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friends ooOoonly now
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[26 Mar 2002|02:21pm] |
"As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs,
and sit alone and wonder,
how you're making out,
but as for me I wish that I was anywhere
with anyone making out
I'm missing your laugh, how did it break?
And when did your eyes begin to look fake?
I hope you're as happy as your pretending.
I'm missing you bed, I never sleep....."
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"I confess, I don't know what to make from all this mess
Don't have much time for sympathy
But it never happened to me
You're feeling down now
I don't know where I'll be when you come around
And now it's time to make a choice
And all I wanna hear is your voice..."
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"I've givin' everything I need
I'd give you everything I own
I'd give in if it could at least be ours alone
I've given everything I could
To blow it to hell and gone
Burrow down in and
Blow up the outside world..."
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Dont think anything just random parts from random songs i like although so parts have some meaning to me.....
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[26 Mar 2002|12:15pm] |
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Dashboard Confessional-Screaming Infidelities |
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*poof* i say
look at all the empty space in my brain....
what the fuck?
*shrugs*
it happens...
hah i dont understand myself when i write exactly what come to mind....
peaches in a can
wuv always
AmBeR
YaY Marci's 2morrow!!! SOOoOoo sexy
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[25 Mar 2002|10:51pm] |
Whoa...I wish it would rain skittles...
Skittles...taste the rainbow..
*jumps into a giggling frenzy*?
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[24 Mar 2002|10:40pm] |
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Im in MICHIGAN! whoa now...everything seems so weird...
i feel like a foreign object...
ewwie haha thats wrong
uh nevermind
IM GOING TO GO TO SCHOOL!
i hope...
On my break
funny
STOP LAUGHING!
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[17 Mar 2002|04:17pm] |
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im chewing on a bracelet.
yep...its yummie..
RAIN...its soooo great
it wont rain all the time
So i actually stayed up for Salvation....amazing
this weekend...was peaches
too much stress sometimes...
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[15 Mar 2002|04:00pm] |
OI! Thanks JayseeeeeKa =)
I Now have pictures of JASON on my website sooooo YaY!!!!! Pleasssse lookseeee unless ya dont wanta...blurp
loVe
AmBeR
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[10 Mar 2002|01:18pm] |
my momma is gone!! Waaahhh!
Be hold the power of mr.sprakles woooOooo hoOOoo its on fire!
OWCHIES! i will try not to ever draw smileys on mirrors when they are fogged up again....especially when theres a sharp edge...and you go to wipe off the smiley and you completely cut the corner of your finger off...i got a big boo boo....will somebody kiss it and make it better for meee???
i feel soo like cleaning...wowzer....i need to get out of this house...waking up at 8 am makes the day seem soo long...
*shivers* wheres the goddamn heat at??...fucking gas bill...
....no one is home....im all alone....WHY isnt jason calling back....bleeeh!....i hate it when people fall asleep on the phone....it makes me sadddd!....am i that boring?...damn....the truth hurts bad!
( DONT CLICK UnLess YOU like QuiZes.. )
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[07 Mar 2002|04:51pm] |
Oohoo (19x)
Breath it in and breath it out
and pass it on it's almost out
We're so creative and so much more
We're high above, but on the floor
Chorus1: It's not a habit, it's cool
I feel alive
If you don't have it your on
the other side
The deeper you stick it in your vein
The deeper the thoughts there's no more pain
I'm in heaven, I'm a god
I'm everywhere, I feel so hot
Chorus2: It's not a habit, it's cool
I feel alive
If you don't have it your on
the other side
I'm not an addict (maybe that's a lie)
Oohoo (8x)
It's over now, I'm cold, alone
I'm just a person on my own
Nothing means a thing to me
Oh, nothing means a thing to me
Chorus2
Free me, leave me
Watch me as I'm going down
Free me, see me
Look at me I'm falling
And I'm falling.........
It is not a habit, it is cool
I feel alive I feel.......
It is not a habit, it is cool
I feel alive
Chorus2
I'm not an addict, I'm not an addict, I'm not an addict.
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[07 Mar 2002|04:23pm] |
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Tuesday is coming...11/29....3 days every other weekend....2 consecutive 11/29s......3 days every other weekend....
And why?
and i thought happiness came in a bottle of pepsi....
and i thought for once the skies were pale blue....
and i thought we would never be pulled apart....
and i actually thought for once....
i thought...
i think...
where did it get me?...
millions of worries....
the world is falling....
MY world is falling...
everybody watch....
you cant be there to watch me fall...
you wont be there to catch me....
i cant save you....
you cant save me....
time should be frozen....
it should stop just for us.....
how selfish....
i know....
i know....
what if i just wanted a hug...?
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SOMEBODY PLEASE TELL ME WHO SINGS THIS SONG!!!!
"Its not a habit its cool i feel alive if you dont have it youre on the otherside im not an addict maybe thats a lie..."
PLEASEEE!!
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you know what sucks?? when your hard drive screws up and you lose everything....conversations with certain people that will never take place again....thousands of lyrics i looked up....pictures of twiggy and band people....daaamn....pictures of paul,marci,bryan and all those weirdos i met....this sucks ass...
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[05 Mar 2002|12:36am] |
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oi...complicated shiznay yo yo....blah blah blah...Yay for meee im passing school now...March 12th is either gonna be a great date in my life or one of the worst....plus two court dates are on this very lovely day...if both dont go good im completely screwd...yep thats me...im soo fucked...blaaaah im scared...2 consecutive 11/29....man sometimes i wish he'd think...i mean he does....but damn 2 yrs...fuck me...blahhhhh!....february is the worst month in the world...and its over....and it ruined meeee.....akkk...i need marci!!!!!!.......paul its ok and stuff....im sorry to....i miss you....i hope i didnt ruin our friendship or anything like that....thanks for being a great friend....ermm lemme think here....this weekend was pretty good and stuff...except for the whole headache and retarded argument with jason....it happens....people are sooo great...whOoOa....not much else to say...been really mood swing like lately so excuse me in advance....well thats all for now....
*bubbles*
^aMbEr^
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[27 Feb 2002|12:51pm] |
my dad wants mee....3 days a week....every other weekend...how is that suppose to fucking work?...SCHOOL!....and now we have absolutley no attorney....and Paul i really was sorry....i didnt need you mad at me during this time but if you want to be then fine...i dont need you...i dont know what to do...i woke up to a bunch of bullshit....at least my old entry changed and marci i really need to talk to you....via email or something....in the end everything falls apart...
i hope everything gets bad before it gets good like its suppose to...i swear...
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