9 + 8.0 :] that's pretty good. i talked to chrissy, heather, ms fonte + of course alli, good times..softball practice was canceled because freshman has no place to canceled, yeah i HATE it because i had to take that damn bus home ;/ i had a picnic with my brother when i got home. i got a letter in the mail from st joes -does the happy dance- i think i may be actually going there next year!! i have soccer practice tonight, i am bringing my camera ;D dont ask why, i just want to take pictures of everyone ;x 1 walked away promise you won't walk away?

happy hump day. [10 Apr 2002|07:57pm] [ mood | mischievous ] dont have too much to talk about. school was boring as always. i was asked out three times + asked to the 9th/10th grade dance twice. stupid ugly overbrook boys ;x softball practice was bunches of fun. it flew by. it was so nice outside, i could have practiced all night. i also got a little tan too. tomorrow i have soccer practice :] i cant wait, heh. i am seeing frank sunday + probably spending my weekend with rox <3 i wanted to hang out with alli but her cousin is coming by ;/ i have been talking on the phone with marlena more often but we havent talked more then ten mintues, she always seems to have go to -shurgs- i wonder what is wrong with her.. 6 walked away promise you won't walk away?

toxic love is the best new punk band out there! [09 Apr 2002|09:34pm] [ mood | sleepy ] school was school, nothing out of the ordinary happened. english sucked, that class is so boring. science was blah. i was told if i fall asleep on more time in that class i will get a dentention + sent down to the nurses's office for a drug test. yeah, i am really on drugs..that is why i am playing school softball ;x cooking we just finished our tests, i talked to tim. math was boring, that is deff my least favorite class. lunch was same, went to the library with korrine. history, took a bunch of notes on spanish-american war then i passed notes with jessica for the rest of the period. spanish was eh, our old teacher came back, i am really getting spanish now -pats self on back- gym was fun. i played ping-pong with heather, chrissy + alli..good times :] i had softball after school. we just did a bunch of drills..we had to run about a mile because "some people" wouldnt stop talking ;x i was pretty proud of myself, finished 3rd + ran the whole thing. practice was short due to the rain. i had all plans to walk to rox's house, but i didnt so i told my mommy to pick me up when i seen rox walk the street. we picked her up + my mommy dropped us off at her house. we made jelly + peanut butter bagels, i called frank when i got there. i guess you can say we got into a little arugement, but i am not going to get into that..things are much better now. rox let me borrow one of her sister's old purses. its cute. we had funny, even though i wasnt there for too long. i am going to her house probably after school on friday. we dont know yet. all i know is, her birthday present is going to be AWESOME! i have until june 15th to make it. 2 walked away promise you won't walk away?

i feel like a PROUD parent! [08 Apr 2002|07:23pm] [ mood | sore ] today was a pretty good day. expect for the restless night, i barely got any sleep. i dont know why, probably because i knew i had school in the morning. for some reason, i got tons of great comments from friends + people i didnt even know. maybe they just did it to be nice or whatever? or maybe just thought i looked really good ;x for some reason, school seemed to be really tough. i just wasnt in the mood to work. i found out i got a b in spanish! i was in complete shock, i was so happy. the rest of the gym came back today, ugh i hate the rest of my gym. i walked the track with chrissy + heather..same old :] i had a game after school. i just dressed pretty quickly + headed out to the fields. i hung out with ali before the game. we sat in the field + talked about our boyfriends for about an hour. it was so great, just to have someone to talk to about frank + she actually listended ;x then we got yelled at because we werent talking about softball. yeah yeah yeah. we lost 10-17. i am the new second basemen, woo woo. i had all plans to go to my sister's soccer practice to see rox but i had some homework + it was pretty late. as soon as i got in, she called me + told me all about her day! ;] frank is at football practice ;/ i miss him so much, i cant wait to see his saturday/sunday, i hope he calls me soon.. 1 walked away promise you won't walk away?

