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| Thursday, March 21st, 2002 | |
| 9:30 pm | The Little Things She wore that same yellow shirt today. =0). Current Mood:  loved |
| 3:12 pm | 17 It would make sense that the last song that I listen to, while I'm still 16, is "Snakes Among Us" by Bane. Indeed, it makes sense. What a nice day. What a great month. Current Mood:  hopeful |
| Wednesday, March 13th, 2002 | |
| 9:57 pm | Interesting In a past life. . . "You were male in your last earthly incarnation. You were born somewhere around the territory of what is now know as modern North China, approximately in the year 1000. Your profession was: builder of roads, bridges, docks. A brief psychological profile of you in that past life: Revolutionary type. You inspired changes in any sphere - politics, business, religion, housekeeping. Could be a leader. A lesson that your last past life wishes you to learn in your present life is: To learn humility and faith in spiritual principles. You should believe in High Reason. do you remember?" |
| Saturday, March 9th, 2002 | |
| 12:07 am | Hopefully I Won't Encounter This. . . MikeDoomsday73: Did you see my post about the Salt Lake City incident? MikeDoomsday73: city UnityPennywise17: no, but i heard there were many fights and that they had to shut down the club on the hatebreed site MikeDoomsday73: Look at the boards when you get a chance UnityPennywise17: sure thing MikeDoomsday73: Boulder told me the story he saw it with his own eyes UnityPennywise17: what was his story MikeDoomsday73: A bunch of edge kids MikeDoomsday73: hold up MikeDoomsday73: ok sorry MikeDoomsday73: They went to the Hatebreed shoiw MikeDoomsday73: one of the guys MikeDoomsday73: got his fake ID taken (go figure) MikeDoomsday73: Cause it looked so shitty UnityPennywise17: it was an 18 plus show? MikeDoomsday73: I guess UnityPennywise17: oh MikeDoomsday73: That is why I'm confused MikeDoomsday73: but anyways MikeDoomsday73: They beat two fourteen years old girls into the ground with brass knucks until they were almost dead to distract the bouncers MikeDoomsday73: These were girls just standing there minding thier own MikeDoomsday73: Then the bouncers came out UnityPennywise17: wow MikeDoomsday73: They beat the bouncers into the concrete MikeDoomsday73: Which I have NO prolblem with MikeDoomsday73: Cause I HATE vouncers UnityPennywise17: well UnityPennywise17: i'd rather have had the bouncers beat em MikeDoomsday73: then MikeDoomsday73: they broke store windows MikeDoomsday73: and threw the broken glass MikeDoomsday73: into the crowd outside randomly MikeDoomsday73: FUCK those kids UnityPennywise17: fuck those kids geez UnityPennywise17: i like the crowds i've encountered so far MikeDoomsday73: The thing is this MikeDoomsday73: Me and Boulder have been in some HAIRY situations at shows, brawls riots what have you it happens sometimes when you put MikeDoomsday73: that many aggresive people in one spot UnityPennywise17: i know MikeDoomsday73: but he said it was the WORST thing he EVER saw at a show MikeDoomsday73: and THAT I can tell you is saying alot MikeDoomsday73: I was having this argumant MikeDoomsday73: HOW can you claim straight edge and do shit like that MikeDoomsday73: ? UnityPennywise17: you can't UnityPennywise17: that's just shit MikeDoomsday73: To me it's about keeping a clear head and being open minded MikeDoomsday73: This is a bastardisation of the real concept MikeDoomsday73: If they ever left their safe little shit hole city some REAL heads woiuld learn them what it's like to be violent UnityPennywise17: that's just terrible UnityPennywise17: come on attacking 14 year old girls UnityPennywise17: with brass knuckles UnityPennywise17: they are pussies MikeDoomsday73: Exactly MikeDoomsday73: and I would Eat them for dinner lunch and breakfast if you put them in front of me UnityPennywise17: last time hatebreed played here, i heard there was a guy UnityPennywise17: who was beating up a girl MikeDoomsday73: Kids like that ain't shit when they are alone UnityPennywise17: but that guy got his ass kicked like hell MikeDoomsday73: Yeah well thats whats supposed toi happen |
| Thursday, March 7th, 2002 | |
| 6:56 pm | Indeed XGodSavTheQueenX: hey UnityPennywise17: heyhey XGodSavTheQueenX: whats uppppppppppp XGodSavTheQueenX: lol UnityPennywise17: lollllll UnityPennywise17: nice day today UnityPennywise17: i have a question for you XGodSavTheQueenX: k UnityPennywise17: what do you think of the idea that UnityPennywise17: some "opinions" are really facts and some are anti-facts XGodSavTheQueenX: I think that opinions are basically what people think right? XGodSavTheQueenX: so XGodSavTheQueenX: Some people might think something that is really right, and others think something that is really wrong UnityPennywise17: is there factual right and factual wrong to you XGodSavTheQueenX: hmm UnityPennywise17: i think there is XGodSavTheQueenX: if something