| Oh And I Love You Love You Baby.... OOooooohhhhhh... |
[01 Jun 2004|12:29pm] |
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*bounces up and down*
Guess what I just ordered!!! Guess, go on... I'll wait...
nope...
nope...
*shakes head* try again...
Ok ok I'll tell you!
I am soon to be the proud owner of the Punky Brewster: Season 1 DVD!!!!!!!!!!! *does cartwheels* I also ordered The Aristocats. :-D If I HAVE to get older, I can at least hold onto my youth this way. LOL
Maybe the world is blind
Or just a little unkind, don't know
Seems you can't be sure
Of anything, anymore, although
You may be lonely and then
One day you're smilin' again
Every... time... I... turn around
I see the girl who turns my world around
Standing There
Every... time... I... turn around
Her spirit's lifting me right off the ground
What's gonna be
Guess we'll just wait... and see
WOOF
Gotta run now... Trick Monster is on her way over
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| Me? Tired? |
[24 May 2004|11:23pm] |
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Today was my first day off in 6 days... I'm exhausted.
Things are going well lately, but I'm too damn tired to go into details. Maybe I'll have a 15 minute break sometime in August to fill ya'll in. :-D
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| AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH |
[23 May 2004|11:26pm] |
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What do you call the things at playground that you sit on and spin around and around on? I remember when I was little one person would grab a handle and run around in a circle to make it go... then they'd jump on and ride. My friend and I have been trying for an hour and still can't think of the answer. I know someone out there has to know!!! You never see them around anymore... but I loved those things.
WHAT ARE THEY!?!?!?
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[13 May 2004|03:19am] |
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I feel like punching someone!!!
Maybe the guys out there in lj land can answer something for me. WTF is the deal with your gender!?!?! How is it that you can love a chick to death, want her around all the time, think she's awesome, want to fuck her... but not want to be her boyfriend!?!?!
DOES NOT COMPUTE!!!
A woman goes through that same situation and wants to date the guy. A guy just goes... let's fuck... then play nintendo.
And no fuckin duh, I'm talking about me. That's not a secret. I'm annoyed and I WANT ANSWERS!!!
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| You Mean Talib, Lyrics Stick To Your Ribs... I Mean... That My Favorite CD I Play At My Crib... |
[11 May 2004|10:37pm] |
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Kanye West feat. Talib & Common - Get Em High |
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I still can't find the right design for my tattoo. I'm not a good artist so drawing it myself is out. :-\ I want a small set of wings to go on my back left shoulder. None of the wings I've found have conveyed what I want. I want something delicate that shows beauty, love, longing and sorrow (I don't know how to express what I want that well)... but all the ones I've found seem scary. Blah!
On another note: the spicy tendercrisp chicken sandwich at BK is off the hook!!! *licks lips*
Work was alright tonight. I don't know what was up but I've been all bouncy and giggly since this morning. I guess it was obvious that I'd been down, because everyone was asking what's up with the mood shift. *shrugs* Don't question it... just hope it doesn't change again.
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[06 May 2004|02:42am] |
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I can't stop crying... which is making me angry at myself... which is making me cry harder.
I'm so lost. I just... *sobs*
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[02 May 2004|12:30am] |
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I love when people crack up on SNL! Jimmy Fallon always bites his finger to stop himself... it never works though.
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[02 May 2004|12:18am] |
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I BOUGHT TWO PAIRS OF SNEAKERS AFTER WORK TONIGHT!!!!!!
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| Swings... Slides... And Funky Good Times... |
[01 May 2004|11:45pm] |
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Last night was the best time I've had in a long while. Chrissy dropped me home after work and Thai and the crew picked me up. We went to Boston Bowl to meet up with Keith and play pool for a while. Then headed over to Wendy's in Quincy... but just as the car in front of us pulled up to order, they closed. It was so funny because I had my window rolled down (seat behind the driver) and I guess the woman told the guy in the first car that they were closed... all of a sudden he I hear *yells like Lil' Jon* YEEEEE-AHHHH! I laughed so loud that he turned and started talking to me. LOL Then the rest of the guys started talking about getting out and beating up the order machine thingy... and mike and the guys in our car started egging them on. Long story, but those guys were funny... until they actually got out of the car and made fools of themselves. :-\ Boys will be boys.
