Saturday, April 5th, 2003
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10:16 pm
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`my knee is killing me
edit_
right after i posted this i got an e-mail
in the subject was
"joint aches?"
how weird is that
i think i have to make my journal "friends only"
from now on
...my knee feels better by the way
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7:48 pm
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i think i have skin cancer
other girls have been going tanning for like
way longer than i have,
& yet i get cancer
i've had this little red dot on my cheek
for like probably a year
& yesterday it gets all gross
ew
it's cold!
i kinda have a lot of work coming up
i'm not that worried though
i really should be
i have 3 or 4 ten page papers
i could have stayed at work tonight
instead of coming in tomorrow morning
i decided to come home,
& go in tomorrow
yeah that was good i guess
should i get chunky blonde highlights?
this week went by really slow
i got an A on my personality test
wednesday i went to urban outfitters
with lauren & lindsay from work
& now lindsey wants to go
i got 2 shirts
thursday mark & i watched tommy boy
& i called nicole
yesterday i went to class
i'm the devil's advocate in my group
& hung out with my love
yeah
current mood:  bored
current music: lizzie mcguire
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Thursday, April 3rd, 2003
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2:27 pm - changes
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all this back & forth is driving me crazy
we're going to spain, we're not going to spain, we're going to spain
i'm scared!
i want to go, that would be the best, but i would be away from my family for a whole month! & i would have to fly.
i think the flight is the same as it is to cali...but that was a long flight.
i think i need to change my financial aid...
i don't know how to do that.
everything is going to change when this semester is over.
current mood:  worried
current music: passions
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Wednesday, April 2nd, 2003
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11:01 pm - my turn
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ahhh
taking showers at night is different than in the morning
it wakes me up in the morning
& puts me to sleep at night
that's good
i'm surprised at how well i've gotten back into school since spring break.
i really hope i keep in touch with my roommates
after they become ex-roommates.
that's all i can think of for now.
current mood:  sleepy
current music: why georgia_john mayer
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Monday, March 31st, 2003
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11:48 pm - first day back
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things went better than i had expected today.
this semester will be over before i know it
& i should try to enjoy it
i did do some homework tonight too.
i'm real tired though
& i have that weird lyme feeling that i get every once in a while...
i think it's caused by school.
i guess i really don't have anything to say
i hope i have no work due tomorrow!
current mood: blah
current music: golden girls
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Sunday, March 30th, 2003
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6:06 pm - here i go
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just got back from shopping with jessie
she had to buy grown up clothes.
i think she did good considering what she had to work with
i got
pretty flip flops
fight club
tommy boy
& a spongebob toy!
oh & of course our stella tickets!
i'm still upset that i can't get those pants
i hope they get them back in the stores,
but i don't think that happens
ooh there's a cheerleading competition on!
i wish i were a cheerleader
i have class tomorrow
3
that's going to suck
current mood:  scared
current music: cheerleading
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1:45 pm
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do i really have to get dressed
i am so lazy today
i want those tix but i don't want to go & get them!
jessie will hurt me if i don't get dressed
so i gotta go
:P
current mood: lazy
current music: that's so raven
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1:05 am - sadness
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i'm crushed.
they're all gone
there is no more
i could have ordered them earlier too
but wasn't sure if i had the money
i hate being poor
why can't i have a limitless amount
i just want to have nice clothes!
but now i can't because there are no more kendra rollup pants
dude
do i really have to go back to school tomorrow?
yes
there are some things i gotta do...
i have to get some bed head
hunt down these pants
gym?
oh jeez
current mood:  pessimistic
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Friday, March 28th, 2003
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11:50 pm - moo V
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strange
mark's behind me
i'm still thirsty
& golden girls is on
i wish there was a golden girls channel
current mood:  thirsty
current music: golden girls
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8:11 pm - spring break
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so mom & er are in pennsylvania.
mark is over.
we got all our goodies & we're going to watch a movie.
