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Okay its past midnight.....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEE!!!!
The last 2 days have been pretty fun, went to hammonton show last night. Saw lots of old friends, met lots of new ones. It was great. I was completley estatic that I saw Todd. And I really liked meeting Jim's friend Jon. But it was. Serg and Jon invited me to go onstage but then the mean guy kicked me off stage. And i called him an asshole. And he said "want to see how much of an asshole I am when I escort you out.." then i gave him the finger.But the bands were great, and most played really well. I enjoyed it. And I kept saying the whole night.. my legs hurt. And i couldn't figure out why then i relized that I had ran 2 miles that day. Haha. Afte the show I had a really great time, then i went to matt's house and saw him. Goddamnit, i love him so much. Things just keep getting better and better with us. He was being super sweet last night. Almost 7 months now.
Today i woke up ate ceral, went for a run, i watched food network for awhile. Then I had to go to work for awhile. And I completley paid my mum off. I owed her $50 bucks. Then i came home and Jimmy came and picked me up, with Jon, Brandon and Corey. And went to Ritter feild and swung on the swings. And then jsut hung out. Then wasted more time, then we went to Mcdonalds and ate. Then we went to south street. Hhaa it was already 10:15 and we didn't even get there till 11. So we only went into condom kingdom then had to go.. haha it was funny. But I had a really good time.
Tommorow (or today) I'm spending the day with Matt, were going to watch movies, and he's gonna make me dinner, ya know stay in for my birthday. Going to be fun, i have plans for most of the week so I'm happy. Looks like its gonna be a good spring break!
Well finally older. Happy birthday to me.
xo *aMy*
My glands hurt and are really swollen.
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| Its Me!!! AMY!!! |
[15 Apr 2003|10:05pm] |
Yes, it big ugly meeeee. This is the first time my wonderful livejournal users can actually see me! Well this is what I look like. I got a digital camera, yay, so i needed to try it out. And here it is finally a picture. Tommorrow I will take pictures on Matthew and my friends and you can all see what the famous Matthew looks like. Oh ps, i got my haircut tonight, so new haircut too. Yay for pictures and haircuts!
Love! xo *aMy*
PS- Thank you once again to  twisted_words for teaching me how to do tis and putting up with my idiotic shit... haha. Thanks darlin!
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[13 Apr 2003|11:12pm] |
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...and I threw the goddamn Delia*s magazine across the room, and said to myself "fuck those models" and looked at my face in the mirrior and smiled for once...
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[13 Apr 2003|10:58pm] |
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...When I grow up, I'll be stable...
When I am older, i want to go to college and have a career in theater that makes me so goddamn rich, i want to be so rich. Then I can buy a house all by myself with no help of a man. And support a family, and fill my house with everything I need. And live down the shore exactally how I want. I want to be able to enjoy what I'm doing in life. And maybe I want to get married to a man who loves me so much and can support me and love me for exactally who i am and thinks i'm strong, independet, sexy, smart, fun, loving, beautiful, responsible, and perfect for him. And who with always be faithful to me. And we'll have children. And have a wonderful life. thats what I want. But then again I'm a long way off from that...
xo *aMy FaiTh*
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[13 Apr 2003|02:13am] |
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My birthday is in 6 days. The 19th. Shhh but what I really want from Matthew for my birthday is a promise ring, a promise to always be friends and always be faithful to each other. MmMmM. Everyone forget my birthday every year. Somebody remember this year....
Oh yeah Shipoopi made teen arts state finals. And i got a honor bar in the Thespian Society. I hope Matt is proud.
Matt, Carmen, Anthony, Fredo, Emily and 2 other kids all went muddin' tonight in the woods. Haha it was great. The trucks are covered in mud, but when we went out in the lake none of us got stuck so that was good, but Matt's truck started to fill up with water... ack! haha "uh matt my docs are starting to float." Hah, but it was fun, the woods are pretty scary at night though. But i love that feeling of nervous-ness, like knowing that some KKK physco could pop out any minute. Eh Matthew would protects me anyway. But it was really fun.
Matt and I are great hopefully only t get better.. hey sometimes he drives me nuts.. but I'm still happy. I truly truly love him.
Dad still hasn't called...
I had the strangest dream last night...
I know exactally what goes on...
xo *aMy*
PS- BEATUIFUL NEW ICONS MADE BY ketarine and sabrina_il in  amazingdesigns
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[11 Apr 2003|11:49pm] |
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Yeah, my joournal was friends only for a little while, i'm back for now anyway...
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[11 Apr 2003|11:42pm] |
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Dude, I just made the greatest oldies cd.. its so fantastic.. the beach boys! Who dosen't love the beach boys?
I ate an entire pint of rasberries.
