Heather's Journal

8:28pm: i am cooking dinner, despite the infestation of ants in my kitchen and the subsequent bread-crumb-looking poison that my complex laid down all over my counter space, and preparing to primp myself for brad's secret agent party tonight. he and his gal amparo apparently ran into laura, meghan, and kate while thrifting; they, too, were prepping for tonight's big event. erica is coming over later to get ready with me while we watch the beverly hills 90210 reunion--good times! glad i taped it!

dinner is ready.

8:49pm: OMG, I need some fellow Christian support..

About two months ago I was raped in the parking lot of my workplace. What I found out about three weeks ago is that I wound up getting pregnant from the event. My mom wanted me to get an abortion, since I'm only 16 and she says that it's too young to have a child. I told her I wanted to keep it to give it up for adoption, but she said no, and made me have the abortion. I cried the whole way there and begged her to not make me have the abortion but she said I had to, that until I'm 18 she has control over what I can do with my body, and that makeing used as a "breeder" isn't what she's going to allow. She says I shouldn't mind because it was the product of rape but it still bothers me horribly because I believe it was God's will for me to get pregnant. I fell damned now. I've been told that God hates me now, even though I had no control over any of it. I feel so alone.

11:06am: friends only
this journal is for friends only. but if you add me, i'll most likely add you back!

7:53pm: why you wanna be so mean to me?
i swear i've about had it with everyone around me today. amanda came over to pick up her shoes that she left here last weekend, and decided to take my silver shirt and pants with her. gee, mandy, thanks a lot for asking! i mean, not that i begruge her borrowing my clothes, but it's just courteous to ask!

mom called me today and asked if i needed anything. sure, actual food in the fridge would be nice, since i've forgotten what it's like to eat something besides dry cereal. (although from looking at my pics you'd never guess i'm a female starvin marvin, huh?)

i need sleep. sleep is good.

2:35pm: wahoo!!!!!!!!

Life is fairly pointless to for me. It's a constant cycle of getting captured by Bowser, getting rescued by men who lust after me either due to my looks or wealth, and baking cakes. Any involvement I have in a game is fairly limited. I reinforce the bad stereotype that women are helpless beings. I am made of sugar and spice and everything nice, yet incapable of inteligent thought. Such is the life of Peach.

What Super Mario Bros character are you?

2:55pm:

You are Dracula. The original. The guy who started it all. Go you.

Find your inner vampire.

1:30pm: so now i've got one
thanks mary for giving me a code to make a journal! you rock babe!