| you could have it all if you learn a lil' patience |
[23 Jun 2002|11:21pm] |
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well today i woke up in MAJOR pain, soreness, im limping still
thank god for icy hot!! i luff it!!
well i watched the movie from hell, it was creepy, but it was GOOD!!
lol...bloody gory movies rawk my socks off
went to tucano's (a Brazilian restaurant) with genelle, amy, rosa and my rents
we lied and said it was genelle's birthday!! lol
they made her hold bananas over her head while they played the bongos
the meat guy was cute =]
im just in pain, talked to kelly
i love her to death but she trips out over little things, like when a guy puts his arm on your shoulder
its like dude get over it
well any ways I go now....
When I hold my head down to the ground
And I wish you were here with me
Seems like you're always around
I was blind to see
Too good to be true
you can't stay with me
I wish she was all I need
And it's getting late. and it's cold outside
So cold. so cold
(TRUST)
I've wronged you
And steal everything from the truth
Could we find ourselves
walking through
A field with no solitude
The pain goes on
Insensitive to all your needs
Did you ever want to stay with me
Never try to put you down
And I never want to see you leave
I still can't believe you're going to leave
I wish she was all I needed
It's getting late and it's cold outside
So cold. so cold
-- "trust" by sevendust | |
aww song is sooo purty
( im not done yet!! ) |
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| lets drink lots of caffeine .... to get shit-faced |
[23 Jun 2002|12:51am] |
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today was EXTREMLY FUN and rather INTERESTING.... =0)
noms came by, we at breakfast, left, head off to pick adam,
then we went to edge fest!!! (woot woot)
( edge fest was off the hook.... )
dude im sooo bruised and cut up from this damn concert!!! gah! im SOOOOOOOOOO SOOOOOOOOOOORE!!
ohh yeah korns comming out here
but it was rad
(sorry so long)
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| bro...that was cooooooooooool |
[22 Jun 2002|09:56am] |
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nelly - its getting hot in here |
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anyways LAST NIGHT was fuckin crazy, off the hook.
amys party was pretty dead at first but then it got pretty cool
it was pretty cool
but i hate seeing my sister drunk
she acts so stupid and lets her guy friends grope her
but dude, it was craaaaaaaaaaaazy
it like ended at 5ish 6
good times, it was fun
im feeling it today though...
i have 2 formerly drunken guys sleeping at my house... O_o
ohh but they are making breakfast
ohh well...
EDGE FEST is today
i cant wait, post later on details
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| thats what you get for falling again, and you cant get him out of your head... |
[20 Jun 2002|09:50pm] |
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the sugarcult - pretty girl |
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went to the macaroni grill today, twas tres fun!
i love italion food, it always fills you up so fast
just not the garlic breath part... =D
it was fun, we were drawing on the tables AMY LOVES CHUCKY (errm inside joke i guess?)
the waiter was cute...not that i was looking or anything
but he did compliment my drawing on the table so thats a +
( some random bitching....! )
anyways i might go to the zoo tommorow!! yippie!!
oh yesh! mall tommorow!
didnt get to go today, mac. grill was busy
well i have NOTHING to say
so BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111
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| i only smile in the dark my only comfort is when the night goes black |
[20 Jun 2002|12:16am] |
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garbage - only happy when it rains |
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eeek!!! i think that's soooo cute =D
any ways, i noticed im spending less time on the damn computer!!! yay!
i don't know why but im overly happy!! yes, i did turn of my sad depreso emo music btw...
ok so EDGE FEST is this Saturday!! im sooooooo excited!!
ok im a lil' nervous because i have to see a certain someone there ( like a dumb ass i am, i invited him to go with us, and he is...)
but this time its going to be different, no hand holding, no more-than-friends-sort-of-things...
some people don't think i can do it (*cough*Kelly*cough*) ohh well its going to be fun!!
im thinking about dying my hair the color of shirley manson's, i think she has the coolest style...
what do you guys think?
err i need to stop watching scary movies...
