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Im at a loss of which fine upcoming event(s) that I should attend.
The Stripped/Justified tour or Les Mis. I hesitate sometimes to attend touring musicals because often time they just dont do justice to the show. Then again, Christina and Justin?
In other news, I suggest all of you out there never ever order from Colorcases.com. I ordered a case and power supply 3 weeks ago, and it took them until yesterday to finally answer my emails and calls to tell me that it had been backordered and will be shipped out monday!. And an extra $50 if I want it to GET to me next week. What the hell!!
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[24 Feb 2003|01:07pm] |
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I just thought I would touch briefly on how much Tulsa, Ok sucks and how I could never fathom living in any area of the midwest. Growing up in Springfield, MO, Dallas and Houston affords me the ability to see the difference between yonder and hither. Just imagine this. Tulsa (like alot of midwest cities) is made up of a series of long flat roads, with generic stores and buildings sparsly laid out on either side. Nightlife you ask? Well as far as I could tell it was pretty slim pickings, unless of course you like Cracker Barrell. The local teen hotspot is the AMC 20. (far less superior than Houstons' AMC 30) Oh god. Flat land, no trees, old people... I cant tell you how happy I was when I got off the plane and stepped onto washington soil. Praise jesus!
But anyway, flying is horrible. Spending 8+ hours in the airport + airplane (each way) for a day and a half trip is exhausting to say the least. My dad and I get into Tulsa at like Midnight on Thursday, so very tired. Now, originally I thought it would be fun to stay in my dead grandparents house...lay back, relax, watch television...snoop through their belongings...wow how wrong I was! The whole time I was there I felt like I was in a ghost house. It was really creepy! I felt like I was being watched, and I could feel a definite presence of somesort in the house. C R E E P Y
But where was I...? Rambling I do believe. So yes, in conclusion...I can imagine how anyone could live in a place with nothing to do, no scenery, no trees and flat lands. That would drive me insane.
Moving on...The Life of David Gale was superb! 5 stars! I really dont understand how the critics could give it just average ratings. Kevin Spacey of course was fabulous...he carried the movie. But Kate Winslet..what a pleasant surprise! Very much enjoyed the shocking subject matter and twists and turns...I really need to see it again, its still on my mind today.
I think I am suffering from Migraines. I usually dont pay too much attention to my bad headaches because I have been getting them all the time since last July. I attribute most of it to medication. Today I felt like I was temporarily blinded in one eye because of this stabbing pain that wouldnt leave me alone for 4 hours. Oi! What gives?
This week I am starting the grandiose task of steerheading a cleaning committee to clean out my house to prep it for painting and carpet changing. That means basically go from room to room and throw everything away that isnt needed. Were all kind of pack rats in terms of stuffing things in places...drawers, closets, etc. This is going to take awhile. I hope I can recruit someone to assist me.
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[23 Feb 2003|02:37pm] |
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Returned from hellish Tulsa trip yesterday. I must make a full accounting of the creepiness of that trip later.
Riding on airplanes always makes me feel like shit. I never want to fly anywhere again. Well except for Vegas and Europe.
I had a lovely dinner with Jess last night. She took me to this great indian eating establishment in the Northgate area. So very spicy that I couldnt eat most of it. Delicious! I think tonight we are going to see 'the life of david gale' (or is it gail?) I dont know but Kevin Spacey is God. Gay God.
This morning all I did was lay on my couch and cadburry eggs out of a big bag James gave me last night. I think this is the first time that I have sat upright for a decent stretch of time all day. I rule!
Its really hard for me to focus my attention right now on where it needs to go. Case in point...I just stopped writing for about 15 min to paint my nails and now I can barely type.
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[19 Feb 2003|05:00pm] |
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My 6th sense has been clicking on and off; I have this really bad feeling that the airplane Im riding on in the next 2 days is going to:
Silly idea? I dont know...but I guess well find out by saturday.
In other news...due to my upper wisdom teeth coming in, I have really bad popping and grinding in my jaw. It hurts alot and the noise when eating is irritating. Jesus!
Also, Im thinking the solution to my problem might be: shared housing. Can anyone tell me any good or bad experiences they may have had? ...As in renting a room where other people already live? It seems ideal to bring my costs down, if not an ideal living situation in itself. But hell, anything is better than this.
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[19 Feb 2003|10:38am] |
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I am never getting drunk again.