We ended up driving to Kristin's apartment in Charlestown. We had pizza, played poker (I kicked Mike, Keith, and Gino's asses... until the last 2 hands... BITCHES), and then went across the street to their playground. OMG I had so much fun. Finally got to play on the swings. Gino pushed me until I went too high and started screaming for him to stop. LOL Keith kept jumping in front of us trying to dodge the swings. We played on the slides, and those bridges that shake when you walk. OMG the ground all around the playground was padded and squishy. I'm thinking of padding my driveway like that. LOL Not like I have a car to put in it or anything.
Gino and I were hanging out on these benches hidden under the club house/slide area. It was cold so we were kind cuddling... apparently we needed to "get a room". Nothing happened though. It wasn't like that, but I guess it seemed like that to everyone else. *shrugs*
Mike started tickling Thai and she slid off the bench. So while she was down I stole her flip flops and put them on top of the money bar thingy. LOL She was piiiiiiiiiissed, because #1 she couldn't walk across the wood chips to get them and #2 even if she could... she wasn't tall enough to get them down. LOL So I brought her one back so she could hop over and get the other. THAT BITCH! She took that hard ass thing and cracked my forearm sooooo hard with it. I still have a big ass lump and my arm is starting to turn purple. It's right next to the brown ass bruise James gave me last week. Yup... attractive, I know.
Anyway... I got home at 4:30 A.M. and was up for work at 8. Tired much!?!?!
It was worth it... I'd do it again in a second.
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| Life Is Too Short To Live Alone... Without Someone To Call My Own... |
[25 Apr 2004|07:31pm] |
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So dinner last night went really well. I can't get into it now, because I'm trying to stop thinking about it. Fast forwarding to this afternoon... Maribel called me to see what happened between James and I after we dropped her off. :-\ Nothing at all. *sad giggle* We just joked around and listened to music like usual. But hey, that's a whole lot better than him being silent and dropping me off at a bus stop somewhere.
I was telling Maribel how I even though I know he just sees me as a friend, our body language in the car was kinda wierd. I was leaning towards him on the middle arm rest and he was leaning towards me. Our arms kept bumping and I had to use all my strength to keep from putting my head on his shoulders. LOL I know that doesn't mean anything, but everytime our arms touched I got tingles... damn I love that feeling.
When I was talking to Mari she told me that even though I don't think I have a chance with James... she thinks I do (last night she kept smiling and giggling at the way we are together), and she's not gonna let me give up. I don't know... I'm really bad at dealing with rejection. :-\
It doesn't really matter, because I'm making him a CD. LOL Corny I know, but we were talking about liking old school music last night. So it's not like it's all out of the blue. I'm just gonna make a mix of some songs that I love, and think he'll love too. There may or may not be a theme to them ;-)
Here's the playlist...
Groove Theory - Tell Me
Bobby Brown - Every Little Step
King Floyd - Groove Me
TLC - Red Light Special
Jodeci - Come And Talk To Me
Stevie Wonder - Overjoyed
Taylor Dayne - Tell It To My Heart
Luther Vandross - Going In Circles
New Edition - Can You Stand The Rain
Aaron Hall - I Miss You
Marvin Gaye - Let's Get It On
Shai - Baby I'm Yours
Larry Graham - One In A Million You
Brian Mcknight - Home
Alicia Keys - If I Was Your Woman
Surface - Shower Me With Your Love
Tevin Campbell - I'm Ready
Kool and the Gang - Joanna
EDIT: TLC - Baby, Baby, Baby instead of Red Light Special
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| You See The Way I Have Been Drifting Down A River To Nowhere... And You've Given Me Nothing... |
[24 Apr 2004|10:25am] |
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Just for the record...
I may have to kill Marisha and steal her indentity. I'll tell you why. I love my friend Marisha with all my heart, but I'm insanely jealous of her lifestyle. It's just too friggin glamourous. Now she's in NYC doing modeling work. She's been signed and within a month she's got a fabulous bf. With a southern accent btw. Yup... ya hate her already, huh? LOL Last week while on a shoot, who does she meet? MY HUSBAND!!! My man from the mountain dew commercial. I know you all know who I'm talking about. He forgets his mountain dew on a car in the convinience store parking lot and has to go back for it. He like flips his car in the air and swipes it out of this guy's hand while upside down. LOL Hoobastank is playing in the background. THAT IS MY MAN! He's so beautiful it makes me wanna cry (did I mention he's mixed?). HIM! THE BITCH MET HIM!!! She's always meeting people I love. When she was working at Neiman's she met Matt Damon, Fredro Starr, Mya, etc. She met and had a long ass convo with Jordan Knight at some runway show once.
