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Friday, August 15th, 2003
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11:07 pm - Another John Doe
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John had corresponded with me for a few weeks about his upcoming session with me. He was a younger gentleman, a few years older than me but quite a handsome bespectacled man. He'd only been with one other Mistress and was very new to my world, though he seemed very open to trying anything I wanted. We began with talking to each other about what things on the checklist he was curious about and decided to begin with a little bit of spanking after having him disrobe, not hard, but taps with my hand. He wasn't too into this so I decided he must be more into fetish, which was a thrill to me!
So I decided that I was gonna tie him up with my mad Japanese bondage skills and had him look at himself. We did a little bit of role-play, I was his mother-figure and he was a naughty boy! So then I dressed him up in pink lacy nighty and let him know how pretty he was all pansy-like. Then I decided that I should show him what it's like to have to wear high heel boots and brought him the house pair to prance around for me in. He really liked this, so I kept telling him how pretty he was. I snapped a few pictures of him sitting like a perfect lady (but with a hood on to protect his identity, of course) and played around with him a bit. he seemed very curious about everything in the dungeon, but alas, we ran out of time.
I can't wait for session two!
current mood:  accomplished
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10:45 pm - kitten my kitten
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So, my kittens, I've completed my course, grade pending. I should know my grade by next week at the latest, so I'll keep everyone updated.
I, being in Cleveland, was hit by that massive blackout and we had the bonus of no water too! Who else was hit by that?
current music: kompressor - never talk to strangers
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| Sunday, July 13th, 2003
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3:50 pm
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Well kittens, I begin a new class tomorrow at school. It's a summer session GermanVI class, so I'm fully prepared to have MY ass whipped for once, and probably handed to me, just in an academic sense. Wish me luck! I'll be going to sleep early tonight for once.
current mood:  awake
current music: buffy the vampire slayer
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| Tuesday, July 8th, 2003
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6:17 am - i am not!
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5:54 am - Well Hello!!!
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Hello my kittens!
Well it's been a strange few months, and a lot of different evaluations of myself have brought me back to you. For those who don't know, I'm going to join the Marines as an officer. Don't fret, I wouldn't leave until May at the earliest. Even after that I will be back to finish what's left of my college degree.
There have been some terribly wonderful storms this evening (and morning now, I suppose) and there's a severe weather warning for another half hour, and can I tell you I'm absolutely thrilled by it? There's something enchanting about seeing just how powerful mother nature can be!
So how are you all doing this fine morning?
current mood:  ecstatic
current music: The news
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| Tuesday, May 13th, 2003
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11:47 am - interactive poll!
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since i am no longer a paid account, i had someone create a poll for me, so go vote on their page!
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| Monday, May 12th, 2003
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11:52 pm - lazy lazy lazy...
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So I've been lazy as of late on updating, and I'm sorry. Things as always have been strange for me, but I'm bouncing back :)
I've had a few sessions since the last update, but due to my ignoring my journal i've forgotten names :(.
I did however do my first enema Sunday, and I must say it's quite an amazing thing!
The play party :(... I got sick and Mistress Julia sent me home so I didn't get much of a chance to play... I did get to see spot, who I missed :) He however had some derogatory things to say about the Marines (oh yeah, I ship out next summer for basic training!) but I was too sick to give a spanking. I'm sure he was well taken care of by the other mistresses though!
Anyhow, I'm going to reply to all of my lovely kittens and get a few things rolling!
Ciao!
current mood:  lazy
current music: social distortion - ball and chain
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| Wednesday, April 9th, 2003
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8:08 pm - I can't believe my name was in there!
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As Tzaelah you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors. All the finer things of life and beauties of nature are an inspiration to you and you are attracted to the mysteries of nature. Difficulty in expression results in your being too positive, blunt, and candid in speech and although you are easily offended by others, you do not show it. You crave affection and understanding, but rarely find it as others do not understand you and accuse you of being cool and aloof. The average person would never realize the true depth of your nature. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness. This name would cause tension affecting the eyes, teeth, sinuses, ears or throat. There could also be a sensitivity in the heart, lungs, and respiratory organs, and frequent headaches.
Are you in there?
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| Sunday, April 6th, 2003
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7:37 pm - For those who are lucky enough to attend the play party on April 26th
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...or are just feeling generous....
I found some ( boots )
that I really want yet simply cannot afford right now.
current mood:  naughty
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7:13 pm - Adonis part two
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Adonis had been acting up a bit, possibly even seeing another Mistress, or someone posing as one. He had the audacity to try to come back to me and expected to be treated well. HA!
When he came back to me, he was demanding. He was trying to push me around, and that just doesn't happen. So I made him go into another room and wait until I finished whatever it was that I was doing.
