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Thursday, March 21st, 2002
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10:36 pm
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cool stuff. i just got back from seeing The McGees play. very entertaining show. definetely fun times. i just felt ticked for (seemingly as always) having to leave in the middle of a show. i only got to see like 10 minutes of Korova and they're good. i didn't see any of Dissolute. they'd be probably just finishing up right now.
i also bought ATDI's in/casino/out today. i am completely blown away at how soft and melodic this cd is compared with relationship of command. this one actually reminds me more of what mars volta is sounding like. somewhat at least (well, maybe not, i dunno). sheesh, march 26th. mars volta ep. hopefully streetside gets it. they have a nasty habbit of not getting stuff (like the alk3-hwm split, the weezer tribute, etc. etc.)
oh, and here's a question.......
since when is buying a new cd more important and more worth your money than supporting friends?!
i mean crap, if money is such an issue, go without a damn cd for a week!
cya for now.
current mood: im smiling but im also pissed
current music: at the drive-in - transatlantic foe
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5:33 pm - oh thank god.
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spring break.
nice.
except im about the only person not doing anything.....but a week of nothing seems cool right about now.
im gonna go eat, and the mcgees are playing tonight at creepy so i'll probably hitch a ride to that. peace.
current mood:  relieved
current music: U2 - Where the Streets Have No Name (Live)
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| Tuesday, March 19th, 2002
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10:44 pm
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what the hell.......a year and a half ago i buy a pair of chucks, and they're $15. Now they have a huge gaping hole in 'em. I go to buy a new pair today and they're $40. screw that. i can live with a hole in my shoes.
current mood:  frustrated
current music: Refused - New Noise
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| Monday, March 18th, 2002
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Why is it that Five Iron isn't gonna come through St. Louis on Warped? Huh? Answer Me! They play the east coast leg, but as usual we aren't good enough or something. Oh well, at least there's always Cornerstone. And so many people are supposed to go this year. That should be cool. Haha. We'll be one of those big obnoxious campsites that keeps everybody else up till 4 in the morning! Rock on. I'm tired so I think I'm gonna go to bed or something. I'm also kinda lonely as always. I hate that, but what can ya do? Later.
current mood:  tired
current music: Taking Back Sunday - Eleven
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5:52 pm
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To Holly, I'm sorry I used a cuss word last post. Forgive me, won't you?
current mood:  embarrassed
current music: 311 - Amber
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10:50 am
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there was an assembly last hour in the gym. like 200 people showed up out of our school's 2500. Haha, thats pretty standard tho. Natalie played. HOLY SHIT she is so incredibly talented. pardon the french but the girl is mind blowing.
a few minutes ago i heard the new Blink side project called i think Boxcar Racer. It actually sounds really pretty good. You can tell that this is what they'd rather be playing if it weren't for record labels. It's catchy but hardcore at the same time, more like stay together for the kids than their poppy stuff. Hopefully the rest of the album will be like the 2 songs I got.
im gonna go eat lunch now, peace.
current mood:  hungry
current music: At the Drive-In - Invalid Litter Dept.
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12:36 am - mtv plays videos? who knew...
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hmm, in my last post i said MTV sucks except for the middle of the night........well, i can't sleep right now and I just watched a show of videos hosted by Moby that was awesome. they played white stripes, clinic, air, some old school david bowie and another i think another, i can't remember. but man it was cool to see some unique videos being played for a change. hopefully this isn't a one time deal. im gonna go try and sleep again. peace.
current mood: pleased
current music: Taking Back Sunday - Eleven
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| Sunday, March 17th, 2002
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8:53 pm
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gwahslgjks, this is a really good song. it's kinda poppy for victory records, but still really good. and it almost erases the memory of Simple Plan. ALMOST.
That mtv movie that brought forth the butchering of the Dashboard video is on. I'm gonna go not give it ratings 'cause MTV sucks, except in the middle of the night, and The Osbournes - that show rocks.
current mood: impressed
current music: Taking Back Sunday - Cut From the Team
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2:27 pm - "It's not that I'm lazy, it's that I just don't care."