love me . . always + forever with no broken promises. [07 Apr 2002|08:25pm] [ mood | rejuvenated ] hey you. last night was pretty great. frank came over! he went to his party for about an hour then came over my house! i was so happy to see him, i missed him so much! ;x anyways, we had fun. it just made my night. i cant picture myself (+ i dont want) with ANYONE else but him, he just makes me so happy in every single way! :] i had a great night sleep. went to my soccer game in morristown at one. before the game i just hung out with rox, jenine, jess, sam + becca. did the regular before game stuff. we had a really great game, we won 2-1. i got an awesome comment after the game from the other team's coach, so that made my day ;] after the game, my daddy brought my sister + i to the morristown mall. i got a carebear tee + 2 pins. my sister got new shoes. we went to the vans skatepark, if you want to see some real skateboarding, go on the streets of pine hill or laurel springs. that mall is FULL of pousers + trendy people, it basically made me sick to my stomach. back to my living hell (overbrook highschool) tomorrow ;/ i have a softball game RIGHT after school, we are going to probably lose but atleast we'll have fun. i think i had a good spring break..well ever since thursday. god, i cant wait until the weekend ALREADY! 2 walked away promise you won't walk away?

POOTIE GIRL! [06 Apr 2002|06:16pm] [ mood | calm ] hey guys. last night was a lot of fun. i even think it beat out thursday night. elizabeth (one of frank's good friends) called me, wanting to do something. we decided to see a movie together + get to know each other a little more. i called up rox because i wanted to do something else with her + just get her out of the house. after a little bit of begging + pleading, she finally decided to come. my sister called her best friend, christie. i never met her before, it's weird too because i know all of my sister's close friends. yeah, so, anyways, we picked up rox + christie up around seven twenty + as soon as we got there, elizabeth was there. i introduced her to everyone, yeah yeah yeah. we seen "big trouble" by the way. well, we got our candy + there was this bunch of ditzy, clutzy blonde cheerleaders + a bunch of over-horny freshman football player guys, acting completely stupid + what not. i handed my ticket to the guy + he was like "i hope you are not with them." + smiled. my response "no, i dont hang out with them type of people. you wouldnt see me hanging out with them people if they were the last humans on earth, THESE are my type of people" he laughed, winked + off we went ;x the movie was pretty funny. i talked to elizabeth throughout the movie about stuff, chit chatted. rox was being herself so that was really great, she had us laughing during the whole movie. after the movie, we hung out outside. that was fun. we acted really immature, like we always do. i dont think i have laughed that much in a while. i just hope elizabeth had as much fun as we did. christie + rox slept over our house. we all went into christie's house to get her stuff, rox + i wrote all over her walls ;x she aloud us too. we hung out all night. just talked about stuff, listened to music, danced, you know. we went to bed at two + woke up at nine. ate fruity pebbles, watched some tv. christie went home around noon. rox, my sister + i went up to the soccer fields. when we got there, rox + i walked to her house. we hung out there for about a half an hour. went back + our soccer coach was there (we had practice) rox should me the hot soccer trainer from liverpool. a bunch of his friends were there too. i really didnt see it..the "hottness" + what such. they were cute expect i LOVED their accents ;x before practice, i just acted stupid with jessie, rox + jenine. jessie's ex-boyfriend was there so we talked to him for a bit. goes to show that he knows frank. a lot of people know frank. i am now known as "frank tomezwski girlfriend" dont get me wrong, i dont mind it AT all, but just a lot of people know frank + a lot of people have heard about me. -shrugs- frank called me when i was at the field. he got home safe ;] i wish we could have talked a little longer but we both had to go. i melted when i heard his voice ;x i miss him so much but its a lot better then what it was. soccer practice went pretty well until the end of practice. the hot liverpool trainers came over + the team acted like complete fake people. i was so disgusted. well, not the whole team, maybe 5 people didnt out of 14. people like that, just make me sick, just to show off in front of a cute guy with a nice accent. its not like they were going to go out with them! they all probably have girlfriends. we have a game tomorrow, i think we'll win. we'll see. i dont think i am doing anything tonight but sleep. frank is at a party, he said he will call me. i will probably spend my whole night on the phone or on the computer because my sister is also going to a party. 1 walked away promise you won't walk away?