Dear god I love weekends.
Exactally a week till my birthday. :)
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[23 Mar 2003|08:39pm] |
Well one month ago right now today was Matthew and I's accident.
Thank god we're alive.
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[22 Mar 2003|12:24pm] |
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GODDAMN I'm in a GREAT mood, yes GREAT! I just woke up on the right side of the bed this morning. I awoke up to sound of Matt's voice calling on the phone but I started sweating right away and opened my window to find an absoutley beautiful day! I was so excited..
and now here I am sitting on my bed with the sun on my face, listening to Incubus, just wanting to breathe it all in</b. Matthew and I are going to the auction today, then to the park to walk in the woods and play on the playground! :) Then with any luck home to his house to have dinner and relax. Maybe fall asleep in his arms...
But I'm also thinking of a certain someone and its making me very sad... he was the one who told me of this song... I MISS HIM! I really do, I should just tell him I'm sorry because, I am...
Further down the river....
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[21 Mar 2003|11:12pm] |
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So, saw Chicago for the 2nd time tonight with Jon and Hillary.. yippie! It was wonerdul, i'll never get sick of that movie! Jon looked adorable as did Hillary and it was just nice...
For 3 minutes can i pretend?
Tommorow Matthew! We talked last night, relized that we have a completly healthy relationship and we loved each very very much. And its true.
To all that Jazz?
Oh, you're gonna see your sheba shimmy shake
And all that jazz
Oh, she's gonna shimmy 'till her garters break
And all that jazz
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[20 Mar 2003|03:54pm] |
*Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person,
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much it's like choking down the embers of a great blaze.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
You let this one person come down on the most perfect moment.
And it breaks my heart to know the only reason you are here now is a reminder of what I'll never have..
I'll never have.. I'll never...
Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in..
standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in.
But this table for one has become bearable.
I now take comfort in this, and for this, I cherish you.
Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much it's like choking down the embers of a great place.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipidsky parting clouds.
And you let this one person come down.. come down. I cherish you.. I cherish you.
Just say that you would do the same for me..
just say you would do the same..
just say you would do the same for me.
For as much as I love Autumn,
I'm giving myself to Ashes*
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[20 Mar 2003|10:37am] |
Blah, okay well, yesterday was teen arts and it was great. i love teen arts so much. i performed my monolouge and i thoguht it went really well. i was so nervous and i was so afraid matt wasn't going to be there to see it but he was there and i was happy. I love that adreline that rushing through your system right before you go onstage, its fantastic! So performed, i forgot a few lines but i'm sure none even noticed. The judge said I did well,but she said i might have been to young to understand it. i understood it just fine bitch, i wouldn't do it, if i didn't understand idiot. Anyway i hung out with matt and watched his performances, everyone did really well. I was so proud. Then we performed Shipoopi for the last time. :( So then we went back to school. Oh yippie.
I had to disect a grasshoper and frog with Dan.. er he disected and i watched and wrote down answers. Then Ms. Long drove me home. I love Ms. Long she's great.
I'm so sick of doing work. I have so much fucking make up work its crazy! I hate amth, i jsut can't can't can't go to summer school..
If You love me so much, show it... because I love you and will never stop...
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[19 Mar 2003|09:38pm] |
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hey hey my birthday is in exactally a month. Ponder that..
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[18 Mar 2003|07:48pm] |
Yippie, teen arts tommorow, i'm so nervous, i'm doing a monolouge and shipoopi, i'm so scared! I hope I do okay
I hope Matthew's there to see it
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[17 Mar 2003|11:10pm] |
Haha Frank the goat is green!! Woo woo!
*Thanks to twisted_words my livejournal dream layout is a reality! Thank you*
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[16 Mar 2003|10:46pm] |
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It smells like spring rain and lillies in here, haha i love spring.
Well the show went great, and I'm really sad its over. And I can't believe it, my whole life I've wished to up on that stage and i finally was, it was great. The show was fantastic, and I can't wait till next year. GREAT SHOW MUSIC MAN CAST & CREW!! CONGRATS!
But the rest of the night wasn't great, but i don't want to talk about that.
This morning I still wasn't feeling great, so Matt called me and asked if I wanted to go to work with him and i just said sure, and we had fun, goofed off, it wasn't bad. Then we came home t ohis house and hung out.
I'm pretty excited about tommorow though cause the Bailey's are having a St. Patrick's Day Beef and Beer, neato, and it going to be a really nice day. Yippie.
Damn I'm going to have a crapload of make up work.. oh well.
Amy <3's Matthew
xo *aMy*
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[14 Mar 2003|12:08am] |
..Life IS good..
*Me and My Star, Matthew Goodnight*
xo
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