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LiveJournal for Nikki "Snack Pack".
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| Wednesday, October 23rd, 2002 |
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john and i are in the computer lab right now doing english stuff kinda! we are mega bored and everyone is going to my journal and having fun! yay! john is taking one of my quizes! mythology is not fun! nope! not at all!!! i made hot green tea today in painting and yeah! mega fun! everyone's paintings look really good except for mine because i cant really get into this one too much. oh well! time to play!! hi john walters!!! -=nikki=- |
| Saturday, October 19th, 2002 |
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have you ever noticed that people only say "every thing happens for a reason" only when something bad has occured? oh yeah, happy sweetest day. -=nikki=- |
| Thursday, October 17th, 2002 |
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so today was pretty much the worst day ever...yup...that's how it can be explained... first off, this morning i was late picking up brookie and lindsay as usual but yeah. that wasn't fun because i feel bad but oh well. then in school i was cold and i didnt feel so well. about 7th hour i got my rag and i have mega bad cramps and i threw up a total of 2 times today because of them. fuck that shit. so since i was puking and bleeding, i wasn't able to go to speech team and i really needed to since i missed last week also because of work. damnit. then i went to work and oh man. i fucking HATE people. yups. that's all i can say about it. it was soooo busy because of this tournament that is going on all weekend starting today with teams from alllll over the U.S. I was yelled at by about 03920 people because they are assholes and piss me off. damn them all. to make matter worse, i don't have any smokes because i can't buy them and nobody else was home to get me any. damnit. it's raining out and i don't like it. my back hurts, i have cramps and i may puke for a 3rd time tonight. damnit. blah. piss on this shit, my nigga yo. -=nikki=- oh yeah, and my small brown bike cd skips...wtf. |
| Tuesday, October 15th, 2002 |
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 Which of my favorite bands are YOU? brought to you by Quizilla yum yum
yeahhhh!!!
haha this isn't right... i like ears and chins too much ;p
yeah buddy!!!
yeahhh!! save the trees!!??....
hahaha okok, so i was booooored! hurt me please? -=nikki=- | |||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Saturday, October 12th, 2002 |
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okok, so here is the deal...somebody needs to die tonight so i look like i dressed for the occasion... homecoming is tonight...i was supposed to wear my awesome 50's yellow dress like sandy wore in grease to their dance, but it got all fucked up last night and i couldn't wear it. sooooo i had to go to the mall this morning to get something to wear and they don't make ANYTHING in my size... i need a size 0 and they only have like 5 and up...fuckers...soooo i ended up getting this hideous black outfit deal and i look either gothic or i'm ready to go to a fucking funeral...hence why somebody needs to die tonight. this night better not suck...atleast hooters will make it better and a pack or parliment menthols -=nikki=- |
| Monday, October 7th, 2002 |
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 What kind of porno would you star in? brought to you by Quizilla NOW THIS IS WHAT I'M TALKIN ABOUT!!!!!!!!! YEAHHHHHHHHHH!!!! -=nikki=- |
| Saturday, October 5th, 2002 |
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so guess who may have mono? yup...that's Nikki Wilkin...I'm on some weird meds right now and if I'm still all fucked up in 2-3 days, I have to get a blood test (ewwww mega gross)to see if I really do have mono. What the fuck... I was fine and dandy like 3 days ago!! Oh and tomorrow is my birthday. I'm excited. Gifts are appreciated :) -=nikki=- |
| Friday, October 4th, 2002 |
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 What fashionable underground band/style are you? this quiz was made by the sunni bunni bear im sick and it's no fun. damnit. my birthday is sunday and i'm excited :) you should all buy me lovely presents incase i die right afterwards. thanks! -=nikki=- |
| Thursday, October 3rd, 2002 |
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STOLEN!! KABAM!! name: Nikki Marie location: Lockport, Illinois age you think you'll live to be: hmmm 27 how you think you're gonna die: Cancer... I don't know what form yet, but I'm sure it will be cancer....or in a terrible car accident how do you want to die: In style favorite 80s arcade game: Pac Man favortie 90s arcade game: House of the Dead one favorite 00s arcade game: Yoshi's Island...I think that was a 90's game though... favorite old skool game system: Super Nintendo favorite new skool game system: PS2 best atari game ever: hmmm I'm not too sure best nintendo game ever: Yoshi's Island favorite summertime front yard game: Duck Duck Goose favorite pair of shoes when growing: My converse with Taz on them favorite pair of shoes now: My Rowley's favorite misfits song: I never really liked the Misfits favorite prince song: Cream!!! or Little Red Corvette!! best dessert ever: Taramisu best pizza ever: Pineapple Pizza best fast food ever: McDonald's best starburst color: The green kind in the tropical pack, or the mango type best candy bar ever: uhhh....Hersey with