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[29 Aug 2002|12:36am] |
i feel like i should.
say something to you here.
give you something more.
more.
i feel like i should.
you ask me. a small thing.
you need.
want does not seem to be an issue.
i feel like i should.
i feel like.
i am small and subtle.
you are the tallest thing i've ever raised eyes to.
you tower.
i like that. at times.
but this time. for now.
i wish for.
your chest to lie upon.
rise and fall as you sleep beneath me.
want. or need.
mixed. and i see no line to discern.
i have this thought of you.
where you never see me.
you never know me.
you never.. anything. concerning me.
and.. i am happy to see you.
and be aware.. of you.
without.. any sort of return.
this is how you touch me.
without conditions.
it makes me.. uncomfortably aware.
of your power over my world.
whether i admit it.
or want it. or show it.
its yours.
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[25 Aug 2002|08:18pm] |
i want a baby.
small and soft.
i want to create something.
i want to be more careful..
than what surrounds me.
perhaps. a boring ideal.
a white picket fence. and a dog.
a cliche.
don't tell me i'm crazy.
crazy is this self imposed silence.
crazy is never.. giving.
or taking. or sharing.
rightnowiamcrazy.
i want it to stop.
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[25 Aug 2002|02:11pm] |
talked to holly yesterday evening on the phone. she has... toys.
i didn't need to know. but i had to ask.
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[24 Aug 2002|04:08pm] |
i don't like nelly. i detest the man and the fame he's gained by kicking out the same song over and over and over.. and over again.
but i can not.. repeat.. can NOT.. for the life of me.. understand why in the name of fuck amelia says his face looks like a vagina.
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[24 Aug 2002|03:37pm] |
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i just saw jimmy fallons music video. dumbest thing EVER.. but.. it was jimmy. so i was quite mindlessly entertained and boppin around. :D
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[23 Aug 2002|12:25pm] |
dear lord in heaven. i want to steal donnys brain. is that possible? :D
his poem of the day:
big pimp daddy
the hottest thing from here to cincinatti
rollin' bmw's and caddies
frettin' massages from fatty
on AOL i get chatty
always talking to a peppermint patty (heheheh)
(i am NOT a lesbian.)
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[22 Aug 2002|02:09pm] |
i would love to declare myself unable to ever again speak to ANYONE who can't decipher between your and you're. but.. i.. would.. probably.. lose contact with half the people in my fucking life.
crap.
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[21 Aug 2002|10:14pm] |
amelia: what was the name of your first pet?
jennifer: heidi :)
amelia: and what was the street you were born on?
jennifer: NE 144th Place
jennifer: *wonders where this is leading*
amelia: hmmm, that isn't a very good name. Your porn name is Heidi 144th.
jennifer: *snort*
amelia: guess what mine is?
jennifer: whats yours?
amelia: mine is jenny foster
jennifer: WHAT?!
amelia: yes!
amelia: jenny foster
jennifer: WHAT?!
jennifer: for reals?
amelia: YES!!
jennifer: OH MY GOD!
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[19 Aug 2002|08:40pm] |
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Beliefs are odd. A lot of Christians wear crosses around their necks. You think when Jesus comes back he ever wants to see a fuckin cross? Kinda like goin up to Jackie Onassis with a rifle pendant. "Just thinkin of John, Jackie. Just thinkin of John."
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[19 Aug 2002|04:46pm] |
now how come the first time i took this stupid thing.. all of my results were low, except for avoidant, which was very high? i musta lied through my teeth. shocking.
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[19 Aug 2002|01:41pm] |
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I have wiped entire civilizations off of my chest.. with a grey gym sock.
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[18 Aug 2002|07:19pm] |
how come lips, when pursed, just remind me of something.. not nice?
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[18 Aug 2002|06:05pm] |
yay! Meet The Parents is on again! more Focker fun!
*wishes amelia would come around to share it*
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[18 Aug 2002|01:15pm] |
"I wanna tell you about a friend of mine. Cap'n Crunch. And he's got some friends. Count Chocula and Toucan Sam."
david arquette is really WEIRD. i wish he could be my brother. 
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