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Ex-Sponsa Christi's LiveJournal:
| Monday, February 10th, 2003 | |
| 10:37 pm | less than 24 hours, and then i get to go see The Man!!!! a few moments ago i was reading through my recent entries. i use an awful lot of exclaimation points, don't i???!!!!?? damned annoying. Current Mood:  weird |
| Saturday, February 8th, 2003 | |
| 8:17 pm | every so often i get the roadrunner sports catalog in the mail. i was leafing through the catalog and just looking at the bewildering array of running shoes ... in the track and field section they have a brand new shoe! it's called the ... hehehe. in other news, only three more get-ups until i see The Man again ... two weeks without him is TORTURE!!!! he calls often, and that helps immeasurably. coming home tonight to a voice message from my lover was a wonderful thing *swoons.* dad is here in big bear with me. tonight we wanted to go out to dinner, which is probably not a great idea during the wintertime as every restaurant in town was mobbed. we finally gave up and went back down the boulevard and hit a mostly-locals mexican restaurant. it was extremely busy but they seated us right away, so we ended up having a nice time anyway. it's cute; dad misses mom and i miss The Man. *sobs* it's probably a good thing that i can't just move closer to him as soon as i feel like it, that i have to wait until i am at least mostly finished with school ... but damn, being adult and practical sucks ass sometimes. Current Mood:  horny |
| Friday, February 7th, 2003 | |
| 7:07 pm | yippie ki yi yaay; only one more day of class on monday. we all go to lunch on tuesday, so that really does not count ... but after that, 2nd semester is but a memory! yaayness! the past couple of weeks have been very busy, so it is nice to know that i can basically just relax this weekend. i don't have all that much to do; i have a test on monday but it should be fairly easy. The Man is going to a new club tonight with one of his friends. i am up here in big bear (it may snow tommorrow!!!) with my dad; after lunch on tuesday i get to go to long beach and launch myself into The Man's arms. it's been too long ... two weeks seems like an eternity! Current Mood:  mellow |
| Wednesday, February 5th, 2003 | |
| 7:58 pm |  You Will Get Lacey Lingerie That He'll Rip Off For Valentine's Day!You guys express your love for each other through sex, every day. You let him call you dirty names, and you let him (okay, beg him) to take you. You guys are all about sex. So, it's no surprises that your Valentine Day's present involves sex. Can you wait until Feb 14th for the escapade? Or are you too horny to wait? On V-Day, will you be able to withstand a night out on the town... All the while knowing what is in store for you when you come home? Don't trick yourself for a minute if you think your guy is going to make it easy on you! You are going to panting for him before the night even begins. What Are You Getting For Valentine's Day? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva Current Mood:  silly |
| Tuesday, February 4th, 2003 | |
| 6:38 pm | only one week to go, then this semester will be but a memory, i will be in The Man's arms, at en route to see Rasputina. wahooooooooooooooooie!!!!!! i have a pharmacology final in the morning; wish me luck. last night i had such an incredibly bizarre dream. since it has been a very long day i have probably forgotten most of it, but i do remember being on a pirate ship, being defended by a dashing colonial type with a flintlock, and trying to find the source of a really nasty disease. the last had something to do with the way the dishes were being washed back in my 16th-century surroundings; people were breaking out with massive ulcerations all over their bodies and dying horrible deaths. i have no clue about the pirate ship, unless that it is a metaphor for my adventuresome life. the colonial with the flintlock is probably a cross between The Man, a fantasy-romance-novel hero, and that weirdly unattractive but exceptionally well-dressed guy at bar sinister (dressed, not so surprisingly, as a colonial). the epidemiology of the disease probably has to do with the way The Man does the dishes. *gack* Current Mood:  bouncy |
| Sunday, February 2nd, 2003 | |
| 1:36 pm | busy busy busy! The Man called me at 2am and again at 4am; he was in such a happy, bouncy mood (partly alcohol-induced) ... i loooove it when he calls me in the middle of the night and i don't know why. if it was anyone else i would probably growl something nasty into the phone and hang up, but when he calls i just wake up and want to hear what he has to say. after the call ends, i have no trouble going back to sleep ;) qualifier: it is not so much fun to have him call in the middle of the night when i have an exam the next morning, but he is actually very good about that .... if i ask him to not call he either won't or will keep the call brief. o, wishes granted! i wanted a man who calls, and calls often ... and only because he wants to do so. someone fun, and if he drank (as The Man does) to be a nice guy when inebriated, unlike the ex, Jonny the Homicidal (maniac or not, he was damned scary when drunk). ( more wishes ... ) Current Mood:  busy |
| Saturday, February 1st, 2003 | |
