damn   
08:46pm 20/04/2002
 
mood: peaceful
music: i dont know go ask alice
holy shit. get this..

ok ive been seeing the comercial for the new becoming; enrique iglesias (cant spell, deal) for the passed week and i finally sat down and watched the saturday night hook up on MTV or whatever. dont hate, i had to watch it since im a BIG BIG BIG fan of the video "escape" itself. so cmon props.

anyway jeeeezzzz it was pretty good. well...like...its fucking awesome that enrique likes soccer- i mean CMON thats jus a lil thing i admire bout him. uhh..yeah thats it.

OK and when "gino" had the permission to choose which anna kournakova look alike he wanted in the video he picked the last one?!?! NO SON you shoulda picked the FIRST damn she was hot and i liked her! also cus she mainly resembled someone im deeeeepppllyyyyy into right now. BUT we dont get into that cus this hournal entry is bout enrique.

note to enrique // gino // producers of "becoming" = YOU CANT FUCKING GET A PLAY LOOK ALIKE OF ANNA KOURNAKOVA! just call her cell, she'd do it again! im sorry but the chick they picked looked like she was high man, she was out yo. well MTV you done and did it again, made yourselves look like asses.

I DIDNT KNOW ANNA KOURNAKOVA WAS RUSSIAN! THATS HOTT!!! wink wink.

well my metro stars game is ending and i must get back to it.

-scott

**happy 4/20** <---mmmm pot so good
 
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detatchable penis   
10:08pm 19/04/2002
 
mood: hyper
music: you're gay
i woke up this morning with a bad hangover and my penis was missing again. this happens all the time. its detachable.

this comes in handy a lot of the time. i can leave it home when i think it's gonna get me in trouble or i can rent it out when i dont need it. but now and then i go to a party, get drunk and the next morning i can't for the life of me, remember what i did with it.

first i looked around my apartment and i couldnt find it. so i called up the place where the party was, they hadnt seen it either. i asked them to check the medicine cabinet cus for some reason i leave it there sometimes but not this time. so i told them if it pops up to let me know.

i called a few people who were at the party but they were no help either. i was starting to get desperate. i really dont like being without my penis for too long. it makes me feel like less of a man and i really hate having to sit down every time i take a leak.

after a few hours of searching the house and calling everyone i could think of, i was starting to get very depressed. so i went to the kiev and ate breakfast. then as i walked down second avenue towards st. marks place, where all those people sell used books and other junk on the street. i saw my penis lying on a blanket next to a broken toaster oven. some guy was selling it. i had to buy it off him. he wanted twenty-two bucks but i talked him down to seventeen.

i took it home, washed it off and put it back on. i was happy again. complete. people sometimes tell me i should get it permanently attached but i dont know. even though sometimes its a pain in the ass, i like having a detachable penis.
 
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ohhh babbbyyy   
09:50pm 19/04/2002
 
mood: loved
music: detatchable penis - king missle
a coach can put you on the team and your mind can make you train. a scout can get you a scholarship but only your love for soccer will make you a champion. soccer is life and the rest is just details. its not just a game, its the thrill of scoring on the toughest goalie you ever saw. its feeling like a hero on a weekday afternoon, its taking on the chin when you miss the easy ones. its sucking orange slices on a silvery wooden bench. its pretending not to notice your friends looking really proud. its celebrating a victory as if you'd  won the world cup! holla.

fucking awesome way to start a journal entry eh?

so we missed wood do to the meeting. i sat with matt and he kept saying mr. scocco had a "woody" and kept trying to make me look. damnit thats just wrong.

holy shit balducci wasnt in school today! that is so fucking rare. i mean thats like riccardi being gone. hahaha. anyway we watched "friends" and talked a little about ish. i started drawing the little grateful dead bears on this sheet of paper throughout the whole period so that was fun. then it ended and we all left.

in english we had a mini quiz on the book thing and my answer took up 2 pages. holy shit go scotti! always puttin in 150% ... you know. then we did that 2 minute story thing. yeah it was really cool but i cant read petes hand writing so i was like EH and went on with the story. ours was the best. WORD.

in art i finished painting my little ish and put it away cus it didnt take that long. i took out my drawing of the grateful dead bear - which came out kick ass. i also drew the ron jon thing and i drew ish of pink floyd and lyrics and stuff. it was cool. jenna and i bonded. along with nicole.

lunch was weird. hey kate i wana do you that favor on next next monday babe.

i got sick during 5 periods period. i wanted to go home and hug someone. i am dead serious i have never been in that situation when you just WANTED a hug. i wanted to hug ms. orotelli for real. i saw her and wanted to jus collapse.

omg and dont let me even get started with phys...

chem was cool. i got a 49/44 - extra credit pays off my jiggas, it does. i got higher than nick. he got a 48 WHAT NOW JIG! oh man it felt good. anyway yeah we went over homework and hung around.

i love algebra<3 so good. no need to explain.

soccer practice was GOOD! we got the upper gym again. i stayed after with the coach and we talked about plays. it turns out he asked 3 other guys to stay after aswell and it made me feel more confortable. OHH WHO'S CAP OF THE VARSITY SOCCER TEAM! scott stinson. we got our jerzees too and im number ONE. oh shit thats a hot number. "stinson" and right below it was "one" woohoo soccer is the shit.

