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ok so i was driving my jeep along on proctor valley raod and i went around a corner doing bout 30 an truck came and the sun was in my eyes i swerved and i ended up crashing the jeep and rolling it 3 times. now its totaled and i fucked my arm up. i dont have a ride to school im sicker than hell cause i got a cold from my girlfriend and i have bruise's all over my fucking body. im in a bad mood dammit...
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[03 Aug 2002|08:25am] |
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im going to comic con today... wee. i need to take a shower cause i kinda smell. i ate some cinimin gum yesterday and it fucked my tounge up. it hurts so bad. it feels like when you have hot chocolat that its really hot and it burns really really really bad then its all tingly. ok well you get the point. dominic and i are getting married. but were just gona do it for health bennifits and stuff. yea kinda weird but oh well its life. im gona go take a shower now... asta
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[24 Jul 2002|08:35pm] |
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well no matter how much school sucks im in a good mood. im only in a good mood cause i went biking. thats the only think keeping me happy now. when megan and i go its like a drug. we cant get away from it. we are tan were getting buff were having fun and getting scratched up like tom boys. im also in a weird mood cause im tired. the weirdest thing that happenes when i yawn now... i have one eye closed and the one thats open gets all big and it looks like its gona pop out. im soo tired from waking up so early.
parking sucks cause i have to park in overflow parking and it can kiss my ass cause its stupid and it gets my jeep dirty. thiat school pisses me the fuck off. there are a whole bunch of freshmen punkers its really not cool. there is about 40 of them only 2 are into the music for the music. i duno i cant explain it but i wana shoot my head when this one girl walks by cause she is scarry. shes fat and trys to make liberty spikes but there all retarded and yea. then it seems as if people watch chipper to see how he acts so they can act like him...
chipper wore tight ass pants today and some girl was asking him about (im quoting this) "dosent that hurt your yea?" ha kids. i only got a billion days till im in college.
i like 3 girls and 5 girls like me. im pretty happy bout this.
i dont understand why girls like dykes.
some of us (like me) dont look very pretty
let alone how this one chick said it "hot"
oh wow your such a hottie.
its nice to hear but if it was only true
goodbye i must sleep....
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[21 Jul 2002|10:32am] |
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damn school starts tommrow
i got a new icon
i like it
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[18 Jul 2002|09:54am] |
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well im waiting for pride. i really want to go see all the homos. cindy lauper is playing there. thats so amazing to me i have no idea why though. i have been spending 99% of my time of this summer with megan. i just go to her house and play with her PS2 and thats what my summer is. we go mountian biking and nearly kill ourselfs of dehydration cause we run out of water. we both have camelbaks you know those little backpack looking things but they have water and a little tube thing. yea well they hold 70 oz's of water and we run out. then we have to pee like a motherfucker later on. but its crazy ive been losing so much weight and stuff. im all strong now. yea thats bout it so yea.....
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[10 Jul 2002|09:37pm] |
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uhh yea i got cramps and i got high speed internet so i have no idea what im saying
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[02 Jul 2002|05:43am] |
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well i have been playin my fat little white ass off. megan and i have been exercising. its great were playing softball and riding mountian bikes and playing tennis. i have been over at her house practicly everyday. her grandma is so cool. its great she has a job at mcdonalds. i lost 5 punds in this last week. im so happy. so is my mom. yea jenn has extensions in her hair. she looks like ani now. its so cute. but she also looks black and its a wee bit funny. im going biking today with megan....
oooooo guess what. IM GETING COX HIGH SPEED INTERNET.... WWWWWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
now it wont take hours to download songs. im so freakin happy our dial up service is broken. see we dont really have the money to spend on high speed internet and his ex boss bought everything for us. and like the wireless hook up shit, so we can have 2 computers going on the internet. mines gona be in my room. weeeeeee im so happy its great. i love this shit. i found out this ex boss dude of my dads is a mulit-millionaire because of my dads help. my dad and him started out southwest marine back in the 70s and this guy Engle took the power away from my dad and gave it to his brothers so its a "family" ship reapr service. he has 5 homes in random parts of the flipin world. he owns the land facing san diego bay on cornado. he owns lord hornblower harbor excusions. evryone knows what im talking about those ships that the tourists go on. sail around the bay and whatnot. he owns flamingos and shit at his house. now, this makes me very angry cause we could have millions right now if this guy wasnt such a prick. ohhh man i cant get any sleep i am so mad. plus dominc is leaving today.
we said goodbye yesterday but we were balling it was so sad now we get to do it all over again, cause he needs a ride to the airport with his shit. typh will forget about us so im not even gona bother with her. she dosent seem to care much. its gona be soooo hard today. but its for the best... i guess.