*runs and hides*
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| I know the pieces fit because I watched them tumble down |
[19 Jun 2002|12:50am] |
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extreme pain |
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tool - schism |
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err...i have feel extremely ill....
everyone says i look pale, and that i am acting a bit "disoriented"
ep...crap cant think....
...i feel so awful....
im sorry for complaining...
genalle is coming in town tomorrow.
i called jimmy today, it was his birthday
hes going to apologize to coco...
damn this pain....i ...go...now...
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| i dont practice santaria i got no crystal ball |
[17 Jun 2002|04:51pm] |
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sublime - santaria |
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well anyways me=bored!
i took a survey...you guys should do i!!! like in the comment section =D
( theres a monkey in the jungle )
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| heeeeeeeeeey everybody!! |
[16 Jun 2002|10:34pm] |
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hopefull |
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some bach |
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well ok i need a big favor, i need a jl code for one of my buddies =D if you can help it would be greatly appriciated and i would luv you forever and i will forever be in debt!! anyways i feel much better, thankies for the support =D
my keyboard messed up, i dont have a backspace :( anyways. i go now! bai!
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| it puts the lotion on the skin |
[15 Jun 2002|11:51pm] |
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just silence of the lambs movie thing |
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well lets see, i think on thur. it hailed! wee go hail!
my sister is having an elite and snobby party of fri.
i hate those elite and snobby people
anyways naomi is comming over on friday
we are going to get "prepped up" for edge fest, yes that would be fun
i cant wailt till COAL CHAMBER plays
anyways im making a new site, sort of clique, its called UNPOPULAR, i will post the link up soon
anyways
PLEASE GO TO MY SITE
and please sign the guest book!
anyways i go now...bai!
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| im running out of room dont make me say it theres nothing left in me dont make me |
[14 Jun 2002|03:29pm] |
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dave navarro - rexall |
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eeeeeeeeeeek!! my redirection link service is down!
anyways i have an announcement!!
MY SITE IS UP
yes this link works f.y.i. (its a diff link)
anyways i made some blinkies for this girl named amy
EEEEEEEEEEK!!! GOLDFINGER IS COMMING OUT HERE!!
*dances around like an idiot*
and ALL is also comming, another fun one, and yes EDGE FEST is next sat!
and the week after that is yes, SHRED FEST!! big local show!! kaotic!! woot woot!
and other great SUGAR RAY is comming!! and Mary J Blige (i dont know her too well) and Eminem! and PAPA ROACH AND YES!! X-EXUCTIONERS!!
sorry about that i just read the venue's concerts listings and i got too happy...i go now...
=D
i luff you guys!!
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| im running out of room dont make me say it theres nothing left in me dont make me |
[14 Jun 2002|03:05pm] |
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dave navarro - rexall |
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eeeeeeeeeeek!! my redirection link service is down!
anyways i have an announcement!!
MY SITE IS UP
yes this link works f.y.i. (its a diff link)
anyways i made some blinkies for this girl named amy
EEEEEEEEEEK!!! GOLDFINGER IS COMMING OUT HERE!!
*dances around like an idiot*
and ALL is also comming, another fun one, and yes EDGE FEST is next sat!
and the week after that is yes, SHRED FEST!! big local show!! kaotic!! woot woot!
and other great SUGAR RAY is comming!! and Mary J Blige (i dont know her too well) and Eminem! and PAPA ROACH AND YES!! X-EXUCTIONERS!!
sorry about that i just read the venue's concerts listings and i got too happy...i go now...
=D
i luff you guys!!