4/20 = bliss

-scott
 
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sweating   
08:46pm 18/04/2002
 
mood: energetic
music: love on an elevator - aerosmith
i cant wait to get my head shaved over spring break. one more day baby, just one more. actually, wait? what am i saying... i like school but then again balducci and o - free so yeah i guess thats the good part.

ok so lets see. i finished my wood project! yeah it looks totally kick ass. i really think i did a good job and he said that too. lindsey and i had to share the paint and i was a lil pissed cus i kinda wanted it to myself and i also wanted to work by myself too...but yeah unfortuanly theres only ONE can on dark blue paint. i guess this is their way of bringing people together and make us socialize and shit, you know..we actually started bonding again. yeah i had this little "no talk" period with her cus i was like damnit leave me alone. anyway she asked me if i was going away for the spring break and i said no i was just going out for the days and come home at night. so i asked her the same and omg was THAT a mistake or what. ok get this. she said she was going to florida and then she went on and on about her beach house or something. i dont even know. it was said. uh yeah so i finished and i had the whole period to just hang around. it was cool.

ok for some odd reason i actually enjoyed the history portion of school today. i have no idea why. were still on the same subject but im more interested in it now. i dont know. meri wasnt here and samantha sat behind me. i didnt really know she was in our class but ok yeah she was like there today. ok! so he handed out a sheet to us all. it had like 30 paragraphs and pages and shit. then after the reading we had to answer questions. i like doing shit like this cus its easy and fun, well no but since im doing it i might as well make the best of it. ANYWAY i was totally not with it in his class. i was really tired and gave people the "fuck you" face. like leave me alone and shit. after he handed out the paper and junk he said you could work together. i didnt even turn to look at anybody but i could see some eyes glaring at me. seriously. anyway i started working and slowley krystle came over and DAMN this girl is brave. no seriously whenever shes in the "fuck you" face and ish i totally dont even bother her cus im afraid shes gona flip. but she fuckin comes up to me and invites herself over. dont get me wrong it was hott. i admired that though, holla. we talked about our ish and we got work done. awesome.

in english he wasnt in all that great of a mood, well in my opinion at least. he was nice but you could tell he had an ish attitude. i dont know, the little things. we talked about each entry and he gave back our quizes. 100 on that and he gave us back our projects and i got 100 on that too. go me. tomorrow we have to return the books. yay i hate shleping that thing around everywhere.

art was a releif. we didnt have to go outside and draw worthiless shit. ahem, the school. she wasnt there and smalls was there and he like doesnt give a fuck what we do. jenna and i played chop sticks and we kept making up rules for it and changing them. it was so cool. then we forgot something so i asked j if she remembered and yeah you DONT put them down after youve given them up, k? remember that for next time.

lunch was ok.

in phys we went outside and played tennis for a lil while and i went and sat on the bench to get a tan but ms shadt came out and i had to jet. haha make it look like i was doing something productive. yeah olivia is really good but i still beat her. fuck yeah.

damn that chem ish was EASY. no seriously it was. i got a FUCKING 93 on one lab that she returned today. a 93????!?!?!?!!!!! omg. fuck her man i mean i knew what i was doing she just fucks with my head. the answer was right i just didnt write it right, ok? damn little things like that piss me off.

ahem on an algebra note it was good. although liz had to leave at around lunch to go to some doctor so yeah of course orotelli gives us a worksheet to work on and i had no partner (or so i thought) jon comes flying over and says LETS WORK! no one worked. jon and i totally socialized on life, girls..ect. halfway through the period people got up and talked and started playing games. we played pasta again and i was the ref and miss orotelli kept touching me and ish. pretty hott but yeah i wont get into that. yes! ok so we played pasta. yeah! right on good game right there.

soccer rocked. WE got the upper gym inside. it was fucking too hott out and so we got posestion of the gym. holla! it was good too. it actually wasnt cool at all cus westwoods ghetto and instead of being smart and raising money for an AC they raise and put it towards new lighting. my ass. anyway we practiced in the good gym and worked on alot. i was sweating so much. tomorrow i have to stay for 30 min extra cus he wants to work with me alone on something on soccer related. mo' socca mo' happy scotti..

you know whats fucking gay? how everyone in ross' class has been getting 95's AND 100's on their speeches. what the fuck is up with that? i know for a FACT that jenna is a better speech giver than britt. i mean seriously...jenna...or britt...jenna= 89 britt = 98. thats gay. no seriously. almost half the people in alberts class got 89's - that was the average. few got 100s - only like four, ahem me. ok sorry. and some faield but yeah not really. ANYWAY he gave out an easy 100 grade and its so gay cus bad speech givers got 100s. that is GHETTO. we had to earn ours and hes there giving them out for free. seriously.

well i dont know what else to write. i will talk to everyone later tonight. i must go complete my homework.

-scotti
 
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mmm orangeade snapple...   
05:05pm 17/04/2002
 
mood: productive
music: i fell inlove with a girl - the white stripes..damn you MTV
well now! so you know it was pretty slacked off of the school to cancle all the school sports abilities and shit. i had my soccer bag and everything, i was all set and they just had to make that announcement. yes i know its hot out but cmon people! work with me here...its fun. well i think so for the most part.

in wood i had to paint my thing right so i got there and chris already had the blue paint cus hes doing using it too. so i had to share with him and we bonded and shit. hes a really boring guy, just letting you people know. uh yeah so i painted the back of the sign and i let it dry. i went on the computer to find out what i was going to do for the NEXT project and i came across doing a ron jon sign. woohoo im excited for that. the ron jon ish looks rather difficult with its rather hard lookin font so my other option was the grateful dead bear. well...one of them at the least. THAT should be cool. i like the orange one, shhhh. its cute, stop laughing.

WOW!!!! the history quiz was mad easy and i didnt study shit. holy fuck i aced it! ok i know i was familair with the work in class by raising my hand and participating through out all the lssons and shit but damn i didnt know i actually filtered all that knowledge in my head. i aced it!!!! awww mannnn so good.

in english i asked mr. albert if liz could sit behind me cus pete always kicks my ass...not intentionally, he just puts his foot up and it hits my ass..damnit its annoying. so i asked if liz could switch with him and he said no ill just move the seats back. so i said ok thats fine. liz comes in and sits where pete sits and pete comes in and i was seriously surprised he didnt make a whole scene for sitting in his seat cus i thought he would..but he didnt which was very mature of him. ive noticed that since ms. russo has been coming in and out of our class hes been alot nicer...WHOA! so liz sat there and i was so waiting for mr. albert to say somethin bout her sitting there but he didnt either! he was in a good mood. so that was really cool. anyway we had to hand in our mini poem entires and i did mine. it was only worth like, what? 10 points. thats gay. but im not sure so wait we will see tomorrow..