that's what we always do
but i like to do that with him.
cookie is sad that mommy isn't here
i should go cuddle with her.
current mood: thirsty
current music: mtv
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Thursday, March 27th, 2003
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5:42 pm - disconnected
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ok as i was saying before i was rudely interrupted!
my boyfriend is the sexiest
i'm sorry but when he stood over me
the way that he did...
so nice
it makes me feel bad to be so out of shape
but i am trying
oh god i have to go to work
why can't i have a fun job?
i'd better go before it happens again,
i hate aol.
current mood:  annoyed
current music: spongebob
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Tuesday, March 25th, 2003
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5:14 pm - frequency
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i don't want to go to work
mmmMmm slurpee
current mood: sore
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2:06 pm - yup
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i think i like it
my new hair cut is cute
i feel bad i didn't tip her enough
this place was way too nice for me
i did not belong there
i felt so dumb
but my hair looks cool
i need to be rolled.
current mood: new
current music: passions
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1:33 am - oy
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i'm getting my hair cut tomorrow
i'm not sure how
...i mean i know i'm going to a salon
i don't know what style i want.
it's late for me
it's hard to fall asleep without him
i hope he misses me too
g'night love
current mood: droopy
current music: even stevens
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Monday, March 24th, 2003
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5:20 pm - news
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i'm going over my boyfriend's right now
PEACE.
current mood: quiet
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3:24 pm - center
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well i've accomplished one thing on my list from yesterday
i'm probably not going to wash my car today
i should just go through a car wash or something
& i think that i'm definitely going to get to tan today too
i couldn't sleep last night
i have a lot of anxiety
i guess we all have a little
i hope this all gets resolved soon
without a lot of damage, pain, & suffering
i know a lot of people, a lot, are against the war
but do they really think that by marching & getting in the way that Bush will stop the war?
i think in the long run they are hurting us more.
they should have protested before we went to war, it's too late now.
it's sending bad messages to other countries, that we're a country that is separated, even if we are, we shouldn't let other people know that.
well that's my little rant.
current mood: thirsty
current music: tv
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Sunday, March 23rd, 2003
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7:41 pm - left
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i got so many cute things today
3 abercrombie t-shirts
gap denim 3/4 length skirt
2 pair of flip flops
a necklace
barret
2 cube hair thingys from h&m;
h&m; shirt
ooh & i exchanged a sweatshirt for a tank top at aero
i think that's it, but that's a lot
i feel bad buying all of that stuff,
but i'll definitely make it up to my mommy.
tomorrow i want to do 3 things...
wash my car (today i armoralled it)
go to the gym
go tanning
...we'll see
aw i love mark
i can't wait for this summer
it's gonna be good
i gotta find a real job though
or at least semi-real
current mood:  mellow
current music: disney channel
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11:10 am - right
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i got a check for lots back from school.
i don't know why
but i don't care, it will be cool to have some extra money
last night was fun at mark's
i have to stop being a brat all the time
& start being nice
i'm sorry.
going shopping today!
i hope i find all kinds a cute stuff
current mood: calm
current music: crap
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Saturday, March 22nd, 2003
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4:30 pm - boredom
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i'm bored.
i want to go tanning
should i drive to hamden just to go tanning.
i'll wait for mark to call to see if he wants to go
i should have gone to the gym today
i'm bad
& fat
mmMmmm
water
oh god
what am i going to do here for a whole week?
current mood: bored
current music: disney channel
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Friday, March 21st, 2003
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1:24 pm - my goodbye
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the bombed skies of baghdad looks pretty
a purple backdrop with twinkling white lights amongs palm trees
i hope that doesn't seem fucked up
i'm leaving for break
what are my plans you ask?!
well i'm going to sign up for tanning sessions at tommy's
& buy lotion
go to the gym a few times, maybe
work >:P
sleep
shop
hang out with my boy
not necessarily in that order
i gotta go
current mood: anxious
current music: news
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