Once I was in the room, I strapped him to the wooden staff hanging from the ceiling and began yelling at him. Man was I angry with him, and I'd been steweing over his behaviour for a few weeks. I had a lot to take out on him.
I took out a lot of my frustrations yelling in his face and trying my best to make him cry for as much as he put me through. I gave him a few bare hand spanks, Mistress Julia style (only not as well as she) until I heard him whimper. He dare not tell me to stop, as he knew he'd been bad.
Since this was PURELY a punishment session, he was not allowed any pleasure, and he got extreme corporal for crossing me. I think I may have crossed the boundry a bit, but I wasn't about to stop. My anger took over for the very first time, and it was actually refreshing. I'm actually calm now.
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| Sunday, March 23rd, 2003
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2:49 pm - Mike
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So Friday I was part of a multi-Mistress session. Mistress Julia, Mistress Gia and Mistress Miranda. The poor guy's name was Mike, and he wasn't really into pain. This was my second session where there was no corporal involved, so it was another live and learn experience.
Mike had a REALLY small penis that he liked us to make fun of. So we got him to strip and Mistress Julia chained him to the ceiling. She had to give him some spankings for seeing another Dom at another Dungeon, that bad boy. Meanwhile Gia, Miranda and I joked and laughed about how little his penis was. I couldn't even tell there was a penis there at first! it was truly amazing. We have a gag in the Dungeon that's shaped like the first few inches of a penis, and we compared it to his. It was sooooo funny, because the gag was bigger than he was.
Gia would measure it periodically to see if it made any progress, but the only time it stretched above 2 1/2 inches was while he was playing with it. Closet case maybe?
So we took him into the room with the medical examining table and put him on the burgundy-red padded table and preceeded to taunt him. Julia tied a shoelace around his penis and his balls since none of the CBT harnesses would work... Julia and I worked him a bit with the Violet Wand, telling him it was essential to inspire some sort of growth. Meanwhile Miranda stood over his head looking very ominous.
I put the Violet Wand away and Julia went to get something. Miranda and Gia were showing me how with a few clothespins they can fold his little penis and his balls into a vagina look-alike. I laughed so hard I almost peed myself! Julia returned with some surgical needles and gloves on (gotta be steril!) She poked at his sack with the needle, again telling him it'll help make the little guy bigger (HA!) as she worked her way up to the little penis-looking thing.
After we'd had our fill of that we decided to make him worship their asses (except me, I have a thing about my ass where I don't like people touching it. I think it's from having been a stripper for 4 1/2 years...) while I swung on the bondage swing, pointing and laughing. After that Mistress Julia continued to administer a bit of CBT while the rest of us took turns smothering him with our boobs until finally we let him finish off (which is when we measured and he was almost 4 inches!
So we bid Mike farewell and giggled about him the rest of the night. What fun to be a Dom!
current mood:  sleepy
current music: Massive Attack - Inertia Creeps
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| Thursday, March 20th, 2003
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3:18 pm - Bill
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Bill was not brand new to the BDSM scene, and very soft spoken. He liked to look at me, which pissed me off.
I bound him to the St. Andrew's cross and tried to put a CBT harness on him, but it wasn't cooperating. So I blindfolded him and ended up just tying a shoelace around his cock and balls in a little bow and began to tap his penis with a riding crop that had a little leather hand at the tip. I tried to put some nipple clamps on him, but he couldn't handle the pain of it so I tried a lighter pair, which was also too much. So I entertained myself with watching his face as I pretended like I was going to put them back on him by nipping at his nipples with them, the poor guy.
I let him down and strapped him to the burgundy table in our medical table room. I made sure he was bound tight and stretched. I ran a soft suede flogger down his naked body, stopping only to slap at his balls a bit. Then the fun begins! I still had him blindfolded, so he had no idea what I was up to. I got out the Violet Wand (my absolute favourite device in the whole dungeon!). I plugged it into the wall and put in the device that you can hold with one hand and conduct the electricity through your body to your hand, and as soon as I turned it on he jumped. He was obviously quite scared of what I may be fixing to do to him, and the low hum of the Violet Wand was not very comforting.
I began to run my hands over his chest, lightly shocking him and making him jump. Eventually I took his blindfold off and let him watch as I used a few of the different attachments to spark him up, then I slapped his balls with the metal whip that shocks when it connects with flesh. Eventually I began clipping clothes pins to the skin on his balls while gently flicking his penis until he simply couldn't take it anymore.
I told him congratulations for making it through a session with me and told him to finish while I put everything away. He took FOREVER! Like past his time that was allotted, but he had a good time, which is what he came for anyhow!
current mood:  relaxed
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3:04 pm - Phill
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Phill was a first timer. He'd always been interested in BDSM, but had never had the guts to explore. He had no idea what he was and was not into, which left me all the room in the world to explore!
