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    Wednesday, November 28th, 2001
    12:13 pm
    i dont know why i havent written in here in so long........ i guess mainly cause skool and being on the computer is very rare and if i am on its for about five seconds...... boh.....

    i have way too much homework and dont feel like doing any of it. i would much rather sleep chill whatever..... anything but work......... there a friend of mine who i am dying to see but it never happens........ i just wish our schedules were the same so even if it was only for five minutes i would just like to say hi and give this person a hug.........

    i hate that i dont see so many people that i would like too... boh you guys know who you are.........

    im sorta upset about some things and i have no clue how to even make them better.. i just found out kev doesnt really like( or there are qualties in this person that kev hates) a good friend of mine......... which sucks becuase i am close to this person now this just makes it awkward........ bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! i guess i should have figured something was up cause kev was always grumpy around him but i dont know why he just decided to tell me lastnite and not when it started to bother him...... i found out after he wanted to leaVE THIS PERSONS HOUSE REALLY FAST LASTNITE........ BAH THIS REALLY BOTHERS ME....... oops caps......

    yay ya yay yay!!!!!!!!! i am chill with jonny friday...... i am really excited being that we never chill............ whoop whoop........

    i just gots to remeber my work uniform being that i work at 5......

    well meh me so hungie i go make foodmien........ mmmm mmmmmm good.........

    Current Mood: confused
    Current Music: mmmmm bop ..........hahha i wish
    Saturday, November 3rd, 2001
    10:07 am
    once again i havent wrote in this puppy for sometime, matbe becuase i feel outta the loop since so many kids use this on a regular basis so i am left out. i hate when you leave a comment especially to someone you really want to see and care about but they never comment back........ thats shitty......really shitty......

    i am super bust with skool......... i like it, i like it alot i am just super busy......
    i have the i am always tired syndrom but never get to ease that. today was my one and only day to sleep in but what happens my parents and sister wake me up at 9 to tell me i have to drive my sister to 10 different places..... bah im late
    Tuesday, October 2nd, 2001
    5:44 pm
    well today was awsome! yesterday my teacher told us we were going on a field trip and it so happened it was today and we went to elora gorge for photography!

    it was cool cause in highskool it is usually weeks after you find out about the field trip till you get to go!

    whoop but todaY was the perfect day to be romping around the gorge. i think i got a bit sun burnt though.........

    i am very tired but i have lots of work to do........ after my being very very sick last week and the hospitol thing i fell behind!

    so this weekend we have a photography assignment from the city of kw to photograph octoberfest! whoop! we all know that it will just be us kids drinking beer and whatnot cause we have free passes for ever event! haha so i have guest pass as well so lemme know if you wanna come!

    it was really gross today at lunch these girls went to the grocery store in elora TO GET LUNCH AND THE CAME BACK(oops caps) with a huge loaf of bread and nasty ribs and wrinkly sausages! ew you had to see how gross it looked, it looked like they had been sitting uder that red light that keeps it warm for at least a week!!!!!!!! haha ewwwwwwwww.

    Current Mood: content
    Tuesday, September 25th, 2001
    6:21 pm
    i dont really know why i am writing i think it is becuase i am bored and tired of laying down......

    i have had a really bad week so far......... yesterday was pretty bad........ well pretty bad is actually a understatement......

    i went to class yesterday asnd i was sent home cause my teacher was worried being that i could hardly stand up and i was really sick. so a friend drove me home which was reaLLLY NICE SINCE ITS HALF AN HOUR FROM SKOOL........ SO I CAME HOME AND LITERALLY JUST PASSES OUT.......... WHEN I WOKE UP I COULDNT BREATH...... I WAS WEEZING AND GASPING FOR air so my mom called the on call doctor then i was rushed to emergency...... usually at emergency you have to wait but i was put in a bed right away.......... i was so scared i couldnt breath and i was so unbelievably weak...... i was hooked up to a mask for 3 and a half hours........ i just layed in the bed with this machine pumping stong doses of ventalin, oxygen and pretazone into my lungs...... finally once i would start to breath on my own i had to see the specialist who put me on lung steroids....... i still am having trouble breathing........although i can do it on my own...... i cant explain how scared i was i should be thankful now but my lungs are in pain and even hurts to talk or breathe......

