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it's just SO PRETTY [08 Jul 2002|10:50pm]

[ mood | hyper ]

[ music | something corporate konstantine ]

I can't imagine all the people that you know
and the places that you go
when the lights are turned down low
and I don't understand all the things you've seen
but i'm slipping in between
you and your big dreams
it's always you
in my big dreams

and you tell me that it's over
wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clovers
and your restless, and i'm naked
you've gotta get out
you can't stand to see me shaking
no
could you let me go?
I didn't think so

and you don't wanna be here in the future
so you say the present's just a pleasent interruption to the past
and you don't wanna look much closer
cuz your afraid to find out all this hope
you had sent into the sky by now had crashed
and it did
because of me

and then you bring me home
afraid to find out that you're alone
and i'm sleeping in your living room
but we don't have much room to live

I had these dreams that i learned to play guitar
maybe cross the country
become a rock star
and there was hope in me that i could take you there
but dammit you're so young
well i don't think i care
and if i hurt you
then i'm sorry
please don't think that this was easy

then you bring me home
cause we both know what it's like to be alone
and i'm dreaming in your living room
but we don't have much room to live

and konstantine is walking down the stairs
doesn't she look good
standing in her underwear
and i was thinking
what i was thinking
we've been drinking and it doesn't get me anywhere

my Konstantine came walking down the stairs
and all that i could do is touch her long blonde hair
and i've been thinking
it hurts me thinking that these nights
when we were drinking no they never got us anywhere
no

this is because i can spell konfusion with a k
and i like it
it's to dying in another's arms and why I had to try it
it's to jimmy eat world and those nights in my car
when the first star you see may not be a star
I'm not your star
isn't that what you said
what you thought this song meant

and if this is what it takes
just to lie in my mistakes
and live with what i did to you
and all the hell I put you through
I always catch the clock
it's 11:11
and now you want to talk
it's not hard to dream
you'll always be my konstantine

konstantine, they'll never hurt you like i do
no they'll never hurt you like i do
no, no, no no no no no no

this is to a girl who got into my head
with all the pretty things she did
hey
you know
you keep me up in bed
this is to a girl who got into my head
with all the fucked up things i did
hey
maybe
baby
you could keep me up in bed
my Konstantine
spin around me like a dream we played out on this movie screen
and i said
did you know i missed you?
oh god i miss you

and then you bring me home
and we'll go to sleep, but this time, not alone, no no
and you'll kiss me in your living room
i know
you'll miss me in your living room
cuz these nights i think maybe that i'll miss you in my living room
we don't have much room
i said does anybody need that room?
because we all need a little more room
to live

my Konstantine

1| xoxo

insomnia sucks [31 May 2002|01:57am]

[ mood | blah ]

i have not been able to sleep at all lately. if i do end up falling asleep, it's only maybe for a few hours at a time (if i'm lucky...) yuck!
( late-night entertainment )

xoxo

boredom [29 May 2002|06:01pm]

[ mood | good ]

[ music | eminem "hailie's song" ]

today was pretty good!
sean came over after school and we went to Jason's.
Jason and Adam were working on the Nova.
We hung out.
And then me and Jay went to his room to get my CD.
I like his room it's pretty!
Then me and Sean went to McDonalds and got food for them.
Back to Jay's for about 20 minutes.
Fun.
Then we went to Laura's.
They drove me home.
And now my mom is home and we are going to Olive Garden at 7.
YUMMY! I'm excited.

xoxo

8 days! [25 May 2002|04:36pm]

[ mood | okay ]

prom was fun fun fun!

hehe

i woke up at 3 today...cause i didn't get home until 3 this morning...

i got my sat scores...1060...im pretty happy with that yo...

i gotta go now and ifnd something productive to do! bye bye....

xoxo

[23 May 2002|12:00am]

[ music | garbage "shut your mouth ]

i'm sleepy.

maybe i should go to bed?

nah, talking...more important right now :)

xoxo

i think i broke my femur! i need my cripple sticks! [22 May 2002|08:21pm]

[ mood | smelly :) ]

[ music | jimmy eat world "if you don't, don't" ]

I just got home from Laura's. Well I got home around 7 and i have been doing yard work since then...ewww smelly!