| 10:50 pm | sooo sad about the columbia =\ i haven't really have time to be in shock over it as my nephew's 1st birthday party took place today as well ... The Man should be moved into his new place by now. i wish i could have been able to help him out, even a little, but it sounds as thought they had plenty of help with the move. *i miss him!!* and i will be unable to see him until the 11th as the next week and a half are hellishly busy at school. *sigh* the party went REALLY well ... unbelievably peaceful and all the kids were having a great time in the bouncy house and with the pinata as well. after all the stress and anxiety, it was soo nice; mom didn't go but dad and i were there and i have a lot of pictures, taken with the digital camera. now i just need a photo server! ok, off to bed as i have a ton of schoolwork to do tomorrow. happy weekend, all!!!! *kisses to The Man,* even though he won't read this until his computer has been hooked up at the new place ;) Current Mood:  peaceful |
| Sunday, January 26th, 2003 | |
| 1:49 pm | *sigh,* o how i hate drama, and there is so much of it at my sister's house these days. *gack* just bro-in-law money drama, my sister being bitchy to my mom drama; the usual. it makes me dread next weekend, but i have to go. this has been a nice weekend, though, even though i really haven't been able to talk to The Man =\ i'll see him tuesday night, and tuesday can't come soon enough for me. yesterday i wrote my term paper, so that is all done (about a week and a half early, go me) ... i really don't have all that much to do this week except study for thursday's final and make *some* preparations for the presentation a week from monday. i have a feeling it will be postponed, so i am no too terribly concerned about it. Current Mood:  good |
| Friday, January 24th, 2003 | |
| 9:45 pm | well, The Man is at work tonight so i will write a bit before going to bed, knowing that this entry can safely be erased before he gets home to read it ;) perhaps i'll tempt fate and leave it up, anyway ... i (think) am not a superstitious person and do my best to think positively at all times; perhaps it is human nature that cautions me to rein in my enthusiasm for The Man. i'm kind of afraid to post very much about him in case i've made an error in judgement, or he changes his mind about me, or the very act of writing somehow causes the whole 'thing' to fall apart. stupid, huh? ( choppy choppy cut cut ) Current Mood:  content |
| Thursday, January 23rd, 2003 | |
| 6:30 pm | WHAT STRESS????!!?!?!??!??!?! today was a weird day in the news. south korea suddenly capitulated; amazon posted a profit, mc donald's a loss; and the lakers still suck ass. you'd think it was a full moon! i had my renal midterm this morning and got an A, yaay =) this semester is blazing to its close on february 11th ... it's hard to believe that i am about 2/3 of the way through this program and about to go onto even more new things. oh, and i had a talk with my teacher yesterday; not only were my two clinical absences not a problem, she made them vanish. according to the books, i was there .... that was super-sweet of her and mum's the word ... o dear, another reminder of the movie that we saw over the weekend ... The Man has been good enough to start my re-education in Things Pop-Cultural (music, movies, and so forth)... ( More Maundering ) Current Mood: mellow |
| Tuesday, January 21st, 2003 | |
| 10:42 pm | don't ever say i didn't give ya nothin' amazing how much homework you can get done when you really don't want to do it in the first place! courtesy of The Man and his ilk .... positively hilarious if you have a weird sense of humor ... enjoy!! Current Mood:  sleepy |
| 6:11 pm | i'm home, yaay! the weekend got off to a bizarre start with my falling down in the middle of 7th street in long beach ... ow. i must have a brain tumor or klutziness just increases as life goes on. *sigh* how embarassing!!!! and this time The Man AND his roommate were there!!!! o my! thereafter things evened out; my nervousness about spending the weekend with him subsided as he calmed my nerves with his gentle and oftentimes silly ways. last night i relocated myself to my sister's house, wherein Much Drama is oftentimes found (this time was no exception). this morning i awoke at 6:30am. O NO!!!!! i was supposed to be at the hospital at 7am, and that hospital is at least an hour and a half away from my sister's house, but during traffic time ... ???? so i assume there are going to be problems/repurcussions tomorrow when i go to class. worst case, i either have to spend my vacation doing make-ups or i will have to drolp back to the next class. the latter actually sounds kind of attractive as the third semester teacher on our track is said to be incompetent. we'll see. in the meantime, isn't having Someone in your life a wonderful thing??? happy week, all =) Current Mood:  happy |
| Friday, January 17th, 2003 | |
| 3:42 pm | i am going to long beach today, yippie yippie yaay! and i have a whole three days off from school!!!!!! so if you're looking for me, i am at The Man's house =D |
| Wednesday, January 15th, 2003 | |
| 4:42 pm | yaaaargh!!! will the phone ever stop ringing?? i am very tired, but my back stopped hurting ... i think the culprit was not The Man's bed. yesterday i bought a new lumbar-support pillow for the car and my back seems to be a lot better today, so ... ? hopefully, problem solved. school was very bizarre again today, but i got an A in my neuro class =) go, me! for now, i am going to collapse for a while before i have to start Doing Stuff again ;) **yawn** Current Mood:  tired |
| Tuesday, January 14th, 2003 | |