    when i got home i started throwing up faom from all the strong medications so my mom made me try and eat something..... had two bites of food and half a cup of juice........ i once again through up............ i feel so horrible but i feel lucky i am ok... i am still scared but happy i can breath although it hurts........
    Friday, September 7th, 2001
    2:31 pm
    well it has been quite long since i have written in here i hav way to much stuff to say so bare with me........

    i just got back from bc on sunday. well what do i say but we had an amazing time! everything was so intense and beautiful. i have to many awsome stroies so if wanna know ill tell you in person.

    beh i am tired i started skool on tuesday and i have already had 5 projects 2 due monday as well as a oral presentation and test all for monday.

    i have had a bit of a hard time this week, my moms bestfriend died on sunday so we went to the funeral on wed. my mom spoke... it was a really rough day. it was hard and i still feel sad when i think about her.

    well i dont know what to say.. too much... need a rest............

    Current Mood: sad
    Friday, August 17th, 2001
    8:43 am
    woah fuck dude i am so excited i leave for bc today!
    i cant believe it today is the day!!!!!!

    yay me!

    i cant wait!!!!!!!! its kinda funny cause i amjust going there with kev and we have ideas of where we want to go but no real direction. but hey thats what makes it fun right??????

    i have had a pretty good week i worked everyday but it was still cool. me and kev went to crazy erbsville area and decided that neigbouhood is very creepy and dont ever want to go there again!

    but anyway the other night i chilled with kyle and it was great fun.

    but i must pack!
    yes that would be a novel thing to do!

    goodbye........
    i am sure you wont miss me but none the less adios amigos
    Friday, August 10th, 2001
    12:16 pm
    surprisingly i had a goodnite lastnite. it started out with me feeling quite horrible... i went to bed at 9 30........ then scott waterworth asked me to go to the shakedown party with him and that he would even buy me a ticket. but really i dont feel like partyin in that way..... meh so anyway i got a beep and it was kyle on the other line. so he asked me to chill but i was in bed but hey i went out anyway........ we met in the field and the weather so so fucked lastnite all the crazy thunder and lightning..... ahhhhh it was crazy......

    so anyway we stayed in the feild till the weather got to crazy and came back to my house and drank in my backyard.....

    it was nice i really needed someone to pick me up. we have fun together and i am damned glad we are friends......

    but yeah lastnite was a pick me up i needed..... i hate being frustrated but i am.......
    hopefully i will see the kids tonite if i go to tonys;.....
    if kyle calls i may also go to eric which would be nice two...i just may do both........

    Current Mood: aggravated
    Thursday, August 9th, 2001
    2:15 pm
    i am so fucking fed up!!!!!!!!

    honestly if i could i would just leave i need to just leave.......... i hate how angry i am right now actually i am not even really angry just disappointed. actually what am i even talking about i am not disappointed other mainly i am just upset.

    i am really sick of people making plans and not following through. seriously whats so hard about saying you are not sure if you can hang out instead of making millions of plans and breaking them. really i would not mind if someone didnt want to get together with me or whatever but fuck dont say something you dont mean. like dont tell people you miss them and that wow we should really hang out when in reality you dont have an ounce of intention to do so. i know this happens way to often and it makes me sick. so fuck i hate bullshit.

    i think it bothers me so much because fuck everyone does i know i have done it but honestly i know how it feels and so i wont put myself in that position.

    sometimes i just want to scream out loud till my voice runs dry i cant get a single sound out.
    i am in so much pain i got stung by crazy sand wasps and can no longer walk but hey no one gives two shits being that i still have to work and walk and do shit that makes it worse.

    i knew as soon as jon and sean would move i wouldnt see them and sure enough no sir. its fucked i say call me but obviosly there is no time or they dont want to see me or at least have better things to do. i am not mad just sad i dont get to see my friends who i like alot.

    bahhhhhhhhh

    i hate the feeling of not knowing who to turn to when you need someone.............

