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[07 Dec 2002|11:42am] [ mood | sleepy ] new lj name yet again. sorry if this bothers any of you. i just felt the need to do it. this will be the last time though. go to heartpuncher. post comment

! ! !!!! [14 Nov 2002|12:20pm] [ mood | not much better ] it's jenny from rilo kiley! and jake gyllenhaal. WHAT A FUCKING COOL COUPLE. man. that is so great it made me smile. 3 comments|post comment

[03 Nov 2002|11:18pm] [ mood | depressed ] my computer is dead. 2 comments|post comment

[21 Oct 2002|11:34am] [ mood | calm ] mrs. burgess isn't at school today, so there isn't a thing for me to do in this class but play around on the internet.. so here i am. i'm sorry for not writing in you more, dear journal. i hate being at school.. i see little things i need to fix (like i messed up the scrollbar on the links page of the new layout on hyper-panic.. and i just see it now cause i can't see colored scrollbars on my comptuer.. and ARGHHHH i want to fix it but can't.. yeah, nerd.) i'm trying to come up with a quick idea for a halloween costume, because it's pretty probable that i'll actually do something for halloween this year. that hasn't happened in a while.. not since i went over to nicole's (ex-best friend) in the 9th grade and helped her scare the kids away so we wouldn't have to give out any candy. oh yeah, those were fun times.. my old portable cd player finally kicked the bucket today. something's gone wrong in it's little computerized mind that makes it screw up after playing for about 30 seconds. :::sigh::: so now i don't have that, nor can i work my mp3 player that i got for my birthday. it won't work with windows 95, and i need the product id code for my windows 98 disc to put it on my computer. but i can't find that certificate. so i'm stuck. i'm really hating windows. i want a mac, dude. i need to ask will to burn the le tigre cd for me. we were listening to it friday night. i've never known a guy who liked le tigre, haha. i bought a whole bunch of plain white shirts, and i want to come up with random statements to write on each one. anyone have suggestions? 5 comments|post comment

[14 Oct 2002|12:44pm] [ mood | hyper ] HELLO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO ARE OUT OF SCHOOL >:| 2 comments|post comment

it's the end of the world. [12 Oct 2002|10:24pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | reggie and the full effect - everyone is crazy ] i have finally gotten hyper-panic.net back up and running. GO ASHLEY. :::falls over::: and i'm sick. boo. 2 comments|post comment

one by one, hidden up my sleeve [04 Oct 2002|06:56am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | polaris - summerbaby ] god, i love the new foo fighters song. i've always been a foo fighters fan, but their new harder sound is so fucking awesome. here's hoping my friday goes along smoothly. birthday weekend coming up. the free tibet benefit concert is saturday, and dashboard is sunday. even if i'm not going to dashboard (i still don't even know, hah.. miranda hasn't been at school. so i hope she's there today because i really need to talk to her about it), i haven't done so much for my birthday ever. 3 comments|post comment

just for kicks.. [02 Oct 2002|12:37pm] [ mood | blah ] here's what i'd like to recieve for my birthday. - to get to go to the dashboard show. i think i might have gotten a ride.. maybe.. i hope. - any cd's from my wishlist. any of those. i tried to narrow it down, but couldn't do much. burns of any of those will do nicely as well. in fact, burns of anything you might think i'll like, i'd love to have. and demo tapes. and mixtapes. i just want some new music. - band t-shirts, and just basically any really cool shirts. plain white is nice too. sized medium. i want a couple pairs of dickies too, but i dunno what size i am :\ - any of the following brian ewing promo posters: sparta (either of the two), ryan adams, deathcab for cutie, jimmy eat world, three bad jacks, the strokes, the international noise conspiracy, girls against boys, or the donnas. - one or two cases of jones soda with the following flavors: blue bubblegum, vanilla cola, cream soda, orange and cream, and m.f. grape. - a digital camera. - a ton of chex mix. - zack. <3 :D 10 comments|post comment

i really need it to get by. [25 Sep 2002|06:56am] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | coyote shivers - sugar high ] it's pajama day! it's pajama day!! at least i'll be comfortable today. 4 comments|post comment