man art was so boring. seriously it was hott and stickey and i just wanted to sleep. i got there and all the usual people were there then they all asked to go somewhere and i had no idea what was going on so i was like ok ill wait til they come back. j didnt go so i talked to her about the history quiz and told her it was soooo easy so she was happy. i was sitting in nicoles seat cus i wanted to and she gt back and told me to move. umm...we talked and oh yeah ok i asked j if i could try on her shoes (they were guy shoes) and she was a size like 8 so im there like totally losing all the blood that ran through my foot...my God they were small! she later then tried on my shoes which were without a doubt huge on her. it was really funny. i got really bored with them so i asked nicole if shed move to the back with me..omggggggggg NICOLE I WAS MASHED TO MARRY A GUY BUT GO ON A HONEMOON IN HER ROOM! OMG!!!!!! SOOOOO FUNNNNNNNY...see nicole i totally couldnt understand WHAT you were saying, but it was hilarious!

lunch was good. im really starting to ponder that johnna and kathryn are SHRINKING. no joke, theyre shorter and shorter everyday. its crazy. anyway OK now that the damned lunch people have shirts that match (snapple) they need hairnets. please God. oh word of advice - dont buy unwrapped products. jackass.

in phys we played indoor baseball and i guess that was cool. i played first (woohoo i rawked) and i talked to jaki throughout the whole time. merideth was up and she isnt that good so jakis like "scott if you get the ball dont get her out" so i said sure. but dumbass ted caught her pop fly. i felt bad. jakis really nice.

in chem will and i finished the lab and it was soooo easy. the questions were mad easy and so were the actually collecting data portion of it. it was fun with will though, very nice guy.

in algebra we worked on this thing and we had a choice to work with a partner or not so i imidietly turned to liz and we started working on it. she sooo cooooooool. ms. orotelli walked around and damnit why does she always touch my hair? she kept playing with it. seriously! then people were making fun of my toes. yes i wore sandals and i know i have big feet. fucking shut up i love my little feetsies. alexis is nice too. i talked to her when i was done with the sheet.

no soccer as i said earlier. but when i got home i quickly put on ESPN2 and watched my men battle it out...

w00t at the show tonight..mr. bower suck my DICK

-scott
 
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quick convo   
08:37pm 16/04/2002
 
mood: tired
music: surf wax america - weezer
mjohns112: 4/20 is bout to be up in this piece soon yo... everyone bust out their mofon blunts, bongs, grass, hemp and all that shit... fuck yo lets party out
NoComply43: the phone rings in the middle of the night ... my father yells "what you gonna do with your life?"
NoCompl43: oh daddy dear you know that youre numba one..
mjohns112: but girls
NoComply43: they wana to have fun


isnt that beautiful?

-scotti
 
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placebooo   
06:48pm 16/04/2002
 
mood: satisfied
music: cars passing by and shit..
sucker love is heaven sent
you pucker up our passions spent
my hearts a tart your bodys rent
my bodys broken yours is spent

carve your name into my arm
instead of stressed i lie here charmed
cus theres nothing else to do
every me and every you

sucker love a box i choose
no other box i choose to use
another love i would abuse
no circumstances could excuse

in the shape of things to come
too much poison come undone
cus theres nothing else to do
every me and every you

sucker love is known to swing
prone to cling and waste these things
pucker up for heavens sake
theres never been so much at stake

i serve my head up on a plate
its only comfort calling late
cus theres nothing else to do
every me and every you

like the naked leads the blind
i know im selfish im unkind
sucker love i always find
somoeone to bruise and leave behind

all alone in space and time
theres nothing here but whats here is mine
something borrowed something blue
every me and every you..

mmmmm good song..

-scotti
 
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new sony digital camera..   
05:31pm 16/04/2002
 
mood: awake
music: all - collective soul
ahem! my day.

in wood i had to be extra careful painting today cus i was painting around the letters and in between the words and shit. it came out so pretty. im not done though. i was really really pissed at sean. he asked me if he could use the dark blue paint and i said no..cus im like using it. so he was like no no ill be carefull. so im like yo stop go away. see, everyone else that asked me if they could use the paint, i said no to, too - and they fucking listened. so this black boy asshole decides he can. God damn hes so annoying. andy rocks. he works right infront of me and goes on and on about the lord of the rings and stuff. love them bizs, too funny. anyway im almost done with the project, i am soo excited. i really wana get it done before the break cus i dont wana like keep it there that long. im happy.

in balduccis class theres like this student teacher guy who sits in the back of the room, near me. (last name starts with s, so) anyway he sits like right behind me and im the last person. alex got moved cus she talked too much and im actually happy cus shes annoying me right now, for real. anyway yo this guy breaths HARD. i couldnt hear balducci. all i know is that theres a quiz tomorrow and we have to study and shit. i dont need to study, i know this stuff off the top of my head. i was actually one out of the few who knew what they were actually talking about. woohoo w00t at scotti for his participation.

so yeah mr. albert was back today with his new haircut and everything. he looks different, like totally. his whole face. but its ok the haircut will grow out soon. i finished the book and the entries for each day or whatever. yeah i was all set. so i asked him what i should do and he said look through the book and look for some shit to like relate to or something i seriously have no idea. so i just wrote down whatever. after that i went to sleep.

in art since salto was absent we had to like go outside in this 90 degree weather and draw the school? im sorry but i was just NOT up for that! i sat with nicole and we talked about well...she knows. ::sigh:: anyway we talked about that and she brought up a really good point about the car or whatever. hahaha. yah so i put like no effort into the drawing but it still came out pretty good. i think whitneys came out good.

lunch was good. i like food.

i went to the library after lunch and worked on homework and shit there. no one was around to get into trouble with so i figured id actually get work done. when i went into the library ms. orotelli was there so i sat next to her. she talks alot. lol but its cool cus i really like her so its not like annoying or anything. yeah so i asked her if she could help me with this one problem which i ended up doing right, i just wasnt sure if i was doing it correctly. yah that awesome. then she had to go, break time yo - so i finished up some chem stuff and looked over the lab.