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i was supposed to go to some open house for accepted students of Loyola at some hotel, but I'm not. oh and my grades really suck, thats kinda funny. they went from a 3.7 to 2.4. isn't senioritis fun? hell yes it is. and im actually really excited about proving that i can get them back up though.
so im doing this top 10 action movie list for newspaper, except this other guy gets to choose also, and he wants The Rock on there, but The Rock sucks. and thus in this situation, democracy sucks.
but now I am going to go learn math. i haven't done that in a while, and I figure that it might be fun to accomplish something for a change.
peace, Jeff
current mood: content
current music: Thursday - Understanding (In a Car Crash)
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| Saturday, March 16th, 2002
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5:34 pm
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oh hell yeah, American Ninja is on tv. this is epitome of the cheesy 80's action flick. this guy just jumped out of a window for absolutely no reason at all. oh yeah! a jeep just hit a tree at about 5 miles an hour and burst into flames. this movie is classic.
current mood:  amused
current music: kick in emergency - zoltar
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| Friday, March 15th, 2002
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11:48 pm - i've never done one of these bf so i thought id give it a try.......
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1) Name: Jeff
2) Name Backwards: ffeJ
3) Were you named after anyone? this kid my brother was friends with down the street that we don't even know anymore, how pathetic is that?
4) Does your name mean anything? something religious
5) Nick Name(s): Dweezer
6) Screen Name(s): bluetunehead
7) Date Of Birth: November 4, 1983
8) Place of Birth: St. Louis, MO
9) Nationality: PUNK!!!!!! lol
10) Current Location: St. Louis, MO
11) Sign: scorpio
12) Religion: christian
13) Height: 5'8
14) Weight: 135 lb.
15) Shoe Size: 9
16) Hair color: brown
17) Eye color: blue
18) What do you look like? a geek
19) Innie or Outie? innie
20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidexterous? lefty and ambidexterous (it's weird)
21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other? Straight
Who Is Your...
22) Best friend(s): mom, brother, ryan
23) Best friend you trust more than anyone: one doesn't stand out, probably my brother
24) Best friends {your sex}: brother, ryan, bryan
25) Best friends of the Opposite Sex: umm, Holly is cool, but she lives 3 hours away, lol, and The McGees are all awesome too
26) Best Bud(s): didn't i just go over this?
27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend: sigh, nope
28) Crush: yup
29) Parent(s): Nintendo and Hockey
30) Worst Enemy: procrastination, but it wins every time
31) Favorite on-line Guy(s): they're mostly my normal friends off-line too
32) Favorite on-line Girl(s): see above
33) Funniest friend: Bryan
34) Craziest friend: Bryan
35) Advice Friend: changes with the situation
36) Loudest Friend: Bryan
37) Person you cry with: im usually alone when i cry (and thats usually part of the problem, too)
Do You Have...
38) Any sisters: nope
39) Any brothers: 1
40) Any pets: I had a rad dog, but she's not with us anymore
41) A Disease: migraine headaches (its not really a disease but it sucks a lot)
42) A Pager: no
43) A Personal phone line: no
44) A Cell phone: no
45) A Lava lamp: no
46) A Pool or hot tub: no
47) A Car: no
Describe Your...
48) Personality: dorky, opinionated but accepting, genuine
49) Driving: nope, proud to be scrub
50) Car or one you want: id love a beamer but that wouldn't happen even if i drove
51) Room: bare walls, it was supposed to be painted 4 months ago
52) was missing?: riiiiiiiiight
53) School: South High (2 months left EVER! ahh it cant come fast enuff)
54) Bed: great place
55) Relationship with your parent(s): they're understanding and gracious, i can't complain
Do You
56) Believe in yourself: i wish i had more to believe in
57) Do you believe in love at first sight? only twice in my life have i ever been fairly right about a person from a first glance, there is always more to a person than what you can see, one of the coolest things is letting people surprise you.....
