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LiveJournal for happy little vegemite.
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| Friday, June 28th, 2002 |
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i dont think this was anything any of us expected:( i feel so horrible. i remember worrying like crazy about *someone* and it drove me insane.. it makes you cry. ive just been watching almost famous lately. i love that movie, i can relate to a lot of the characters. it feels really selfish to post sad things, and stupid. and that sounds even dumber because hey, its your personal journal! i dont know if its "right" to post about these things. oh well. i have an annoying habit of sighing unconciously when im depressed or upset. ;_; i want hugs :( |
| Thursday, June 27th, 2002 |
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And now I know Spanish Harlem are not just pretty words to say I thought I knew But now I know that rose trees never grow in New York City Until you've seen this trash can dream come true You stand at the edge while people run you through And I thank the Lord there's people out there like you I thank the Lord there's people out there like you While Mona Lisas and Mad Hatters Sons of bankers, sons of lawyers Turn around and say good morning to the night For unless they see the sky But they can't and that is why They know not if it's dark outside or light This Broadway's got It's got a lot of songs to sing If I knew the tunes I might join in I'll go my way alone Grow my own, my own seeds shall be sown in New York City Subway's no way for a good man to go down Rich man can ride and the hobo he can drown And I thank the Lord for the people I have found I thank the Lord for the people I have found |
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| :( *HUGS* |
| Wednesday, June 26th, 2002 |
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| does anyone have a spare lj code so howie can join lj? |
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aw my computar screen is dying ;-; its gone a nice shade of green(keeps changing colors back to white though) so im turning off this comp and gonna use the one in the lounge room.. so if you need anything just email me(palewhitestars@hotmail.com) or leave a comment in here:) i might d/l aim out there.. it has msn though, so i can use that:) |
| Monday, June 24th, 2002 |
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hahaha and the little girl down the road told me she made her room messy because mine is. teehehehehe anyway my room isnt messy. i just dont have any room! |
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i got up real early today cuz my tummy hurt, so i went upstairs and watched tv with mum and eventually dozed off. then when i did wake up, i realized i couldnt move. i couldnt move ANYTHING. not my mouth, hands, feet, anything. and there was something sniffing my head and neck(not the dog) and in my head i just said "jesus". u know to call on him, and it just left. whatever happened. i really dont know.. probably a demon. but this time, i wasnt even scared. i guess nothing is really scary after you have lived with the horrors of the dogs gas problems.. im just really thankful "my best friends the creator of the universe". heehe^o^ yeah you probably all think im crazy, but this stuff has been normal-ish since mum got "saved" and started taking us to church. i dont care what athiests and whatever say, too much has happened for me to not believe in things like this. and its funny, each time ive dozed off on dads side of the bed watchin tv weird crap happens. his buddha books are beside his bed.. i wish he would get rid of that stuff. his statues. they arent good its really odd the events that have been leading up to this. but im glad. i think its one hurdle out of the way. im trying really hard to be nicer to dad, after i saw him like that its just softened my heart. i dunno, he really is just a human.. so thats my totally weird and crazy post for today :) ima go sleep now! g'nite everyone |
| Saturday, June 22nd, 2002 |
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lotssss of stuff! playgroup was fun on wednesday, i got 2 weeks off now:) hehe. art was good too. i didnt go out friday cuz i felt crappy today was a good day like i thought it would be we got up so early(5ish), and took dad to work, and the sun was slowwwwwly coming up. it was so nice. when dad was outside standing in the cold, waiting for them to let him in.. and we were driving away, he just looked so frail and human. it was really weird. i dunno. its very hard to explain we parked at the beach tooo and waited for the sun to come up.. but it didnt really not even at about 6:30. its so slow in winter. later on we went to an art shop about 30mins away and it was so lovely. all the art shops round here are not as good. i got some paints, brushes (1 sable:D) and prismacolor! just a couple tho. people in art shops (in general) are very judgemental of young people. twice when i have asked about art classes they say "oh its on wednesday, but its for adults." ?!