the world loves malerie lyman    11:36am 01/03/2003   a little excerpt from the second installment of the person who insulted me online LAST saturday morning at ten in the morning. note: this person told me i dress very poorly and i must not care what people think because "look at the way you dress". LettersToKnives: so really all this is, is you shop at hot topic and so you feel you have to be a badass. LettersToKnives: and you think I dress bad. you still wear big pants. LettersToKnives: those were over circa 1998 Wastedaway34: i dont shop at hot topic LettersToKnives: mmmhhhmm Wastedaway34: its smells LettersToKnives: okay fine. gadzooks LettersToKnives: it doesn't matter. one of those trendy "alternative" stores. LettersToKnives: the ones who want to sell you rebellion at an extremely inflated cost. Wastedaway34: i dont even wear big pants either LettersToKnives: i have seen you sister Wastedaway34: no Wastedaway34: you probably dont even know who your talking to so dont say i wear big pants LettersToKnives: well if you're the redhead one you do. if you're the anorexic one i try not to look at you because your bitch rays blind the masses and if you're the UGLY ugly one then all i have to say is matchy-matchy velour sweatsuits are NOT the way to go. i encouraged them to talk to me at school. but i do not think this will happen because based on their lack of typing skills i am guessing they probably can't speak either. i am better in person. i think we could really talk things out and come to the conclusion of why this person hates me when they have never talked to me. not as if i really care. it is just kind of annoying that they keep changing their screen name and talking to me online. and i refuse to change my screen name. i refuse to give in. so if you want to talk to this cheerfully lovely dame just IM her anytime. she's very easy to make fun of. good for a laugh. i am just so glad there is so much love in the world for me. and i happy that i now know that i am VERY ugly. thank you wastedaway34. your words will stick with me forever. yesterday i ate ribs for the first time in six years. yesterday we went grocery shopping. yesterday i drank schweppes ginger ale. today i am going to pick out my senior pictures. today i am going to the macaroni grill. today i am gonna have a good time (OWWW!) tomorrow i will go to work. malerienicolelymanisuglycannotdresswellandhastogotoworkonsunday.whydoesn'tshejustkillherself?         Comments: i can play the flute.   seven    09:54pm 26/02/2003   i have decided that this weather is not at all satisfactory to my needs. so starting wednesday february twenty-sixth it is officially spring. it's time for the groundhog to pay his effing dues. never get a job. never eat pork. always drink coffee. due to the winter storm i had to spend the night at my boyfriend's house on saturday night. and although i shared a room with his sister. just knowing he was in the other room was very comforting. i remember once i spent the night at mark's house. and just knowing that i was within a mile of him was the best feeling in the world. i couldn't sleep. yeah, i'm a mushy sonovabitch. so sue me. i collect barbies. speaking of him. i am worried. he is at the hot hot hell hole this evening and i think they are going to have a pyrotecnic show and he won't be able to get out. i feel like ashley's wife. some hussie is gonna woo the pants off of him. i always feel like that. i shouldn't. malerienicolelymanlovesherboyfriendbutdoesn'ttalkaboutitthatmuch.becauseshe'sacoldheartedsnake.         Comments: 4 jethro tull.s - i can play the flute.   dear abbIE    03:17pm 24/02/2003   dear blank. there are a few things i wanted to say, but never get to. due to your work and my work and boys men. i wanted to tell you that i came by the day after, but you were gone. i drive by a lot. you are always gone. i guess i just wanted to say goodbye to you. and to us. and that i know how you feel. i know how you feel lost and sad because no one really understands you. they just pretend. that's why we were. that's why we found each other. because we are perhaps the only two people that could really understand the other. i was the only person you didn;t have to put a show on for.. you knew i would understand. i am glad that you floated in and now out of my life. i feel lucky to even have met you. and to have been able to share a part of your life with you. i really believe we are soulmates. meant to know each other for all time. but for this time, i believe it is done. but just know i understand you. anytime you need me, just think of me and i will be there with you. so goodbye to our innosence which we lost in each other's company. goodbye to the secrets that seemed so important but really meant nothing. to the laughter. to the late nights. to your first photo shoots. to the phone calls. to the trips to the library. to each other as girls turning into women. you will be in my memories and most importantly in my heart forever. i will never forget you. you have my love always. sincerelyme.         Comments: 3 jethro tull.s - i can play the flute.   