Wednesday, March 20th, 2002
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7:33 am - ^.^;;
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Thanks for all the comments, people who commented (I'm dumb, excuse me.). It really made me feel better and relieve some of my fears. I'm happily -happy- with my friends now, because I've a) come to understand them better, b) helped/been helped by them, c) understand that they too have fears n such.
^.^ ;;;;; Anyway, I'll try to get on later and write about some adventures or something.
v-----I is awake. It's too early! -dies-
current mood:  awake
current music: humming of the computer
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Thursday, February 21st, 2002
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11:57 pm - Why yes.. I do thinketh I be-est alive.
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Sad I can't say the same about my server. o_O
I moved my webage to Envy.nu, which probably isn't the best of the bunch, but a whole lot better than Geocities.
Yah.. check it out.. sign my dying guestbook.. No Style!
Maaa... I dunno where my life is going... it's like a chicken with its head cut off. Eventually, its gonna loose steam and clunk over dead.
Elfwood's a bi*(&. I wish they'd make up their minds about the g(@%) -beep-ing fanquarter. I think I might just ban Elfwood. Anyone up on that offer? They try so hard, yet accomplish so little. I appreciate their efforts, but they're too strict. Down with it. -anarchy anarchy-
Amo te, Mark-Hikaru person who hates the world. Amo te!
Naa... I miss people. I miss having someone to talk to. I'm pretty limited now. But I'm so scared of what people think of me. My friends, even though they don't realize it sometimes, are beginning to talk behind each other's backs and it just makes me wonder, "What are they saying about me once I turn the corner?" I know I'm not perfect and I despise talking behind people's backs. I swear... maybe that's why I don't talk to anyone anymore.
I'm too scared.
Fruits Basket, amo te!
current mood:  distressed
current music: Lying~ S#arp
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Tuesday, January 15th, 2002
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9:51 pm - Gackt! (used as a noise of distress)
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Saturday, January 5th, 2002
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5:54 pm - Yuuunaah.
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 | | You're Yuna. You're hardworking and honest, and also a little naive. You can easily be lied to, but in the end your friends will look out for you. Kind and loving you'd never hurt a fly. You'd be willing to do anything to help others, even if it means some personal sacrafices for you. | | Which Final Fantasy X Character would YOU be? Take thetest. |
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5:45 pm - Oh yaha.
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Friday, January 4th, 2002
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4:27 am - : p
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1:08 am - Serious Chansu
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Ooh... ow... headache.
Anyway, I got my hair cut short. Everyone says it looks "more mature". Is that really a good thing?
I'm a DDR foo, and I'm in love with our Korean 3rd mix ver2 here at the mall... I swear, if that machine was an organic being, I would bear its children...*_*
Um... my scanner still doesn't work, but it doesn't matter much. I'm in some dumb art slump and haven't drawn anything worth scanning in weeks. I did try painting last night and the two pics, one of Reno from FFVII and Aya from WK, turned out pretty okay. The pic of Reno is for one of my HAAS buds who won a free art commission from me. -sigh- Basil "said" my art would be worth $5, so that was my secret Santa gift. I'm so sorry for Jess. I doubt that painting is worth $5.
I'm still upset about my friends, but less so. They're not abandoning me or anything. Just yet anyway. I think when I split my head open a while back, it knocked something loose. That's why I can't draw or think sanely, or stop being paranoid. Blaaaaaaah.
Lately Mouse drawings (since my scanner is against me):
      
      
From my failed attempts at webcomics:
  
And for great fun and happiness, I give you these (from the WK second series coming out this March! Yattaaaa! XD):
    
