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Darkness she holds me Clutches me to her breast She smothers me I cannot breathe, I cannot see I scream and no one hears I scream and no one answers I claw at my prison Nothing, my body frozen She devours me As the end draws near I grasp at my salvation When light dawns I cannot receive its warmth It cannot save me |
![]() Saturday, November 2nd, 2002 |
6:11 am | Argh... this has suddenly become _so_ not worth it. |
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So... the slave collar Tri and I were eyeing cost USD$25. But neither of liked the heart charm, so we asked if they could change the charm to a cross. They said sure, and apparently the crosses will add another $15 to the collar. And apparently shipping will be _another_ $25! Okay, I don't know about you, but paying USD$65 for a collar I originally thought was going to cost me $25 is not high on my list of 'Dumb things to do before I die.' |
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![]() Friday, November 1st, 2002 |
9:00 pm | Also randomly... |
I _must_ have this CM! *shakes computer* |
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8:50 pm | Randomly... |
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The lyrics "Dou~~~~shite... daremo ina-i ko~~~no heya de..." rolls really nicely off the tongue. I kept singing just that line today LOL. Urk. Noah followed by Ares. |
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8:48 pm | o.O |
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It looks like I'm back to Otago. One of my lecturers was telling me that a 2+1 program to Australia is a rather scary idea, since we've only learned one semester of Research Methods, while they've studied Research Methods every semester for two years. Apparently not a very good choice unless I'm looking for a year of utter hell to do better than pass, never mind make it into the Honours list. So I decided to look at the US universities. Bemidji's 3+1 program is cheaper than Otago's 1+2, but the problem is that the American degrees are more liberal arts than Psychology, and require me to take a whole bunch of general electives. And the Psychology subjects I've already done wouldn't be worth squat credit-wise, so that idea would wind up wasting me money instead of saving it. Gwar. Australia does have a 1+2 program, but that's in Queensland university, which is 20,000 dollars more expensive than Otago, so I might as well go to Otago. ^^;; And lookie. I just got an e-mail telling me my application to Otago has been successful ^^;; I need a CGPA of 2.7 or higher by the end of all this. That reminds me. A whole bunch of us spied a list of the 20 psychology majors with the top CGPAs, and the 20th person had a CGPA of 3.67. I have a CGPA of 3.66. My mom thought it was a shame LOL. One of my classmates is in there whoo! And the top scorer has a CGPA of 4.0. o.O;; My lecturer had a CGPA of 4.0 for her degree *sweatdrop* And a 3.9 for her Masters. WhooOoo... My CGPA is probably going to go down a bit this semester. -_-; I hate PR, class is so boring and it's a chore to drag myself to college for class. And I know I can't be fuckered to do well in a class I can't stand. |
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![]() Thursday, October 31st, 2002 |
9:36 pm | Randomly... |
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Ares scared the crap out of me when I woke up at 5am this morning. | ||
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9:29 pm | Ugh. |
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I'm also due for a workout tonight, but I'm still feeling the effects of my workout in my arm and chest from two days ago. Crap. Reminder to self: massage and stretch muscles day after workout so that next workout can proceed as planned. | ||||
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9:28 pm | Foocha! |
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I was listening to Gackt on my discman today, when one of my guy friends asked to listen to it. I think he and my other girl friend who was sitting with us were intrigued that they could hear violins, and she asked if it really was. ^^ I don't remember which song was playing because... hell Gackt has violins on a lotta songs. They asked who it was and I just told them it was some Japanese artist. So this guy asked if he could listen to it. So I let him listen to Rain and Leeca. He liked muchly. :P He wanted to listen to Kono Daremo Inai Heya De but his phone rang lol. Randomly, why is the title 'Kono Daremo Inai Heya De' but he sings 'daremo inai kono heya de'? And they both apparently translate to 'in this empty room'. Eh? |
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![]() Wednesday, October 30th, 2002 |
11:48 pm | Randomly, I love this song. |
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Nine Inch Nails - Sin -------------------------------- you give me the reason you give me control i gave you my purity my purity you stole did you think i wouldn't recognize this compromise am i just too stupid to realize stale incense old sweat and lies lies lies it comes down to this your kiss your fist and your strain it gets under my skin within take in the extent of my sin you give me the anger you give me the nerve carry out my sentence well i get what i deserve i'm just an effigy to be defaced to be disgraced your need for me has been replaced and if i can't have everything well then just give me a taste it comes down to this your kiss your fist and your strain it gets under my skin within take in the extent of my sin |
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11:43 pm | *chokes* |