| 6:48 pm | bless The Man's mom for giving him a webcam for christmas *swoon*! yesterday i went to the hospital and had a great day. it was busy and there were plenty of people needing attention. the little lady i was taking care of has been fairly non-responsive, but she waved 'hi' at the girl who was my partner, much to the shock of the staff. they are going to put a device on her trach and *hopefully* she'll be able to talk ... some lady; 84 and blind, nearly deaf ... but she is making a lot of improvement and it looks like she isn't going to give up, period. i admire people like that.( mas yaddayadda aqui ) Current Mood: happy |
| Sunday, January 12th, 2003 | |
| 9:37 am | it is so beautiful up here today .. makes you just want to run out and embrace life, if that was possible. last night i went in to town for a few things, and was overcome for about the thousandth time by the beauty of the ski runs all lit up at night. no wonder tourists love it up here. side note: an asian guy apparently went for a walk over by the dam on the frozen ice on christmas day. a couple of days later, his body was discovered by a couple of local boys ... how much larger do the DO NOT WALK ON LAKE ICE signs have to be????? and wouldn't it be sad to be missing for a couple of days and have no one notice, as happened in this case? poor guy ... a horribly lonely way to die. anyway, The Man wants me to come down to see him tonight .. and if not tonight, then tuesday night ... i truly want to spend time with him, and would give just about anything to be able to see him midweek, but i just can't see a way to make that happen on a regular basis. if he needs me, he should know that i would be there in a flash. but i feel guilty just up and leaving everything behind to spend more time with him. i am supposed to be a responsible adult, but i don't know that racing down to see him on tuesday night makes me irresponsible, smitten, or a combination of the two. perhaps going out of my way to spend time with him is behaving responsibly. a quandary. i had weird dreams last night; vivid dreams of being in japan, walking weightless through beautiful fields of flowers and leaving the blooms untrammeled ... dreams filled with colors and tastes and scents. amazing, beautiful dreams; perhaps these dreams are a reflection of the joy and peace that is mine these days. *lucky me*  Current Mood: bouncy |
| Saturday, January 11th, 2003 | |
| 11:15 pm | o drat, i had forgotten all about the nephew's birthday party. *sigh* i guess i need to go shopping for Stuff again, soon. Current Mood:  relaxed |
| 5:35 pm | a quickie entry since it's the weekend and i should be Doing Stuff! thursday i went to go and see The Man after school =) i had a WONDERFUL time ... i feel so happy and (mostly) relaxed when i am with him. i am still somewhat shy and tend to become tongue-tied around him; he should enjoy it now before i get to be comfortable and start to talk his ear off. then he will need to employ Extraordinary Measures to get me to shut up ;) if the prelude to said measures is anything to go by, i am going to (continue to) have a helluva lot of fun. ( more babbling ) Current Mood: happy |
| Wednesday, January 8th, 2003 | |
| 5:47 pm | 2003 gets off to a bizarre start you see weird things on the mountain. this morning, driving down the hill in the dark, i saw my life flash before my eyes as i hit a patch of ice and lost control of the car for a moment. yaay for all the stress training i have had in my life ... i didn't panic and *yaay* managed to keep from plunging off the cliff on the other side of the road. most definately a way to get your heart started in the morning. i received two consolation prizes on the lower slopes, one being in the form of a bobcat bounding across the road and into the forest, the other being a coyote who paused and struck a nice pose from his vantage atop a pile of snow. on the way home, it was raining. rain in december = ice, yesh? so it is very cold and somewhat treacherous. i shit you not, i saw two bicyclists out on the highway this afternoon, slogging up the hill (bicyclists regularly go up and down the mountain; it is easily a 30+ mile trip, one way ... but they do NOT usually ride in the wintertime). my first thought was that they were completely nuts; then i noticed that the girl had waist-length braidy-dread blonde hair and it looked soooo pretty against her black riding suit! i want my braids back *sobs*!!!! so she was just as crazy as i am but she looked really nice =) but the plus-de-weird was at onyx summit; 8500 feet high and solid ice. there is a large open area in which to park as there is a major trailhead at the summit; people frequently pull over and take a breather before continuing on to big bear. there was a young man, naked save for his briefs, jogging around holding his penis and trying to flag me down. i noticed another (fully clothed) man off to the side ... i have NO IDEA what they were doing but i sure as hell wasn't stopping. anyway, today was a weird ass day and i am very glad to be locked into my house. well, except for the fact that i am jonesing big time for The Man and i forgot my coat at his house, so i am cold, too ;) Current Mood: content |
| 5:14 pm | hehehehehe ;)'  Your Hidden Sexual Talent is Sniffing Out Big DickAll your friends wonder your trick... You're an expert at finding big dick! You're the envy of every girl on the block. Because your man has the biggest cock. What's *Your* Hidden Sexual Talent? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva Current Mood: content |