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| Thursday, April 17th, 2003 |
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 Good old Wolf! Right here, right now! (From The Talisman. This character actually may have been created by Peter Straub.) "What Stephen King Character Are You?" (Now Open) brought to you by Quizilla  Congratulations! You are Tsumi to Batsu! Your love may be true and pure, but it isn't returned. I am sorry, just please, don't hurt yourself, and damn, you sure can wail girl! What Shiina Ringo Song Are You? brought to you by Quizilla |
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Yesterday was kinda nice. After class, I came home and cleaned up the house a bit. Then,  wunderbar and I decided to go see a movie. First, we drove to Booksamillion. We looked at this Kama Sutra thingy [they had some cool articles on Astrology] and Movie Zines. All the women look so fake and skinny in magazines today. Makes me sick to think that Men actually find that attractive. Rachel and I both agree that those men are really pedophiles. Evidence: They like completely shaved women with no hips and no breasts. Hmm....what do they all begin looking like?? Children? I think so. Maybe Nabokov wasn't so strange after all. So, anyways, we went for Ice-Cream at Braum's after the book store. I almost strangled the Chick at the window. First, she only had me down for one ice-cream and second, she had to ask me 3 times if I wanted another one. I said yes, and she says, "Well I have to ring you up twice." I say, "Fine". THEN, she hands me ALL the change back, and says, "I need your money for the second one." So, I was like WHY THE FUCK DID YOU HAND ME ALL THE MONEY BACK THEN!!! GODDAMNIT! So, finally, we are on our way to the theatre. At the theatre, I got our tickets and we saw Dreamcatcher. I really liked the actors and the script, but the Aliens did not really scare me. I was disappointed in them. You know, Close Encounters of the Third Kind had the best Aliens I've ever seen, and that film was made in 1977!! Technology these days sucks. Everyone tries to make bigger and better stuff, yet they never stop to think, "Why do I need something more expensive when the cheaper clearly looks more complementary to my idea?" Damian Lewis is one of my new favorite actors though. He was soo terrific in Band of Brothers and Dreamcatcher. YAY! Haruna said she liked the way I fixed her journal up! Arigato ne, Haruna! The pleasure was all mine! Lately I've been rather solitary and distant. I'm not sad or upset with anyone. Sometimes I just enjoy myself over others. Sorry if that hurts anyone. Anyways, my Aunty is coming tomorrow! And I have a test and some Math I need to attend to. Love everyone!Ciao! P.S. Keith, if you ever decide to come back, don't forget me! P.P.S. I just noticed I talk about food a lot. I'm definitely Cancerian through and throughhhhhhhhhhhh.... |
| Wednesday, April 16th, 2003 |
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( Quiz binge ) HEY! bluebaroque!!! Where did you go?!!!
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| Tuesday, April 15th, 2003 |
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Work starts next Monday. I had to take these quizzes. One of them was like, "Of the following numbers, choose the one that is most like 2703: 3450, 6238, 2703, 1432". AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! The woman said people had actually failed that exam. Anyways, after all that, I went to UAFS. I was a bit hungry, so I stopped at the Union to get a Banana Split Smoothie to go with my Milk & Cereal bar. Yum...I ate in class while reading some more of Lolita. I really like the way that book is written. Nabokov, in my opinion, is such a genius. During Lab, we set stuff on fire, but I wasn't too thrilled because I did that experiment in Chemistry when I was 17. Man, one of my Lab partners has his Mars and Venus in Leo. He's pretty cool for a Virgo. Oh yeah! Haruna's new Livejournal name is anjyu! This weekend my Aunt is coming to visit. My Aunt is a Leo with a Leo Moon, Cancer Mercury, and a Cancer Mars. No wonder we're so volatile. We used to be volatile in a bad way, but this year our relationship has totally changed. We can go out and have fun together without getting into a fight about religion or politics. I fear though that it may be better for me than her, because she's going through a mid-life crisis. But honestly I enjoy this Aunt better than the One that would tell Rachel and I we were going to Hell or that Women should have locks on their bodies [ I think pro-Life is the term for that]. Hey! Guess where my Mother is going with wunderbar and I's child support!!?? Puerto Rico. I'm sure her and Iram will stay in the nicest hotels, also. Anyways, I just have to forge on into the unknown and make the best of my situation. Hope everyone's doing well. Tschau! |
| Monday, April 14th, 2003 |
