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12:31am 29/11/2002 |
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mood: shity music: My Ruin- Beautiful Flower
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i made some lyrics from the pomes that i had, hopefully i can use them for the band. im still unsure about the name of it.
Your thoughts of murder Valiance was a region, your god is pleased This world is full of terror A prayer under pressure
(chorus) The crows gather in a murder Is this what you call God? Faith has been lost You still stuck on your cross
A corpus of a killers victim Blood red scars still fresh Media exploiting her death Isn't she just she the Beauty Queen
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Cowards talk behind our backs Scared to confront us To the people of the world This is the Creation of our own corruption |
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12:03am 29/11/2002 |
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!HAPPY BIRTHDAY! !L0VE YOU! |
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07:06pm 27/11/2002 |
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mood: shity music: Cradle Of Filth- From The Cradle To Enslave
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the Ill Nino Otep show isnt going to be coming to San Antonio. my band is going to be playing at the white rabbit on dec 28. i sold 100$ at the bake sale for school. i got the new Kittie Safe EP. the 29 is Kats birthday, i wanted to mail her money but my mom is being a bitch about it. my cable is a dick which is pissing me off. my toe is doing better from the surgery. life sucks, life goes on... |
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08:16pm 24/11/2002 |
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mood:  creative music: Orgy- Stiches
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my hair is fucking kick ass i love it! when i get time to take a pic ill post it but my bangs are back to red and the spikes that i started doing are red too so w000000T! you know your jealous haha im in a good mood for a shity time oh well why not make the most of it my mom is going to the court thing and bitch them out cause she found all this law shit so they cant touch my grandpa now so im hopeing that goes well laters~* |
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09:52pm 22/11/2002 |
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mood:  sick music: Jack Off Jill- American Made (Tweaker remix)
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i havent seen so much shit in one week then i ever had before i tried to get Mr David back today and i got some things he can do to get back there but my mom didn't take me to the art place to talk to him cause she is to busy with her damn job.... now i know where i stand heh and then also today my aunt calls about my Grandpa his new wife brain washed him into thinking that he needs to go to a home and all this other shit WTF now she is takeing money from his cards and other ways then she got a lawyer to get everything he owns and Tuesday is the court date so i may not be at school cause my mom wants me to go there but now my mom and my aunt are getting all the shit she has done with facts so they can be stated at to the judge so hm yea what else could go wrong? |
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08:51pm 21/11/2002 |
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mood:  blah music: Kittie- Safe (KMFDM Remix)
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im like getting this weird vibe from Kat and i dono if its good or bad kind of crepy
i didn't go to art class for the second time in a row... things havent been going well though it feels like i cant move from this crap, well today was the art teachers ( from school) last day it was sad my friend Crystal cried poor Mr David he will be greatly missed... but i wont give up that easy! today i went to the office and made them give us student console meeting for tomorrow so at the meeting im going to try and get Mr David back over there some how... the school is fucking is poor as hell though they fried the art teacher at art school???? what the hell?!!>? things may get ugly and Crystal said she was going to be there so that is cool cause she really miss's him and she should voice her thoughts as a student about all of this like i will cause im the president and tomorrow she said she is going to say she loves and i HAVE you give her a hug lol that weirdO |
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08:06pm 20/11/2002 |
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mood:  crappy music: VNV Nation- Epicentre
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one of the pomes for school-
A Flaw From Grace
A sinners prayer, a saints desire Drive the steak into my soul The spell as be broken Hear the death crying scream
Do you feel faith, or do you feel fear? Hunted by the unknown mass Cut my self on the thorns of the beautiful flower Bleeding, releasing the source of life
The crows gather in a murder Is this what you call God? Faith has been lost You still stuck on your cross |
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06:37pm 20/11/2002 |
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mood:  aggravated music: Garbage- As Heaven Is Wide