And one the kick into the road and grill for dinner. That's me btw as Omi from WK:
current mood:  amused
current music: Serious Chance ~ Masami Okui (Slayers)
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12:16 am - Why hello....
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Oh lj... I believe I've abandoned you. I'll make it up to you.. somehow lil' lj... I think But my head hurts right now so I'll work it in a moment... x_x
current mood:  stressed
current music: Ba Kkwo~ Lee Jung Hyun (DDR 3rd Mix Korean 2vers)
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Tuesday, November 27th, 2001
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1:46 am - I'm scared... honest.
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I'm scared.... not 'trembling in my jeans' scared... but just frightened. I'm scared because I keep thinking that my friends are starting to/already do hate me... I'm so scared I don't measure up and they won't ever talk to me again... They're like my sisters... I don't think I could go on without them. Sometimes, I feel like I could just glomp them and give them candy because they seem to care. I'm just so scared I'm going to lose that. I'll lose all the support I have. My parents and brother don't really care what I do except when it makes them look bad. My mom actually does care sometimes... and that's really nice... but she doesn't take the time to try and understand my point of view. That's something that my friends have done. I don't want to lose that. ;_;
current mood:  crushed
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Thursday, November 15th, 2001
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7:26 pm - I'm so smarto!
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Um... I had a wierd day yesterday... I kinda dplit my head open and had to get 7 stitches... I'm so fine and dandy! Waaaho! I'm not really happy about *how* I did it, but um... yeah. I might disclose that info later.... it's horribly embarrassing. Nyaaa~~!
Oh, and I'm obsessed with DDR now. One of the malls near me has the 3rd mix! Wahahahaha~! I'm not that wonderful at it, but I'm better than the wierd preppies that get on and say, "Wow. This looks fun! This song sounds cool!" And it turns out to be a 6-footer and they try to keep up and end up flailing off the machine. It's horribly funny to see. XD
current mood:  sore
current music: So Many Men ~ Me & My
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Monday, October 8th, 2001
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7:11 pm - Onna!
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Sunday, October 7th, 2001
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3:57 pm - Spicy Marmalade
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Monday, October 1st, 2001
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9:10 pm - Oh yah....
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changed the email addy and website and and... and... blah.... I need a life.... I need to rant.. must rant.. can't rant... so... blargh.... I'll write again soon.. maybe... it's been too long.. *plug plug* OmiGoodness! *plug plug*
current mood:  blah
current music: Gessekai (NightWalker Opening) *_*
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8:43 pm - Yah.. I'm alive.
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Friday, August 10th, 2001
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1:15 am - Isn't it cute?
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Well.. isn't it cute?
..........
-blinku-
current mood:  artistic
current music: Theme of WeiB~ Mind Dive
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Thursday, August 9th, 2001
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10:14 pm - -blinku-
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Yes... I'm alive.
current mood:  working
current music: Koi Shimasho Negai masho
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Monday, July 23rd, 2001
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11:03 pm - j0 f00
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eeek.... I dunno what to write. It's been forever and a week. So much crap has happened. Here's the low-down:
My comp is back in the computer room. Demmit.
I sold my first pic. Yay! Thanks Schu. *.*
Schu and Nagi got bfs. o_O and oddly enough at about the same time.
I've actually been drawing again. I got a doujinshi started too. It's kinda funky and unfinished though.
That's about it. I've got to get my shots for school. I'm a puppy. ^.^ I also met KenKen. She's cool. We stayed up all night talking about Farfie and things.
Hm.... I'm horribly upset at a bunch of peeps. Such as the dumbutts who comment on things that don't have any relevance. Like the person who commented on the A.I. things. Sorry, but they were aliens. I never said anything about there *not* being mechs either. You dumbutt. That gets on my nerves. From now on, comment, don't correct or I'll put you on my dumbutt list and post the names every once in awhile. K? Good, we have an understanding.
current mood:  irate
current music: It's Gonna Rain (Rurouni Kenshin)
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Wednesday, July 4th, 2001
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9:44 pm - Happy 4th of July, American-USA-type people like me.
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I haven't written in this thing forever. I dun think it matters though. I'm so fed up with things it's not funny. -_- I need to talk to someone.... Most of my friends high-tailed it out of town and so I've been left alone... with only me. Not really. ;_; I'm been talking to Anasazi and Schu, but Schu's been gone for awhile. I saw AI today. I really liked it until about 30 minutes before the end. Mr. Speilburg just _had_ to have aliens. -_- zzZZZ I could of lived with David being stuck underneath the ferris wheel of doom for eternity.
I'm drinking lots of non-alcoholic Welch's fizzy grape juice. Give me enough time and I'll get drunk off it. At least hyper out of my mind. Thusly, a drunken state. -sip sip-
I can't get my scanner to working...;_; how awful. I actually did a pic of Kenshin, Schu & Nagi, and WeiB. I've done a lot of Oekaki lately. It's so fun! Even if I only have a mouse. -_- I might upload some of the Oekaki pics later.. I dunno. My webpage is officially wierded. Ah...well. ^.^
current mood:  drunk
current music: Kiss in the Dark ~ Masami Okui
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Saturday, June 9th, 2001
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3:59 pm - Blargishnevahfeelah.
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....I'm forcing myself to write in this thing now.. life is boring... I don't draw much anymore. I'm on strike! ;_;
current mood: blah
current music: Velvet Underworld~ WeiB
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Saturday, June 2nd, 2001
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2:12 am
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dorky
bouncy