I hate to blame outside sources for my own negative behaviour, its my own fault, but I should have remembered that alchohol mixes with my medication in a bad, bad way. I really hadnt been plastered since last fall to my recollection. Not only did I feel like I was dying yesterday, but I wanted to kill everyone else too. If Im looking for a good time, I should just stick to the occasional vicodin, and at the most one drink every great while. I really should take better care of myself. I keep yo-yo-ing between wanting to be the carefree person I was 1.5--2 years ago but I cant really afford to pay the price. Being responsible isnt that jolly sometimes.
Im tired of the 9-5 grind. Well actually, right now its more like 7am-10pm.
And on that note, I really want to take a vacation. No, not Portland either. If I was to drive somewhere for a vacation, I would at least like it to be Vancouver. And if I was to spend money for hotel room and traveling to up north, I might as well take advantage of great travel fares right now and save up for somewhere spectacular.
A big thing Im struggling with right now is this:
Is it silly to think that moving into my own apartment is going to be a feasible way to fix a bad situation? Is replacing one stress with another worth it? Do the two trade off? How does that work exactly. When my environment gets negative, I feel the best thing to do it leave. Then when things get positive--and they always seem to swing up, then I feel the best thing to do would be to bide my time and figure out about transfering schools...housing..basically stick it out and wait till next fall. Im not 100% sure where Im going to transfer to right now and if its going to be next fall or winter quarter--until then Im going to pay for everything myself. And at this point, Im not sure I could and would find an apartment that would accomodate me if I choose to move out for possible school housing, and I know that I could use that money for other things. Plus the costs for living alone are very expensive and I dont see how I could find a roomate to fit into the equation. But at the same time, I generally hate where Im at. Arrrrg, Im rambling. Forgive me, dear livejournal.
Leaving tomorrow---have no clean clothes and of course! Our dryer is broken. Aaaaaaaaaaaarg.
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[18 Feb 2003|12:30am] |
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LOOK ALL YOU PEOPLE. LOOK AT MY ICON. I LOVE YOU. I AM KISSING YOU. MMMMM YOU LIKE THAT DONE Y\\\OU.
JAMES SISTER LESLIE RIOCKS!
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhahahahahhahaha
IM GIGGLING AS I TYPE
SHITS CAPSLICK ER LOICK IS ON AND I CANT GET IT OFF
PLEASE HELP
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHA
FHYCK I HAVE 3 CIGAREETES LEFT
SHIT FUCKL
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[17 Feb 2003|06:09pm] |
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Sweet Jesus!
Ive been posting more than  supamisty lately! And thats saying alot.
Dina and her BF and BFs friend should be here in a min. Then Jess, (James' sister) Leslie, James and I will be off to dinner. Hopefully soon as I am ravenous. Cheesecake factory sounds delectable right now.
Im not really sure why Im updated, possibly out of sheer boredom. CD has stopped...Must...find...stimulation...
Some of you might be familiar with family friend Crunch--well she committed a an act that might get her in big trouble and require her to register as a sex offender. I swear, these sorority girls get crazier every year.
My dear peanut_nut has bronchitis and is stuck in the middle of a good 'ole fashioned New York blizzard right now. Please everyone, keep her in your thoughts and prayers.
Im going to scamper off now and see if I can russle up some vittles.
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[17 Feb 2003|01:54pm] |
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Im really enjoying my new Pet Shop Boys CD :)
So Thursday morning I am going to Tulsa. I am going to be staying at my dead grandparents house w/ my father. Were supposed to snoop around for her jewlery that no one in the family can seem to find. hahaha. Finders keepers? I really hate airplanes. The whole process of flying is ok, but I hate being on cramped airplanes, especially because they recycle air. And so when you get off the plane, your clothes smell like airplane. Im going to take some vicodin with me so that I can enjoy the plane ride thoroughly. And make my dad get me a little bottle of whiskey on the plane. That at least should kill some of the irritation.
And then sometime this week, I need to go shopping for an appropriate 'meeting with lawyer' outfit. I really want a power suit. With shoulder pads. Dress for Sucess...Dress to impress!
Must go, Dentist appt in T-minus 30.
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[17 Feb 2003|10:32am] |
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So..........
kayetea made me a new icon...I think it speaks for itself...
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Im so excited to get Winston back. 
So the apartment search has begun. When my family moves (sometime in the next few months) then I dont really think its a great idea to move to new house then move again to an apartment, so its an opportune time just to go straight from Woodinville. Ive been looking for the last hour or so and its difficult to weed the places out. I dont really need much....studio/1 bdrm...the only things I really require (for safety sake since I will most likely be living alone) would be parking and secure entry.