is factual, its true XGodSavTheQueenX: give an example of factual wrong XGodSavTheQueenX: so i can see where you are coming from UnityPennywise17: well a statement that caring for others is not important UnityPennywise17: is a statement that is factually wrong UnityPennywise17: but is often just called an opinion XGodSavTheQueenX: I would say thats its not an opinon, someone just got their facts wrong UnityPennywise17: exactly UnityPennywise17: that's what i'm saying UnityPennywise17: a lot of things that are merely called opinions XGodSavTheQueenX: :-) UnityPennywise17: are right and wrong UnityPennywise17: and a lot of people think i'm crazy and close-minded UnityPennywise17: because of this view of mine XGodSavTheQueenX: Yeah.. i mean that could be that guys opinion.. but its a wrong fact... XGodSavTheQueenX: nah UnityPennywise17: exactly, it's like people are afraid to say what is right or wrong and claim that their hesitancy means that they have an open mind UnityPennywise17: when what they are doing is just allowing ignorance XGodSavTheQueenX: very true UnityPennywise17: exactly UnityPennywise17: and to me UnityPennywise17: this view of mine is so clear UnityPennywise17: and to others they think it's so hard to understand UnityPennywise17: it's not meant to be some sort of earth-shattering revelation XGodSavTheQueenX: i get it, and I agree XGodSavTheQueenX: some people are just set in what they believe and arent open to new ideas UnityPennywise17: yeah and don't see the truth UnityPennywise17: there is nothing close minded UnityPennywise17: about defending facts XGodSavTheQueenX: true Current Mood: determined Current Music: Reach the Sky |
| Tuesday, March 5th, 2002 | |
| 12:19 am | Ain't It Something When People Assume Psypathchic: what exactly did you tell melissa UnityPennywise17: ah UnityPennywise17: long story Psypathchic: i know i know Psypathchic: but mike Psypathchic: please Psypathchic: stop hurting people UnityPennywise17: ha UnityPennywise17: it's like you to say that Psypathchic: if you dont have anything nice to say (even if it is the truth) dont say anything Psypathchic: i know you Psypathchic: so fuck. Psypathchic: you live WHERE? cthardcore986: you'd rather lie to a friend and have that friend choke than tell the truth and have that friend get a reality check Psypathchic: and you have to say the truth when they're down Psypathchic: there are certain times Psypathchic: to say things cthardcore986: yeah it's called honesty Psypathchic: but you just insist on ruining friendships cthardcore986: you'd rather die by a slow disease than get stung with a medicine that will save you Psypathchic: you ALWAYS ruin good days mike Psypathchic: i dont care cthardcore986: exactly cthardcore986: which is where you lose Psypathchic: so |
| Sunday, March 3rd, 2002 | |
| 12:44 pm | March My birthday A time for recollection Revival of spring Changing times How will it end? Current Mood: optimistic |
| Friday, March 1st, 2002 | |
| 9:00 pm | Sounds Against the Sights Yet another pondered day and pondered night That is framed sturdily inside my head Another time that they will never know Another time that my spirit took flight Sometimes the senses of sight and sound Battle each other over who has the crown But today the champion sung its lungs The sounds against the sights, for all my life You will never, never know how I felt The feelings that my mind has come to encompass You will never know all that I have pondered You will never hear the hymns that fortify All the stars that have an affinity for my eye Sounds against the sights, Sounds against the sights All those chairs that have become my seat Sounds against the sights, Sounds against the sights All that I am willing to embrace in my life Sounds against the sights, Sounds against the sights All the times that I hear sounds of screams and chants All the times that I hear the sounds of riffs and strums All the times that I hear sounds of crashes and cannons All the times that the things that receive my love Answer back with an embrace of eternal love For all my life For all my life Current Mood:  pensiveCurrent Music: Bane |
| Sunday, February 17th, 2002 | |
| 4:22 pm | "Afraid to Fail" by Shutdown Never thought that we would get this far So much time spent searching for who we are Afraid to fail, but I will never quit Until I feel that I am sick of it But I've only just begun I've just begun Have you ever looked at yourself And been afraid of what you see? Have you ever felt overwhelmed? You never knew what you wanted to be A situation gets you down And you're filled with apathy You gotta look for open doors Gotta search for opportunities Never thought that we would get this far So much time spent searching for who we are Afraid to fail, but I will never quit Until I feel that I am sick of it Scared to advance but I gotta look my Fears-In-The-Eyes AFRAID TO FAIL, BUT I WILL PREVAIL AND MAKE IT THROUGH. PLAN OF ATTACK, I WILL GET BACK TO WHAT I KNOW. CAN'T BRING ME DOWN CAUSE I'VE BEEN AROUND AND I KNOW THE SCORE. I WON'T GIVE IN, MY WILL IS STRONG, THIS TIME IT'S WAR!!!! Current Mood:  irate |