I've always dealt with it... but now it's just too much. First my man and now this. Apparently she's working with the same stylist as my beauty icon. The one woman I'd swear off men for. LOL I'm so obsessed with her it's insane. I guess Marisha mentioned her and the guy was like "oh do you want to meet her? She'll be here blah blah blah". *chokes back tears* So now Marisha... instead of me... is going to hang out with Adrianna Lima. If you don't know who that is, then first smack yourself and then check the lj-cut.
( Beauty Is Her Name... )
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| Men Probably Won't Appreciate This Post... So Just Hum And Think About Cars As You Scroll Past It... |
[24 Apr 2004|09:59am] |
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I think that the seasons were invented just so that I'd have another excuse to spend money. You can talk all that "roation of the earth" bullshit if you want, but I'm sticking to my theory. LOL
Last weekend I spend $158 on clothes. Which technically isn't bad for me. Especially since $60 of it was for bras. I figured I'd be set a while. Then my work pants decided to become defective and have unraveling seams in awkward places. I don't know about you, but I'm not comfortable assisting customers knowing there is a large open space in the crotch of my pants... under the apron of course. LOL
So Thursday night Lillian picked me up from work and back to the mall we go. Except this time instead of our usual South Shore Plaza trip... we go to the Cambridgeside Galleria. Why? Because I NEEDED to go to the Cheesecake Factory. Besides my shopping addiction I also have a pasta (penne) with pesto, chicken and mushroom addiction. *twitches* I need my fix, man!!!
Anyway, I ended up spending $118 on pants. Just pants... nothing else. That's not counting the perfect gift I found and had to buy for Maribel. I found the most comfortable pants in the world though. I love them so much I can't stop rubbing my thighs when I wear them. LOL They're light weight and soft, and I can move in them. Not to mention they fit well and were on sale!!! Originally $49.50 on sale for $19.99. So you know I bought two pairs. LOL You can never have too many black pants (especially when you have to wear them for work). I also bought a pair of black cuffed denim crops. I don't know if this is weird, but whatever... I couldn't stop looking at my butt in them. LOL Last but not least I found the best fitting jeans EVER! I couldn't stop laughing because the tag was extremely specific. I guess that's what I've needed all along. Jeans that are mapped out to my body's preferences. I'm so used to wearing baggier jeans that I had no clue the right fit would make such a big difference. <-- I have a tendency to want to just blend into the crowd. The tag on the jeans said "low waist, fitted to hip and thigh, straight leg, bootcut, average." I'd never seen that much shit on a tag in my life. I was waiting to pick up another pair and have it be like "gemini, likes long walks, meaningful conversations in the rain."
That's that about the spending. Lord help me when I cash this tax check I've been holding on to. LOL I'm exhausted. I was supposed to work from 11-7 yesterday, but they were short so the manager asked me to stay. I need the money for something I'll explain later... so I said I'd stay. Chrissy was there to give me a ride home and we weren't busy anyway, so why not. 11-10 on my feet. :-\ Today I'm working 2-10 and then I'm meeting up with Maribel and James *swoons* for dinner and drinks. They're my two favorite people at work, so this should be fun. James needs to be my man... and he needs to be my man NOW! LOL We'll see what happens with that story.
Later ya'll...
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| I Guess Old Habits Die Hard... |
[21 Apr 2004|03:54pm] |
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It still takes me about 5 days to close an IM after I talk to Adam. I have no idea why, because I don't read them over and over... like I used to. LOL They just sit there quietly taking up space. :-\ I just put up my away message because I need to go get ready for work and the IM popped up. This caught my eye and I just had to post it.
Adam(4:07:46 AM): entertain me
Indelible Melody (4:08:02 AM): lmao
Indelible Melody (4:08:08 AM): *tap dances*
And for my next trick... I shall pull a middle finger out of thin air. LOL Just kidding, I love the guy. We just have long periods of .................. in our convos.
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[21 Apr 2004|10:26am] |
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All these 80's posts I've been reading have me seriously contemplating building a time machine.
*sings* can it beeeeee that was allllll so simple then... or has tiiiiiiiiiime rewritten every liiiiiiiiine
I NEED to play number munchers and oregon trail! NOW!