madame mimm    10:03am 23/02/2003   ATTENTION:someone please help me get out of the house on this beautiful day. if getting out of the house sounds like a good idea to you. press one on your touchtone phone. or just call me. if you don't know my number then i am not talking to you. if you DO have my number but have attained it through someone other than myself like one of those guys in big black trench coats selling people's numbers and fake rolex watches and you think i am a lesbian/smell bad or just generally hate my guts (which i know, cuts out about 3/4 of the population.) then you MAY NOT call me. this is strictly on a first come first serve basis.         Comments: i can play the flute.   features of the shire horse    11:34am 18/02/2003   by far the most fulfilling conversation i have had in about three years. take note that the person had only been online four minutes: [them]StayawayigotAIDS: skank [me]LettersToKnives: this is cool, http://65.60.184.98:8180 LettersToKnives: don't go to that LettersToKnives: it's a virus StayawayigotAIDS: i didnt plan on it LettersToKnives: and thanks about the skank. i appreciate it. StayawayigotAIDS: u are StayawayigotAIDS: ur nasty LettersToKnives: i know LettersToKnives: i wasn't arguing StayawayigotAIDS: stop twitching do u got a disease LettersToKnives: pardon? LettersToKnives: are you watching me now or something? StayawayigotAIDS: no StayawayigotAIDS: oh yeah im in ur window LettersToKnives: and by the way do you happen to know how to spell you? StayawayigotAIDS: go ahead and look LettersToKnives: because i could help. StayawayigotAIDS: you LettersToKnives: oh very good. StayawayigotAIDS: i heard u like girls LettersToKnives: just making sure. because i could help you out you know. LettersToKnives: oh i do StayawayigotAIDS: are u a dyke do u like the pussy LettersToKnives: i crave women. LettersToKnives: day in and day out StayawayigotAIDS: i bet u do LettersToKnives: mhmm LettersToKnives: like you wouldn't believe StayawayigotAIDS: go back to hell where u came from LettersToKnives: okay? LettersToKnives: who are you? StayawayigotAIDS: u look like u came from the gates of hell StayawayigotAIDS: ur mother LettersToKnives: not that it matters because you are probably like fourteen anyway. StayawayigotAIDS: no im 12 LettersToKnives: no. my mom is at a basketball game LettersToKnives: and she doesn't like to use the computer. StayawayigotAIDS: oh LettersToKnives: so let's get this straight. you took time out of your day to come online...just to insult me? StayawayigotAIDS: i was joking StayawayigotAIDS: cant u take a joke StayawayigotAIDS: damn LettersToKnives: i can very much take a joke. why do you think i am talking to you? StayawayigotAIDS: cuz u smell like shit LettersToKnives: yes. that's it. i am talking to you because i smell. all life's questions are now answered. LettersToKnives: did you know that you are a genius? StayawayigotAIDS: no i didnt LettersToKnives: well. now you do. congratulations. and then they signed off. it's the damn terrorists. apparently i twitch? well at least i don't "got" aids. i can thank the lord in heaven for that. maybe i should change my screen name though. i kinda feel dumb that mine is so lame after talking to this person. in other less mind-numbingly retarded news. !boyfriend got into a car accident. @i had to work on valentines day. and anyone who is familiar with target's "food avenue" i was there. i washed the vats of melted gelatinous yellow cheese and chunky chilli. i washed the grates that the hot dogs roll over to stay warm. you name any gross job. i have done it. but overall it was less work. it kept me busy. and made me realize EVEN MORE that being a cashier blows. plus when you work there you make fifty cents extra because it's gross work. #i think that over the past three weeks that i have eaten about three bags of conversation hearts. they're so good. after a while they make your mouth burn. $i attended my last pep rally EVER on friday. i felt a great sense of elation knowing i will never have to see any of those things ever again. i will never have to hear the annoying noisemaker sound mixed with screaming for god knows what reason. i will never have to see the cheerleaders screw up another crappy dance routine. i will never have to see the dance team's crotch ever again. but christ with my luck the dance team will perform at graduation. %i lost my button off of my shirt. and the middle of my shirt was hanging open at work. and some old guy was being really nice to me. i didn't notice until after i helped him the my shirt was hanging open. i felt like a goon. *went to meijer last night with tracy. tracy's boy. and nicole. we stayed out too late. tracy scares me when she drives sometimes. but she's a lot better. i ate many candy hearts. &the; cheese stands alone. hey i said the news wouldn't be retarded. i didn't say it wouldn't be stupid or boring. sit on it. malerienicolelymanisalesbian         Comments: 2 jethro tull.s - i can play the flute.

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