in phys we played this weird hoola-hoop game. we had to hold eachothers game and stratize on what to do next and shit. why do we play such gay games in high school? i wana go back to like easy stuff like in E school. sigh, oh well.

in chem we had to work on our lab. identifying minerals and shit. so before we could start she was like most people got up to 4 and willy and i finished so that was cool. now tomorrow we have to work on the questions. i REALLY hate questions on labs cus theyre all different and the answers varrie. but i should do good, wills a good partner.

in algebra we learned and i laughed ALOT durring that class. lauren sits infront of me and she said something funny and i was like, ok? and started laughing. dan is CRAZY yo damn. anthony was like, did u break ur glasses? and he said yeah thats why theres tape on them and antthony was like ohhh...so later he starts bending, snapping, crushing his glasses. i felt sooo bad cus there, in the front of the room, is ms orotelli trying to teach and were all like fasinated by the sight of dans glasses being broken. loser. ahem anyway hes freakin me out with all the shit he does. later on we went over the homework and she gave us a sheet to do, which was really easy. i was one of the first done with it, woo! ummm yeah oh yeah since everyone was like done with their sheets we like walked around the room and played games and stuff. ok so ms. orotelli comes up to me and we started playing PASTA on the board. i won with the "r" and she won with the "s". it was really fun playing with her...sooo hotttttt.

in soccer we stayed inside. holy shit it was way too hott out. we stayed in the classroom and went over little plays with the ball and stuff. we talked ALOT. the coaches are actually pretty cool. theyre nice to me. oh yeah we went over the positions and he said that he was going to have me play center for the whole game, or starting - but i dont think i can play CENTER the whole time...too much running, in wing i could but i really shouldnt talk cus i dont even know...bigger feilds and different people to play agaisnt.

we had a little break inbetween the whole conversation around like 4:30. so everyone went out to go to their lockers or whatever and on our way back allllll the track people were there. holy shit they were sweating and everything. it was really hot out so...yeah! anyway as i was walking back jaimie hit me. why? WHY? i was walking back minding my BIZ and there goes her arm...yikes.

im a nice guy.

-scotti
 
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today was really good   
06:41pm 15/04/2002
 
mood: thirsty
music: she gathers rain - collective soul
in wood i started painting the whole border thingy. i sanded the letters so the paint didnt look like shit. woohoo luckily it looked all clean and new, that was my plan. anyway i colored the whole outside part of it dark blue and its drying, hopefully. i asked lindsey if she could work by me cus caitlyns annoying and sucks more dick than her mom, right nicole? wait no thats janelle..oh well, same difference. lindseys a little behind me so shes still on the letters and painting them and shit. its like baby blue or somethin. who knows, mine looks better than hers...shhhh though.

right before i enter balduccis class room, i usually make a quick visit to krystles locker cus its like right there. but i havnt lately, actually ive been avoiding her and i cant figure out why. me and her have like the best relationship, friend wise, and its so fucking cool. i doubt i like her more than that, too close for that shit. i dont know yo ... she came up to later on and asked me why i didnt go over cus she knew i saw her. made eye contact and shit you know. oh well, i got better as the day went on though, so.

anyway in his class; balduccis i knew all the shit. OK you know that graph thing chart thing or whatever we had 3 days to do? the one where i worked alone to get the work done so i wasnt distracted and shit? well anthony, david, chris, tom and some other people fucking worked as a group and got like 5 outta 27 and failed the thing. i asked him why he didnt grade mine and the bitch says "well since so many people from my first period class failed and did so bad on it i decided i wouldnt count it as a grade" and i was like yeah but i didnt even get a grade. then he says "yah i know cus i was grading everyones in first period, then i got to second periods (ours) and saw more low scores and just didnt even feel like grading the rest" and i did GOOD too. i cant beleive it, thats such a low point on his part. he went around and talked about each part of the chart and i knew like all the answers and shit...it was a dissapointment to me. oh well though, theres a quiz this wednesday and i am going to ACE it, holla!

ok english is where it all started. mr albert wasnt here today so we were left with ms. russo. shes actually REALLY nice. conversation with her;

ms. russo: scott do you have a dog?
scott: yeah why is there like dog hair on me?
ms. russo: no no i think i saw you on the porch with him last night..
scott: for serious? was he like doing 360's with his body over the leash? (LOL)
ms. russo: hahhaa nooo but hes cute.
scott: thanks! ::goes back to reading::

wow yeah seriously guys shes really nice. me tasha phil and dave sat on the heater only there was like no heat coming out. which was a good thing cus it was mad hott today. holla. conversation with tasha on heater during english:

tasha: yo scotti i heard you peeped somebody at blockbuster..
scott: oh SHIT yeah who told you?
tasha: krystle...
scott: ::looks over at krystle:: (she was reading)...uh huh..
scott: did she say anything else?
tasha: no......

that was english. theres more later on in the day though so..read on my fellow stalkers.

ohh yeah, ok on the way to salto i stop by orotellis 3rd period class and i usually walk with johnna emily and j to that class. i always walk in and interupt her teaching, its so funny she doesnt even care...sooo hotttt. since some other teacher has that classroom after her 3rd period, orotelli was getting her bag and all packed. ok we all know how johnna and j are like the slowest packers and while devon and like steve are already down the hall to their next class, theyre still in there. so i walk in and i tell johnna a joke and shes there LAUGHING HER ASS OFF LITERALLY and i look over at orotelli and after i told johnna the joke, j wanted to know so im there telling her it and ms. orotelli is like tapping my arm cus i guess she wanted to talk to me or something and im like hey...hey...hey...::damn shes hott:: hey hey...hey...DAMN..ok anyway i was like..

scott: so wait, what did you end up renting with your guy?
ms. orotelli: relax hes just a friend...
scott: uh huh, tell me what you rented..
ms. orotelli: ahh...dont say a word?
scott: oh yah? was it good?
ms. orotelli:...ahh...you know..it was ok..a little freaky..but it was fine..

anyway i had to leave so we ended our conversation with a "cya 8th" SOOO HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

in art salto was clearly not there but mr. smalls and ms. o were. shes back for the week. im not looking forward to that at all, shes annoying and always asks me if i need help when i dont! oh well i guess she just cares or something. nicole and i talked about well..wait...i dont know. damn but we talked and laughed and had a good time! thats all that matters in that class.

in the brief homeroom period that us fellow high schoolers have...i was doing my algebra homework. hannah comes up to me and says...

hannah: so scott..i heard you saw ms. orotelli at blockbuster?
scott: no way who said?
hannah: wait you didnt?
scott: no i did but whod you hear it from?
hannah: krytstle was talking about it in algebra (they have it first period, tasha too)
scott: really? what else happend?
hannah: well krystle started talking about it and ms. orotelli said "yeah i saw scott and his click there"
scott: haha yeah i saw everyone there
hannah: hahahaha!!

then i told her to leave me alone cus i really had to finish this work.