I went to Laura's right after school and we hung out until about 4. Then Sean came over and at about 5 we went to Pizza Hut for food. We actually got to Pizza Hut a little after 5...but Sean wanted the Buffet and it didn't start for another half hour so we drove around Kingston for a half hour. Twas fun. Listening to Bubba Sparxxx. So we went back to Pizza Hut and ate. Then Sean brought us back to Laura's. I hung out for about a half hour then my dad came to pick me up.

I came home and did yardwork! yuck! well, it was mostly just putting out stuff for the pool and carrying heavy things all around the place. it was tireing lifting all that heavy crap. i'm all stinky. must. take. shower.

my dad likes jimmy eat world. i was listening to it outside and he was singing along...he said he thought it was "pretty good stuff". that's awesome.

i have no homework tonight. that totally rocks my socks. i got a 72 on my trig test. phooey coulda done better. he said i was "doing beautifully until the end then i bombed". i still need to make up a test. phooey. i had a chem test today too. of course i did awesome on it but it was only worth 20 points. gr. i hate mrs mcallister she's so mean.

i went down to the auditorium 3rd and 4th period to help adam, andy, and jason j. build the stage for cabaret. it was fun i got to paint a lot. i think i got white paint on my nice black pants i was wearing today. hopefully that will come out.

cabaret is tomorrow night. at 6 i think. tomorrow my mom is picking me up after school and we are going to the mall to buy shoes cause the prom is friday and i dont have shoes. then i am probably going to cabaret. should be alright. i don't know if i want to yet.

friday is going to be awesome. i guess jay is driving...and after we are going to colin's. i hope i don't die.

i have to go clean my room and my bathroom! YUCK! what's with all this work. I am sleepy. I think i will do that then get in the shower.

Bye byes.

xoxo

one day i'm gonna lose the war [21 May 2002|04:51pm]

[ mood | okay ]

[ music | the news. ]

[1 minute ago:] watching oprah (lol), talking to meredith davies & matt
[1 hour ago:] doing homework and watching tv
[1 day ago:] doing homework and blasting jimmy eat world from my dvd player (surround sound!)
[Words to describe the situation now:] boring.
[Things I want:] to go out somewhere, for jason to come home, to go to the dough company and get chicken parmigan!
[Songs listened to right now:] nothing
[Things accomplished:] read Act I, Scene VII of Macbeth
[Windows open:] LJ, AIM, IM's with Matt & Meredith Davies
[Things around the computer:] a cup, nailpolish remover
[Thoughts of now:] nothing of substance.
[Emails:] i haven't gotten any for awhile
[If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be:] a tiger!
[Do you know what a spork is:] i heart sporks
[What is the latest you ever stayed up:] a long time
[Ever been to Belgium:] no thank you.
[Toothbrush:] it's blue
[Jewlery worn daily:] some kind of necklace
[Underwear:] today they have cherries on them!
[Perfume:] clinique happy
[Tattoos:] i would like one
[Piercings:] three in my left ear, two in my right...i want more!
[Current Music:] nothing
[Wearing:] jeans, sandals, black tank top
[Hair:] braided.
[Makeup:] nothing right now
[In my head:] nothing!
[Hearing:] the news
[After this:] homework, cleaning, TACOS, out somewhere

xoxo

[20 May 2002|05:16pm]

[ mood | geeky ]

[ music | jimmy eat world ]

i changed my settings on LJ to swedish. haha. looks funny.

xoxo

things i am looking foward to: [20 May 2002|01:33am]