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm bleeding yet again! Something is going crazy with my body. Stress? Probably, but who knows. I feel so terrible inside. My back hurts, I need sleep, and of course there's the cramping...but oh well. I'm alive, and other parts of me feel pretty good. This weekend I watched a really good movie with wunderbar called Der Krieger und die Kaiserin. All you people reading this really should try to rent it. I also bought two videos at Blockbuster for only $2.99 a piece!! One is an Anh Hung Tran film called Mua he chieu thang dung and the other is Quentin Tarantino's Chong qing sen lin [which the sexy Kaneshiro Takeshi acts in]. I haven't watched either one of them yet, but I probably will watch one of them today. I talked to Chizuko a lot today. I showed her my new purikura and pictures from doraemon1229. She says Kana seems really funny. Man, I like Chizuko a lot! She's so cool! She's a Futago-za [Gemini] with Uo-za no Tsuki [Pisces Moon], so is her Boyfriend AND Yuiko. They all share the same Birthdays. Isn't that weird? Anyways, I really need to write to Eriko and Moritz. Hope everyone's fine! Chao. |
| Saturday, April 12th, 2003 |
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Rachel and Me Ty's Creation The Massacre of Ty's Creation [by Me] Me and Ty Do I look drunk? I love you, RACHIE! |
| Friday, April 11th, 2003 |
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| AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE MY SISSY SOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH! I hope I don't squeeze her to death! |
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| Wednesday, April 9th, 2003 |
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MMhmm...Another day going by. This morning I woke up exhausted. I stayed in bed an extra minute just to memorize how warm and secure I felt...aaaahhhh.....but of course, that minute had to end. I made it to class, and immediately started on my Music Appreciation Homework. That took me about 2 minutes, and then we got our Algebra tests back. I made a 60. I failed the last one, and the one before that I had almost made a B. This means I have to make better than an 85 on both my last test AND the final exam. OH GOD!!! Is it possible??? Anyways, Music Appreciation kinda sucked because my "heart throb" skipped once again. WTF IS UP WITH HIM?? I eventually saw a glimpse of him walking from the Library as I was going to Speech. He got a really sexy haircut, but I couldn't immerse myself in the image, because he was so far away. On the way to Speech, I saw my Beloved Kristin, and we talked as I lit her Camel Light for her. It was so nice talking to her. Everytime we talk, it's like no space or time has ever been between us [I blame Mercury Trine Neptune (^_^)/]. In Speech, we all broke into groups by months, so I was paired with the Cancers, Leos, and Virgos. We played three games, and our group won one of them. And on the last round of questions I chose most of them, 'cause my Mind was Clear and Aggressive [Whoa...imagine that?]. So, I came home, and my Mother was hear crying and screaming about her work. Poor her...not! We all have problems, so she needs to stop being so selfish. Right now I'm really concerned about my Life. Of course, I realize that my Emotional Problems are last on my list of priorities. I need to A. Get a Job. B. Study my ass off. C. Get a Car. and D. Get Transferred to Fayetteville next January [but right now I don't have the grades to get any kind of academic scholarships]. And my Mother can get a job anywhere, but she's bitching because she might have to move out of Arkansas. WTF!!!!!! That's my WHOLE DREAM is to get the hell out of here??? So, you can see why I'm so unsympathetic and angry. Well, I gotta go now. Ciao, Everyone! |
| Tuesday, April 8th, 2003 |
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Recently my days have become so strange. I search and search for a word to describe them, but I cannot. There is no word. They are not bad, and they are not good. They are weird and strange and a combination of words, but not just one in particular. For instance, this morning I woke up at 9:22 AM, and the entire house was lifeless. My Grandfather always wakes me up for class, not because I cannot, but because he said he would. But lately, he does not. So, I was somewhat infuriated with him, but could not tell him, because he was not in sight. Also, I dislike conflict anyways. I made it to school, and the weather was EXTREMELY chilly and windy. I thought I would die. I read Lolita during Lecture, and then went to Lab. Lab was long and challenging, but I love the two new people that have joined my Narcissistic Partner [Libra Chick] and I. The guy is a Virgo, and I'm not sure what the chubby, Older Paramedic Woman is. But I'm sure it's something complementary. Anyways, after that, I came here to the Library. tyty8383 and I are gonna hang out as soon as he gets home from School. This is good, because later I wanted to drop by evildragon's apartment to bring her a surprise, and to wish her "good health". I didn't know what to do until 6:30 PM, so when Ty asked me to hang out, I thought "It's Fate"! BTW, I think Haruna is gonna make a Livejournal! YAY! Come on, Haruna!! That would be great! Next week is her Birthday. She's an Aries with a Cancer Moon [exact opposite from some of my LJ friends (^_-)b you know who you are]. Anyways, I have to go soon. Ciao, Mi Muchachos. |