@ im 17.. i look 17.. o_O its really not right how they do that. oh well. their loss. and whenever i go to buy things they ask if u need help and you will ask for something.. they always try direct you to the crappy ones, so you can "build up your technique", because obviously any young person doesnt know how to draw.(im not saying im the best.. but you know.. its unfair) its almost like they dont want to make sales.. or they want you to buy the cheap ones, then realise they will fade in a few years and have to buy new ones.. well.. i dont know.. but i dont like to make things if they arent going to last. hmm with prismacolor the lead seems to break a lot on them compared to derwent.. one even cracked a little way down, but it could be my sharpener? i think derwent leads are harder than these. but i do like the neon colors:) im pretty sure they are the same quality, just one is soft, one hard. and i cant get derwents seperately >:\ blah gotta call around.. and speaking of art, the little kid down the road wanted me to go with her to ask her nan if she could come to the shops with us.. and their house is full of the most amazing art o_O its like, disney stuff, one looked like a bambi scene and the nan said her uncle knew walt disney or something. the pictures were just so awesome. they had cute little animal cartoony ones and scenes and little wrens, and we saw the most pretty blue wren later :D and one painting reminded me of liselotte's art! it was a green-ish girly face with dark shadows around it(?) gosh. but that was so cool. i could just look at those pictures all day the little girl wants me to teach her to draw too, so i showed her a little bit, but kids dont have very big attention spans and she just drew a cowgirl with a beard. haha. she is quite funny, she always comes to visit us. i think its because she knows mum will spoil her.. and today mum was cooking a gigantic cake. lol we had chocolate all over the place *zits zits* >_< there is the coolest shop too. it sells prints of stuff off artrenewal.org umm and we went to pick up dad but he took ages, so we got ice cream and candy and then he finally was done with work. we drove home listening to the eagles. yeeeeeeeeeeeh then we went to my cousins party. hes a big teen-ager now:p i cant believe how big 13 year olds are now.. i think its the hormones in meat. we put magic candles on the cake too! they are sooo neat. i talked to a couple of them, and they asked if i would like to join them, but i said no. teehe i wouldnt want to cramp his style:P haha. it was really quite scary. but there was nice food. so i just ate and sat around and watched some tv with dad. my nan an dpop were there too, and i gave pop his picture (and slinked off when they openeed it). i hope he liked it. hehe, my pop loves charlie and the chocolate factory too. teeheh! it was on tv tonight but i only saw half of it :( mum says we should buy it. i think we should too ill also take a pic of the butterfly on my wall tommorow:D and mb pics of my cousin *hates uploading things* gotta go to bed now. i hope you all had a spiff day. cuz i did:) and danny! im sending your parcel o n monday i think and.. i have a star in my hair ^_^ |
| Friday, June 21st, 2002 |
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| ( many things! and a present for howie ) |
| Thursday, June 20th, 2002 |
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i made a wishlist, complete with barbie jeep@#~!@ rofl and sea monkeys! http://www.amazon.com/o/registry/2SIXXE799M6VN buyyyyy me the jeeep:p teehehe and danny1@!@ i got you candy. ~.~ teehee |
| Tuesday, June 18th, 2002 |
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i wanna bleach lots of bits of my hair and then dye it^^o i saw this girl months ago, and the tips of her hair were all red. it was so cool! yep. half my roald dahl books have gone missing. :( i think the silverfish must have got the mega-munchies. i hate silverfish. i have to clean out all my drawers soon because theyve invaded;_; my little "preppy" cousin is having his birthdy party on the weekend and we are being made to go, because my granparents are gonna be there or something. all the kids will be over at the park playing spin the bottle.. its kind of sad they have girlfriends and boyfriends before they are mature in any kind of way. Even animals dont do the bf/gf thing before they are mature. :p stupid shop was closed tonight so i couldnt get dannny candyyyy;_; but tommorow ima look around.. its so coldddddd o.O; my teeth always chatter when im cold, then i get headachesssss. blah muffins for breakfast tommorow! hooray!:D does anyone ever eat asparagus on toast with cheese? and its all melted? cuz there seem to be a lot of things americans dont eat.. like sliced pickled onions(or gherkins) and cheese on crackers. and many other delicious treats that i cant think of now. teehee ok im going!@ |