    Current Mood: uncomfortable
    Friday, July 27th, 2001
    12:07 pm
    oh boy i think being in the pain that i am sparked up crazy dreams. i had two crazy nightmares in a row its kinda hard to remeber but man i was actually really scared. the one i remeber ost clearly was the wierdest. i was on this whale watching tour and the two tour guides a girl and a guy were really creepy and odd. but anyway all of a sudden the waves got really big so we got scared it was a group of whales. but theses were the biggest scariest whales and they started ramming into the baot and trying to kill us or something then the guides got guns and were shooting everyone and everything till i and another guy were the only ones left. as soon as we got close to land i jumped off the ship and the guides started to chase me. bah it was crazy cause everywhere i went i coldnt run fast enough and if i wanted to go near the water the crazy whales where there. then somehow one of the guides had a bow and arrow and right before it hit me in the face i woke up. but i really didt wake up i sorta wke up into another dream, which i thought was real and jon was sitting in my room with a chocolate soya milkshake i was so happy. thenhesaid you had to leave to go take photos and then i really woke up and i was by myself boo it sucked.

    haha but yeah that was my crazxy dream. i wish someone would really bring me a choclate milkshake........

    meh i must lay down........

    Current Mood: HURTY
    Thursday, July 26th, 2001
    1:58 pm
    so much for work i unexpectedly got my wisdom teeth out and now am alone and feel horrible with ounces of blood and pain....................score

    Current Mood: in pain
    10:23 am
    well i am going to the dentist in a bit becuase my wisdom teeth are growing in and they really hurt two have already broken through the skin and i can feel them. i forgot what teethin felt like.....
    well these past couple of days have been wierd i have felt upset about a few things which i wont get onto on here. i have wanted to see jon and sean the past two nite but neither time has worked olut. that bugs me. i am worried when they move the will forget about me and not call.... boo
    um i have alot on my mind and just dont know how to phrase it.

    i feel like laughing but i have no one to laugh with.....

    so just reading peoples journals i see that everyone is sleeping at julias so i will be bored and alone friday nite.........boo to that........

    i dont want to work today although its short only a 1-5 very odd compared to my regular 9 hour days......

    i want to go for a walk in erbsville forest its neat and no one is ever there......knock on wood......

    blah.....

    Current Mood: blah
    Current Music: baby, you know where you got me........
    Friday, July 20th, 2001
    12:33 pm
    She saw them in a time of death,
    quicker than a single breath.
    Thank God for that extra palm,
    that turned chaos into sudden calm.
    If only all could someday see,
    the angels we may someday be.
    We believe it is luck that saves our last breath,
    when maybe it's something else that stops the death.
    Something good and something pure,
    what I think I am not sure.
    Although I know there's something strong,
    to help us out when things go wrong….....

    so i am leaving for my weekend destination in a few hours well around 3 ish. i am excited. i know there will be some crazy kids but hey i am crazy as well........hehe
    i wish some of my friends were coming but money is an issue. im just happy i actualy got time off work god damn 39 hour weeks.

    i dont feel like packing or even getting ready i wish i waas genie and could wiggle my nose and things would just happen. wiggle wiggle............damn it didnt work. oh well ill try tomorrow.

    well not too much to say cause ive got the weekend on ma mind.

    hey jon if u can lets hang out sunday night!!!!
    if you not tired or have plans or feel shitty and its nice out i say a walk. get back to cause i want to see you.

    um yes i think im done well hi friends hope u guys have great weekends.......
    Thursday, July 19th, 2001
    12:57 pm
    well well well. i find myslef slowly getting back to my computer but this whole no time issue does interfere. well what to say but i work 2-10 tonite. i dont want too i wish i could call in sick but hey i have the weekend off plus it works out i have monday and tuesday off so really i shouldnt complain. before work i am going down to shakedown to pick up my 3 day ticket. i am excited at first i wasnt going to go but really why the hell not. i mean good music and its a weekend of partyin. so yes i am excited.i really hope my friend demitri who i met at OM will be there. i never had the chance to say good bye and i think he is a definatly awsome person who i sure as hell wouldnt mind seeing. also i feel like dancing, i havent got down since OM and now i get to dance to some damned good music. also during the day i hope we go to the beach. becuase the way it works is that it sorta shuts down during the day so kids can sleep so it is nice to get away for the day. ya know

    i think its so funny that so many people have a livejournal. before it was really only jonny and angus and a few others then jonny gave me the idea to get one now everyone has or at least reads them. although i have come to the conclusion no one really reads mine cause if they did i should get comments but meh hahaha i like just being able to babble on here and meh if people want to read it well hey but its no loss to me if they dont.