58) Consider yourself a good listener: i hope so
59) Consider yourself a good friend: see above
60) Get Along with your parents: yeah i guess
61) Save your e-mail conversations: rarely
62) Pray: not often enough
63) Believe in reincarnation: I think it'd be fun, but I doubt it.
64) Like to make fun of people: while you're doing it, its fun, but then i feel horrible afterwards and i hate myself so overall, no.
65) Like to talk on the phone: eh
Do you...
67) Like to drive: hell yeah! golfing is awesome, i once drove a ball 210 yards....oh
68) Get motion sickness: nope
69) Eat the stems of broccoli: nope
70) Eat Chicken fingers with a fork: YEAH AND IM THE ONLY ONE I KNOW WHO DOES!
71) Dream in color: yeah, dreams are one of the best things about life, while sleeping or while awake
72) Type with your fingers on home row: yup
73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: used to
What Is/Are/Was...
74) Right next to you: Dr. Pepper
75) On the walls of your room: nothing at the moment.
76) On your mouse pad: red cloth
77) Your dream car: a beamer
78) Your dream date: intelligent, spiritual, accepting, interesting, cute : )
79) Your dream honeymoon spot: anywhere, just as long as i was with somebody that i was completely nuts about
80) Your dream husband/wife: see dream date
81) Your bedtime: usually like 10:30 or 11, but i should go to bed a lot earlier
82) Under your bed: an extra mattress
83) The single most important question: There are too many that can be important.
84) Your bad time of the day: AP Lit
85) Your worst fear(s): never finding somebody
86) The weather is like: raining
87) The time? 11:32
88) The date? March 15th
89) The best trick you ever played on someone: can't think of one.
90) The weirdest food or drink that you like: crab rangoon looks weird, but i wouldn't call it really weird at all
91) Theme Song: this week it's been "Good Souls" by Starsailor
overall these stick out, too: "Only In Dreams" by Weezer, and "You Get What You Give" by New Radicals (that one got me through being 14, and it helps out whenever I need it)
92) The hardest thing about growing up: being alone
93) Your funniest experience: it's usually pretty funny just being around Bryan
94) Your scariest moment: last night, i randomly took an hour and a half walk at like 9:00 at night just to think, and I realized that at that moment, I felt almost completely alone in the world. That's not a comforting thing. I don't feel that way anymore, and I'm thankful for that. If I've been more afraid than last night, it's been a while.
95) The silliest thing you've said: i make dumb comments a lot, or stuff that i look back on and think should've remained unsaid
96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex? i really dont know
97) The scariest thing that's ever happened while with your friend(s): the most recent thing was watching a friend take something way too far, and then really almost going over the edge later on b/c they felt so horrible about it, i know that was vague, sorry
98) The worst feeling in the world: feeling alone
99) The best feeling in the world: every level of love, from the smallest appreciation and admiration, to dumb teenaged crushes, to timeless connections, i can't think of anything better than that.
current mood: good
current music: U2 - One
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| Thursday, March 14th, 2002
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7:54 pm
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wow, i heard quite possibly the most horribly stereotypical pop-punk band alive today. they are called Simple Plan. look! we can jump in unison! it makes me sick. they are just too darn catchy and overdone and corporate. they will be huge. and to think, i would have loved them to death 6 months ago. hell, i can't get the song out of my head now! stupid catchy pop melodies, lol.....
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| Wednesday, March 13th, 2002
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8:30 pm - where i go i just don't know, i got to gotta gotta take it slow....
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haha, this is genius, the ace troubleshooter website runs off of Geocities. sorry, im a web-geek.
I heard a new NFG song today, it sounds.....exactly like New Found Glory, big surprise. It must suck having a record label telling you exactly what to do, and Kirkland says that Chad hates the songs that he has to write. Oh Major Label woes. Midtown's next.
Time magazine had a story today on both The Faint and Desaparecidos. I really wasn't expecting to see that, cool stuff.