[ mood | i have to PEE ]

things i am looking foward to:

moday may 20, 2002
- spiderman w/ laura, matt, and jason @ 8pm

thursday may 23, 2002
- driving to and from philly to pick up my sister

friday may 24, 2002
- prom!

friday june 7, 2002
- last day of school

friday june 14, 2002 through monday june 17, 2002
- darien lake with family

monday july 22, 2002
- jason's license

friday august 2, 2002
- MY LICENSE!

xoxo

do you love me, like i love you? [20 May 2002|01:26am]

[ mood | sleepy ]

this week has been amazing.

monday: laura's house all night with jason, matt, laura, and myself

tuesday: more laura's house all night with same people from above

wednesday: john g, sean, jason, matt, laura, mike s, adam, and meredith davies were at my house from 5 until 9. then at 10 we [me, jason, laura, matt, mike s] left for star wars: episode II [saw the midnight showing...first show! 12:01 am thursday morning] didn't get home until 4am.

thursday: mall with mother, bought prom dess

friday: band banquet

saturday: laura, matt, jason, and myself at my house from noon until 7. at 7 we left and met up with corey, dustin, christy, and mike s. to see episode II again. didn't get home until 11.

sunday: matt's from 2 to 8. [with matt, myself, laura, and jason]

me, matt, laura, and jason have become quite the little clique. it's perfect.

this coming week should be pretty cool too.
i have no plans at all [except thurs. going to philly and friday is THE PROM!] but we will make some i'm sure. yay.

i need to get some sleep.
i have to pee.

goodmorning.

xoxo

ohhh me! me! me! [20 May 2002|12:00am]

[ mood | bored ]

DO YOU THINK I'M...
1. Quiet or Loud?:
2. Short or Tall?:
3. Weird or Original?:
4. Nice or Mean?:
5. Friendly or Shy?:
6. Normal or Special?:
7. Smart or Stupid?:
8. Boring or Fun?:
9. Attractive or Unattractive?:

AM I...
1. A psycho?:
2. Athletic?:
3. A nerd?:
4. Funny?:
5. Ghetto?:
6. Ghetto?:
7. Two-faced?:
8. Obnoxious?:
9. Interesting?:
10. Cool?:

JUST SOME QUESTIONS
1. What do you think I'll be when I grow up?:
2. Do you think I'll get married?:
3. When is my birthday?:
4. Where was I born?:
5. How old am I?:
6. Who is my best friend?:
7. What song (if any) reminds u of me?:
8. Do I remind you of any characters on TV?:
9. If you could rename me...what would my name be?:
10. Have you ever had a dream about me?:
11. Do you think I'm a virgin?:
12. If you just met me how old would you guess I am?:
13. Am I huggable?:
14. If you could give me anything...what would it be?:
15. If you could promise me anything..what would it be?:

PERSONAL
1. Am I physically ugly, average, decent,goodlooking,beautiful, hot etc?:
2. Would you ever kiss me?:
3. Have you ever considered asking me out?:
4. Do you ever think about me off-line?:
5. If we spent a day together...where would we go and what would we do?
6. If you could describe me in one word..what would that word be?:
7. Do you/have you ever had a crush on me?:
8. When we first met what were your thoughts?:
9. If you had to describe to someone who I am and what I am like what would you tell them?:

**EVERYBODY**
1. Do you wish we were closer?:
2. State here your completely honest opinion of me:

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friday night [19 May 2002|11:54pm]

[ mood | weird ]

[ music | star wars "duel of the fates" ]

i had a dreamt that jason died.
then i woke up.
then i dreamt that my parents divorced.

what a night.

xoxo

[19 May 2002|12:29am]

i got jewlery for the prom today. its way pretty. i'm excited.

today was good. hung out at my house until 7 and then went up to conemark to see epsiode 2 with corey, christy, dustin, mike, matt, laura, and jay. was very good even the second time around.

tomorrow i am going to matt's. should be fun. after i get my shoes of course...should be a challenge.