| Monday, June 17th, 2002 |
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wheeeeeeeeeeeeee ive almost finished my story. ^-^ still has to be adjusted and stuff. weekend was ok. dad had his birthday.. he has sulked all weekend and even today o.O hehe at least he isnt talking much i guess soo much stuff to do :X |
| Saturday, June 15th, 2002 |
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ahhh my throat is sore again :( oh well did i mention i LOVE this persons peepee icon http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user=kattaryna haha. dad is being a poop head again. ( its funny because i had a dream last night ) |
| Friday, June 14th, 2002 |
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man pulling snake through his nose/mouth:) i stumbled accross that while looking up chinese curses.. and does anyone know anything about them? o.O im trying to figure something out to do wif my great great great great etc granpa some porn companies were sending emails to mums email.. and she was getting annoyed 'cause she couldnt unsubscribe(hehe shes a newbie to the 'net).. and they made the mistake of leaving their phone number. so guess whose mummy called the porn spam ppl in america?! lol i love my mum. she is so cool. and they havent sent her any spam since i went to youth church thingy tonight and it was neat. they played snotput.. rofl. it was quite funny :) i met a bunch of new people and stuff ^^o one of the girls i sat with reminded me of libby, cuz she was telling me how she could reduce any guy to a whimpering wuss(sp?) with her fists of steel. heehehehe and gilligan(the dog) has a new silly winter coat dad bought him..and he really hates it haha. maybe ill take pics of him teehee |
| Wednesday, June 12th, 2002 |
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chiddler care today. hehe two of the little boys gave us chocolate, which they then ate. lol :) went to the weird shop with lots of cute things and got some stickers for howie :D hehe had to do lots of stuff. then afternoon tea with mum and her friend. and her friend was funny heehe and i got a cat ( hehe ) |
| Monday, June 10th, 2002 |
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andddddddd there is a show for kids called "sir gadabout" or something heheee and its like king arthur and the knights and they all have names like "sir jestion" "sir real" "sir tificate" lol and the baddie wanted to be a knight.. and called herself "sir spicious" umm yes hehe i seem to have no life. teehee |
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malcolm in the middle is the best show!@ hehe i love it except it was so cold in the lounge room and i had 2 "sweaters" on and socks and a blanket and i was still cold. and my brother was just sitting in shorts and a tshirt not even a little cold:p hmph! my heater died on me this morning too:( *sighhhhh* *fingers turn purple and blue* ahhhhh kate hudson is pretty. my favorite scene in almost famous is where shes on the stage sliding her feet on some stuff and "the wind" by cat stevens is playing.. i love this photo of her http://www.superiorpics.com/kate_hudson/images/kate043.jpg and this one, and not like that you pervert! it just looks very candid and stuff http://www.superiorpics.com/kate_hudson/images/kate054.jpg i wonder if she is as happy as she looks in her photos. some weird bloody looking spot is under my eye. its pretty tiny. like a freckle but still, its gross:p and its just appearde over night. maybe i hit it on something. oh well. i seem to get weird blood dots on me. o_O umm i dunnooooo whats been happening. lots of boring stuff. my family read some health book and now they are all saying how fatty food kills you and all this stuff and theyre going on a fat free diet o__________O and this is my family, they are chocoholics and live on junk food. hehe so we shall see how long it lasts. oh and mum bought a chunk thing of organic chocolate, its 30$ a kilo o__O, and i think they think its better for them than normal chocolate. and the lady over the counter was telling us it would last a whole week. rofl :p she doenst know our family hummmm and for all my online buddies, im sorry i havent been around a whole lot:\ or busyish. but if you ever need anything just IM me and ill get back to you a.s.a.p :) and sorry my posts are long. hehee ( here are some photos of me, for you to throw darts at:) ) |
| Sunday, June 9th, 2002 |
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 im buff like the popE!  ( tehehehe ) |
| Saturday, June 8th, 2002 |
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and if you hold butterfly wings up to a light and move them around, they are technicolor and stuff its pretty :) |
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