(#07A)
today on bart (well, ok, yesterday) some guy saw the logo on the front of my shirt ($.5, SA) and said "hayward p.a.l.? hayward police athletics league? awesome, man! that's so old school! that's great!" anyway, yeah, </anecdote>.; sorry i don't write so often. i dunno. does anybody even read this?
umm... yeah. i started classes. emosarah is in my roots of hell class, which is cool.
i also totally changed my site. check it.

ok. i think i might get some sleep now.

mood= sleepy
music=kid606, luke vibert can kiss my indiepunk whiteboy ass

(#079)
I'll wait until tomorrow
maybe you'll feel better then
maybe we'll be better then
so what's another day
when I can't bear these nights of thoughts
of going on without you
this mood of yours is temporary
it seems worth the wait
to see your smile again
out of the corner of your eye
won;t be the only way you'll look at me then.

mood= crushed
music=Dashboard Confessional, Again I Go Unnoticed

(#078)
i am, in theory, still alive.

(#077)
woo! i've finally finished my new style for my site! if you're reading this on yr friends page (and you probably are), check it out for fuck's sake! it took me a long time, dammit!

mood= accomplished
music=clint mansell, pir^2

(#076)


is u raver?

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YAY!

other news: i have a really painful bug bite on the back of my neck. i probably have nile fever or whatever now. also, i bought a digital camera today.

mood= creative
music=venetian snares, dollmaker

(#075)
ok, so i just got out of the shower, right? and while i was in the shower, i put this stuff in my hair without even looking at the bottle. i assumed it was conditioner, and as it turned out, it *was* conditioner. but, like, what if it wasn't? what if it was something else? SOMETHING ELSE?!?!?!?
anyway, the real point of this post: i haven't posted a list of stuff that makes me happy in a long while, and i thought i might do that, with a slight twist. here's a list of stuff happening in the near future that makes me happy. okeedoke.

1) rachel (alithium) is coming to visit me in the end of september! she's staying with me for almost a whole week! :D!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2) brendan (thetroutquintet) and i are getting a place together. this will be so fucking awesome. the power will not be withstandable.
3) this isn't really something happening in the future, but i just need to mention how fucking cool venetian snares is. oh, man. this guy is fucking nutty. doll doll doll is the best album about different forms of child abuse that i have ever heard.
4) as long as i'm on the topic of music, skinny puppy is releasing a new album next year, and then they're going on tour. fuuuuuuuuuuuck yeah.
5) also, squarepusher is releasing a new album in october. fuuuuuuuuuuuck yeah.
6) finally, i'm going to expression in january! which is fucking excellent.

okay, that's it for now. i'm gonna go do chicago crap.

mood= happy
music=venetian snares, pygmalion

chicago number 1 (#075)
i just got back from weekend records. it was ubercool there, and i wish there was a store like that in sf. (is there?) anyway, yeah. i bought doll doll doll, by venetian snares, and (incunabula) by autechre, on double-lp vinyl. verrrrry cool. okay, that's all for now.

mood= happy
music=venetian snares, befriend a childkiller

(#074)
i'm leaving for chicago in one hour and forty-five minutes. can anybody recommend anything interesting to do while i'm there?

mood= awake
music=boards of canada, an eagle in your mind

(#073)
i feel like i don't post to my journal often enough.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! (#073)
I am 62% Raver

I may not be freaky like those Candy Kids, but I do know how to party. I am well connected in the scene, but may be getting a little tired of it.

Take the Raver Test at fuali.com

(#072)

What kind of Drug Addict are you?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA-yeah, that's right.

mood= artistic
music=boards of canada, sixtyten

(#071)
Handrubbingplan (3:18:02 AM): never ever look at a gypsys balls
ohmygod shut up (3:18:31 AM): what's wrong with my balls? :-(
Handrubbingplan signed off at 3:21:11 AM.

mood= amused
music=definitelynotjunjk, love song 2

(#070)
UPDATE: i'm down to 47. god, i'm proud of myself.

