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[31 Dec 2002|12:28am] |
I've thought about this alot. Everything like a puzzle, sharp like edges but fitting in, loose, tight. This is not the end, it is merely the beginning.
The internet is an electronic base for psychotic and for pure spirits. I've had my share of both. But this isn't running away from a problem, its really running away from myself. Control is the problem. The mind, is the problem. Those of you who wish to contact me, you know my address. If you don't, then ask me for it, the email will still be checked for the next week or so. Constant letters will be streaming to ,  poisonedbelle, suicidelingerie, funeralfires, lolitamilk, blixt & enfold(if you wish). {Sammi if you want to write, tell me, love}. Because I have known you for long enough to realise that you are part of the magic rushing beneath my skin. Anyway. I will be sorting out my junk here and putting up the last scribble over the next few days. Sarah, I adore you, always.
I will be lying horribly if I said I wouldn't miss this. Crossroads through the white fires, it's time to push on. Hopefully I will be in London+Wales in about 6 months [max] (have decided to defer a year of uni even if I get into the course I want, maybe London will burn down if I don't get there soon). I'll be okay.
There is nothing too much more to say... everyone who has been here has made the world spectacular.
I hope you will remember that.
( end-of-iiiee. )
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[05 Dec 2002|12:06am] |
Well, I'm gonna steal this from Ash, who stole it from Jess, who stole it from eliaalariel (lol)
Leave an anonymous comment telling me what you really, TRULY, think about me. BE HONEST.
I've always been curious in the first place about what people think about me. I've been hurt a lot of times before so don't worry about hurting me. Just be honest.
I've made this public so that you can make the comment anonymous, because you can't make one if it's friends-only.
Merci
x
lilleth
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[05 Apr 2002|11:10pm] |
missing for the while
but advancing in technology is what we do.
now contactable (rarely) on the wonders of aim : sleep flowergrey
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[09 Jan 2002|10:14pm] |
we're going crazy and pulling over the road //
yes, only friends need apply //
stardust and the like //
always yours xx Lilly
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