toast + bananas..my pants are off RIGHT now. [05 Apr 2002|01:41pm] [ mood | pleased ] last night was pretty fun. hell, anything is better then sitting home on the computer or vegetating watching the tv. i went to the deptford mall with rox + my sister. rox's mommy picked us up around seven. the ride there was pretty interesting. i dont think i have laughed that much in a while. we did a lot of shopping but none of us bought anything. we looked at stuff we couldnt buy. i proposed to rox in jcpenny's. she said no. we got into claries + she was like "dont you have something to ask me" + i was like "no, i am very hurt by that incident in jcpenny's" + there was this little humor argument next week is our anniversary..we have been best friends since 02.12.99 ;x yeah, so, anyways, my sister + rox did a little stalking. i seen justin, chrissy's boyfriend, at the mall. of course, i kept my eye on him..just to see if he wasnt checking out girls or anything. my mommy picked us up around nine. we were going to stop at mar's but she called telling us we couldnt go over ;/ i was pretty upset about that. rox + i are doing something tonight. tomorrow we are going to a soccer clinic after soccer practice. it sound be fun. oh yeah..today is frank + i's one month anniversary. its great :] i love him with my all heart + its great to know that he feels the same. last night, he wrote me a poem + posted it on my journal (shown below) i love it because i known it came from the heart + what such. he is coming home tomorrow. i honestly cant wait until he calls me so i can hear his voice. i'll probably melt inside. ;x i actually know this is going to work out, unlike it did with derrick or greg. i love this feeling <3 4 walked away promise you won't walk away?

this is for...you [04 Apr 2002|10:43pm] [ mood | loved ] sam i love you so much...i had to do this! 8 walked away promise you won't walk away?

it's been lovely but i have to SCREAM now. [04 Apr 2002|03:42pm] [ mood | good ] i woke up really early this morning because i had a softball game, eight to be exact. yeah, that is pretty early for me. the one day i am REALLY tired, i have to wake up for game. i checked my mail before i got in the shower, + i had some e-mails from frank. one just MADE my day! :] i love him so much <3 my mommy dropped me off at the highschool around nine thirty. i hung out with my team in the varsity locker room until ten. on the way to eastern, i talked to sam, jaime + samie. yeah, so, anyways, WE WON! yeah, that completely made the whole team happy! one inning, we scored 13 runs. its not like it was a bad team either but we kicked ass. i had some great hits, i am so proud of myself -pats back- i was mvp for the last inning of the game, i made 3 great plays at second..look where puterbach is putting me for now on! -dances- the game ended pretty short. when i got back, i found out that i bruised all my muscle in my right hand, its pretty sore but i just have to ice it a lot. i hung out with ali after the game. she is friends with alli + that is how i know her but i really never talked to her. i found out that she is such an awesome girl. we have so much in common. we both want to go shopping together. she refuses to shop at the mall, same here. i dont know, its like another me when we talk ;x i might be going out with rox tonight -shrugs- we'll see.. 1 walked away promise you won't walk away?

it is as bad as you think, + they ARE out to get you. [03 Apr 2002|07:06pm] [ mood | indescribable ] hey guys. i have been having troubles falling asleep at night. i dont know but i just cant get asleep at night. i think i think way too much about things before i go asleep. i finally feel asleep around two -shrugs- i woke up at nine for softball practice. yeah, that was tons + tons of fun -rolls eyes- we scrimmaged jv for half the practice then did some fielding. i injured my damn thumb/wrist again, i think i pulled something. practice ended at 11:30. it was pretty short. after practice, my mommy took me, my sister + my brother to the deptford mall. on the way there, we had a pretty serious conversation. i found out somethings about my mommy i never knew. yeah, so, anyways, i got two tees. one is paul frank with a monkey with braces :] + the other one is pink + says "how to steal a boyfriend" ;x they are pretty cute. i was about to stop at marlena's house but i forgot her house number. pretty stupid on my part. i was going to call her cell phone but i didnt know that either. i will surprise her one of these days before may 1st. i wanted to see frank saturday but i found out that he has a party so i cant see him. then, i cant see him suday either because i have a game. yeah, that makes me PRETTY upset. but we are just too busy sometimes, so i just have to deal with it + wait until next friday to see him. we got into a little arugement. i started it because i am just a bitch who misses her boyfriend TOO much! but, things are better now + i am not upset. i now know he wont have a good time, so yeah that makes it a little better. friday, i am probably going out with elizabeth + spend my saturday with rox..i love you frankie ;] sorry again.. 1 walked away promise you won't walk away?

california deamin' [03 Apr 2002|10:46am] [ mood | blank ] beat it, just beat it lol sam i had to put this in your journal....so0o LOVE YOU! p.s-leave a comment if you like the dancing. 3 walked away promise you won't walk away?

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