SO at lunch i went up to krystle and said..

scott: yo i heard youre spreadin rumors and shit tellin people i saw orotelli at blockbuster..(not in a mean tone, friendly tone)
krystle: nah yo i was just talkin bout it in algebra and i said "yo ms. orotell i sent one of my spies over to see you at blockbuster" and we just talked a little bout it then..
scott: crazy, CRAY ZEEEEEE
krystle: word baby

i soon went back to chowin.

in phys ed we played tennis and it was pretty lame. nicoles the coolest partner. then i decided to give up our court for jaki and krickie cus they were waiting and PLUS nicole me and you were bored and we got to gossip anyway..so. yeah it was boring.

wow in chem we like changed our seats i guess. i dont even know what she was doing. she said find a partner to work on the lab with and i chose willy so we're working together. i hardly ever work with him, so this should be a cool experience. his sisters the girlfriend of my neighbor..yuck!

ahhhh yesssss...algebra..my fav class in the whole wide world. i showed her my work and she comments and says lovely and stuff. so hott, so hott. later we started a new lesson or somethin and we had to do problems and she came around and checked and she touched my hair...my hair people, the hair on my head...i know everyone loves to play with it, tasha, krystle and other people kept sayin how they could jus touch my hair for a whole day (so soft, seriously) and she touched it. soooooooooo hotttttt omg. oh! there was a fire drill during 8th period while her and i were talking so i walked out with her and we talked and shes so hott. i mean no wait..ok. oh yeah then she was like..

ms. orotelli: so wait i forgot to ask you, what movies did you rent?
scott: i rented like joy ride, mallrats and uhh..life as a house..
ms. orotelli: oh! i wanted to see joy ride but i didnt get around to it..
scott: its not worth it, blah
ms. orotelli: ahhh ok then

anthony pil. came up to lil and started asking her shit like what position she played for the softball deal and she said first or third...then lil came up to me and anthony and nick followed and lil asked me bout soccer and i said i made the center position w00t at me, holla..you know. i asked anthony what position HE played for baseball and he said second so i congradulated him for making the team, him and lil and nick all. then i asked nick what he played and he said back up for short, so he played like the second shortstop or something. hmm...aka...bench? yeah!

during soccer we had to work on our kicks right, the biggggg farrrrr goal kicks "shootin kicks" you know and i fucking got one passed to me and it was on a spiral right, i KICK it and i hit one of the teachers' car...ommgggggggggg theres a huge ass dent in this black ford. holy shit it was awesome though. ive done so many kicks and hit cars before but this was a pop fly and DUCHE down and shit. it was so sweeeeeeet.

well im hott and sweaty and i must shower..no hoemwork - holla!

-scotti
 
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holla!   
06:43pm 14/04/2002
 
mood: anxious
music: girls girls girls - van halen
DOB: 10/26/85
livin arrangements: 5 bedroom house..with ma and pa and roomates.
hair color: dark drown
eye color: darl orange/ light brown
height: 6'1''
show size: like 11.5ishhhh
workplace: psshhawww ... yeah..right!
siblings: mike and becky
pets: german shep. / huskey mix = kyle alexander stinson..
boyfriend, girlfriend? like no so fuck off.


favzzz


salad dressin: "house" or whatever i order when i got to TGIF
toothpaste: i use aquafresh
foods: anything good
hang out place: my house...seriously.
soft drink: pepsi. for those who think young.
game: scattergories! ha no ok like scrabble or somethin
video game: donkey kong is the shit
season: spring
shoes: chuck taylors' converse, adidas hightops (the ones i wear all ghetto without the shoelaces tied, you know) and my wonderful soccer nike sandals..i cherish those..uhh..i have so many shoes, its sad...really.
underwear: lately jockey boxers..very nice.
cologne: A&F; woods or the hollister one - im so preppy! hehe <3
color: green..*gah!*
sport: soccer slut
school subject: public relations
tv shoes: real world, friends, osbournes, thank you - bye
movies: mallrats, life as a house and heartbreakers
magazine: cosmopolitan
numbers: 18, 21, 26, 28..
finger: ::flicks the bird::
radio station: 101.1 oldies baby.
tv channel: hbo's 123456 <--my favs
actress: claire danes, jennifer anistan <--her last name sucks i cant spell it for shit so shut up, jennifer love, sarah michelle gella..
books: go ask alice 4eva<3 hehe
flower: lilly
fast food: wendys
girls name: scottie
boys name: scotti hahahahahaha
animal: chimpanzee
store: like abercrombie
day of the week: friday
time of day: like evening

which is betta?

salt or peppa? salt
shampoo or conditioner? shampoo
chocolate or vanilla? chocolate
truth or dare? dare me
cat or dog? chimpanzees
silver or gold? silver
hugs or kisses? kisses
coke or pepsi? pep my si
sunrise or sunset? sunrise
x's or o's? x's

name what comes to mind yo..

adam: adam b.
billy: christinas bro
greg: greg brown, black boy who moved to montvale
chris: jills boyfriend, the wrestlin guy
kate: our waitress at friendlys the other night and my ex
misty: girl from pokemon
paul: my uncle
alex: freak
ron: jon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
eric: lilly
james: my middle name, holla!
red: jills toenail color
cow: omg! the other day in algie we were talkn bout what our initials of our name spell out and lach was like "cal" and we're like, what, like cow? and shes like NO CAL! it was sooooooooooo funny. lach is scary.
pig: see above
socks: gaps not socks, my babies.
mirror: mirror..on the wall...who is the sexiest of them all? scotti stinson, boiiii

what is the first thing you do when you get up in the morning? stare at my erection, seriously..

