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    Sunday, June 30th, 2002
    4:15 pm
    Tuesday, June 25th, 2002
    7:10 pm
    In Switzerland
    Hey... I am in Montreaux... where Freddie Mercury used to live, there is a statue of him down by the lake. Great town. But I have seriously started to miss home. Need to see my friends, really need to see William. Somebody email me. Tell me what is going on back home!
    Wednesday, June 19th, 2002
    7:25 pm
    Hallo von München!
    I am in München right now and having a fabulous time! Best beer I have ever tasted, and really this country is a carnivors paradise. The boys are really cute, methinks I must go hunting *evil grin*...

    Current Mood: bouncy
    Current Music: German Techno
    Sunday, June 16th, 2002
    11:48 pm
    shame shame shame
    I was wrong. he did call. i am so bipolar. Leaving for germany in the morning. Kit guys! Love you all. If you send me emails and stuff, I may bring you chocolate back from Switzerland!!!! Hint hint hint!
    Wednesday, June 12th, 2002
    11:31 am
    Ain't we got Fun?
    Yesterday was Mommie's Birthday, and John's Birthday. Went out with my parents to celebrate, which was fun... then I got them to drop me off at Mythique so I could go see juan. Funny... I told them why I was going. They weren't to happy, but they didn't stop me, and I haven't heard anything else about it...
    So, went to Mythique... that was cool. William, Andrew, and Annie showed up... and I met a whole bunch of people I had never met before who were all really nice... Gave John a happy Birthday Sarah-backrub. Then William massaged my hands, mmmm... then John came and gave me a back rub, I forgot how good he is at that. I really prefer his to Kent's (Juan, don't you tell Kent I said that!)... so, I felt all pampered and shit and then we sang happy birthday to Juan and then we left. Googles was annoyed that we didn't get to leave sooner, and to tell the truth so was I. I really needed to get to sleep as did he (actually he needed to a whole lot more than I did).
    I made him call me when he got home (as I always do to make sure that he survives the drive home) and I asked him if he was ok, because he sounded really annoyed and he was saying that it was nothing, it had nothing to do with me, and that he would just sleep it off and be fine. And I asked him if he was sure... and he got all snippity with me and was all "Yes. But I'm not going to be able to sleep it off unless I get off of the phone..."
    So I was like fine, bye. And hung up. Then i called him back two minutes later to tell him not to take his frustrations out on me because I am trying to fucking help him. He didn't really have a response so I hung up on him again. I am annoyed. He always does that. Pisses me off. anywho. Other than that, the evening was quite enjoyable.

    Current Mood: blah
    Current Music: Devil's Haircut, Beck
    Sunday, June 9th, 2002
    10:45 pm
    A new Sickness
    I have started reading Isis' online journal, it is really wierd. She talks about the things that her and William had together and it is all very strange, becuase in reading the journal you can actually see that they had nothing together (that combined with his version of the relationship only strengthens that) and then you realize how sad and delusional she is. It is really very wierd. I am so glad that I don't live in a dream world and think that I have relationships with people that I don't even have relationships with. I have made the decision not to make my presense known on her journal, because, quite frankly, I don't want her to be reading mine.
    I had my recital today, I think thta it went well. William said that I did beautifully as usual. That made me feel good. Actually everyone seemed to be very complimentary of it.
    Anywho. Williams gift should be coming in soon, I hope he likes it. I feel so fat. I can't wait to get to the gym tomorrow morning. Oh God.
    I saw Henri today. God I miss seeing him. He is soo sweet.
    Anyway, I should go to bed.

    What the hell is a Bolverk?

    Current Mood: calm
    Current Music: The Strokes
    Wednesday, June 5th, 2002
    1:39 pm
    Monkey Pies
    I have a date tonight woohoo... I hope I get some... anywho... I just went to the gym, I do that five days a week now! I smell funny.
    1:18 am
    Tuesday, June 4th, 2002
    1:36 am
    Squeegee
    I just ordered my baby's birthday present. I spent way too much money, but he is worth it... even though I still haven't gotten a gift from him. Anywho...
    I miss my buds in Europe, I am glad to hear that they are having fun. I am actually going to be going to germany and Switzerland from June 17th to July 4th. With my WHOLE family. Funness. woohoo...
    I love William.
    I am scared of it though.
    I don't want to screw this up and I have already come sooo close. anyway I should go to sleep.
    Wednesday, May 29th, 2002
    6:06 pm
    I don't care about anything, and I love EVERYBODY, now Lick my eyelids!
    I have graduated! And I am also 18! Wahoo! I kick ass. I love William so much. His is wonderfulifericus. My grandma is the devil! Anywho. More later

