Tuesday, August 27th, 2002 |
10:21 am |
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guess who gets to rock us history 12 at 3:45 today? oh, that would be me. i cant wait, can you tell? Current Mood: currently hating smcCurrent Music: otis redding |
Monday, August 26th, 2002 |
10:25 am |
there were 10 in the bed and the little one said.. do we know if maxers made it to iowa or not yet? jesus, how long does that take? today i guess goober and i are going to smc to take care of my shit before my class starts tomorrow. oh fun. hey, thanks daniel. ahhhh. screw being sick. it blows. Current Mood: amusedCurrent Music: sublime-santeria |
Sunday, August 25th, 2002 |
1:23 am |
as good as it gets anyone else miss the days when staying up untill midnight was daring, crazy, exciting, rebelious and maybe even forbiden?
and how about when you had to ask before you ate junk? or before you ate almost anything? those days?
i read something today (some inspirational thing?) that said to kiss the boy i have wanted to kiss since before time began. funny, i know exactly who that is. and you know what? the next time our lives cross, i just might kiss him.
other than that, i'm hopelessly in love with something that doesnt exist.
Current Mood: left behind Current Music: cat stevens-father and son |
Wednesday, August 21st, 2002 |
8:08 pm |
i find it extremely amusing that..... today i snuck into the teachers bathroom in the science building for an emergency pee. (my mom has the keys to a lot of shit i am finding out) when i sat down to do my business, i was confonted by some teacher 'tagging' there in sharpie it said
"repent or else!" nice huh?
oh yea, and i technically have 9 classes this up coming semester. nice? or NICE?
lord i am tired. i worked with pops all day today. i dug holes, i sorted fittings, i hauled crap, i cleaned stuff, i found stuff, i put stuff away. and not any stuff. heavy, dirty stuff. what a day.. but i love that stuff. wow im a nerd.
some weird man on a bicycle gave me a very small pink flower. he told me i was a beautiful angel and said he hoped to see me upstairs(an pointed at the sky) with all the other angles. AHHHHHHHHHHH. im serious!
a 90yr old man also blew me a kiss. SO grosss. i think im scared for life.
Current Mood: sniffled Current Music: lauren hill - everything is everything |
Tuesday, August 20th, 2002 |
9:10 pm |
fuckifiknow i'm not sure that if you need to have 'how birth control pills are taken' explained to you six timesand arent quite 'advanced' enough to get it with in the first 3 times that you are 'advanced' enoughto be having sex and dealing with all that comes with it.
i might be wrong.
atleast that girl (although probably 14) is on top of her shit. i give her points for that.
p.s. circumstantial is a mood if i damn well want it to be.
Current Mood: squeeky clean. Current Music: fugees-the score |
4:41 pm |
cardiff castles is there anything that even comes close to dancing in the middle of the road at 3:30 in the morning and everyones asleep?
saved by the bell saves my life.
who wants to give me some money?
Current Mood: barfy again Current Music: tom petty- free fallin |
Sunday, August 18th, 2002 |
9:06 pm |
my favorite poem. i think. You shall be my roots and I will be your shade, though the sun burns my leaves.
You shall quench my thirst and i will feed you fruit, thought time takes my seed.
And when i'm lost and can tell nothing of this earth you will give me hope.
And my voice you will always hear. and my hand you will always have.
For I will shelter you. And I will comfort you. And even when we are nothing left, not even in death, I will remember you.
Current Mood: not falling apart Current Music: kara's flowers- as things collide |
3:04 pm |
many people must die and live alone It is delicious, like the twisted little apples that grow in the orchards of Winesburg. In the fall one walks in the orchards and the ground is hard with frost underfoot. The apples have been taken from the trees by the pickers. They have been put in barrels and shipped to the cities where they will be eaten in apartments that are filled with books, magazines, furniture, and people. on the trees are only a few gnarled apples that the pickers have rejected. They look like the knuckles of Dr. Reefy's hands. One nibbles at them and they are delicious.
Current Mood: barfy Current Music: neil young- harvest |
Thursday, August 15th, 2002 |
9:22 pm |
'winesburg, ohio' for those of you who were there for the conversation regarding what lucky person gets room 420 at college(santa cruz was the one of descussion i believe) i have an answer.
jillian sidlo. room 420 of high street in S.C. nice.
i have a new favorite book. maybe if you want you'll read it. sherwood anderson is turning out to be an author i like.
Current Mood: circumstantial. Current Music: clapton unplugged |
3:10 pm |
things i think you should know * A duck's quack doesn't echo, and no one knows why.
