Saturday, September 7th, 2002
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current music: Forever In A Day- The Starting Line
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Wednesday, September 4th, 2002
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6:07 pm - Hair.
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just got home from nayos.weight training today.woot.talk about a good fucking workout.it was nice.now i feel all good about myself and stuff.after skewl i went home with nayomi.do do do.eat shit there.called iggy.spoke to him for a while.he has my lunch 2morrow.yay!.well anyway.i get to wear nayos polo and convies 2morrow. ::happy dance::
pep rally today.wow.how funn.jorge looked so cute.
ay.im tiredd.oh yeah.i havent seen hott ref boy lately.sniff.
I HEART MY BOOBIES.
current mood:  exhausted
current music: Hey Ska- Suicide Machines
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Monday, September 2nd, 2002
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6:15 pm - Happy.
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BaddDiaryD ays (5:28:51 PM): i really need to carry around condoms.heh.
Spaghetti Boxers (5:29:24 PM): lol yes you do!
Spaghetti Boxers (5:29:39 PM): but when you buy them.. get the right kind ;-)
BaddDiaryD ays (5:29:52 PM): lol.which would be?
BaddDiaryD ays (5:29:55 PM): lubricated?
Spaghetti Boxers (5:30:05 PM): yeah.. but not the life styles ones
Spaghetti Boxers (5:30:10 PM): we got the one kind before
BaddDiaryD ays (5:30:24 PM): life styles to expensive. :P
BaddDiaryD ays (5:30:26 PM): trojan.
Spaghetti Boxers (5:30:50 PM): exactly :-)
BaddDiaryD ays (5:31:22 PM): little ciera.
Spaghetti Boxers (5:31:25 PM): for some reason i can picture u buying the orange happy faces kind :P
BaddDiaryD ays (5:31:28 PM): ::shakes head::
BaddDiaryD ays (5:31:30 PM): rofl
BaddDiaryD ays (5:31:33 PM): probably.
Spaghetti Boxers (5:31:39 PM): lol those are kewl
lol.she makes me laugh.
Spaghetti Boxers (6:01:32 PM): i dunno if its only me.. but i feel comfortable talking to you again.. and its really kewl
that made my day.heh.maybe we can over come all the stupid fights.i mean.i noe we will.
current mood:  nerdy
current music: Rocket Man- Me First and the Gimmie Gimmies
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3:49 pm - Amused.
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gotta love long weekends.well i did my hw.so yesh.having funn with the "crew".lol.im gonna throw away more clothes.im so tired of having tons and tons of it.i love giving it away.heh.makes me happy.
do do do.
gonna go call nayomi.tell her to come over.and tell her that im going to her house after skewl tuesday.
well.dydy be out. :)
"heeeyyy, so baby how about we cuddle?"- Dingy
current mood:  silly
current music: Above Me- Rufio
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Sunday, September 1st, 2002
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9:25 pm - Pole.
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blah.needed to put a pic or something up.if my deadjournal has it.then you should 2. :)
dydy be out. :P
current mood:  accomplished
current music: The Rascal King- Mighty Mighty Bosstones
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1:59 pm - Wowwy Zowwy.
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last nite.was eh.intervesting.i dont really feel like typing about the whole "fight" thing.it was stupid as hell.sigh.
well anywho.i hadd a smoothie.i was quite happy.took lipgloss.yummy.i wasnt gonna pay for it.blah.i went with sydney to sp.heh.i heart syd. <3 lesbian adventures.
lets see.mina,line,gabi,ryan,albert,emily,steph,david l.,hott ref kidd and i dunno who else was there.it was a funn nite.
i just found my hot rod circuit cd. ::happy dance::
i lost my juliana theory cd.fucking stupid dydy.
i need to buy tampons and condoms.blah.im so lazy i dont wanna go anywhere.i was suppose to see lara today?
i aunno.she hasnt called.and im not calling for shit.
i was talking to ciera last nite.i wonder if things will ever be the same.hopefully we can fix things.too much on the line.
i have hw to do.blah.i shall do it later on.
i wanna do something tomorrow.hmph.we shall see.
i forgot how much i loved hot rod circuit.
well anywho.im gonna go enjoy my cd.goooooobye.
current mood:  drained
current music: Hot Rod Circuit
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Thursday, August 29th, 2002
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6:42 pm - Froom.