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[19 Jun 2002|07:27pm] |
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alright so tommrow is the last day of school. all of my friends are leaving and i will miss them so much. typhanie dominic bri katie and all my other friends are gona be gone. typh and dominic are moving to a whole other states and everyone else is going to southwestern probably. i wana go be a lesbian hippy up in the mountians. then i wont get hurt all the time by my friends leaving me.
anyways i am going to go to gay prom. i asked delores if she would want to acompany me, she said she was gona ask cause her parents might not let her. but its worth a try. im gona be grounded and im gona the shit beat outa me.... really. god damn mrs. nido and her bitchyness. blah blah blah i dont like annoying white kids. she just dosent like us cause were special ed and shes used to teaching honors at a private school. errrrrrr dumb bitch gave me a D in that class. i hate her with all of my hate and i hope a SAC kid bites her tits.
anyways im in a bad mood and its shitty and my damn ear itches and im done...
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[18 Jun 2002|10:04am] |
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one more thing the kids here are rich but they do this whole gutter punk wana be thing and it made me nuts. one kid pulled out a fifty to buy a magazine. and he was sittin there with his little spikey hair and shit. i sat down a table away and stared at him shaking my head. hah he called me a rich prepy college boy. he thought i went to cal poly or somthing i guess. but that is one of my pet peeves i guess. rich kids trying to be trendy poor.
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[18 Jun 2002|09:44am] |
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im up near long beach. im coming home tonight though. i have been having a pretty good time. its hot and muggy up here but it is everywhere. the traffic suck ass. i drove halfway up here. my dad bought me a hat that hsa my initials (AJ) on it. i am looking quite good with my new clothes and my nice new hat. i love it. i have been wearing it all yesterday and since i woke up today. my friend tried to shave my head. i ran away. i dont want my head shaved again.
i went to a mall in Pamona yesterday (where i got the hat)and my dad and i got lost in it. that is the biggest mall i have ever been in. there was a skate park in it and a gigantic food court and nasty skiny girls. there were some really hot girls however. and i met this girl names jamie. shes great. we had fun. she came over to my hotel. the mall had resturants and a game center and a whole bunch of stuffid have to say that the mall is about 2 of horton plaza's and about 3 plaza bonita's... its a big ass mall. i have been eating alot too so im chubby. its not cool. but i will make it go away soon. i wana do exercise so im not so chubby.
today i am going to the beach... im gona be so sunburnt tommrow. err its gona suck ass. but thats just how life is i guess. i miss driving my jeep i have gotten so attached to it that i dont wana leave it.... or my kitten. i cant wait till i get hone cause i want to see him. he gets all weird if im gona for even half a day. but 2 days that must be pissin him off.
the burn on my arm is getting a little better. but now the thing about toe i am worried about. its all red and looks infected. its pretty nasty and im wearing sandals so the whole world gets to see my beautiful toe... ohh jamie said i was beautiful i wonder where she got that from. there isnt anyone that says that to me... tina did though.
its time for me to go eat breakfast and spend some time with jamie before i go back to SD it looks like i might be comming up here more often now though...
someone call me (619)988-7680
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[16 Jun 2002|01:31pm] |
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my toe got cut open... a little chunk came off it was really growdy. im in so much pain. i keep getting hurt and it.... HURTS
i went to my friend nikkis house yesterday...here's what happened.
i called her up to see if she wanted to hang out and she said ya but come over to my house and we will watch a movie. so i said okie. my mom and dad love her of course cause shes a great girl. i asked her the usual... if she wanted me to stop by the 7/11 and get her a slurpie. of course she said yea. i got the slurpie and went over to her house. she showed me her sunburn which was all over her. then i showed her my burn that i got from going over to her house the last time. then i looked at her living room and there were beer bottles and it smelt like bud hardcore and there was a bong next to the couch and lighters everywhere. i laughed cause she seems like an innocent girl but she is a bonita girl like i was and is a stoner and a partyer. she had a party at her house cause her family is in big bear. there was a big metal bowl and it was full of cigs. we chose a movie to watch. the emorors new groove. i ate ritz crackers and drank my slurpie. she ate spagetti. then she called her boyfriend and he came over. she told me to start a bonfire and i did and it was huge. i thought it was gona burn the block down. then i threw the christmas tree in there and i had to dive outa the way cause it went *POOF* ...
anyways i came home and smelt like bud and cigs and my parents got mad at me. even though i didnt smoke or drink or anything cause it aint good for me i know that. i stoped. but the bonita kids are like alcoholics and potheads. somtimes i wana go back to bonita just to be with my friends. but i realized i have better friends at eastlake. they arnt potheads and they wont get me into too much trouble...