i got ripped off, fridays are supposed to be cool [20 Sep 2002|12:41pm] [ mood | crappy ] ah man. mr. ben folds, why are you not visiting your home state on your current tour? whyyy? i would give my right arm to see ben. i always missed out on ben folds five concerts, and i always heard that they were the best. the closest he's coming to here is washington dc. gahhh. i should make a list of all the shows i want to see. that would be a fucking long list. if i had my way, i'd be at a show pretty much every single day of my life. foods and nutrition is probably my favorite class now, haha. mainly because all we do is cook now. me and brent (that's the EMO boy, ambie) are starting to become friends i think. or we talk to each other more at least. although he's a little freshman corny punk skater boy with a band called public service anouncement who is pretty much a weirdo, he's a cool little freshman corny punk skater boy with a band called public service anouncement who is pretty much a weirdo. besides, he's not all bad, he brought in some zeppelin the other day. but i will never forgive him for the "blink 182 is an emo band" thing. i will never ever let him live that one down. the rest of school still blows harder than hurricane hugo though. this week has been taking forever. please just go on already, i have plenty of other monotinous weeks to deal with and i can't with you standing in the way. i'm going to walmart to see if they have any dickies. if they do then i will buy as many as i can, i swear. i need some new pants badly. post comment

i'm gaying it up over here. [19 Sep 2002|07:21am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | bright eyes - haligh, haligh, a lie, haligh ] last night, i went with miranda to watch her friends practice. their band doesn't have a name yet, but last night the lead singer suggested something like "angry residents", which was so corny it made me giggle. i met all the guys, but the only one i remembered his name was micheal, the lead guitar, cause miranda is in love with him. and i can see why.. the boy is nice and funny and he can do EVERYTHING. he plays guitar, he took over the drums for a while, he sings lead in one song (he is so much better than their regular lead, because you can actually hear him.. and he's got a great singing voice, and screams. miranda tried to get him to do lead, but he wouldn't), and he plays trumpet. overall, they weren't too bad, and on october 5th they're playing a free tibet show, which i'm hoping to attend with zack. <3 i kinda feel dumb though cause i didn't have enough nerve to talk to anyone except miranda. oh well. today i am wearing the almighty ANARCHY jacket in which a piece of cloth is attached with safety pins on the back, and the piece of cloth reads "ME, MAREN, AMBIE, AND ZACK ARE TOTAL ANARCHISTS" (the names were drawn on as i asked each of you if you wanted to be on it :D). i drew it on this small 4 year old sized shirt i found and cut it out. so it's more anarchy than ever. and i will wear this jacket forever now. AND I WILL RULE THE SCHOOL. 4 comments|post comment

local girl makes good. [18 Sep 2002|12:13pm] [ mood | calm ] yesterday, i got a nice suprise.. i was at the library, reading the new rolling stone, and i look up and see miranda, jade, and katie sitting around me. miranda wanted me to come over to her house, so we all crammed into katie's car and went there. it was pretty fun, they're all so nice :D we listened to dashboard and we all sung along, except katie cause she's not too familiar with them. it kinda annoys me though.. it seems like they like dashboard just cause of chris's looks a bit too much. like the whitestripes community bugs me because there is no talk of the music. only how hot jack is. blah. that's really dumb to be all teenybopperish about it. i mean, you can think they're hot or whatever, but that shouldn't be a bigger thing than the music. and that shouldn't be ALLL you talk about when you talk about them. not at all. miranda played a plain morning for katie and was all like "katie, this is YOUR song". katie's boyfriend just went away to college and never gets to see him. and it made her cry. it was really powerful. so i spent the afternoon with friends? maybe. i still feel a little out of place, but i'm hoping that will go away soon. i kinda feel like it's some sort of charity. and i kinda feel bad cause i would much much much MUCH rather zack have this kind of luck.. and vh1 played empire records last night which was like woah. they did a week or two ago too but i missed it. but yeaahh i saw it last night and it made me giddy. :) and now i've got a ghetto recording of it. that is a movie i could just watch over and over and over and over. 5 comments|post comment