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yawn.so me and lara bear got into somewhat of an argument.it was all me.heh.i got into my really pissy mood.and yeah.i was telling her how i dont like telling people why im upset when i am.i like thinking things through and then speaking.i dont noe.it makes things better for me.then elbaum pissed me off.woot.how nice is that.two people in a row.go dydy.
gonna get my schedule changed tomorrow.
i went to nayos house after skewl today.she did my hair. <3
we hadd so much fucking pizza.im never eating again.well lets see.i saw a picture of sean.natalies boyfriend.natalie being nayos sister.well hes not ugly.but hah.his brother.::runs and hides::
im happy about my hair.heh.
my mommy lost 17 pounds.proud of her.
so far no bitchy teachers.but i hear my geometry teacher is a bitch.they say when she gets angry she talks to the wall.meep.
ah.i be bored and tired.tonight im going to sleep sometime before 10:30.
oh yeah.mtv awards tonight.how funn.blah.
good day.
current mood:  thirsty
current music: Im Real- The Starting Line
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Wednesday, August 28th, 2002
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10:21 pm - Lara.
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6:47 pm - Gables.
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gables started monday.it actually feels nice.i like the people im around.and i enjoy being at the school.woot.well me and ciera have decided to just take a break but not loose the friendship.its a good idea.i mean who noes more about me than ciera?
lara and boan are doing really good.im happy for her.its about time she got over the asshole of gumby.im still waiting for the day i can kick that guys ass.heh.
french klass is nice.though i hate standing up and speaking.yeah its my fourth year.but here i am in a class in which i only know alastair and kota.and kotas leaving that class because of course they put her at the wrong level.poor koty.she has no clue what we are saying.though its all beg. shit.but we have a kewl teacher.and kota doesnt really have to do anything.lucky hoe.the guy i was working with messed up.i guess he cant do the whole random french thing.nice guy though.16 or so.everyone in there is older.sucks for me.
saturday im taking my traffic law course.how funn.four fucking hours of rambling."dont drink and drive".ah.well at least ill get my restricted on time.::happy dance::
hott kids been paying attention to me.kota saw him today.and she agrees.hes hott.except he cant speak english.grr.why me huh?
my biology teacher is horrible.stoopid sub.and we have him for 6 weeks.
me and thomas la madrid had to sit with this guy jorge (on the cheerleading squad and openly gay. <3 ) well anyway.me and thomas laughed so fucking much.it was actually nice to get moved.well anyway.this guy was talking about how he likes guys who shoot from here to there.hah.and globs! oh man.cant forget the globs.and he likes people to pee on him.but thomas told me he was playing and did it just to fuck with me.but hes a kewl guy.gotta love them cheerleading boys.haha.
theres this guy named "cookie" in our klass.wut type of name is cookie? ah.well jorge thinks hes cute.and he sorta is.but hes friends with peter.he thinks hes "punk rock" and has anarchy on his book bag.there went the cuteness. :P
peters not kewl.i just dont like that kidd.and wow.i can make a fucking list.i feel kinda badd about writing this.but i mean.i tried being nice to him at some point.but meh.
hes a fucking fitch bitch. :)
well anyway.i think ive written enough.ill be writting in it more often i think.
good day.
current mood:  artistic
current music: Why Doesn't Anybody Like Me?- No Use For A Name
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Thursday, August 22nd, 2002
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2:09 pm - Trauma.