have you eva...

had you appendix or tonsils removed? uh no
gone skinny dipping? yeah, at the lake yo!
drank? duh
gotten drunk? see above
broken the law? i do everyday..never been caught or convicted though..
been convicted of a crime? wow..im good. no
ran from cops? almost everynight...:x
intentionally hurt someone? yeah
thought about being gay? i am gay you fuck
smoked? yah
trie drugs? never
gotten high? omg no!!

yo do you...

have any bad habbits? probably
smoke? yah bitch
do drugs? ...holla
get along with your parents? my moms the shit, my dad can go fuck off..
like to drive? YES HOLLA!
sleep with stuffed animal? omg thats soo 4th grade
find yourself attractive? ohhh yahhhh baby
like your handwriting? my currsive sucks
have any piercings? yup 2 in each ear
think youre strong? i have fucking strong legs
like to talk on the phone? LOVE it
have your own phone line? yea
like to dance? only with a partner
get scared to ask someone out? yah thats why im single...biotcchhh
like to swim? fuck yeah

miscelaneous..

were you named after anyone? yeah like some king..sir scotti the third or something...ok no they just liked it - and hey! so do i
what type of car do you drive? 98 dodge durango "besty"

ummm there was soo much more to this quiz but i got bored so i was like ok no more quizzy and just deleted the rest..haha! sucks for you..

ok im going out to dinner with jill...woohoo ruby tuesdays...

-scotti
 
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10:21am 14/04/2002
 
mood: drunk
music: drunk as funk, im jizzed soryy
god fuckibg damn

were did this hangovr come frim?

shit
 
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and anna begins...   
10:09pm 13/04/2002
 
mood: relaxed
music: what do you think?
my friend assures me "its all or nothing"

i am not worried

i am not overly concerned

my friend implores me "for one time only, make an exception."

i am not not worried

wrap her up in a package of lies

send her off to a coconut island

i am not worried

i am not overly concerned

with the status of my emotions

"oh", She says, "were changing."

but were always changing

it does not bother me to say this isnt love

because if you dont want to talk about it


then it isnt love

and i guess im going to have to live that

but im sure theres something in a shade of grey

or something in between

and i can always change my name if thats what you mean

my friend assures me "it's all or nothing"

but i am not really worried

i am not overly concerned

you try to tell yourself the things

you try tell yourself to make yourself forget

to make yourself forget

i am not worried

"if its love" she said, "then were gonna have to think about the consequences"

she cant stop shaking and I can t stop touching her

and this time when kindness falls like rain

it washes her away and Anna begins to change her mind

"these seconds when im shaking leave me shuddering
for days" she says.

and im not ready for this sort of thing

but im not gonna break

and im not going to worry about it anymore

im not gonna bend

and im not gonna break

and im not gonna worry about it anymore

it seems like i should say "as long as this is love..."

but its not all that easy

so maybe i should just snap her up in a butterfly net

pin her down on a photograph album

i am not worried

ive done this sort of thing before

but then i start to think about the consequences

because i dont get no sleep in a quiet room

and the time when kindness falls like rain

it washes me away and Anna begins change my mind

and oh lord ... im not ready for this sort of thing

shes talking in her sleep

its keeping me awake

and Anna begins to toss and turn

and every word is nonsense but i understand and and

oh lord.

im not ready for this sort of thing

her kindness bangs a gong

its moving me along

and Anna begins to fade away

its chasing me away

she dissappears

and oh lord im not ready for this sort of thing.....

xo,

-scotti..
 
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i cant wait til spring break, just to GET THE FUCK out with my best buds...   
08:35pm 13/04/2002
 
mood: productive
music: anna begins - counting crows
i have had such a wonderful day, its amazing. i went with becky (sister not k.) to this shopping place in NY. she told me she was going out and she asked me if i wanted to go with her. so i said yeah, to get out of the house - also to keep me out of trouble. she drove, i couldnt driive...shhhhh cant tell yall why. anyway we got there and shopped.

i got myself a penn state hat (beautiful). i got one to go with the shirt i have and i also plan on going there for the education college thing. lol. yeah so its pretty cool. i also got myself 3 new pairs of boxers cus i need new ones. i know some queer people would think its like wrong to buy underwear with your female sister but i dont give a fuck. i needed new ones, ok?

we went back to blockbuster and i rented life as a house, joy ride and mallrats cus thats my fav. movie and i REALLY need a laugh. i finished watching life as a house and it was soooooooooooooooooo gooooood. thats going in my top 3 movies of my whole entire life. i loved it, im going to buy it soon. DVD style. [:insert sunglasses smiley here:] that movie relates to so much thats happend to me. its amazing.

david lee was kind enough to stop by and give me my shrooms. seriously, he owed me them. never bet drugs on a baseball game. nigga.

i was talking to devon and i asked her if shed see spider man with me. actually, we made a promise to go see it together. we're like friendly through the whole comic life. i like spider man she likes the x-men. yeah its like an inside joke thing. anyway i must get the update on that!

i started writing my english project. i wrote about my ponders on life and how im living it. VERY slowly i wrote it all out. i didnt mention anything about the drugs but i think he knows im doing that shit. he smells the weed on my sweatshirts. i sit dead center and in the first row...

nicole i thinkk youre right, i AM inlove. you are totally right. i talked to becky about it and she said she thought that too...its going too fast. ill IM you and talk to you more about it later. actually, ill call you.

im gona go and watch the other flicks. jill is coming over so i actually should go do my hair and look sexy but i dont know..shes so pretty, sigh. note: this isnt the person im supposedly inlove with. -relax...take a breather...

i wana get high over the phone and passout on the kitchen floor again.

-scotti

i am sooooo happy. i love this. and we dont stop...cus we cant stop.
 