I curse my sleeping schedule. I was narcoleptic until about 8am; came home then slept till 3. Now Im wide awake with nothing to do. I guess Ill just give Dave Attell my full attention.
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[15 Feb 2003|05:54pm] |
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Its almost 6pm...
....ugh! I feel like the whole day was wasted; I havent even left my house yet.
Im tired of sitting. Maybe Ill end up going to the Oracle party afterall (although I do really agree with kyle--that hippie ritual shit bugs the fuck out of me too)
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[15 Feb 2003|03:30pm] |
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Im so hungry!
I need to go to the mall (specifically pacific place) but theres no way in hell Im going to drive downtown right now what with all the protesting (that I hope turns into rioting!)
*Just ordered small pizza w/ zucchini, sun dried tomatoes and chicken* MMmMM
So right now, Im just kind of biding my time, doing homework and watching television. Im waiting for j2thel to call me so I can go over there later. I did promise a few individuals I would try and go to the Oracle gathering---I might do that as well.......However, my perfect evening tonite would be spent taking a few vicodin and seeing "Old School." I was up waay too late last night; Im tired =/
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[15 Feb 2003|11:41am] |
I wake up and no one is home!
How very pleasing is that? But now I need to go into Seattle to go shopping for my father's birthday and to keep barbaloot company because her pupils are too large to go home. But alas, no one is home to drive me! What a double edged sword. I cant wait to get my car back.
Im so close to just saying fuck it and calling a cab.
I let myself have fun last night! How very surprising. Ok must go now, I see the Purple rav driving down the road and cant have anyone angry for comp use!
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[14 Feb 2003|05:39pm] |
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I GET MY CAR BACK TUESDAY!!
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betterthenbrew (4:11:09 PM): god I dont want my wisdom teeth out
oJametho (4:11:14 PM): yes you do
oJametho (4:11:20 PM): this isnt as bad as you think it is
oJametho (4:11:25 PM): its just really irritating
betterthenbrew (4:11:43 PM): do you know when youll be back at 100%?
oJametho (4:11:49 PM): it might be a little bad if I didnt dose myself back up every time I started to feel the slightest amount of pain
oJametho (4:12:02 PM): it takes 2 months to heal completely
betterthenbrew (4:12:06 PM): thats a good philosophy
betterthenbrew (4:12:10 PM): 2 month???
betterthenbrew (4:12:16 PM): Yah, I dont want mine out
oJametho (4:12:20 PM): but it's like a week and a half or two weeks before you feel perfectly fine
betterthenbrew (4:12:27 PM): I dont want open wounds or stiches in for that long
oJametho (4:12:31 PM): thats stupid Katy
oJametho (4:13:04 PM): 2 weeks to a month of being uncomfortable is more worth it then a lifetime of pain because you didnt have them removed
betterthenbrew (4:13:08 PM): No, its perfectly rational
oJametho (4:13:25 PM): plus you will get like 60 tablets of vicodin for 10 dollars
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Socialist - You believe the free market can be
beneficial, but that a large and powerful state
is necessary to redistribute the wealth of the
top classes to those of the bottom. You also
think that basic utilities and trasportation
should be publicly owned. Your historical role
model is Eugene Debs.
Which political sterotype are you?
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[13 Feb 2003|09:50pm] |
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And as he slipped his hand underneath her bodice, she quivered in anticipation
( read..more )
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[13 Feb 2003|02:54pm] |
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I know I was going to stay away from livejournal, but I decided that If I am feeling this annoyed and bitchy might as well not spare all of my wonderful livejournal friends from the fun!
I also decided that since I am so tolerant of all of my homosexual friends that I would get myself a new icon in celebration. Its like joining the girlscouts for a day.
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[13 Feb 2003|10:53am] |
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I am in a fucking foul mood today.
For example, I look at my livjournal list and I am irritated as all hell with tons of people on my list. I am thinking about deleting my livjournal entirely; its a waste of time that could be better spent somewhere else.
This has just been the week from hell. Is it possible to get PMS in the form of POSTMenstral Syndrome? Because I swear to god thats what I have.
I am reallly glad that I am mostly alone in the office today or I am afraid Id bite someones head off.
And to top it all off, Mother Brown went kind of nuts and just basically told off and ruined our relationship with the psychiatrist; so now I have no one to go see (to monitor and change my medication) (AND I was supposed to add a secondary at this visit) jesus christ!
So now I have about 100 pages to review for this stupid class' midterm tomorrow.
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