[08 Sep 2002|11:40am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | ben kweller - sha sha ] god damn you aim. work, mother trucker!!! gah. this computer is getting more and more screwed up each day.. it's starting to make funny noises when i minimize windows. and it won't "go to sleep" anymore for who knows what reason. i have to remember to turn it off when i go to sleep now, which i haven't remembered to do yet. poor thing, he's so old. some of dave's friends are coming over to watch football so i have to clean up the bathrooms and vaccum and such. i think one of his friends, who plays lead guitar in dave's band, looks like chris when up on stage. with a goatee and a lot less hair, heh. they're all pretty cool people i guess.. but i'll just be in my room the whole time, so it doesn't matter much. last night i discovered that if i sang a song without listening to it at the same time, i could do it in my own comfortable key more easily (yes, i know that's probably a big "duhhhhhhh".. but i'm stupid). when i listen to a song, i'll mimic the singer's voice, as hard as i'll try not to. so it sounds like crap. but if i do it right.. hey, i actually sound alright (i think). this thrills me a lot, cause i really like to sing. and i like it even better if i'm a little decent at it. :::gives up on trying to get on aim::: stupid piece of craapp. i guess this would be a good time to do my chores. i do owe my mom, anyway. 1 comment|post comment

i sail the ship of fools. [07 Sep 2002|10:56am] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | the anniversary - never die young ] :::sigh::: last night wasn't good. i didn't go anywhere. and i got a little too upset.. and made zack feel bad cause of it. geez. so i feel like crap. i'm gonna buy tickets to the dc show today. for both of us. even if he can't come. i owe it to him. (edit: gah, mom only let me buy one.. i guess i have to earn the money for another. but i'll do it.) i'm working on hyper-panic, finally. expect it to be up soon.. they're going to be one of dc's opening acts. along with ash (<333) and hot rod circuit. 1 comment|post comment

it takes a lot of bad to produce something good. [04 Sep 2002|11:38pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | rilo kiley - always ] a sense of uneasiness is in the air. she can feel it. and knows he can too. with one hand, she feels around blindly finding the paper on the ground next to her. fingers ruined by hangnails and depression trace the grooves, the words he wrote. a familiar song begins to play in the mind. the lightbulb in the socket stays unlit, but another flickers on invisibly. and to her suprise, doesn't burn out. some sort of inner calm follows. it's mixed in with a little salt water. this seems the best way to begin. just wish her luck, she'll need it. .. sorry, that's what a sleepless night does to me. post comment

kicking ass in the morning and taking names at night [31 Aug 2002|11:25pm] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | the white stripes - hotel yorba ] watching the vma's again, i saw the hives and the vines. both were just awesome. craig is a nut, in a good way. i'm thinking back to an interview or something i saw on mtv2 a month or so ago. the vines were being interviewed, and craig sat there eating a hot dog during the whole thing and looked at the girl who was talking to them like "hey, stop asking me questions. let me finish my freakin hot dog". he's my kinda guy. i also noted that the girl who presented the mtv2 award with anthony said the winner was "dashboard confession". and the stuff that jimmy fallon did at the beginning.. totally made up for the corny jokes the rest of the way though. especially the white stripes part. i was laughing so hard i scared my mom. tomorrow i have to go to church (x_X) and then go watch a COUNTRY MUSIC show (x______________X) yeah so i'll be gone most of the day doing stupid crap that i don't wanna do. and it won't be fun. rob told me he was going to see the dashboard show at the myrtle beach house of blues. god i wish i could go to that, the hob is a fucking cool place. and heck, myrtle beach is a shorter distance to go than to raliegh (even though it's in SC.. pretty fucked up if you ask me) i guess if i go to any, it'll have to be raliegh. 14 comments|post comment