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the friday nights event.....   
09:28am 13/04/2002
 
mood: indescribable
music: i cant lose with 22's..bitch thats whats up!..you know......
i come home from soccer practice and elyse IM's me asking me if i wana go to friendlys with anil britt and her and i said sure..time..rides...ect. so yeah we got there and ate. it was pretty cool. britt and elyse saw some "hott guys" (or so to speak) and they were obsessing over them. hahahha. anyway anil and i were like blank and kept eating. sadly they stayed until WE had to leave so once they came it was like britt and elyse were paralized into their "hottness". finally we payed the bill and left.

we walked to the gazeeebooooo where britt and anil and i used to chill. i guess we have a new member now..elyse. anyway we walked there and we hung out and shit.

then i wanted to walk to blockbuster cus thats the shit yo. we walked and OMMMMMMMMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG we saw ms. orotelli there with her boyfriend...and she came up to *me* and tapped my arm - like a light punch - and said hey kiddo (yah i know, what the hell?) and i was like HEY! cus i was so happy i couldnt hold it in im sorry! i mean...ms orotelli....DAMMMMNNNNNNNNNNNNN anyway i was like hey and then shes like saying hi to everyone else and turned back to me..damn shes so short its so cute..anyway i said somethin like "now that youre done grading papers youre treating urself to a reward movie?" and she laughed and said yah yah...anyway we talked a lil more and i had to go cus everyone was getting pissed that i was starting GOOD conversation with a hott teacher and they werent so...yah yah...no im jokin. anyway i wished her a good weekend and we left. i hate how they rushed me though...that through the night off..its like go, ill catch with you later...you know?

we later went to 7-11 and got slurrpies...yuumm

so the rest of the night was "ok" i really wanted to go home cus i felt uncomfortable. and it was one of those second time feelings...like youve felt it before once and its back again..i dont know yo..when i got home i talked to my mom about some other shit. i felt so weird though it was off man. when i got into bed i couldnt stop thinking about what i was thinking about...(not going to mention it)

i told my mom later on that i wanted to go back to my therapist and she said shed make an app. tomorrow for next saturday. yayy yayayaya yayayaya.

i think im gonna go now. its early and i cant go back to sleep. im gona go play with my soccer ball...i love that thing..

-scotti
 
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07:31am 12/04/2002
 
mood: giggly
music: comfortably numb - pink floyd
jus wana wish everyone a great day!

its friday baby, a day to be crazy...lol..so whats goin on tonight?

yo people IM me when i get home or call the celly during soccer practice or something and let me know!

enjoy the day..

-scotti
 
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and jus like bush, my heads fulla ghosts..   
07:09pm 11/04/2002
 
mood: hot
music: project bitch - $$$ cash money millionaires...MY SONG YO!!!!
i am so tired soccer is so tiring when you have practice everyday for 2.5 hours. time varries. im sweaty and i need a massage or a nice warm bath. ohhhh i need one.

i was lauren wilson walking into school and shes really thin. i knew she was anorexic (fuck that spellin shit, im never going to improve) anyway i knew she was a while ago but i think she stopped. shes REALLY thin. damn. its really gross. get some beef on that chick.

in wood i started painting my little sign and i didnt get that far. its really hard and complicated but i think im going to do better tomorrow. i have to get used to it. i didnt see lindsey much during the period. we were both working and paying our attention towards our work i guess. i dont know but it went by pretty slow.

in history he gave us another sheet to work on during the period. people got into groups of 4-5 but i stayed in my seat and did the work by myself. i actually didnt care, i got so much done and no one bothered me. plus i got extra points for behaving. w00t at scotti! i wanted to go over and talked to krystle but she wasnt in the mood. i asked her what was wrong and it was just "one of those days" you know what im sayin? after the period ended i got up and was getting ready to leave. nikki asked me if i wanted to work with them in their group and i said no. it was really cool being asked by her cus i always thought she didnt like me that much. guess not. oh and we also got our quizzes back. you know...that one i thought i was going to fail...well it turns out i didnt, 87 baby! NICE.

kathryn f. got so damn short its not even funny.

in english we read our books and he told us about this new project we have to do. it seems really easy and i think im going to enjoy it. its a quick fun "thinking" thing. im on page 180. can someone PLEASE make this book more enjoyable.

in art nicole and i talked so much and we had an emotional conversation going on. i really didnt think janelle meant to keep interupting i just think she was really uptite about her project being good. lol. anyway nicole and i talked serious and stuff. it was cool actually. sigh.

lunch was good.

i didnt stay in phys cus i had a note for shadt cus i had to go to guidence. everyone was pissed that i couldnt go! i had to go at like 1 so i didnt even bother getting changed. since we were outside and playing tennis, i sat on the bleechers and watched everyone run the 2 laps. hahaha! when everyone got back from their run they sat on the bleechers and listened to shadts instructions. jaki had a long sleeve shirt on and she told me to watch it for her (after everyone split up into their groups) so i said yah i would but i have to leave at 1. she takes off the shirt and throws it at me. i turn it rightside out and fold it really nice and she saw me do it and said "AWWWWWW" really loud so now everyone thinks i like fold shirts when im at home and stuff. lol i guess shes just never seen a guy fold a shirt before, i dont know. hey! im seriously not a slobb so. anyway that was gym.

i dont want to discuss the whole thing that happened today with guidence. its in nicoles hournal anyway. so.

i wasnt really there for chem cus i was still in guidence, it went into that period. but i got to leave and go to math! YAHHHHHHHHHHHHH. so i didnt miss orotelli. which was so good. i took the test and i did sooo good on it. the phone rang during the time i was testing and i was like oh shit i dont wana go back down cus i really dont wana leave...i mean cmon..orotelli..DAMN. she told me i was wanted in the g offfice so i was like noooo i dont wana leave and she said i have to so i was like ew bye..when i got there christina was there again...christina how could you call me down when i have HER class? i mean you know i love her! JEEEEEEEEZZ no im messin. im glad everythings better with you..."im here for you babe" an e-m-o episode of full house ... hehe..

soccer was great. we had a fake game and everyone did really good both deffence and offence, it was great. even though im devoting my life to this sport, im still tired. oh! people people i had my last cigg a couple nights ago and im done with that shit till summer or whenever soccer ends. WOOOOOO.

well that was my day...

i will see everyone tomorrow..