When he entered my throne room he was physically trembling and quite nervous, I sat in my throne and explained how it all works. I asked him if there was anything he wanted to try, but he had no idea what any of it was. So I decided to go easy on him.
I made him strip and chained him up in front of the mirror. i began to taunt him with the rabbit hair flogger (that's what i start out with for all newbies) until he was a little more calm. I strapped him into a CBT device which he REALLY liked and played around with different crops on his penis.
We worked our way up the floggers until he found one he didn't like so that we could establish his pain tolerance. Eventually I tired of just plain spanking so I took one of the longer riding crops and swung it lightly between his legs, brushing up against his penis.
I unchained him and then I put him on one of our newest pieces of equipment, a tripod spanking bench. After I chained him down he began to tremble again so i had to calm him down a bit. I flogged him a bit on his bottom and shoulders until I grew bored (since I couldn't do too much else with him) and made him finish himself off.
I hope he comes back again, so we can try more!
current mood:  peaceful
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| Thursday, March 13th, 2003
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4:05 pm - What's new?
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So what is going on in the life of Mistress Tzaelah?
Business has been sketchy with the Ohio winter and all, but I'm still able to manage.
Monday I had a bone scan done on my spine to try to get to the bottom of my injury, which if you recall has been a nuance since December. I haven't heard anything back yet, but I hope to by the end of this week or the beginning of next week.
I'm in the process of trying to adopt the CUTEST little kittenin the world from a website called www.petpromise.com. It's a website that saves abused animals and nurses them back to health in their own homes until they can find the critter a safe home. Orion (this kitten) has his throat cut, but he lived and has become a very spunky little entity i'm told. The adoption process is VERY intricate because they want the little dears to go to safe places. They even inspect your home! So keep your fingers crossed for me!
I'm returning to school for intersession (the three weeks between spring and summer semesters) to get back in the ball game, and then in fall I am shooting to return permanently, so wish me luck there.
So there's a brief update for your hungry little minds, I'll post some more later for your reading pleasure!
Bye my kittens!
current mood:  happy
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3:20 pm - finally, an update!
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I've been slacking, my kittens, and for that I apologize. your Mistress has been a VERY busy bee, getting registered for summer classes at school and figuring out how to finance it as well.
Paul
Paul was a bit nervous, the sweat was visibly beading on his furrowed brow as I questioned him on his likes and dislikes, and went over his information sheet with him. I gently told him to relax, I wasn't going to hurt him in any way he didn't want me to. I mean, sure it's always good to press limits, but sometimes you need to be careful so as not to hurt them *too* much. It is supposed to be pleasurable after all.
So I had Paul undress and neatly fold his clothes in a pile by the table with all of the Mistresses business cards and misc. books, then come to the throne and kneel at my stool. I told him my feet were terribly sore and they needed to be pampered, at which he jumped at the opportunity to rub my feet and calves for a good 20 minutes. It was pure euphoria I tell you! I then made him put my shoes back on and stand under the chains that dangle ominously from the celing and face the mirror.
I had him choose his restraints, and I stretched him up to the chains. You see, Paul isn't really big on pain so I had to start out easy on him. I retrieved my personal favorite cock ring/harness to administer a slight bit of CBT to get him started. I was gentle yet firm, as I always am at first. I then got the fur flogger (which doesn't hurt at all) and pretended to rough him up a bit. Once he was comfortable with me flogging him, I got a light weight flogger from the wall and lightly beat him with it. For not liking pain he sure got... excited...
We moved on with different types of floggers and riding crops while cooing gently and breathily in his ear, keeping him calm, reminding him that this is for pleasure and remember to tell me if I'm hurting him too much. Eventually he was begging for more CBT. I decided that he needed some weights to hold down his excitement while I gently whapped his little man with a riding crop.
Eventually he was asking to be unbound so that he may pleasure himself, but I forced him to beg me for it. So I let him down after a few minutes of hitting him if I wasn't pleased with how he begged, and he couldn't have been happier.
When I finally let him get dressed he was smiling ear to ear, and asked for a hug. It's the least I could do after turning his poor bottom black and blue! Good luck sitting down, Paul!
current mood: accomplished
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2:50 am - gifts are neat!
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thank you  zadkiel for my 2 months of being a paid member for my birthday!
who else has neat gifts for me?!
current mood: happy
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| Saturday, February 8th, 2003
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11:51 am - John Doe #2
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John Doe #2
When I entered into the main room of the dungeon I saw a very sweet older man named John. He seemed quite content and happy to be there, with his smile spreading from ear to ear and his blue eye glimmering. I instantly wanted to hug him, but I restrained myself.
After a bit of friendly banter, I made him disrobe. He proceeded to rub my feet and go all out in a very sensual foot worship session back in the throne room (again, my favourite room!). I really needed the rub, and it seemed to make John very happy.