    oh man my dad has booked the trip to BC!!!! yay for going out west!

    well i have had a good week is some aspects but an extremely horrible week with other factors. i got to chill with wojtek during my dinner break the toher day and that was great, i really enjoyed it. i also chilled with sean for my break yesterday and that was super good so i may call him today to see if he is up for it. but i have no idea what his plans are so i must see.also since i have monday and tuesday i want to see if a few people want to chill. i love just chillin with one other person. its so nice. i do like groups but nothing beats one on one time........

    oh jenny wont stop babblin......

    well i must get ready then be off......

    Current Mood: busy
    Sunday, July 15th, 2001
    12:53 pm
    i want everything to go back to normal.....but fuck i dont even know what normal is. i am frustrated really frustrated.

    i am so sick of bullshit. is there even a point. why fight over things that dont matter or that are so small ans shouldnt matter.

    do you enjoy being mad or upset cause fuck i dont.

    meh.....its not worth it anymore.........
    Wednesday, July 11th, 2001
    12:25 pm
    well holy shit i dont have to work today. mind you this hardly happens. i believe i want to go get a new bathing suit today. i actually want my bating suit to be a cute pair of surf shorts and a gool top. im thinking of checking out west 49.

    i hope tomorrow is a nice day out. i cant wait for beach time. ah we are going to this part of the beach by chads grandparents and we went there quite a few times and never saw a single person. there is also a river by the beach that is surrounded by pretty purple flowers. lots of little tiny ones. damn i am excitied. we are going to take a picnic. oh man i am getting myself way to reved up.

    i wish it was ok to go out in your pj's cause i am damned comfortable. hehe

    ok i must go ........
    Tuesday, July 10th, 2001
    3:29 pm
    well what to say but today has been a nice day. i got up at leisure which was really nice , and the bonus was no one was home. i have been plannin my summer trip all day and cant decide where in south america i want to go. i believe it is cosa rica or ecuador. but i just got an increadible surprise from my dad. see the original plan was to bus to bc with kev. but since we both work we could only get 2 weeks off. so if we were to bus there and back it would be 10 days. so that means 4 days of non bus time! not worth it! so anyway the surprise is if we want to go to bc my dad has enough airmiles for both me and kevin!!!!!!!!!! i cant wait to tell kev this. it will be the best surprise i could ever tell him!
    but yes i cant wait for so much. i think thursday has now turned into beach day, so grand bend it is. but we are going to the non populated part. boo to busy beaches. but either way it will be ggggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaatttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!


    bah to giddy to write!
    booyah!

    Current Mood: giddy
    Sunday, July 8th, 2001
    6:25 pm
    well hmmmmmm.....
    i dont know what to say but i do feel like writing. well i am very hungry and feel like going out for dinner but i am not to sure were. i was going to pick up for sean and jon today and i did but i am not going to accept it i am going to give it back because the quantity was and is horrible!!!!!!!!

    i really want to go to the butterfly conseritory and i actually decided this instant i am going on thursday! if you would like to come please notify me! 8)
    i have wednesday and thursday off! yipee!

    well it is very nice out i must say! i do enjoy this weather, fuck all i can think about is butterflies although they do flutter into my brain on a regular bases. mmmmm butterflies.

    well i have asked jonny boy to go on a walk with me quite a few times but it never happens. i hope its not cause i fell asleep that one time. fuck.

    meh i want to walk tonite either way. or just visit my field, havent been there and chilled in ages. oh that reminds me i am going out for dinner with jess turnbull on wednesday! that should be very exciting being that she is moving and will no longer live a short walk from me 8(

