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LiveJournal for The Emotional Terrorist Campaign.
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Tuesday, September 10th, 2002 |
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Destroy the flesh to make art. Destroy the heart to make love. Destroy the mind to make peace. Destroy life and you destroy your self. Destroy your self to breath a new life. |
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Saturday, September 7th, 2002 |
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I just finished installing three thousand dollars of free pirated software, and now I’m in computer geek heaven, I have everything I wanted and more. Photoshop 7.0 is the best one yet I haven’t stopped playing with it since Wednesday night. Check out my new icon it’s the only picture I have of me that doesn’t look stupid; there are five layers and two pictures that I used to create what you see. I’m just fooling a round to see what I can do I would start a web page now but I really don’t have the time to do that nor the peasants. So if anyone wants a copy of what I got or something specific just let me know. I saw the best commercial just now it’s for voice stream. There’s a guy sitting in front of a ferret and a cell phone, then BAM!!! The guy reaches for the phone and simultaneously the ferret lunges and grabs on to his tongue as he text massages for help. I can’t stop laughing my ass off I hope everyone gets to see it too. It rocks out like The Traveling Wilburys<---for Alice Well I’m going back to playing with my new software so give me a call if you want to talk. |
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Wednesday, September 4th, 2002 |
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Well apartment hunting yesterday was one of the weirdest experiences that I have ever had. the first place I went to was a retirement community which was really nice, there was a lot of younger people there then I thought there would be but for $800.00 a month I’m going to have to say good bye. although the next place I went to was the one that I really want to live at but by accident I tripped the lady showing my around. she fell into a near by bush I felt really bad but I couldn’t stop laughing and neither could her assistant, and for the rest of that time she kept giving me dirty looks and her dress was ripped form the shrub. I said I was sorry but don’t think she cared so I don’t think I’m going to get that one ether; the rest of the places I looked at sucked. On a bad note my mom lost her job today so she’s really upset; I took her out to eat. But instead of eating she drank a bit too much, so my sister had to drive her home. I’m glad that she lost her job in so many words because they treated her badly and the pay sucked ass, but I know she liked what she did and that’s where I had to say sorry. Well the I found out last night that I’m am going to have to wait till the 17th to get Chuck Palahniuk new book Lullaby: A Novel so I’m going to be at Burns & Nobles early on the 17th if anyone wants to come and hang out with me your welcome to. I’m a dork I wait for stores to open all the time when something I want goes on sale the first day (i.e. videogames, toys, comics, movie tickets, and books) so I’m going to just sit and have fun. And I found out that my roof now leaks, not a good thing. |
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Monday, September 2nd, 2002 |
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1.You are Different and That is Bad 2.The Boy Who Died From Eating All his Vegetables 3.Dad’s New Wife Robert 4.Fun Four-Letter Words To Know And Share 5.Knives, Screwdrivers, and Scissors: Fun To Chase People With 6.The Kid’s Guide To Hitchhiking 7.Kathy Was So Bad Her Mom Stopped Loving Her 8.Curious George And The High Voltage Fence 9.Everyone Goes To Hell: The Means You 10.Why Does Mommy Wrestle Naked with other guys When Daddy’s at Work? 11.Some Kittens Can Fly 12.That’s It I’m Putting You Up For Adoption 13.The Magic World Inside The Refrigerator 14.The Pop-Up Book Of Human Anatomy 15.Strangers Have The Best Candy 16.1,001 Places and Holes Not To Sick Your Penis In 17.You Were An Accident 18.Pop!!! Goes The Hamster… And Other Fun Microwave Games 19.The Man In The Moon Is Actually Satan 20.Your Nightmares Are Real 21.Cannibalism: Cooking Your Friends 22.Why Can’t Mr. Fork And Mrs. Electrical Outlet Be Friends 23.Places Mommy And Daddy Hide Things 24.Daddy Drinks Because You Cry |
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Ok well work sucks as usual, and now it’s going to suck even more now that Alice is leaving. *with sad face and puppy dog eye’s* now I’ll be all alone (a plea to get her to stay) come on I’ll give you my hours Alice. Any way tomorrow I’m going to finish apartment hunting so if any one wants to go or has any suggestions give me a call I have the day off for once. Last night I went to see A Global Threat, at wills and they kicked ass. A matter of fact the entire show was really good, by far one of the best punk show I have gone to in a long time. Even if will’s was to small it was still worth going. And sorry Jackie for not saying hi but I turned around and poof you was gone. Ahhhhh I’m hungry and so I’m going to cut this short so I ‘ll get back to you all and tell you what food looks like when it comes back up! |
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Friday, August 30th, 2002 |
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A mother sits with gingerbread wrists, leaking a think dark molasses like crud oil form the ground. Slowly spreading on her apron are moist patches of crystallized sugar staining blue to black… from the daughter with gumdrop eyes. The sweet-scented air smelling of her liquorish hair and frosting skin filtering out stale pain of failure. Think of how such a happy nuclear unit ended in a meltdown that make three mile island look like a bed-and-breakfast. “Easy bake dreams and playskool laughter echo off the back of the oven." small and pink this world can be. |