* On average, 100 people choke to death on ball-point pens every year.
* It's physically impossible for you to lick your elbow.
*The Main Library at Indiana University sinks over an inch every year because when it was built, engineers failed to take into account the weight of all the books that would occupy the building.
* The electric chair was invented by a dentist.
* The cigarette lighter was invented before the match.
* Almost everyone who reads this email will try to lick their elbow.
Current Mood: mystified Current Music: faces- ooh la la |
12:27 pm |
this guns for hire yesterday was spent playing color. the later half i spent freaking out and trying to organize my murder party.
i just couldnt find enough people. and then i did. almost at the last miunte. and then i ended up even having an extra one. it was good. sorry magnum that you didnt get to have a clue book...
anyway, so last night/early this morning was pretty good. especially zoe's story of 'The Weenie' and the Quinet falling over story. except for the cops showing up to tell us to be quiet. and even that wasnt so bad.
right now i am missing max and garrett'e weezer-ness all because i have to go to my dad's house in two hours... making it nearly impossible for me to take a shower, get ready, go to max's, be there for atleast 10 minutes, and come back in time. and that's minus the i dont have a ride factor.
off to do more of that eating thing.
Current Music: springsteen- dancing in the dark |
Wednesday, August 14th, 2002 |
12:40 pm |
while you were out i now have the numbers for counting on your fingers in binary stuck to my fingernails. i wrote it on them with a sharpie and if that wasnt dumb in the first place, i glued fake nails on. so now the nails are off but the glue is still on and its covering the numbers and i cant get any of it off! my brother told me i should just start picking colleges based on who is the hottest in the view books. thanks andrew. that sure helps me a lot. jesus im hungry. this is so weird for me i dont know if theres somethign wrong with me or not? i usually have to make myself eat because i have such a small appetite. but the last two days i feel like im starving. maybe its because im sick. anyway, im off to eat... Current Mood: hungryCurrent Music: boz scaggs- some change |
Tuesday, August 13th, 2002 |
5:34 pm |
SCPTTF if only i could run away to college my self....
dreamt about the applepan. havent been there since 9th grade though.
im not happy about having to take my portraits and id picture soon. i look like shit lately and it all just seems like such a pain in the ass....
Current Mood: fat Current Music: cat stevens-father &son; |
Monday, August 12th, 2002 |
2:22 pm |
the water damage experts i got the rest of my ap scores today. along with my byu grade. i've surprised myself.
anyone know why the little spicture in the AP College BOard thing is of a leaf and an acron? whatever. i like it.
other than that, i am a bit sick and feel like shit. i guess i will go track down some grilled cheese and go back to sleep.
Current Mood: soo relieved. Current Music: van morrison-into the mystic |
Sunday, August 11th, 2002 |
2:45 pm |
anawalt this morning, as is custom in the bolan house on sundays, we had 'music appreciation.' this involved me cleaning things and dancing on the coffee table. after that i tiled our bathroom some. other than that i am expceting a call from the new best friend of the week. and nothing is really happening around here. its nice. Current Mood: relaxedCurrent Music: billy eliot ness from the tv |
1:12 am |
the root of fascination i am one of the 39 people who've listed 'apples to apples' as an interest. thats special. max is telling me goodness: BenTheCat2: we went trick-or-treating grrrn eyes: BEST BenTheCat2: then the bel-air patrol stopped us and bitched us out grrrn eyes: ha ha ha grrrn eyes: what did people say? BenTheCat2: only one guys actually answered the door BenTheCat2: he was like "what for?" and we said "candy" BenTheCat2: and he asks "are you crazy" and daniel says "mostly" Current Mood: excitedCurrent Music: car alarms and computer humming |
Saturday, August 10th, 2002 |
1:44 pm |
the story of how we begin to remember 'timing shouldnt be a decision to be made' someones been using the phone message pad in this house as a thought journal. and its not me for once. Current Mood: lovedCurrent Music: paul simon- graceland |
Friday, August 9th, 2002 |
10:23 pm |
one above, one below i told you from the start just how this would end.
when i get what i want, i never want it again.
oh, i've missed this.
Current Music: hole-live through this |
2:41 pm |
further a long, we just may. you'd think some people dont know that telephones work both ways. Current Mood: pissed offCurrent Music: harper- another lonely day |
Thursday, August 8th, 2002 |
12:56 pm |
private number i find there to be something SERIOUSLY wrong with anyone who calls me and beggs me to hang out with them. especially when they want to leave a house full of people to go do nothing. Current Mood: satisfiedCurrent Music: radio- rancid |