| Thursday, February 14th, 2002 | |
| 8:29 pm | Now It Is My Turn To Play Around With the Lyrics from Fuck Authority Someday you gotta find another way, You better right your heart and learn what love really is, Today is just another day that is filled with superficiality and moral decay I say FUCK Valentine's Day, Silent majority, Raised by real reason, February 14th is not my type of season, We're sick of your red bullshit, Sick of your big balloons, Fuck no we won't buy cheap shit, We're gonna steal all your chocolate! Stuffed animals! Cheap jewelry! We won't deal with your tomfoolery! Aggravation! Anticipation! Sick and tired of your heart's constipation! You're lying! I'm trying! To follow my heart the best that I can! You fake fuck! I hope you run out of luck! You are nothing in my eyes! You know that it's time to pop their balloons We got to snap the stems off their red carnations Take offense against the St. Valentine ho Not gonna stand for it today Fight for your heart, It's time that we honor love!!! Current Mood:  creativeCurrent Music: Fuck V-Day Music |
| Saturday, February 9th, 2002 | |
| 3:23 pm | After Thought for the Entry Before This One UnityPennywise17: yoo X: sup? UnityPennywise17: not much UnityPennywise17: so are you going to that dance thing X: naw, dressy dances just aren't my thing UnityPennywise17: ashley, *high five* X: woo :high five: UnityPennywise17: i hate those types of dances UnityPennywise17: and people think that those who don't go are anti-social and anti-fun and don't know how to enjoy life X: I just have better things to do with my time then stand around and listen to crappy music. Then spending all that money on a dress I'll probably only were once in my life, it's ridiculous UnityPennywise17: and the superficial shit that goes along with the dance X: oh no kidding! UnityPennywise17: it's like the majority of them think they are on a pedestal and think they are enjoying life by being fake and thin X: You don't know how nice it is to hear you say that. And they think that by being fake and by putting themselves up on these pedestals they are better than everyone else UnityPennywise17: they think people like you and i don't live much of a life, yet, we are the ones that keep it real. X: I know! I'm not about to be made to feel anti-social by them because I won't bring my self down to their level. UnityPennywise17: "in defense of who i was and who i am today" . . . X: She [Amber] has become so fake in the past year, it is sickening and it hurts a lot. I went to homecoming, hell don't ask me why! I had the worst time of my life X: I know how Maria feels |
| 1:52 pm | In Defense Of UnityPennywise17: whatcha getting ready for Auto response from UCanBMyHottie7: prolly running around the house getting ready. IM me cuz i might be around. <3 Amber UCanBMyHottie7: the winter formal!!!! UnityPennywise17: ohhhh UnityPennywise17: a dance? UCanBMyHottie7: yeah UnityPennywise17: so does everyone go to it UCanBMyHottie7: yup UnityPennywise17: everyoneeee UCanBMyHottie7: yes, everyone UnityPennywise17: who doesn't go UCanBMyHottie7: ummmm... the ppl in pom pom zombies, cuz they have a performance tonight UCanBMyHottie7: and maybe the.... how shall i put this..... socially unaccepted UnityPennywise17: what do you mean socially unaccepted UCanBMyHottie7: the ppl who dont care about having friends and being social UnityPennywise17: thanx UCanBMyHottie7: ummm ok UCanBMyHottie7: maria didnt tell u about the dance? UnityPennywise17: nono thanx, you did what i was hoping for. . . UCanBMyHottie7: maria didnt tell u about the dance? UnityPennywise17: nono thanx, you did what i was hoping for UCanBMyHottie7: ok UCanBMyHottie7: was i predictable enough for u? UCanBMyHottie7: i gotta go be social! :-D UnityPennywise17: ah yes, and the only thing that would top that UnityPennywise17: is if next week you say that you got to go feel love I thank her for making my observance of superficiality for the day. Current Mood:  amusedCurrent Music: Shutdown- "In Defense Of" |
| Thursday, February 7th, 2002 | |
| 8:55 pm | PokinatchaPx6: maria had a big big lamb, big big lamb, big big lamb, maria had a big cute sheep whose fleece was as black as ummmmmm, coal Current Mood: loved |
| Wednesday, February 6th, 2002 | |