    Current Mood: meh?
    Current Music: nadda
    Saturday, July 7th, 2001
    12:22 pm
    well once again i work 1-10, which mean i am off to work very soon.......... boh i dont feel like it, i am sick of feeling like my life revolves around work. i am always waiting to go to work or get off work. boo'urns is all i have to say to that. well last nite i went to sean,jon and chris's house. it was fun fun in sum ways but sucked in others. i like chillin with sean lots and the same goes for jon. it was wierd there were alot of ppl there all bein crazy in the garage. i wasnt down with that scene. plus kev was all mad at me. he wont talk to me or tell me whats wrong. if u feel like making me really upset please be upset with me and not tell me..........fuck it is so frustrating. i cant go around pretending i know whats up when i dont. i want to chill with him and just for everything to be somewhat relaxed and normal. but in all honesty if things continute this way there is no possible way that will happen.

    boh

    so my lil belly button is still tender and red, boo to redness. thats why i dont feel like showin anyone cause ihate the red factor. i showed sean cause he was persistant. hehe but yeah its only expected it will be red i mean it was a needle though my skin and now a forgien object(the ring) is livin in tha hole................hehehe


    well i must go get ready for work being that i have to be there in half an hour and i am walking

    Current Mood: aggravated
    Current Music: "the road turns into water ad then from water to sky........."
    Friday, July 6th, 2001
    9:34 am
    well lets see what is new in the world of jenn. well not too much i say. although yesterday was a great great day. i didnt have to work so i just got to chill with my friend julie baetz. it had been awhile and it was good. we also hooked up with her sister who just got back from bc and is friends with jons sister, who i beleve is still in bc?
    well we chilled uptown baby and it was good. i got a beautiful journal from words worth. it has a picture of a buddah statue in a garden on the front, i realy like it.
    unfortunatly julie had to work at 5 so we parted but i still stayed uptown and chilled all by myself, it was actually great and relaxing. i got a few beads from bead bazzare to go with my crazy turquiose stone bead i bought when i went to kensington during the weekend of pride.
    oh yes yester day i got my belly button peirced, its cute and i like it. its just a little hoop and i got too put i turquoise stone bead as the center(can u tell i like the good ol turq?)
    but any way it didnt even hurt it was just a little pinch. and plus my friend from kci melissa did it so i also got 50% off. hehe it was fun cause she was al alone and we just chated then i was like hey pierce ma belly!!!!!! hehe it was a damn good time. then i came home took a power nap then got ready to go out for dinner with my parents. but we didnt go out for dinner so i decided to cook sumfin for ma self. but unfortunatly i burnt my damned hang and it hurts.
    boh pain. my belly is a bit tender too.
    dammit janet

    but hey i got to chill with just sean lastnite and i really enjoyed myself,im hoping he would be down for a lil more chillin tonite? if so i get off worky at 10!!!! i want to see jon as well tonite, damned boys who i rarely see anymore.

    well i think it is breakfast time!!!!!!
    byeeeeeeeee

    Current Mood: calm
    Current Music: im gonna tell youu but hey you already know..........yup ANI!
    Wednesday, July 4th, 2001
    8:48 am
    well hmmm, i always have the wierd disorder where i dont know where to start my train of ramblings. i had a wierd night lastnite but a good one indeed. i worked 8-5 and work sorta sucked. but after work brie picked me up and we went and chilled with laura kyle and eric. that was fun. then kyle and i got a lil drunk and at midnight the two of us walked to waterloo park. it was cool cause we told brie to meet us at "the spot" and she did cause she and kyle where the only ones i have taken there. but anyway it waaas fun and i liked it.
    i actually have to go to worky in a bit damn ol workin 9-5. fuck im so tired. for working sunday july 1st , all the employees who worked got there names put in a draw. and there were 6 prizes and i won! hahah its a 30 dollar gift certificate to sears but it still rules.
    um im trying to think whats goin on with me but shit is fucked but im just getting away from it. well one crazy thing is kev and i are on a break. things have been tense between us and its become to crazy..........boh i dont know how to explain it but im ok with it.....


    boh work time.............
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