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[14 Jun 2002|10:13pm] |
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well today i went to my cousins graduation at granite hills... i cried. i cant belive him and i made it this far.i remember the day when his dad comited sucide in front of us. we were scared and wanted to hide. we also thought he would wake up so we sat there for a long time... that was that.
him and i went through alot together. but i havent seen him in 4 years. his mom wouldnt let me talk to him cause i was "posesed". she is a bible thumper--hardcore-- scarry stuff when your that involved in religion. but when i saw mikey walking down that isle thing and geting his diploma i just broke down. his uncle gave me a hug. i cred even more. next friday my cousin josh is graduatng. im still the baby of the family.
i stayed home the rest of the day cause school sucks alot and i didnt want to go to it. i heard that there was a cow carcas on the senior lawn. anyways i called megan after school and i asked her what she was doing. her cousin hadnt come home yet so she didnt know. jenn was at work... then nikki called on the other line. she wanted me to come over and get high with her and her boyfriend then go driving around. i got some clothes on (cause i was in boxers and a wifebeater) and i was putting my shoes on then megan and candice called and we made a plan. we ended up going to in-n-out and getting food. then we went to hillcrest. we were being dorks the whole way there to. i was laughing my ass off. we got to hillcrest then megan and i went to the wearhouse while candice went to trader joes. megan bought ani difrancos dvd. then we went to get candice. we then went to that gay bookstore place in hillcrest. blah blah blah. we were reading books. they sure are.....graphic. we drove by the flame and there were these really super hot lesbians standing outside smoking. then one was walking across the street and candice and i were staring at her she looked mighty good. then we went to get candice's daughter then we sat around at megans house for a while. then went to candice's apartment then i came home. thats about it. i had a good day i cant wait for tommrow... i duno whats gona happen. who wants to hang out with me?????????
i need to go put some bengay on my legs cause i pulled a few muscles playing rugby....
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[13 Jun 2002|07:39pm] |
advice to all people
****DONT SLEEP WITH YOUR MOUTH OPEN***
why you ask??????????????????????????????
cause you drool
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[13 Jun 2002|07:37pm] |
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well all my seniors are leaving... i feel bad... i love them. alot of them are my good friends. its gona be wierd without them. i dont like the feeling of "growing up" i am more secure with my friends and shit, i will eventuall have this as my story of my life. so when you see me at the 20 year reunion this is what i will have to say... if things go right
- when i graduate i went to southwestern for 2 years and took alot of computer design classes. then i went to Academy of Art College in san fran for a few years. i met a girl up there and then we roomed with eachother. we went out for a few years then we adopted a baby girl and she grew up and now she is a _________ (fill in the blank). i got a job in LA for a movie company and i made a decent amount of money.what has been going on with you???
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[12 Jun 2002|06:24am] |
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im soooo tired... again. it happens alot. typh is leaving in a week and a half. sad stuff. im gona miss her alot. its hard to belive that i made it this far in school. i remember when i was in 1st grade i thought i would never make it. now im gona be a senior in high school. its very shocking. im driving to school that didnt seem like it would happen. i duno why. i might be moving with dominic. that would mean i wouldnt spend my senior year in california... hawaii. the rainbow state. i have been wanting to hang out with some people but they got jobs and shit. i hate it. but thats life were all fuckin growin up. the funny thing is that the new freshmen that come in next year are gona be so immature about the lesbians at the rocks... i just have that feeling. i would have been immature about it too.
latley my days have been a daze. i cant remember much and i always end up walking around like im stoned or somthing. the weird thing is, i keep my mouth open when i walk now. i have no damn idea why. maybe its cause im getting fatter and i need more air to support all my fat. im not sure. but im having fun this year... i cant wait till next year.... weeeeee senior year c/o '03
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hey kiddies...
well today kinda sucked cause my nails were painted and everyone was amused by that. im tired and this 20yr old girl likes me... shes hot too.
::dances around::
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woooooo
im ready for school
with my lovley blue fingernails
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[08 Jun 2002|09:52pm] |
dominic and i hung out today. it was really cool we had a great time. we went to hillcrest then we went to sunset cliffs and we stayed there for like 3 hours. im sooooooooooo tired now. movies tommrow ans a supprise attack from my grandma betty. she called up and said hey were going to visit. so i have to clean like a maid tweekin. thats about it.... old people that dance spasticly and wear wierd clothes scare me.... thats what we saw at seaport village... then a bird shit on our table.
i painted my nails... isnt that special...
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