(#06F)
i took the amount of people on my aim buddy list down from 163 to 99. i mostly just cleared out (a) the screen names i knew no longer existed, (b) the screen names i literally did not recognise, and (c) people who i had no interest whatsoever in talking to, ever. i think i should probably go through it more thoroughly, as i'm sure i missed half of the screen names which fall in to one of those categories. you're still on it, of course.

(#06E)




What's *Your* Sex Sign?

mood= happy
music=squarepusher, my fucking sound

(#06D)
ohmygod shut up (12:07:55 AM): hey.
MIZTISO (12:08:01 AM): whats up
MIZTISO (12:08:05 AM): hi
ohmygod shut up (12:08:13 AM): not much. my girlfriend says you have something you wanted to ask me.
MIZTISO (12:08:39 AM): hehe whos this
ohmygod shut up (12:09:10 AM): this is josh. who are you?
MIZTISO (12:09:22 AM): who is your girlfriend
ohmygod shut up (12:09:25 AM): and more importantly, why are you asking my girlfriend to watch you jack off?
MIZTISO (12:09:25 AM): this is rob
MIZTISO (12:09:31 AM): who
MIZTISO (12:09:33 AM): is that
ohmygod shut up (12:10:14 AM): that'd be rachel.
MIZTISO (12:10:22 AM): rachel ? who from where
MIZTISO (12:10:23 AM): ?
ohmygod shut up (12:10:39 AM): it was last night. is your memory really *that* bad?
ohmygod shut up (12:10:53 AM): or do you just ask a lot of girls to watch you jack off, in the hopes that maybe one will say yes?

mood= satisfied
music=squarepusher, boneville occident

(#06C)
so, i can't get on aim. i can't even get through to aim.com.

i can't express how wonderfully amazingly lame this is.

(#06B)
for those interested, i've typed up a concise list of every cd currently in my posession. it accounts for around one third of my actual collection, as one third is spread out at various peoples' houses (coughjonandsallycough) and the other third is in a box at shelly's house. anyway, yeah. you may notice the characters 2 and r next to some album names. 2 means it's a double disc set, and r means it's a burned cd. that's all. oh, and the file is an .rtf file. so you'll need something that can read those. wordpad works well on pc, i'm sure there's an equivalent for you mac fucks out there.

oh, and of course, the file can be found at http://junjk.dorkcore.com/text/albums.rtf. peace out.

(#06A) adding a little excitement to peoples' lives is the best thing a person can do.
ohmygod shut up (8:43:08 PM): asl?

LcShOxEr11 (8:43:52 PM): u first

ohmygod shut up (8:44:25 PM): 16/f/ca

ohmygod shut up (8:45:01 PM): u?

LcShOxEr11 (8:45:06 PM): 15\m\tx

ohmygod shut up (8:45:30 PM): do u wanna cyber?

LcShOxEr11 (8:45:55 PM): no i dont need 2 do that

ohmygod shut up (8:46:03 PM): are you a fag?

LcShOxEr11 (8:46:15 PM): how did u get this s\n?

LcShOxEr11 (8:46:20 PM): hell no

ohmygod shut up (8:46:29 PM): ok good.

LcShOxEr11 (8:46:45 PM): how did u get my s\n?

ohmygod shut up (8:46:55 PM): why don't u want to cyber? i could send you a pic.

LcShOxEr11 (8:47:16 PM): cause i dont need it

LcShOxEr11 (8:47:39 PM): i get enough in real life

ohmygod shut up (8:47:52 PM): then why did you im me?

LcShOxEr11 (8:48:10 PM): i didnt im u

LcShOxEr11 (8:48:14 PM): u imed me

ohmygod shut up (8:48:24 PM): wtf r u talking about

ohmygod shut up (8:49:00 PM): u r crazy. stay the hell away from me.