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| your feeling blue now, you bit off more than you could chew in now its time to make a choice and all i wanna hear is your voice |
[14 Jun 2002|12:58am] |
hello everyone!
im almost done with my website
tell me what you think!
well im ogoing to go, its 1 am!
love ya lots, i go now
buh bai
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| * chill out what are you yelling for lay back its all been done before and if you could let it be you will see... |
[12 Jun 2002|09:26pm] |
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some grrl - so complicated |
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i hate adeama....they canceled....
its been boring lately
ive been feeling so drained lately
my dog is being a bitch, he got all mean all of a sudden...
adam is going with me and naomi to edge fest
i droped a pant size...go me i guess....
i need out...
i go n ow
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| i guess im fine because my hearts still beating |
[10 Jun 2002|01:28pm] |
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white stripes - fell in love with a girl |
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wweeeeeeeeeeeeell summer BLOWS
im going to ADEAMA tommorow (i had the date wrong...)
its only for a dollar, so isnt that fun?!?
i get to see kelly!! shes going with me!! to adema!! thats only a buck o seven!!! haha!
*jumps in joy*
well its time for change, im going to lose weight, change my hair color, get a total new style...the works, thats what im going to do this summer
weeee! my mum is giving me money to buy clothes yay!
got to get my edge head card today...
i go now. g'bai!
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| *i wonder when i wonder when i wander home if i'll fit to drink alone |
[08 Jun 2002|12:12am] |
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get the kids up - mass pike |
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new journal layout!!
tell me what you think =D
my internet is being a whore!!! it has been kicking me off to much >_<
i feel better, sort of, im not as emotional as i was 2 days ago!
I NEED H ELP!!
ok i dont know much about anime or anime art, but i do know it looks super awsome! and i was wondering if you guys knew anywhere i can get some anime girl pictures with pink hair, its for my deadjournal layout if you can help THANKIES A BUNCH!!
well im going to go love ya all g'bai!!
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| we'll reck our clothes, we'll scrape our knees, you will see... |
[07 Jun 2002|01:19am] |
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saves the day - hold |
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bah!!! i hate summer, why does it have to be so long
im obsessed
Jimmy really pissed me off today, coco sent me the email he sent this girl and he just TOTALLY CRAPPED ALL OVER COCO, lets just put it as this, he just said coco was basiclly crazy. it pissed me off
ok so im pissed, sad and happy? whats wrong with me??
dah!! its official im ANTI-EMOTIONS
...i go now...
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| time to burn it all away time to think of what to say time to go right back to yesterday.... |
[06 Jun 2002|12:12am] |
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the ataris - angry nerd rock |
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i thought jumping would make me happy
it worked for a while
but then i got back online and listened to that damn music!!!
hello emotions, i hate you!!!
i watched the movie se7en, tres creepy but brad pitt *droll*
i havent been able to sleep lately, i go to bed around 4 in the morning and i wake up at 8, i dont think 4 hours is healthy
i cant sleep
emotions, thoughts clog brain, cant sleep...
*bangs head againt keyboard*
i hate being a teenager!!
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| woot woot! |
[04 Jun 2002|10:30pm] |
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19 I act like I'm 19.
This test was brought to you by Mel - Please handle with care. Take it here.
hmmm i guess im ahead of my years :D
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| come to my room in my bed but the hole inside you ever goes away it really shows |
[04 Jun 2002|09:48pm] |
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strangers with candy - my room |
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WEEEEEEEEEE!!!
i gots me a TRAMPOLIN!!!! *bounce bounce*
its fun, but im afraid to jump on it because i havent put the safety net up yet O_o
but yay! weee! i know i say this like everyday but im going to get a job!! soon i hope :D
dah! i think im starting to like this more than deadjournal :D
so how are you guys doin?
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| wont you come over, i know you wanted to how does it feel to know that i still want you? |
[03 Jun 2002|11:50pm] |
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the ataris - between you and me |
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why do we always want what we always cant have?
im in one of those i want to cry please poke me with a stick kind of moods
and the ataris arent helping with all their sappy love songs about falling for their friend because thats exactlly what i did *bangs head against the wall*
dah! i miss school and i suddenly miss him so much
wow im crying, damn i hate being an overly emotional teenager
on a lighter note, i had fun today, lots of drama...
i go now
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