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Thursday, August 29th, 2002 |
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Yeah I’m all better now that I have my computer back and running better than before so if anyone sees me on AIM feel free to drop a line. Wow I for got how much stuff I had on ebay that people had bid on so I have to send shit out tomorrow or I’m in deep shit because I need the money so that I one thing I need to do before work tomorrow. Back you normal stuff I just bought Crash - by: J.G. Ballard and well if you haven’t read any of his stuff before well then you in for a one hell of a ride so if anyone wants to bough one of his books just let me know. And I had to buy Monkey Ball 2 for gamecube after playing the first one at Dante’s so I recommend that you all check it out too. |
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Friday, August 23rd, 2002 |
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yup $2,000.96 and i'm hurting so if my student loan is going to be that much each month i think i going to try and run. but other than haveing to pay out that much money and the feeling of being thouched in a bad way i guess everything is ok. i get my computer back tomorrow during the day. sweeeet! |
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Monday, August 19th, 2002 |
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yup it is now official that i need to find two roommates that want to live with me at the place that i'm living now, or i'm going to have to have to find a place some where else. so if any one wants a tour of the place and wants to see the view come on by it's just me there all week long. last night i went out with JOAN, it's been some time since we did that but it felt good. we both work two jobs and do about fifty hours a week so it's not very ofter that i get so see her or spend more than an hour before one of us has to goto work. but every time we hang out it always crazy. so if any one wants to come see SPIKE & MIKE'S tonight with Joan, Jon, Mike, and my self just give me a call i'm off at 6. (s&m; for everyo one that doesn't know what it is: it's a bunch of sick and twisted cartoons that you will make you laugh till you pee your pants) i got a promotion to 8.50 at one job and i'm still at 6.25 at the other so i guess thats good and bad at the same time. now it's off to work 9-6 a short shift but it's work so no fun will be had |
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Thursday, August 15th, 2002 |
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a tunnel of darkness and then nothing... still in a frozen bubble of glass... ...and now is the time to liberate the lawn Gnome population! still stuck on a pub-lick computer till next week. but i saw Rasputina last night with Tierney and Alice; and well they were amazing even if they did do some covers but still it was worth the $8 dollars. then we went to Trip and Danny's and we go to see the Eliot Dance? |
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Monday, August 12th, 2002 |
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yup i'm still using a public computer. i thought that the last one was bad but this one is missing the T,D,O,and space bar. i think i'm going to blow this one up to just put it out of it's pain! the time has come to dig a hole for my hard-drive (the on that windows ME had killed) and give it a proper send off. or i could give it a Viking send off which is a lot cooler with the boat and the fire. so every one is welcome to come over and join in. and for everyone that doesn't already know that on thursday Rasputina is playing at the back booth. |
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Friday, August 9th, 2002 |
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i'm on a public computer now and it sucks. but my computer has past away instead of giving her the big toss i'm going to dig a whole and send her off the right way, so if any one wants to come for the wake just let me know. but on the good side because the computer is just a year old i get a new hard-drive for free so i'll be up and running soon. but to let you all know Windows ME (i did not put it there or even want it) was what killed my drive when i couldn't fix my comp i took her to a guy i know and he found a big virus that was in Windows ME so i get a new computer. the last three days have been fun, i got to hang out with Alice who i haven't really seen in a long time and she is one of the most hardcore,metal chicks i know . i got to meet and hang out with Tierney who is really cool ( she likes ZIM, filler Bunny, JTHM, Bjork, and she's cute too ) Tierney you kick ass for the side of good. plus i got to see four really good local bands. and sorry to every one for cutting out early last night but after falling of the scaffolding like three weeks ago my back was really hurting last night so i had to cut out. then i got home and fell up my stairs, man i suck |
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Monday, August 5th, 2002 |
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well I have a lot to talk about with every thing that’s been happening and with the plans on the venue. First: WARPED TOUR was great I got to spend that whole day with three out of the four most amazing girls I know. There were a lot of good bands and a lot of crappy bands too. Second: I’m still looking for a better location for the shop. So if anyone has a good idea or wants to know more just email me at TheRiotOrganization@hotmail.com with any questions. Third: still looking for a place to live but no luck I still need a roommate but everyone I know is all set with places to live. o well I’ll find some one I guess. And last: and month of celibacy wow I thought I would never say that damn. That look a lot but I feel good not to sure if it will stick but I’m going to try. I picked up the new AND YOU WILL KNOW US BY THE TRAIL OF DEAD… CD and it’s really good everyone should pick it up or I can burn it for ya too. |