I should rock my glittery michael jackson belt to work tonight. I'll match it up with my Jordache peach stonewashed denim sack purse and a couple different colored pairs of socks... wooo chile! I'll be beating the men off with a stick.
I could be embarassed to even admit to still owning that stuff, but why should I be? The 80's were one of the best times in my life. I still sing random theme/80's songs at least 12 times a day just to keep my sanity. Not to mention luring co-workers into 80's style dance offs. LOL (for the record... James' cabbagepatch will never beat my one legged runningman)
Things were made with care back then. I bet you these craptastic strawberry shorcake dolls they make now won't still be smelling sweet 20 months from now. But 20 years later... mine still does!!!
Ok enough from me. Maybe I'll come up with my own list later. Maybe I'll just play my New Kids CD's and eat cookies in the dark. Either way...
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It's 12:24 and I'm waiting for friends to pick me up to go play pool. You'd think I don't have to work tomorrow morning, but I do... 10-6. Why am I going out now? Because I like to spit in the face of sleep. Which means it'll come back and bite my ass around 11:30 tomorrow.
P.S.
DAMN I'M HORNY!!!
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| T.G.I.F... MUTHAF*%&$#@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[16 Apr 2004|07:03am] |
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I am so happy that today is Friday, you have no idea! This has been a really emotional week and I need to just crash. I haven't been able to make myself sit down and get things out, mostly because of not having time, but also because the feelings are so fresh. I finally have a Saturday off, so I'll be able to reflect on things(until it's time to go to the mall).
Anyway, now I'm off to shower because I told my managers I'd come in early to set up for some bridal registry big deal we're having on Saturday. *twirls finger* They think it's because they guilted me into before I left last night. It's really because I'm awake and don't have shit else to do. LOL
Everyone have a great day, and I'll be around later...
random note: as I was typing that last sentence my head filled with *sings* I have always wanted to have a neighbor... just... like... you. I have always wanted to be in a neighborhood with you... so. Let's make the most of this beautiful day. Since we're together we might as well say. Would you be mine... could you be mine... won't you be... my neighbor. Hello neighbor!
Yeah don't ask... I have no idea where it came from and frankly I'm kinda frightened. LOL
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| Red's The Color Of Hot... Hot's The Fever I Got... |
[14 Apr 2004|01:15am] |
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I have a serious DVD addiction, everyone knows that. But that's not my problem right now. The problem is... I spent like 20 minutes trying to pick a movie to watch and ended up on the same one I usually pick. FAME! I can't stop watching it. I also have a crush on just about every male character. LOL LEROY IS MY MAN!!!
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| DAMN DIRTY BIATCH!!! |
[14 Apr 2004|12:11am] |
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Lillian is a sick girl. Everytime someone mentions Ma$e she goes "hallelujah on the rise!" <- If you don't get that, just ask. I'm too lazy to type it right now.
So all day at work I was cracking up to myself because it was playing over and over in my head. This old woman said "God bless you" to me, and I really had to hold myself back from looking at her, raising the roof, and saying it. LOL
It was going back and forth between that and hearing her voice in my head singing "I've got something in my front pocket for you."
SAVE ME!!!
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I should be at work, right now, about to start my shift. I should be all dressed with my hair done. I should be turning to a co-worker and telling them how much I miss my bed at that moment. However, I'm none of those things right now. Why? Because somehow I managed to wake up juuuuuuuuust enough to turn off my alarm and tell myself I'd lay in bed for a couple more minutes before getting up. Then fall back into a deep sleep for an hour and a half. When I did finally wake up on my own at 8:30 I didn't even have enough energy to freak out. What did I do? I got angry at myself for about 6 seconds and rolled over for another 10 minutes. Yup! I'm THAT tired.
This is what happens when your cold keeps you up until 3:30 in the morning, and then your Nyquil cough medicine wears off just as you're laying down. I coughed myself to sleep for two hours. Good times! :-\
So I called work to tell them "I'm on my way, but will be a few minutes late." LMAO Understatement! I'm a "few minutes late" right now and I haven't even gotten dressed. What? I know I'm not the only one who would decide to sign on and post about being late before actually getting their ass in gear to go. I figure I'll show up around 10:30 and they can kiss my ass if they don't like it. I don't really want to be there at all. They're lucky I still show.
Hmmm now that I think about it...
I think I'll catch about 20 minutes more sleep. I'll check the schedule first. I wouldn't want to be irresponsible and miss my bus. LOL
Have a great day ya'll...
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