When I'd had enough (well, enough for the night) I chose a pair of nipple clamps from the wall. I secured them tightly on his little nipples while he knealt before me. After that I made him stand up and choose a pair of restraints from the wall. He chose my favourite pair: the black patent leather set. They just seem to work so well... I fastened them onto the chains that hang from the ceiling so that he was looking at himself in the mirror. I asked him if he liked what he saw, and he said that he liked that he could see me in the mirror.
I fetched some rope (of course) and practiced a few of my Japanese rope bondage tricks on him, which he seemed to LOVE. We put a hood on him and took a few polaroids for "The Wall" (a wall with the mistresses best work). For the second bondage shot I had to take the nipple clamps off, however, as they kept gettnig stuck in the rope! After this I decided it was time for him to get his spankings.
I began with a riding crop, teasing his penis in it's restraints with a little tapping. I then walked behind him and gave him a few hard pats on his bottom. He moaned lightly, so I decided to grab my favourite - the wooden paddle. I hit him with it until his bottom was rosey red, and he asked for more. It was sweet: "Is that enough John?" "May I please have a bit more?"
After I put the paddle away, I decided to get some practice in with the floggers since I desperately need it. I got one of the light weigt floggers and procedded to whip at his bottom until they were the shade of a red delicious apple.
With this, I felt his hands. He was in subspace and had forgotten that his hands were restrained. They were freezing cold. I let him down and asked him to flex his hands a bit as I took of the restraints. He complied, instantly reaching to gratify himself. He liked to watch himself doing this in the mirror, all tied up.
I made him stop and let me untie him, smacking his bottom if he touched himself. After he was untied, I decided to pinch his nipples very hard until he couldn't take it anymore, where he layed on his back and finished what he came for (no pun intended).
We cleaned up the dungeon a bit and chit-chatted about life. I allowed him to get dressed and gave him a quick hug as I sent him on his way. He was very sweet the whole way through, and it was a pleasure abusing him ;)
current mood: accomplished
current music: My ming not wanting to burn CDs for my DJ gig tonight...
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| Tuesday, February 4th, 2003
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11:10 am - Finally, a REAL update!
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First I'll start with the first session I have yet to post.
John Doe #1
I walked into the main room of the dungeon and there was a rather handsom older gentleman, probably in his early 50s at the most sitting at the table, pouring a glass of wine for me. He stood up to greet me and immedeately went to his knees when I sat down. He then procured a gold bracelet out of his backpack for my birthday, which I found was a sweet gesture. We sat and disgused exactly what it was he wanted from me, whereapon we retired to the throne room (my personal favorite).
He asked if he could take his clothes off while I read over his requests, and of course I said alright. I was at a loss of what to do, which is not common with me. He wasn't into any type of BDSM, which saddened me a bit because that's what I love to do. He was indeed a fetishist, which I hadn't much experience with as of yet. He wanted to worship me as a supreme being, a deity if you would. He refered to me as "Goddess Tzaelah" and even wrote up a prayer/poem to me.
I was to share my body fluids with him so that he could complete his ritual of worship. So I spit into a small goblet while we spoke which sometimes made it difficult for John to concentrate. Every time he did something that pleased me, I would reward him by either spitting in his face or letting him have some of the spit saved in the goblet. I asked him about women, and how he's treated them all his life, and what a woman is to him. Lucky for him his answer was satisfactory, so he got a sip. Thats pretty much how that whole scene went.
Scene two was a bit more difficult. He wanted a golden shower, but not just any old golden shower, but I was to fill a goblet with my urine while he held it on his chest. So I took him into the room with the medical table and had him lay outstretched on the wide table. i straddled him in my 10 inch heels and filled the cup halfway, while I delivered the rest to his face and chest. He seemed very satisfied with this as well, so I threw him a towel and let him clean up while I prepared for scene three.
Scene three was going to be the most difficult for me. I cannot induce myself to vomit, so John substituted twinkies and milk. I would chew up a bite of twinkie and swirl it around in my mouth with some milk then spit it onto a platter with a spoon. Jon was ingenious, it really did look like vomit! I continued this after making him eat some until he was fully satisfied.
We cleaned up our messes and he gathered his things and we talked for a bit, but he then left, leaving me with a wonderful memory, and hopefully he had one too.
current mood:  satisfied
current music: Cranes - Beautiful Sadness
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| Sunday, February 2nd, 2003
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2:46 am - my kittens
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| Tuesday, January 28th, 2003
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1:37 pm - Hello my kittens!
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It's been a while, you see... I had a birthday (if you want to buy me something I do indeed have a wish list ;D).
On top of this I was also very Ill and my back injury was acting up very badly. Things are getting better however, and I'm back in action.
You can look forward to two updates in the near future as I've had two sessions since last I updated.
So, my kittens, the debauchery shall continue!
Keep reading!
current mood: awake
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