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so i decided to start writting in this journal again.do do do.me and ciera arent on the best of terms.we need time apart.who noes.well im excited about gables.it was so nice seeing people.heh.and i remember thinking.oh great.its carver all over again.but i was looking at it.and its people i enjoy being with.i look back at carver.and yes even with all its drama i loved it.same goes for ponce.
i wanna go out tonight.we shall see wut happens.i got my locker in the 700 hall.sharing it with kiki.we have to make it pretty.:P its right across from the 500 and it seems as though everyone has a locker in the 500.so yesh.
gables messed up my schedule.this always happens to me.at ponce i was in the wrong klasses for a week.hopefully gables doesnt take that long to fix my crap.
i miss nayomi.once she comes back my life is perfect.that childd keeps me together. :P i better have one klass with her.but i noe i wont because her dumbass doesnt take honors.grr.
i have this kick ass exit sign.took it from skewl.haha.but while trying to stick it in my bagg i broke my lipp.stoopid dydy.but its spiffy.im making my dad put it over my door.well im gonna go watch tv.good day.
current mood: accomplished
current music: Kiss Me, Diss Me- Homegrown
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Wednesday, June 26th, 2002
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6:12 pm - Poof.
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gasp.dydy has a lj. :) well anywho.thanks to paige for the code.i really do need to stop IMing random people.but i was going through her journal.and wow.she has really nice lipps.i remember talking to david about lipps.and hers are just bootyful.well im gonna delete cherryredwhore on dj.and just leave this one and sikoticdingyxx on dj.
When was the last time you ...
Smiled?: few min. ago
Laughed?: im laughing now. :)
Cried?: yesterday.
Bought something?: today.
Danced?: about an hour ago.i was on the fone with nayo. :)
Were sarcastic?: sheesh.im sarcastic all the time.
Kissed someone?: saturday.
Talked to an ex?: hmph.yesterday i think.
Watched your favorite movie?: a couple of months.
Had a nightmare?: about a month ago.
A Last time for everything.......
Last book you read: the naked communist.
Last movie you saw: big daddy.
Last song you heard: sellout.
Last thing you had to drink: water.
Last time you showered: tuesday.
Last thing you ate: kosher hot dogs.
---Body---
1. What do you most like about your body?: my eyes?
2. And least?: everything.
3. How many fillings do you have?: 1
4. Do you think you're good looking?: rofl.
5. Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking?: occasionally.
6. Do you look like any celebrities?: annie.lol.
-- Fashion --
1. Do you wear a watch?: yesh.i heart it.
2. How many coats and jackets do you own?: a lot, mostly hoodies.
3. Favorite pants/skirt color?: dark blue.
4. Most expensive item of clothing?: shoes and pants.
5. What kind of shoes do you wear?: depends.
6. Describe your style in one word: dydy.
-- Your Friends --
1. Do your friends 'know' you?: a few.
2. What do they tend to be like?: i heart my friends.
3. Are there traits in you that are universally liked?: not sure.
4. How many people do you tell everything to?: 3.
-- Music/TV/Film/Books --
1. Favorite band ever?: the ataris.
2. Most listened to bands: ataris,hot rod circuit..i dunno.
3. Do you find any musicians good-looking?: oh yeah.drools.
4. Can you play an instrument?: yesh.
5. Type of music most listened to?: emo.
6. Type never listened to?: hmph.goth crap.
7. Favorite book?: anthem.the giver.
-- Religion --
1. Do you detest religion?: no.
2. How do you think this universe was formed?: bloomp.
3. If you currently follow a religion, do you think people who belong to another religion are ignorant?: dont follow one.
4. If you were in a hostage situation, and you were given a choice, to either praise the demon they follow or die, what would you choose?: die.
-- Homosexuality --
1. What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands?: actually i picture them having sexx.heh.
2. Do you detest homosexuality?: nope.
3. Do you agree or disagree with gay or lesbian couples bringing up children?: sexuality has nothing to do with bringing up a kidd, but it may not be the best thing.