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well no mrs L never said anything cause she knew i was just waiting for her to bitch.... mr James (the cool one from Scotland) got fired yesterday then today my art teacher got fried because the school is to poor to pay them im so sick of this shit im almost to the point where i just want to take off and go somewhere else better then that shit hole i left early today cause i was sick sick of the smell of the ass's there i need to take action
i went to see about getting my nose pierced and its going to cost me 55 dollars for everything.. i think that's way to much for a nose and i need my mom there so yea i dono if that's going to happen anytime soon >=\ oh well |
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CORRUPTION AT ITS FINEST |
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08:10pm 18/11/2002 |
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mood:  pissed off music: Kittie-No Name
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im fucking sick of this shit the school has become a war zone tomorrow im not taking shit from ANY of the teachers, they were talking shit about me behind my back and grr i was in the next fucking room fucking !!!COWARDS!!! cant even say it to my face fucking ass's just wait i swear one little thing and im going to let off on this shit
btw HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALICIA!!!!! |
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sunday bloody sunday |
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08:05pm 17/11/2002 |
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mood:  depressed music: Moby (with MDFMK)- Sunday Bloody Sunday (Electric Hellfire Club Remix)
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my fish Talena died today she was the coolest fish i ever had RIP Talena...>=~( then if things couldn't get any worse i just found out that my friend Tony was in a car accident yesterday and was sent to the hospital... and i don't know the full story on this so im in shock and sad at the same time, i hope he is all right >=( |
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07:13pm 17/11/2002 |
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mood:  impressed music: Natalie Imbruglia- Impressed
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this weekend sucked a ton of bouncing jelly beans and now its over and back to hell we go... wo. oh. i got my report card and here are the grades math D* english B- biology B history A+ art A+ journalism A+ german A+ home ec A see everything is good besides damn math...fucking ass hole and so yes he gave us work over the week that i havent done yet though i need to *later* all i did this weekend was watch movies queen of the damned whats his face 2 rollerball star wars though im not into it but it has YODA and i love that little green man heh so yea work needs to be done and sadly it doesnt to do it by its self so laters- |
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05:00pm 15/11/2002 |
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mood:  shocked music: Dimmu Borgir- In Deaths' Embrace
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well my mom told me that the doctor said she has high blood pressoure and she is over wight (riiiiight) so like sometime around the 24th? she is getting tested for things i hope she doesnt have anything wrong with her >=[
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08:31pm 14/11/2002 |
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mood:  refreshed music: Dope- Pig Society
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polite to say that i drifted away and i never thought i'd care along the way i've made mistakes but i made them over there if i told you twice i'd beat it, what you never thought i'd beat if i told you i survived in your pig society you don't know what its like to be in me you don't know what lies inside and you never want to see locked away in a cage today so i'm doin' what i can take these fuckin' chains off me and i'll show you what i am you don't know what its like to be in me you don't know what i've survived and you never would beleive sick of politicians and politics and prisons lyin' and runnin' my life you pathetic preacher and hypocritic leaders smilin'and wastin' my time fuck you survive the hate of this fuckin' place and i'll call you when i can some snitch fucker died last night, do you think i give a damn you don't know what its like to be in me you don't know what its like inside and you never want to see sick of politicians and politics and prisons lyin' and runnin' my life you pathetic preacher and hypocritic leaders smilin'and wastin' my time sick of you religions and full of shit opinions, tired of waiting to die run me in i'll do it all again mother fucker i'm still alive |
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07:56pm 13/11/2002 |