goodnight everyone.

xoxo

forgive me love i can't turn and walk away [18 May 2002|11:09am]

[ mood | good ]

the band banquet was last night. it was really fun i sat with laura, matt, kim, kim's boyfriend and jason. i won a few awards and i got the banner that was passed down to the upcoming seniors (that would be me!) so it was really cool. i was laura's little slave for the night...lol. i got up and got her food and dessert and her awards and things. she won best junior. everyone said i should have got it. i was like no way laura's so way cooler.

so that was fun...some other stuff thrown in there for the dramatic effect but you don't want to hear about that. let's just said we got things worked out with jason and meredith...

today should be great. jason, laura, and matt are coming over around 12 to watch movies and hang out, then at 7 we are meeting corey, dustin, and christy at the movie theater to see star wars...again. i'm excited that movie kicked ass.

i have to go finish cleaning now.

hasta.

xoxo

[17 May 2002|05:32pm]

[ mood | blah ]

I love how my parents always find some way to make me feel like shit. about everything.

xoxo

highlights of my week: [16 May 2002|10:54pm]

* STAR WARS! 12:01 AM BABY! hehe i heart that movie. annakin's hot! right md?
* massages
* kisses and hugs :)
* corners
* old people shitting their pants
* my prom dress!
* band banquet
* EVERYTHING this week was amazing!

xoxo

celebrate the holiday! go makeout with someone! [14 May 2002|04:48pm]

[ mood | weird ]

dubers 014 (04:15:23 PM): laura! did you know today is national make out day? will you make out with me?

Auto response from SilverStars46 (04:15:26 PM): watchin tv..call if you want

dubers 014 (04:19:18 PM): please please please??
dubers 014 (04:21:08 PM): :-(
dubers 014 (04:24:31 PM): ok fine...*sniffle*...i'm gonna go makeout with myself (uhhh...) yeah...homework...right...bye byes see you later

well i thought it was funny...

xoxo

only 16 more days of school!!!! [14 May 2002|03:48pm]

[ mood | okay ]

[ music | led zepplin "stairway to heaven" ]

HOW EXCITING!!!!

[1 minute ago:] talking to laura
[1 hour ago:] in spanish...actually just leaving spanish
[1 day ago:] staying home resting from my tireing weekend
[Words to describe the situation now:] cold, boring, hungry
[Things I want:] to see laura tonight and to go to dough company
[Songs listened to right now:] led zepplin "stairway to heaven"
[Things accomplished:] nothing really.
[Windows open:] LJ, AIM, WinAmp
[Things around the computer:] water bottle, nailpolish remover, pen, nail clippers
[Thoughts of now:] nothing really
[Emails:] i got one from jason and one from md last night
[If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be:] a tiger!
[Do you know what a spork is:] yeah!
[What is the latest you ever stayed up:] a few days
[Ever been to Belgium:] no thank you.
[Toothbrush:] it's blue
[Jewlery worn daily:] some kind of necklace
[Underwear:] today they are blue silky with little piggies on them
[Perfume:] clinique happy...i wore it today and i got many compliments!
[Tattoos:] i don't have any...but i would like one
[Piercings:] three in my left ear, two in my right...i want more
[Current Music:] led zepplin
[Wearing:] pink stretchy v-neck shirt, jeans and my pink sparkly belt
[Hair:] back.
[Makeup:] mascara and lipgloss
[In my head:] music, school, certain people...
[Hearing:] zepplin
[After this:] cleaning, dough co., laura's house

xoxo

[03 Apr 2002|09:55pm]

[ mood | exhausted ]

i need a haircut. blah.

i went to see 40 days and 40 nights today. it rocked. that scene with the lillies...lol that kicked ass!

josh hartnett is fucking beautiful.

goodnight.

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[30 Mar 2002|03:55am]

[ mood | happy ]

finally! goodness i only waited 2 and a half hours!

hehe.

xoxo

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