I'm gonna go do homework now.
haha, vanilla ice is about to fight willis (dif'rent strokes) on Fox.....this should be fun
current mood: ok
current music: red hot chili peppers - soul to squeeze
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| Tuesday, March 12th, 2002
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8:51 pm
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hmm, this song is really dissapointing. it's almost as bad as the original version. these guys were so rad last night but this cover sucks! i mean it's atrocious! it doesn't even change anything, just adds guitars. oh well, back to homework.
current mood: frustrated
current music: Further Seems Forever - Bye Bye Bye
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8:34 am - go your own way, i'll be with you, make mistakes and i'll forgive you...
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hi, brand new was ok. they were pop-punk, but at least they were good at it. further seems forever was awesome. hearing monachetti live was worth my 8 bucks. hot rod circuit was good, but i had to leave halfway through their set. i hate when that happens. i also felt bad because the place really emptied out after further got done, and hot rod was impressive, but i had to leave so i was part of the problem. oh well. but wow, bwahahaha...i need to go to more shows, i almost forgot how cool they are.
[edited later] ok so as i was writing this, a window popped up on the computer that said "get back to school work" then i couldn't type anything. the man. i hate the man. i hate this school. the girl next to me was writing an e-mail to her friend for an hour and didn't get hassled, but they evesdrop on me and screwed with the computer b/c i spent 45 seconds writing one of these.
now we're checking out The Three Amigos on one of the DVD players in newspaper. i love that movie. peace.
current mood: awake
current music: "What is this!? Are there Amigo's falling from the sky?!"
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| Friday, March 8th, 2002
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12:37 am
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| Thursday, March 7th, 2002
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11:49 pm - master volume control
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hi.
today was a total mixed bag. the chronies all went to this playground and ran amuck. it was fun. hide and seek takes on an entirely new level of enjoyment when you're 18 and not 8. the whole social order in my life made a complete u-turn today. what was the norm like last september and october was today. i know exactly why, but it's still odd. hmm, what else....drew said he was whipped. man that was funny b/c its been so uncompromisingly true (at least until today, that is). he's taken his first step into a normal world once again. haha.
i'm really bummed right now. not about anything from earlier today, but just, hmm, im bummed. i hate feeling so alone, and that whole feeling has come rushing back to me this past few days. I feel like no one gets me at all, and that no one out there appreciates what they have (including me). i'm tired of people being jerks to everybody else for petty and insignificant reasons. sometimes i feel like the only person who doesn't really hate someone else. it sucks. i wish i could think of a more descriptive word than sucks, but i can't. sucks. i feel so isolated right now. i want to talk to somebody. a girl wouldn't hurt. haha. i hate this word with a passion, but it describes me quite well tonight......emo. yes, i am emo.
i'm gonna go keep doing website stuff. i think i get to make 2 more, other than pole position. sometimes my dorkiness pours out. im actually pretty pumped about it. after all, it's just something else to draw my attention away from school. :-)
cya. i have no idea if ill get to update this until monday so....in case i dont see ya....good afternoon, good evening, and goodnight......i can't believe i just wrote that.
current mood:  contemplative
current music: something corporate - (hurricane) the formal weather pattern
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9:23 am - blah
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orange juice is good.
it's funny, im reading a story that i wrote last november for the school paper about Mest. they suck so bad. and i made them sound so good. haha. anyway......
i think i'll go try writing a story for a change, what are the odds.
current mood: indifferent
current music: ferlis's inane ramblings
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| Wednesday, March 6th, 2002
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7:25 pm
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hey there, i had an awesome day today, and a for the life of me cannot explain why. were i to just rattle off the details you'd think it sucked (have a crap load of homework, my humanities/soc. teacher was really pissed off and yelled a lot at my friends, etc. etc.) but it's cool. oh well. i just feel really awesome about life right now.
;alskdjfls;, im gonna go do my homework (right, what a way to kill the perfect natural high.....).
current mood:  hopeful
current music: Pearl Jam - I'm Open (awesome awesome awesome song)
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