"is music what you're all about?" [30 Aug 2002|06:00pm] [ mood | melancholy ] [ music | the white stripes - why can't you be nicer to me? ] oh man, when they replay the vma's i have to watch the first part that i missed. i missed the hives and the vines <3. and GUNS N' ROSES!!!!!!!! woah, was i ever suprised to hear about that today. THEY DID WELCOME TO THE JUNGLE AND PARADISE CITY AHAHAHAHAHAHAA. i loved guns n' roses so much when i was little. me, a 4 year old little girl, swooned over axl. slash made me laugh with the hat and hair and all. i remember mom would listen to appetite for destruction nonstop. that, and the black crowes' shake your money maker, aerosmith's pump, and faith no more's the real thing, among many other late 80's mtv favorites. a few weeks ago, mom pulled out the old black crowes and i still knew all the words to every song. it's too bad mom isn't her 80's self still, when she listened to hair bands and watched nothing but mtv and played duck hunt with me. i hope i don't turn into a bitch with age like that. but maybe it's just cause she feels she doesn't have to be gentle with me now, since i'm 16 and not 4. that's dumb though. during morning break, i'm always out in the hall sitting in the floor, listening to my headphones. and it's actually the best damn part of my day, getting to hear my music, it's a little motivation to get through these monotinous, crappy days. this week, i've been wearing them around more.. today, someone commented "do you ever take those things off?" and i just smiled, not knowing really what to say. i wish i did never have to take them off. i do need a lot of new cd's though. in english class, i have to write an essay about my hero. i can't choose who to write about. they have to be one of my musical influences though. a while ago i was watching one of those satellite channels that are just a blank screen and they play music, and the title hadn't shown up yet and i had never heard the song before. but i was like "hey, that sounds like michael bolton", and sure enough his name pops up. i dunno if that's something to be proud of. i am not feeling too well. 4 comments|post comment

random comments on the vma's [29 Aug 2002|09:57pm] [ mood | full ] [ music | sister listening to eminem ] dashboard won the mtv2 award. i was hoping the strokes or the hives would win instead; it was a tossup between those three. (and when the nominees were announced, more people cheered for the strokes than any other nominee, i was like "yess oh please lord let them win", mainly because it would be fuckin funny to see julian and the guys up there.. probably wasted and everything.. haha) but dashboard got it, and i got a sinking feeling in my heart. chris? on mtv? i dunno.. it was just very strange, awkward and uncomforting. and what the fuck is up with avril lavinge winning best new artist? i was screaming at the tv over that one. john mayer should have gotten it. he was the best out of all the nominees. but avril? bleehhhhhhhhhhhhh. the white stripes won the award for best video, i believe.. (i knew they were gonna, the whole lego thing is GENIUS) jack and meg both looked they felt a bit awkward to be up there getting that award. <3 them jimmy fallon is doing a sucky job of hosting. what a suprise there, they haven't had a decent host in YEARS now. johnny, bam, and steve-o presented one of the awards. i was like "woah, yeaaahhhhhh!!!" and they showed clips of the jackass movie. mmmm. the filming style was kinda cool but reminded me too much of that waste of time, the real world movie (i watched a couple minutes of that junk, hahaha) final analysis: MTV IS PURE EVIL 5 comments|post comment

[29 Aug 2002|12:47pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | kids talking ] hey, it's a quick school entry. it wouldn't have been quick, but i had to fix the school's calendar on their website. i feel soooo l337 cause i know all this stuff haha. where would these people be without me, i swear :) i got a 0 in english class for not being able to recite some lines from a poem. i could never remember them. so i backed down and kinda looked dumb cause everyone else did it, but whatever. so i suppose the worst part of my day has passed me by. my old friend rob (the master chef) is at school today, giving lectures in all the food and nutrition classes :D i miss him so much. he was one of the only people i met and really clicked with when i came here (we like a lot of the same things.. he even likes boys! haha.. well what did you expect?). he's gonna come eat lunch with me. it's so great to have him back, even if it's just for today. for about three days now, some little kid (i'm assuming he's in the 7th grade, he's very small) has come up to me after school and said a really smart-alecky comment. if he does it today, i will say "kid, you say anything to me ever again and i will rip out all of your tongue from out of your throat to shut you up, then give it to one of your little giggling friends over there to go play jump rope with." a little crude, but kids are monsters at that age. that oughta shut the little guy up :\ so it's lunch time. hooray. 2 comments|post comment

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS [27 Aug 2002|07:40pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | the weakerthans - aside ] :::jumps up and does cheesy thumbs up and smile::: 4 comments|post comment

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