| Monday, April 7th, 2003 |
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| AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Everytime I see your words, you melt my Icy Heart! |
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| Sunday, April 6th, 2003 |
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I should be asleep. In fact, I may go back to bed. But first I thought I'd post something [since I've been slacking on my LJ]. This weekend wasn't so bad. In fact, it's borderline good. Yesterday was WAY too tiresome though. My Grandmother and I drove around all day. We got the car serviced, walked around the mall for a few hours, stopped by to see my Mother, and went to Sam's. BTW, I got my first Sam's Club card (^_^)/ My picture looks weird, but I wouldn't call it terrible or anything. At Sam's, we ate a lot of samples...hahaha In fact, you could say I ate my whole lunch there. This woman making Ham struck up a conversation, and we listened to her for a good 5 minutes. She told us about how she had lost 20 lbs on a diet, and that she didn't eat any meat by animals who are scavengers [ex. Shrimp, Crab, Catfish, Pigs]. Yeah, how ironic since she was making Ham to give out. Anyways, I was mesmerized by this woman's speaking abilities. She could've told me about how to knit a sweater, and I would've been amazed. She told us about this book she read on the Bible and what foods people are supposed to eat. I know what you're thinking....How self-riteous and rude! But honestly, as a non-Christian I was not offended. She really knew her stuff! After we talked to her, we checked out and went home. I was so exhausted, so I fell asleep for two hours. I woke up around 6. Then, we drove to this Chinese resteraunt in Van Buren for takeout. I really like the Chinese place we always go to. There's a really attractive Chinese guy who works there. He's exactly my height, has black glasses very similar to mine, and reaaaaaaally pretty, almost black eyes. I think he finds me attractive as well. He once gave me a calendar with really pretty fish on it [and he didn't give one to any other the other customers I saw check out]. Anyways, after I ate, I called Bao, but no one answered so I left a message for him to call me back. But he never did, therefore I'm guessing he found something else to do. So, since I was still pretty tired, I invited Ty over to watch Secretary. Which, BTW, is probably my new favorite film. (^_-)b Anyways, I went to bed at 3 AM, so that's why I think maybe I should go back to bed. Ciao. |
| Friday, April 4th, 2003 |
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Today's been pretty decent. YAY! Watch me like break my arm as soon as I get offline. Anyways, not gonna say much. Have a nice weekend, Everyone! Ciao. |
| Thursday, April 3rd, 2003 |
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I think I'm making myself physically ill. Like, I usually can eat quite a bit at dinner time, but my stomach has been so nervous lately that I can hardly eat anything without getting sick. I can't handle anything right now. I was sitting in Lecture Hall today, and my eyes starting watering up while he was talking about electromagnetism! WTF is so emotional about electromagnetics???????? I had to leave and go to the bathroom to compose myself. I'm so glad I hardly have friends at school. I think it's best for me not to have too many conversations right now. BTW, my Father called me tonight. I feel better after talking to him. But now I feel as if I should disappear from the World. I feel really unloved. I guess because all the people I love have been on my case about something. And I don't know how to change. My whole life I've felt worthless. My Father didn't want me, and my Mother was absolutely horrendous. She would leave us whenever we were five, and tell us she was never coming home again. And wunderbar and I would cry and cry and cry...until she came home hours later. Anyways, enough feeling sorry for myself. I am, however, thankful for having such a terrific Twin and my Grandparents. Ciao. |
| Wednesday, April 2nd, 2003 |
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Sorry about that last post. I'm better now. Guess I just need to learn to trust the Universe, and that all things must pass...and that every day is a new day. Ciao. |
