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| Wednesday, March 20th, 2002 |
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so yes. au revoir. i'll be back late sunday night. apparently i'll have my cell phone on so that my mom can keep track of me or something. yawn. this is all so subjective, so conditional. one week i'm desperately hung up on N, and it takes one visit to TVV to turn me wayward. actually, it wasn't so much that. i started to wonder about the TVV guy when i mentioned it to kim. that i noticed him. that i'm not totally blind to any other guys besides N. which is oh-so-very true. TVV guy is cute and asian and is in a band whose name i did not bother remembering. [stupid stupid me] and i bought a shirt because he liked it. there was something particularly sexy about him when he told me to loosen the neck tie on the shirt. i almost want to give up on N completely just because of recent events with TVV guy. but i think the N business should be ended definitely, which must be done by talking to N. i like clothes. i like them on me. as for others... ahh listen to the shakira song. okay then. guten nacht. |
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| Tuesday, March 19th, 2002 |
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what to say? i should be going to bed right now. i'm to be at shahdin's by 11 am. but kim and i are discussing limos, and how it'd be fun if N was as creepy arrogant dumb sarcastic belligerent as he is said to be. therapist went well. i think she insults me sometimes though. surreptitiously. okay. so the plan is that i must talk to N because i obviously want to. okay. that's easy. the plan is this: second limo includes naldo, heather, me, and 7 skode-types. [NO COLIN ALLOWED BY DECREE OF ME] get naldo to get porter to come, and get porter to get N to come. easy? matt i miss you. i give you full right to input. direct questions to kim because she knows all. also i can now say the full name of N because my therapist made me. proud? and i still am hoping for the perfect shoes for my dress to just show up in front of me. nooooo this whole business 'tis toooo toooo hard.... update: fuck all this. to get by i should think of him having a girlfriend. 'kay. there. hurts. gah. fini. update: must find that cute asian guy from TVV. must find out the name of his band. update: never ended up going to shahdin's. |
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| Sunday, March 17th, 2002 |
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hmm. well, it rained all friday, which sucked. nevertheless, plans moved on and kim came by to see my dress. then we took the bus downtown, and i showed her into venus and mars. colleen asked what had happened to claudia, etc, etc. frankly i don't know either. but i want to live in that store forever. the next time i have money, i will go to that store virgin mary's and take a look around. at TVV, i bought a black sweater, and a flowery purply mauve long-sleeved shirt that ties around the neck. down to my last $10, we went on to value village and i bought a 3/4 sleeve button shirt with blue flowers and a plaid-like red button shirt, just because it was 99 cents. onto bread garden, then wendy's. to meet people. like chris. perhaps people did a double take because they didn't recognize me with contacts. chris. is the same but in a different way. and so am i, i guess. and i suppose that'll be the end of that. the quick and the painless. adrian's. we watched wayne's world, a thing on the useless renting of goldfinger. kim and them playing with blocks and building bridges with it. for the amusement of the engineering types. left at around 2 am. got home, my brother said, ohhhh you're going to be in such shit tomorrow. me: meh. i just went to bed. woke up to kim's phone call. sunny day and we went to rocky point for the photo-taking of me. cold and windy. very. and i was wearing short sleeves for some parts. got too cold, so retreated to kim's for hot chocolate. more photos. in the gazebo, in different rooms, with different outfits. all very fun. i can't wait until i see all the pictures! got home, had spaghetti with white sauce, watching telly, then my mummy and my aunt came. i told her i cleaned the microwave and she was happy and she gave me an appreciative half-hug. i love that half-hug. she talked to me about her issues with my dad and edmonton, how i should not drive, how she had her lawyer talk to my dad about him doing "stupid things". she asked me what time i came home. and she didn't say much. i fell asleep on the couch, watched SNL with kylie minogue (!) and ian mckellen's my newest favourite man and here i am now. |
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| Thursday, March 14th, 2002 |
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matt... (when you read this) where's claudia? no, really, where is she? and i don't know if you've already applied to douglas, but yeah, you can apply online. and, to solve the missing entries mystery, why don't you just use the web update client? i am looking forward to doing things with kim this weekend, heehee. and i just told my mom about it and she just went uh-huh, uh-huh, oh. so i guess it'll be fine and stuff, whatever i do. yay, she can't say anything anymore, i think... woohoo! the more sleep i get the more tired and needing sleep i am. it's crazy. there isn't much to tomorrow, except going downtown with kim. basically the plan is to get some indie/vintage/etc clothes on friday night and for kim to take pictures of me on saturday. i can't wait. but english lit, there's hamlet to pre-read. geography, a tiny quiz that i'll probably study for when i go to bed. english, work on shipping news, talk to naldo about limos. do whatever in d block. talk to shahdin, i guess. e block there's this icbc presentation apparently. but we have to come to economics anyways for attendance. grr. then i will go home, then kim will come over and see my dress, see what kind of clothes we'll need to buy, then we will walk down heritage, i guess, and take the bus downtown. ahhh! i think i might face some persecution in admitting this, but i like shakira. okay? i thought 'whenever wherever' was amusing, and her new song 'underneath your clothes' is sappy and i can relate to it, in a sense. gah. there. |
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| Tuesday, March 12th, 2002 |
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oh wow. everyone's hooking up. or hooked up. ----- that michael is gorgeous. well, i knew he would certainly be, he is australian after all, but i didn't know he'd be that charming. i'm happy for alison. because it's like, finally, for her. ----- yay. eh, it's not important anymore. yep, i guess according to the karma police, basically the whole brent thing is as far as it'll ever get. ahh, and if you argue that it won't be, i can guarantee you, that i'd be working very hard not to make it happen. because i realized that i don't deserve anything anymore. so why even try? |
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