-- General Questions --
1. Whom do you believe is the smartest man alive at the moment?: shrugs.
2. What do you prefer, a sunny or rainy day?: rainy.
3. Do you consider yourself lucky?: sometimes.
4. Do you feel pity for people who commit suicide?: yesh.
5. Choose one word to describe how you feel most often: OUCH.
1. Do you own any plaid clothing?: no
2. Do you own Converse shoes?: yes.
3. Do you own Saucony shoes?: no
4. Do you own old school Nikes?: yes.
5. Do you wear tight pants? yes.
6. Is there more than one zipper in your pants?: no
7. Do you know what a squatter flap is?: nope.
8. Do you own a messenger bag?: yes.
9. Do you wear your messenger bag across your chest?: yesh.
10. Do you own braces?: yesh. :(
11. Are braces worn anywhere besides the mouth?: if you want.
12. Do you have short, shaggy hair?: nah.
13. Does your hairstyle exceed a height of 3 inches?: nope.
14. Would you classify your hair as a deadly weapon?: at times.
15. Do you think mohawks are "neat"?: some.except davids.ew.
16. Is your hair black or red?: red/orange.and i was born with it 2. :)
17. Do you have a favorite brand of hair dye?: nope.
18. Do you own a bandana?: yesh.
19. Do you wear plugs in your ears?: nope.
20. Are you amused by safety pins?: when i stick them in my toes.
21. Have you ever used duct tape as a sewing substitute?: yesh.
22. Do you own one or more objects with studs or spikes in them?: nope.
23. Do you own one or more articles of clothing from Dogpile, Lip Service, or Tiger of London?: nope.
24. Do you enjoy leopard print?: ew.
habits/beliefs
25. Are you disgruntled (having a general hate for everything)?: at times.
26. Are you an anarchist?: yeah thats it.dydy the anarchist.
27. Does the American flag anger you?: not quite.could be nicer.
28. Are you "working class"?: no se.
29. Do you dislike "preps"?: nah.
30. Do you dislike Hot Topic?: nods.
31. Do you smoke cigarettes?: nope.
32. Do you smoke cloves?: nope.
33. Are you a thin waif?: yeah right. :)
34. Are you vegan/vegetarian?: was..
35. Do you think meat is murder?: yeah.
36. Do your nighttime activites usually involve drunken underage vomiting?: nope.
37. Have you ever slept in an alley or park?: i heart sleeping at the park.
38. Do you wash your hair less than once a week?: nope.
39. Have you ever gone a week without a shower?: oh yeah.last summer.heh.
40. Have you ever been avoided due to your odor?: dont noe.i dont think so.
41. Do you know who Jack Kerouac is?: no.
42. Do you like Mr. Kerouac?: who?
43. Should Mumia Abu-jamal be freed from prison?: yo no se.
44. Are you a member of the Makeout Club?: nah.
45. Do you say "rad"?: hmph.ive said it before.but i dont use it.
well 2morrow im going 2 sunset with ciera and matt?well im not sure about matt but ciera yesh.and then we be going saturday 2.but that one i noe matts not going 2 because he works.i was reading carries journal.wow.she talks a lot of crap out of her ass.wut does she noe about me and matt?matt being a sensitive topic?yes matts my bestfriends boyfriend yes he pisses me off but no carrie u dont noe crap.me and matt can stand each other if its necessary.ciera sometimes gets into her pissed moods and shell say things she doesnt mean.its like her comes this new girl assuming shit.the one thing that made me not like her was the fact she told ciera that day that i was ignoring her.which was bullcrap.i was talking to her about albert and whatnot.and no i dont think im better than anyone at all.i heart everyone.i have really close friends.and ok i dont like everyone.but thats too badd.but ack.her stupid crap really bothered me.she doesnt noe me.she doesnt noe that id go off on her if i hadd 2.she doesnt noe crap about me and ciera.she doesnt noe how we argue or how we act when we get madd.she needs to shut the fuck up and stop making assumptions about crap she doesnt noe about.
i heart lara.shes awesome. :) me her and ciera have 2 chill again.we get a long pretty damn good.i talk to lara about david.its kinda kewl.me and david are pretty ok now.not on badd terms at all.well.im gonna go study.hah.and thanks again paige for the code. :)
current mood:  relaxed
current music: Rebel With A Reason- Mest
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