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Sunday, July 28th, 2002 |
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The last month has left me lifeless. I work fifty-four hours a week at two jobs and I find myself wanting to runaway to and easier life. But that’s how I ended up here in Florida, the last thing I need is to runaway again. Since I’ve moved here I have made friends with several people that I will take with me everywhere I go but also messed up a lot of friendships that I wish I hadn’t and I’m sorry to everyone that I have hurt with my insensitive babble. For the last two weeks I have been looking for a new place to live but I can’t find a roommate and all the people I trust already have roommates or live faraway; living alone is something that I already know doesn’t work. And where I’m living know I have two weeks to move out and then I’m in trouble. I have a free ticket to ZAO because Jeremy can’t go and Joan doesn’t like music that yells at her. So if anyone wants to go with me just let me know |
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Tuesday, July 23rd, 2002 |
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Saturday, July 20th, 2002 |
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yup that’s me… a vampire trapped in the body of a stuff doll for all eternity![]() Which Lenore Character Are You? |
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Monday, July 1st, 2002 |
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where to start this journey but I guess the beginning is a logical place to start. Late Saturday night I drove to Gainesville to spend the rest of the weekend with Sarah. I had arrived at her house really late because, I suck with directions and got lost but I made it she came to the door in her little red pajamas so I took it that I was really late, anyway we talk for hours until the sun was starting to rise. We both feel a sleep around the same time (it’s ok that you twitched, doesn’t really bother me) but as we all know mark doesn’t sleep to long because of bad nightmares although that night I felt really comfortable and slept longer than I have in some time. Around one or two we woke up and went down to Leonardo’s this little hardcore pizza place and had some of the best pizza I have ever had. From there Sarah showed me a lot of Gainesville, which was really cool because it was my first time there. She took me to Devils Millhopper (or how ever it’s spelled) an for the first time since I moved here about two and a half years ago I saw some beauty in this flat state. Form there we went back to her house and watched Donnie Drako (I know that you love that film that’s why I brought it) this was a round five. Sarah and I left for Common Grounds around eight-thirty to see Pilot to gunner and Jets To Brazil. Both bands where incredible Pilot to gunner was on first and they where great this was the first that I have heard of them but they were really good and I recommend that everyone go and pick the CD up; then Jets To Brazil took the stage and brought the house almost to tears, don’t get me wrong I love JTB but Indie-Rock “EMO” is almost tear-jerking music. But the set was amazing even if the place that they were playing at was really small a lot of the new stuff good but you can’t beat the classics. The show was over by eleven forty-five (time to go back and watch Adult Swim) so we left and on the ride back to the house we talked and I agree with you all the way Sarah but you know that when your ready I’ll be here and I’m not going anywhere. It was really cool to find out that Sarah likes Adult Swim, which is really cool because I’m a geek, and addicted to cartoons and to share that was nice. I left around eleven this morning because I had a voice mail saying that if I wanted to get paid for two hours of work I had to be back by one. I felt shitty leaving that early so I walked in to where you where sleeping and I kissed your forehead and said good by but I guess you didn’t hear me. But I hope you found the sloppily written letter sorry Sarah but writing on paper is not my strongest point. But I made two hundred dollars for two hours of work so now I can make the trip to see you about 25 times hahaha yeah I’m not really funny. But today’s math question is Q: A beautiful women that’s very special to me + a small Jet to Brazil + new and exciting look at an old craves in the earth's crust =??? A: the best time off my life |
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ah that was along lonely trip but it was worth it but i have to go i'm getting pay 200.00 to set up lighting for a gig at a club tonight. so gutta run i'll tell you all about the trip: a very Beautiful Women that’s very special to me + a small Jet to Brazil + new and exciting look at an old craves in the earth's core = the best time off my life |
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Thursday, June 27th, 2002 |
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The all mighty u.s. government has struck a again but it was only the pledge of allegiance this time. It’s neither the first nor the last time that they have decided to change pledge of allegiance because of offending someone’s beliefs or religion. Today was the last straw if one more person comes up to me and thinks they’re offending me by calling me a communist or a liberal, or what ever they think appropriate. then all I have to say to you is “grow up and open you eyes” because I stand up for what I feel is right even if someone else thinks I’m wrong. Always with the hate and fear of what you don’t understand. |
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LiveJournal for The Emotional Terrorist Campaign.
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