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I am so freaking worn out. Yesterday was one of those days from Hell. Tuesdays are always long because of my ultra time consuming lecture and lab. Anyways, whenever I finished lab I decided to go to the Mall to buy some "casual busniesswear" for my Mock Interview in Speech. I ended up loosing my keys in a dressing room, and I backtracked to every store. But alas, my keys had vanished. I'm pretty calm in bad situations, so I got some money and called my Mother. I told her to call my Grandmother and ask her to bring me a key. Then, I saw sinoth!! And he let me borrow his cell to call my Mother back to see if help was on the way. ARIGATO NE! I came home after my 3 hour "fun fest" and called tyty8383. We had plans to go to dinner. We interrupt this program to report to you live some latebreaking news. My father has now placed first on my Most Hated Persons list. Just now, I told the Bastard I hadn't received a letter from the Court, and that I wasn't going unless I did. So, he says, Okay, have it your way. I'll just get my attorney to send you a subpoena. Big mistake. Now I'm gonna be totally biased whenever I have to appear in Court. I hope my Mother does win. I hope she takes all that bastards money!!!!! He should have to pay for fucking me up eternally. I'll never be able to trust Males, I'll never feel worth anything, and I'll never know what it was like to have had a Father. I hope he lives until he's 100 and dies alone!!! Anyways, now I don't feel like telling you about my day. ciao. P.S. The only reason he bought my Sister a plane ticket was so that she could also testify for him. |
| Monday, March 31st, 2003 |
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School is back in session for me. Yesterday I was so exhausted. I went to Fayetteville Saturday and spent the night with Fil and Jared. It seems like Fil always gets mad at me. And he never really warns me, so when it happens I feel so helpless and sad. I mean, I don't know why? or what to say? or how to say sorry? Anyways, things were kinda crazy there, but overall the trip was interesting. Me and my....maybe too charming self drank some Vodka and talked to Fil's Dorm Mates 'til 6 AM. So, when I came home, I ate dinner and fell asleep. My Grandmother called me while I was gone and said that she would be the one to make my "travelling decisions" from now on. May I add that I wasn't raped, beaten up, killed, stabbed, WTF ever you wanna say that could happen to people while not being watched 24/7. So, this completely blew me the fuck away. I was so mad. Nothing makes me madder than to be told what to do or placing a restriction on me. Thank you Jupiter in Sagittarius. And when I raise my voice people know I mean it, because, well, I'm pretty much inaudible unless I'm drunk, in a group of my closest friends, or I'm extremely angry. When I got home, she said nothing about it, therefore there was no drama that night. ::takes a deep sigh:: And, before I went to bed, Takahiro called me. \(^_^)/ Man, he's so cool! He smokes Marlboro Reds and is wild and fun-loving. I really hope someday we can meet and hang out. Anyways, school was alright today. I was so upset about not studying for my Algebra test. Buuuut, when I got there, he said it was just a review day! YAAAAAAAAY! I was so relieved. Then, in Music Appreciation we listened to some Beethoven. It's so strange. I was kinda out of it, and didn't pay as much attention to my little Drummer Boy. But it seemed like, he looked at me more. I guess I just have to be less uptight. (>_<) I came home and fell asleep. I wasn't really tired. It just seemed like the thing to do. I wonder what my Sis is up to. ( ·_·) I'm gonna go now. I'm in one of those highly irritable moods. Ciao. |
| Saturday, March 29th, 2003 |
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I went to see "Sen to Chihiro no Kamikakushi" last night with Phuong and Tyler. It was a great movie! I almost cried like three times!!! The animation was really wonderful, especially Haku's eyes. Phuong and I both agreed we'd have rather seen it with subtitles, but you know how "open-minded" the majority of Americans are. Actually, most Americans say the same thing about subs, "It just takes too much to read them." Lazy fucks!!! Anyways, no offense to anyone on my list who doesn't like subtitles. I went to see my Crazy Mother, because her old friend who I hadn't seen in 10 years came down with her husband to visit. My Mom was pretty trashed and acted really moronically. But I got a few laughs out of it, so I guess it wasn't too bad. I really don't want to go back to school on Monday. Kana and Eriko eMailed me!! Kana sent me the cutest picture! She looks like a BUTA, and seeing her little hands made me get nostalgic. (T T) Come play piano for me again, Kana!!! Anyways, this summer I think Tyler and I are going to London, 'cause it'd be much cheaper. Man, Cockney is like the best accent in the World [no offense Welsh people]. Man, sometimes I feel like the luckiest Girl on the Planet. Who else wakes up to "breakfast will be ready in 5 minutes"??? Anyways, I'm in charge of the housework today. So, gotta go. Ciao, mein Freunde! |
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