    Current Mood: bouncy
    Current Music: The sounds of Corky Romano (damn it sucks)
    Sunday, May 26th, 2002
    5:28 pm
    Eeee!
    Granulation is tomorrow. I am so excited! Things have been going soo well these past few days. I spent the entire day at the thompsons yesterday. Prom was Friday and William looked beautiful. I love him soo much. He is so sexy.
    anywho. that's about it.

    Which Season are you?



    Which era in time are you?
    Wednesday, May 22nd, 2002
    4:58 pm
    Tuesday, May 21st, 2002
    4:55 pm
    Saturday, May 18th, 2002
    11:49 pm
    Wednesday, May 15th, 2002
    5:12 pm
    A Picture Perfect Afternoon
    Sitting on the lawn, munching potato salad and sipping on a nectar cream snowball with all of my fellow NOCCA graduates while "Penny Lane" soars over our heads. And then we really knew what a blue suburban sky was. I think this is as good as it gets.

    Current Mood: content
    Current Music: A Mix of various asundry sentimental songs
    Tuesday, May 14th, 2002
    3:17 pm
    Some quizzes



    Find your emotion!




    Who are YOU most like?






    You are 10% evil! [?]


    That's right! You're the meekest of the meek! You're the least amount evil! The philosophy in ying and yang is that no one person can be completely good or completely evil, but you're pretty close to complete, goodie-two-shoes!


    Which Kiss are You?

    Which Kiss Are You?





    Take the "How slutty are you" Test


    created by sami
    Monday, May 13th, 2002
    4:50 pm
    ME BE COOL

    If I were a Dead Russian Composer, I would be Dmitri Shostakovich!

    I am a shy, nervous, unassuming, fidgety, and stuttery little person who began composing the same year I started music lessons of any sort. I wrote the first of my fifteen symphonies at age 18, and my second opera, "Lady Macbeth of the Mtsensk District," when I was only 26. Unfortunately, Stalin hated the opera, and put me on the Enemy Of The People List for life. I nevertheless kept composing the works I wanted to write in private; some of my vocal cycles and 15 string quartets mock the Soviet System in notes. And I somehow was NOT killed in the process! And Harry Potter(c) stole my glasses and broke them!

    Who would you be? Dead Russian Composer Personality Test

    Sunday, May 12th, 2002
    9:12 pm
    A Walk in the Park
    Yesterday I went out with William. We went and had lunch together at Cafe Rani and then I took him into one of those silly little nick-nack shops and we looked at decadent picture frames and such. After milling around his basement and being introduced to his old, ratty, but wonderful Snoopy doll we decided to go to the park. We wandered around in the trees and he told me how adorable I am. And I took off my shoes and wandered around the grass. Eventually we ended up on our backs looking up at the sky. Then things got serious.
    We started talking about our relationship and what will happen when I go off to school next year. And I told him that I am scared of him making a decision about going into a commited/monogamous relationship, because I am the completely impractical choice for such a decision. And I was on the verge of tears when I told him that I just care about him soo much. And he just sat there looking at me and said that he had cared about me for years, he had watched me grow up... and then I said, but no... I love you. And he was silent. And I shook his shoulders and said "SAY SOMETHING." And he rubbed his nose against mine, whispered "I don't have to say anything" and then he kissed me "But, I love you just the same".
    Thursday, May 9th, 2002
    6:30 pm
    Done done done
    I am done. It's all done. No more school. No more recital (for a grade that is, I have my fun one in June). No more assignments... ah sweet relief. Just graduation and the singing of the National Anthem at that. Ahhh happiness.
    Sunday, April 28th, 2002
    4:07 pm
    The Little Green Pills
    I am leaving.
    I don't know when (if ever) I'm coming back.
    What does one do with the relationships that they have gone about cultivating their entire lives once they leave? I have spent a lot of time and effort on my relationships with not only people like William but also all of my other really good friends and even my family. How do I leave behind my life's work? Is starting over what I have to do? That sounds so hard.
    I love my clan.
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