-scotti stinsony
 
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creating my own reality   
07:22am 11/04/2002
 
mood: bouncy
music: all around the world - oasis
today is going to be a good day ... see how positive i am? haha anyway i have soccer and then im going to watch whatevers left of the girls varsity softball game. w00t at westwood. our soccer games dont start til way later after the spring break.

well ill talk to everyone around 6ish.

have a great day yo.

-scotti
 
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party at the pizza place, holla - feel me?   
09:33pm 10/04/2002
 
mood: refreshed
music: run - collective soul
i just got back from a good night!! j, daniel, gavin, dustin, ryan, jill, lil and krystle and i went to the pizza place in township. GOOOOOOOOODD stuff man damn. we ate and we later went to dairy queen but i went to dunkin donuts with jill cus i hate dairy queen. i got a mocha coolata thang and it was soo good. omg i want abother one.

anyway we went back into dairy queen and i saw the catalanos! i swear that is the COOOOOOOLest family. i talked to mrs. catalano and told her i was going to ace the algie quiz tomorrow and she said caitlyn should also. hehhhahaa. they rock - everyone was there too! heidi (mrs.catalano); caitlyn; erin and little anthony. she asked bout my mom and how i was...she wished me good luck in soccer and i wished caitlyn luck in softball! haha aww

anyway, that was my night - i had so much fun talking with everyone and eating our chow. God my life is the shhhittttttttt

SB lets GO!

-scotti
 
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soccer is cool   
06:43pm 10/04/2002
 
mood: sore
music: i cant drive 55 - sammy hagar
man today was such a long day. thats really what it felt like and i havnt felt like that in such a long time.

i got to school at 6:55 and got in. fuck that rule with no students before 7:12 cus i totally walked in and sat dwon and did all my work. then anil came and we talked. why is he so damn awesome? bitch

lindsey wasnt here in wood today and i was really bored cus i missed her. nicole was here and she was telling me her fucking crazy stories about her cousin and shit. hahahaa. crazy 409er. omg i finished writing out "the stinsons" with the little design in the middle. omg it came out sooo good seriously. im fucking proud of myself yo. holla.

in history we talked more about the wars and how gay they were. we had to do a worksheet and fill out all this shit that didnt make sense but i got it done somehow. later i walked over to krystle and we talked a bit and i left her cus i had to finish more of the work. oh well.

in english that was when we found out that stella had a baby girl. yeah im really happy for her - her name is sammantha mae stella. i actually "awwwed" it was cool though. anyway im so far with the book its not even funny. its such an easy read and it isnt even worth it. i think tonight im going to finish the book. yah i know its crazy. hahahahaha. also it was daves birthday and we all cheered and i pretended like i cared, you know.

art was sooooo slow. i swear that clock never moved. everytime i looked at it, it wouldnt budge. salto really was boring today. siggh. oh well tomorrow we get to go back and work on the projects.

lunch was great.

in phys i beat everyone i played. i roc at tennis i do i roc that spport. hehe.

scottis tennis statz day 2
jon lew: 10-7
pam: 10-9
webber: 10-9

i roc this

chems worksheets were mad easy omg.

and algebra was easy too. weeee we have a quiz tomorrrow which i am going to ace.

for soccer all we did was run. the whole time we ran around the feild for 2 hours. of course there were breaks but thats all we did. nothing else - it was relaxing i MUST say.

im going to finish my lovely conversations with britt and johnna, cya.

ya!

-scotti
 
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uh oh..   
08:43pm 09/04/2002
 
mood: awake
music: sweeeet emotions - led zepplin and aerosmith - LIVE YO!
i got so drunk last night - i was holding onto my grass so i wouldnt fall from loss balaance.

anyway on with today son!

yah wood was cool today. nicole s. wasnt there and that kinda sucked cus shes cool. anyway she wasnt there so i worked neer lindsey and we talked and she complained about dumb boring things that dont even need to be complained about. anyway that was wood.

in history he brought up a new topic and i forgot what it was. i still have to retype that essay letter thing cus its due friday. ahhh it can wait one more day.

in english we had to read the book again. holy SHIT it sucks omg this is such a waste of eye scrolling. im on page 82 and my head is filled with gay thoughts from the early semi-late 1930's. mr. albert like says were not going to interested in the book but we have to focus on its moood and what the author is trying to get at. he could of picked another book i think, i mean seriously folks this is shit.

art was boring. nicole we missed you. jenna sat in back of me where nicole usually sits cus i asked her if shed move. cus i like always move when js not there so she said she would. we gosspied about our daily lives and what we did in the morning, la la la. you know. damnit jenna you rock. oh and my little drawing thang is comin out pretty nifty.

lunch = funnnnnnnnnnnnn.

in phys shadt and att werent here so we were spilt up into whatever we wanted to do; baseball, basketball or outsideness. so i choose baseball cus jenna was there and other cool people. it was me, colin, jenna, ted, and ramida. against craig, lew, caitlyn, and marcus. omgggggggggg craig you fucking loser your such a swore fag. i swear he cant stand to lose but who can? still though, its a GAME. he was yellin at caitlyn cus she couldnt catch the ball. fucking fag black boy shut up. my GOD. we won 0-8. w00t at the white team.

uh chem was easy cus its so easy and its not hard. so we had alot of work to do and i finished it all during the period. hott! i had a problem calculating the formulas thogh. but i got it, i got it! i told jill and jaki to watch the real world tonight and jill stuck out her hand and i thought it was like a "hi five" type thing so i slapped it and it had "watch real world" written on it in pink..so my hands all pinky. yuck.

in algebra i did my homework and i was good and all smart cus ima suck up and thats how i am. yay! okkkkk bye boyyyyyyyyyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

krystle is AWESOME. omg the best.

people are so good to me.

but then again...people are GAY. omg.

-scotti
 
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