| 10:55 pm | Tidbits of Florida Memories UnityPennywise17: that hotel was hardcore UnityPennywise17: remember when i got caught for being out past 11 UnityPennywise17: fuck UnityPennywise17: lol translucentlake: lol UnityPennywise17: they brought me in front of all the chaperones and mr. green translucentlake: yeah UnityPennywise17: there was like 40 people translucentlake: hahaha UnityPennywise17: then mr green says that he doesn't know if i am dead or alive when i'm not in my room and how i had spent all 9 lives. . . i was 3 minutes late UnityPennywise17: lol translucentlake: lol UnityPennywise17: then he told me to be early by 1 hour to breakfast UnityPennywise17: i think i went to breakfast an hour late UnityPennywise17: lol translucentlake: the chaps always came like an hour late translucentlake: lol UnityPennywise17: lol yeah UnityPennywise17: remember how dre and them were always late for everything UnityPennywise17: and dre never changed his clothes translucentlake: yeah lol translucentlake: hahaha UnityPennywise17: and nate gadaree came flying out of that room picking up a towel and two girls came out as well, what the fuck was that translucentlake: i know translucentlake: lol translucentlake: that was bad! Current Mood: nostalgic |
| Friday, February 1st, 2002 | |
| 11:39 pm | What a Hardcore Bear  See what Care Bear you are.They spelled eternal wrong. tsk tsk. Current Mood: amusedCurrent Music: Shutdown |
| Thursday, January 31st, 2002 | |
| 9:59 pm | UnityPennywise17: and i mean it when i say that becoming her own person would be worth it even if she was severely punished and was never able to talk to me again. IslandGal86: I know IslandGal86: that gift is invaluable IslandGal86: it is worth probably even more than your love IslandGal86: because that is true love: doing what's right UnityPennywise17: exactly UnityPennywise17: she needs to experience, just one time, the rewards of fighting back and claiming one's true individuality. UnityPennywise17: then it will be as clear as day IslandGal86: it's hard UnityPennywise17: it is hard UnityPennywise17: it's in her head UnityPennywise17: just once UnityPennywise17: and she will know IslandGal86: yea IslandGal86: she will see the truth Current Mood: determined Current Music: 98 mute |
| Monday, January 28th, 2002 | |
| 9:17 pm | She's Backkkkkk Today was a good day even with these two highlights: tomorrow is the State of the Union Address, anddddd there is some show in February called the "Fuck Valentine's Day" show. . . that's a sweet nameee but now for the bestttt highlightttt For 27 days, this month, I was unable to talk to Maria. For 24 days, in April, I was unable to talk to Liz. My friendship with Liz was close for 6 months. I have already been close to Maria forrrrr 9 and a half months and we still love each other a lottttt. It is remarkable how stable Maria and I are. We stayed strong. I know that she is still in the middle of things, but this is a start. I can finally talk to her again!!! I have so much to tell her. I was not worried that our love would fadeeeeeeeee. A new beginnningggg has started todayyyyyy. I will be able to talk her again about the newsssss, psychologyyyyy, philosophyyyyyy, musiccccccccc, optimismmmmmmmm, factssss and opinionsssss, the worlddddd, my goalssss, her goalsssss, how we are maturingggg, being straight edgeeeee, and most importably: our LOVE for each other.=0) Current Mood: lovedCurrent Music: Reach the Sky, Earth Crisis |
| Friday, January 25th, 2002 | |
| 11:32 pm | The gold is difficult to embrace while the fool's gold boasts in your face. Current Mood:  lonelyCurrent Music: no use for a name |
| Thursday, January 24th, 2002 | |
| 9:08 pm | Smells Well, I have now attended all new classes at least once. The hardest class that I have is one which meets every other day as opposed to every day. Spanish is a good class as usual. Pre-calculus probably makes me more nervous than it should. Yearbook is a class to relax. I miss having English in the spring, but I feel more enriched now. Mr. Gabordi, my English teacher for last year, teaches Shakespeare on Film. Smells bring back memories. The smell that permeated throughout Gabordi's room last spring still permeates now. The smells that I was subject to last spring remind me of all the change that occurred in the second semester last year. Back then, I was in the midst of completing 10th grade English. I was reminded of how I thought a lot in English. This would be one of those things that I would talk to Her about if I could. Now I have already done 11th grade English. It's a good feeling. Lots of time has yet to passed. Dead Wrong album comes out in two weeks! Current Mood: contemplativeCurrent Music: 59ttp |
| Monday, January 21st, 2002 | |
| 3:06 pm | Yup I've bought 2 rad cds so far this year. Yeah, so I start the second semester on Wednesday. It will be cool to have new classes. The second semester is always better. The first semester was very interesting, to say the least. To say the least. It's summer again in 6 months. Wow. I should soon be able to talk to Her againnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. I heard that Her school has sort of a activity weeks after finals. If they think finals cause a lot of stress, they don't know nothing. Who knows what wonders will occur in the second semester. Anything can happen. Current Mood: contemplativeCurrent Music: Downset |