(#069)
Music survey... stolen from dead_battery. yay!
Favourite...
band: Skinny Puppy, Squarepusher, Radiohead, Kid606, Beck, The Velvet Underground
song: Squarepusher - Untitled
album: Radiohead, OK Computer
male vocalist: Beck
female vocalist: Hmmm... Tori Amos
guitarist: Bob Dylan
bassist: Squarepusher. or Jaco Pastorius
drummer: Keith Moon
creator of synthesized sounds and/or misc: That'd be Squarepusher.
tambourine player: seriously?
music video: aphex twin, windowlicker. or beck, loser.
cover art: radiohead, kid a. specifically, the secret booklet beneath the cd tray.
lyricist: beck, bob dylan, skinny puppy, radiohead.
lyrics: radiohead, let down

Don't forget the songs that made you...
cry: i'm not going to list those all here. radiohead, let down/exit music (for a film)/lucky; skinny puppy, testure
saved your life: heh, nobody helped me with that.
dance merrily: i don't dance. but if i did, i'd dance to throbbing gristle's 2nd annual report.
fall asleep: brian eno, music for airports. heh. or the orb.
sigh: anything by smashing pumpkins excluding gish and siamese dream. but i'm sighing out of irritation.
really, really angry: why would i listen to music that makes me angry?
your heart stop: again, radiohead - let down & exit music.
your heart soar: hmmm...

First..
concert: Paul Simon and Bob Dylan, heh, when i was 11 or 12.
album/CD ever purchased: David Bowie, the man who sold the world.
time you ever heard your favorite band/song: when my mate from school {nick said "y'know, if you like nine inch nails, you'll probably like this band skinny puppy."} {andy said "y'know, if you like placebo, you'll probably love this band radiohead."}

What do you think of..
Cheesy pop: it's my dirty little pleasure. well, what sort of cheesy pop? like freezepop and information society?Electronic-style music (I'm incorporating a lot here): it is life.
Rap/Hip-hop: i like it all, for many different reasons.
Rock (as in ROCK, get my drift): i loathe ROCK rock, except in certain exceptions.
'Indie': indie good. emo bad. indie techno great.
Country: older stuff, like johnny cash. bluesier stuff, like bob dylan. stoneder stuff, like string cheese incident.
Europop!: what's that?
Goth: excuse me, i have to staple my hand to my forehead...
Latin (not Ricky Martin): nah, not really.
Swing: not my scene, but i don't hate it.
Musicals: EHHHH. i like a few of the less conventional ones.
50?s/60?s: sure. shits, yeah, i was raised on the velvets, dylan, and zappa.
70?s: *shrug* i like bowie, eno, roxy music, etc. and funk.
80?s: only the stuff you've never heard of.

This band is perfect for...
Rainy days: portishead
Sunny days: hmm... i dunno, really.
Morning: boards of canada, and aphex twin, definitely.
Driving long distances: modest mouse, phish.
Hanging out/Talking: hmmm... certain squarepusher albums, daft punk.
When you're having 'one of those days': well, i reckon my days are different from most peoples' days... radiohead, though. and booze.
Spring: ermm... boards of canada.
Summer: beck's been good so far.
Fall: kid606
Winter: everything!
Staring off into space: radiohead, kid a

Miscellaneous..
The person/people who you are indebted forever to for shaping your current musical tastes and habits: my mom, without a doubt. she raised me to listen to stuff that doesn't suck.
Last CD purchased: repurchased nirvana - incesticide. before that, sigur ros, agaetis byrjun
Last CD listened to: bob dylan, bringin it all back home
How many CDs do you have?: a little over 800
Band/song that you are almost too ashamed to admit you like: oh, and i would tell you?
Describe your music buying habits: it's what i spend most of my money on.
Cover songs? pure evil?: cover songs are the b to the omb. especially when good bands cover shitty songs. look for the junjk cover of hit me baby one more time coming soon.