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i still feel shity heh and i know whats going to happen now the whole hospital thing is about me going to the doctor tomorrow so can take their pint of blood and i can have a cookie >= \ then i was talking to Kat since like forever and she said her friend Eaven can help me out with a demo or something... which is cool but like i have been saying i dont know if im going to stay with the band or not cause were not going anywhere i thought we had everything fine then boom two of them leave and we get two more that are good people yet its not the same and i dont feel right.... maybe i dono what im talking about maybe i will stay i dono nothing is a official or set in stone my friend David from school is getting his tattoo today he left early from school to get it done, i think its going to be some kind of clone i think i dono? then i think Monday im going to Dr again cause my toe is going evil on me again like it use to lol and i dled more punky jumpy music that i find weird yet i dono if i like it cause i dono its like it just stays with you kind of weird eh? oh then would ever think me the loser that knows nothing got to teach my math class today well bitch i did >= ) i told the mr shit head off " you have no clue what the fuck your doing sit you ass down" and lol he did and so i got the marker and whoa it was is/of and %/100 every easy shit so i told the kidOs what to do and they ALL got it i was prude of my self cause no one knows what there doing there that's why i dont believe any one passed the 2nd 6 weeks oh well but i know for damn sure im not going to fault this 6 weeks im gawd damn sure of that... my moms friend Megan is here and she like trys to "help" me like im some psycho ick WHY MUST YOU TRY TO CHANGE ME? and yes the chicken PICKED *lol* Coreys packer lol haha see i told you the chicken doesn't like ya bwhahaha ah i need a life! |
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09:37pm 12/11/2002 |
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mood:  uncomfortable music: Depeche Mode- Waiting For The Night
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well today was fine heh my friend is going to the same art classes as i am which a cool thing lol i havent seen her in life since that one night at the rabbit wow now that i think about i havent been there in a long time >=\ that sucks i was reading my horoscopes from SYDEY OMARR the only astrological guide lady that i trust and yea it was kind of sad cause the moon is moving to my sign yet something bad is going to happen...
Nov 13 ( Pisces moon) confer with a hospital administrator- you could have valuable products to offer or sell. your direction and motivation will become crystal clear. you no longer will wander aimlessly. your marital status figures prominently. cancer is involved.
Nov 14 ( moon Pisces-Aries) diversify; bring joy to those temporarily confined to home or hospital. people look to you for optimism,hope, and definite decisions on what to do while confined. a very usual Thursday, a day you wont soon forget.gemini plays a role.
see its not good cause something bad is going to happen,., the sad thing is that i can feel it comeing.?. |
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09:20pm 11/11/2002 |
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mood:  stressed music: Le?ther Strip- Hate Me (Funker Vogt Remix)
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today was a long werid day... i met 2 people today one likes the Distillers and is cool the other is a fucking psycho >=\ on and on and on about blah blah blah my gawd the only thing thats stoping me is the damn screen heh anyways i got done with my report and it sounds good too *go me* new pic-
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01:51am 11/11/2002 |
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mood:  bouncy music: Icon Of Coil- Former Self
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im all sick my stomach hurts like a mofo like something it going to tair out of it then my head hurts to but not as bad as when i woke up all "where the hell am i" ouchers but yea i got a new look heh GREEN BABY lol i dono i thought it was cool to go with some color for a change.... no this doesn't mean im going to wear colors cause i wear the all the colors mixed in ONE so HA, then its fucking hot as hell in my house i walked out side it was fair then inside whoa is shity you walk in my house and start sweating or something its that bad! then GOOD NEWS i have made the evil/funky chicken face >=^ haha yea i think i should sleep heh cause i have to finish my report tomorrow laters- |
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11:54pm 09/11/2002 |
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mood:  drunk music: X Marks The Pedwalk- I See You (Extended)
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well like the show didnt happen cause of the space thing though their was enough to have two bands play .. *i wont get mad* and so i made the most of the night cause a lot of my old friends were at the party so i went out and walked around and found this band playing in there house so we all acted like little punkys and jumped around till they saw us so we took off lol it was great so despite the shit i still had fun.... i have a buzz hehe >; P
IXIIHereticIIXI: if i were a bunny i hop hop hop! hop hop hop!! !! OoHELLASeXyoO: lol omg ur deff buzzed. thats how i get when im buzzed IXIIHereticIIXI: LOL IXIIHereticIIXI: WHY ARENT YOU HOPING! OoHELLASeXyoO: lol OoHELLASeXyoO: cuz im not a damn bunny IXIIHereticIIXI: LMAO |
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07:34am 05/11/2002 |
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mood: anti-everything music: The Distillers- City of Angels
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today you get to vote... for donkeys and elephants? have fun... |
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