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Okay, I understand that as the webmistress of a Weiss Kreuz page, you want to say that you love the boys, but I think "One great anime" is serious whitewashing. I love the boys, and I think the premise is just darn cute, but the animation was horrendous at times and so was the plot. | ||||
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11:11 pm | AAAAAARGH. |
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Fine. I'm not annoyed in such an extreme manner that I'm screeching or pulling my hair out. But I am annoyed enough that I don't feel like doing anything, because I'm just so. GRAR. Every fucking night one of us (my mom, my brother or me) will get a call from him asking us to open the door for him. And it fucking pisses me off because it's so dumb that he doesn't have his own set of keys and is so goddamn lazy to do so. See, his set of keys accidentally got tossed onto the rat glue. Don't ask me why he thinks something that smells so strongly of some very foul chemical would attract rats. It doesn't work anyway. That was oh... a good month or two back? Me: Get a new set of keys! Him: I just need to clean the old set. Me: So clean it! Him: I need to buy kerosene. Me: SO BUY IT! Him: I will, I will. And it fucking PISSES me off that he could take such a nonchalant attitude, and he doesn't even sound the least bit fucking sheepish that he's making me go downstairs and open the door for him night after night. He'll call me on my cellphone and bloody SINGSONG "open the door for me please?" and then when I come downstairs and hand him the keys without even looking at him, SINGSONG "thank you!" like I actually enjoy this stupid trip up and down and it's all some stupid game. He just does NOT take into account whether we're being inconvenienced, or whether or not we like to provide this butler service, or if it's such a FUCKING dumb thing that he won't get his bloody kerosene (which is only an idea!) or get his fucking keys! For fuck's sake, how hard can making duplicates be?! We go out for dinner every Saturday night. He's got Saturday AND Sunday to make duplicates. But no, no no, I will buy kerosene because it _might_ take the glue off. The fuck? |
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7:49 pm | Boopdeboodoop. |
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What shall Cammy do today? Cammy has finished her assignment that is due tomorrow. Cammy has finished the powerpoint presentation for her group's rehearsal tomorrow. Cammy is *gasp* not in the mood to watch or listen to Gaku, considering that she spent the entire day doing that. Cammy is waiting for paranoct-san to come back online. Cammy is bored, yo. Give the poor girl some suggestions. Ones that do not include the words 'Go masturbate'. |
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7:39 pm | Blargh. |
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I felt nauseated half of today too. The car ride was almost unbearable. >_< I attended a seminar of what to expect when we go overseas and how to adjust and stuff like that. Really interesting stuff ^^; Although... the pictures of infected penii and libia were just really gross. He was telling us stuff like "Keep the lights on, at least for the first time!" LOL Interesting self-defence moves. Hm. Tasers and pepper spray. Er, gaining weight in the first semester LOL. It was really funny because a lot of the slides had pictures of himself, and this was probably like... up to a decade ago? So he looked really young *snerks* Every time a picture of him came up the entire class was in hysterics. He showed us a picture of him making the 'snow angel' pose *giggles* Apparently it was his birthday and he wanted to do something really dumb. @_@ More serious stuff, like racial and nationality discrimination and all that. Safety at night, like contacting campus police and stuff. Mmm... And since I've come home I haven't opened Winamp. Prolly because I had my headphones on the entire day in college. And for some reason Leeca is still playing in my head. |
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9:43 am | I don't get... |
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Why they have to layer in applause at the beginning and end of the performances. It's so obvious it's fake, and there's no audience. I mean... is _anyone_ fooled into thinking there is an audience? If there were the camera would pan out once in a while to show their adoring fans screaming their heads off. *was watching Penicillin perform Romance live on some TV show* It's not just that performance, I've heard it on others but I just happened to be watching that one so. ^_^; |
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![]() Tuesday, October 29th, 2002 |
10:39 pm | Oh God. |
Now I feel too sick to bathe. I feel like I'll puke if I stand up. [Edit: And the fact that my brother and his friends are smoking and that I've run out of tobacco-scent neutralizer isn't helping any.] |
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10:33 pm | Oh ugh. |
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See, this is why I should not do crunches on a stomach full of water. *turns green* Randomly... am very disappointed with myself. I used to do 5-10 sets of 20 crunches each workout, but this time even halfway through my first set I couldn't get my upper back off the floor. T.T Bleh. Managed to make it through my workout, but now I'm all nauseated and sweaty. |
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9:31 pm | BWAHAHAHAH! |
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*cough* Why yes, I'm reading the newest CSI Gil stops Emergency Backup David by pointing out that he's got a hair in the knot. Whoever manages to untie that knot and get the hair out will rule over all of Asia. "Fifty-one weeks in your hometown, with nothing but average-sized people. I have to fit a lifetime into this week. We all do. Business connections, gambling, romance..." She turns to walk off, narrowing missing the rain of anvils that began falling the minute she opened her mouth. |
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9:22 pm | Naaaaaaaaaaarg. |
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I forgot. I don't have the rest of the night off. I went to the gym on Sunday, so I'm due for a workout tonight. Blargh. -_-; | ||||
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9:17 pm | Social Psych. lecturer... |
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He told me he noticed that I'm 'very observant'. o.O I was like, buh? Because I'm... really blur. I don't notice half the things that go on around me. He said he meant I notice a lot about my surroundings. I suppose he means when I noticed the off-color pillar, and the phone cord width, and the hole in the ceiling of every one of the girls' bathrooms, and that box of goodness knows what lying in the corner of his room. Which brings me to a question. Why does nobody notice that there is a hole right above the two cubicles in each of the women's bathrooms? I asked around, and people are like, there is? *wobbly eyes* And another question. What the hell are plasticine (sp?), empty syringe needle protectors, metal weights, a large bottle of some chemical and a box of... damnit... some plastic thingy doing in the same box? Moop. Want a bath. It's way too cold to wash my hair. But I need to. Moop! And because Vai has just taught me the proper spelling... fffrrrnfffrrrn! Yee! |
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9:06 pm | Moopbedooboop! |
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It appears that Cammy has finished her assignment early. Whee! Which means I have the rest of the night off nyakakaka. And... I have a seminar to attend at 12, but if I follow my mother I'll be there at 7. -_-;; I could bring my discman again. I would say, hey, I could go to the lab and send myself more APA journals for my references, but I did that today. Hopefully I will get my Research Methods lab report done by Sunday. FRNNNN... I have not done inferential stats for Abnormal Psych. This is not a good thing, considering I need to hand it in to my tutor next Friday. I will talk to my lecturer at my Research Methods assessment and ask her about it. Frnnfrnn. Am way too sleepy for 9pm. I wanted to watch. Something. I don't know what but I wanna. Gaku? Nic? Hakuei? Porn? *snerks* |
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6:36 pm | *cough* |
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I may have gotten out of my Abnormal Psych. presentation on Saturday. *glares at computer* Have feature article to type out. Cammy is not a happy otaku. |
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![]() Monday, October 28th, 2002 |
10:49 pm | *cough* |
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I apologize to all my unsuspecting LJ friends for posting 14 times today (15 counting this one) ^^; | ||
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10:47 pm | Poison... |
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You're like poison Like a blinding mist Like a veil of hate At first I embrace you I love you I crave you But you don't want me And you don't need me Yet you delight in your games You smile as I sneer You rejoice as I hate And your fingers creep into all I hold dear ------ Yeah. Extremely sleepy brain fart. Me, that is. Not my brain fart. |
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10:39 pm | Hee. |
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One of the more amusing things today. In PR class, we were reading about the media blitz Pepsi launched after an elderly couple 'found' a syringe in a can. When it was all done and over, they had this advert. that had these words on it: "Pepsi Announces That It Has Found... ... Nothing." Heehee. |
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10:37 pm | Am procrastinating way too much... |
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With three deadlines this week. Wednesday I have to hand up a magazine outline, 4 recipes (don't ask) and my feature article with Lewis. Reminder to self: Check out magazines at CPA to see how feature articles on drummers are written. Thursday I have to hand in my finalized list of questions for a mock interview. There wasn't much to correct, since I'd already thought up the correct (surprisingly) solutions before going to see her. ^^; So that's done. Friday I have to hand in my Abnormal Psychology movie review. I'm... almost done with it. I just need to type up the 'proof that this serial killer is organized' thing for Copycat, which I can do blindfolded and with one arm tied behind my back, so I'm not in too much of a rush. XD And I want to hand in my Abnormal Psychology lab report to my tutor a week before it's due , which is.... next Friday. Yessum, methinks I'd better buck up and start... tomorrow. |
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9:35 pm | Oh ew... |
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Gaku, can't you be poetic without writing about... writing with your own amputated finger like it was a piece of chalk? ... Don't answer that. Booooooooooored yo. -_-; |
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