almonds best restaurant ever: Rock n'Roll McDonald's tell us about the time when you almost died: Like a million times...driving, walking, passing out while masturbating in the bathtub and then waking up to find myself under water, when I had pnemonia over the summer tell us about the kid who shit/pissed his pants: I don't remember tell us about your first car: Ol' Betty...a '95 Dodge Avenger...now I have a new Betty...a 2002 Honda Civic EX tell us about your first tattoo: It hurt... the guy who did it was a creep and kept sticking his hands down my pants...there was mega nasty home made porno on the tv...stupid girls were getting their tongues pierced...I screamed a lot....my mom found out... I was in huuuuger trouble...But it's mega hot and pretty. thumbs up, thumbs down: Side ways white belts: nah dashboard confessional: nah waterbeds: Mega fun! the new misfits: I never liked them the osbournes: Silly anna nicole: haha funny feet: GROSS choose one: vanessa carlton/nicole branch: michelle beatles/elvis: Evlis sex pistols/ramones: Sex Pistols black flag pre-rollins/ w/rollins: Pre rollins fallout boy with patrick on guitar/ without guitar: couldn't say... swedish fish/gummi bears: Gummi bears! I like to eat their heads off transformers/go-bots: Transformers gi joe/he-man: Gi Joe...hot shit baby sports/ fuck sports: Some sports 2pac/biggie: 2 Pac ll cool j/ run dmc: Run Dmc...but NWA was better misfits/ samhain: Samhain saves the day/ kid dynamite: Neither star wars/ empire/ jedi: Jedi have you ever: solved super mario bros without warping? Yup!!! It took me a long time, but I'm a pro at it... loving the Nintendo |
| Friday, September 27th, 2002 |
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School sucks, as usual. Painting is fun. I'm planing out my portfolio for ISU and other places. I wish I was better at art, but what can you do? Oh well. Anyways. Today was supposed to be a Rissle show, but they scammed us and the Sodapops played instead:) not that I minded or anything. Lisa and I didn't get to watch them though because we had to watch Joe's ADORABLE puppy outside. He is soooo friggin cute. Joey is getting rid of him though :*( Sigh. I had to take my brother to hockey in Bollingbrook today. It was long and cold, but I had White Castles and that was lovely. Yum. I'm all hot and sweaty and gross from dancing like baboons with Lisa and Matty and Kristin. It was fun :) Yay. I'm mega sleepy and Mikey is allll sicky. Poor baby :*( I went to see Lawrence Arms and Poison The Well on Monday. Great as usual. Yum yums. Night!!! -=nikki=- |
| Monday, September 16th, 2002 |
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In the Sparta video "Cut your ribbon" there is a CRX..that's so awesome. Today was school and it blew. Times a lot. I just crawled outta bed and went to school without makeup on...except for mascara cuz it's lovely...and all these people told me how pretty I looked. I felt special because yeah. Makeup sucks. I usually only wear mascara and eyeline and powder my nose :) but it made me feel special to hear people say I looked pretty without makeup on. I dunno. I'm a dork. After neverending school, I went to McDonald's and go yummy food and it was great. Then I went to work and Matt ot mad cuz Renee andI went out for a smoke and I guess it got busy and blah blah blah. Bullshit. Oh well, it happens. Renee is going to dye my hair fun colors because she is in beauty school and I told her she could practice on me. I dunno what colors yet! YOU SHOULD HELP ME PICK SOME COLORS!!! After work I went to 7-11 and got the best slurpee ever... besides banana! It's the Crystal Light Raspberry kind...oh baby...sooo friggin good. Oh man oh man. After that I went to Mikey's and we watched Road Rules and Simpsons...kinda :) yay. Tomorrow Brookie and I are going out for breakfast and then to the Honda place to get my new plates that came in on my Bettie. She will look sexay, but I'm becoming partial to the yellow ones :) Yum. Did I ever tel you about that faggot Priest who opened his car door on Bettie? Alright, lemme start...soooo me and Brookie went to visit Tom at work and we were sitting in the parking lot waiting for him to get off and I had my windows down and lalala. Anyways, so this Priest in a Caddie pulls next to me and he had PLENTY of space to get out, but noooooo her has to open his door ALL the way and he hit Bettie HARD!! And I just go "Oh no you fucking didn't!!!" and I start yelling and he just looks at me all satanic like and walks away. I was soooo mad! Anyways, I couldn't tell if she was scratched because my car was dirty and yeah. So the other day I'm washing her, an what do I see!?!?! Yup! A dent!! from the priest man!!!! Ohhhh man. It's not HUGE but its still there and I know it's thre and it's going to piss me off. Rar. Oh well. I'm not sorry for what I say because you and I both know it's the truth. No matter how many times it need to hit you. Sometimes I do feel bad for making you upset and I honestly must care somewhat for you if I keep coming back to let you know what is in progress. I must feel something for you if I feel the sorrow that I'm pressing onto you. Oh today in painting, Mrs. Baumhardt and Mrs. Myers bought me, Krisin, and Katie these lovely journal/sketchbook type deals. The are very sweet. It was for helping out for the SOS Village thing. What sweeties. -=nikki=- |
| Saturday, September 14th, 2002 |
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So today was a fun day. It started off with me making a yummy pizza for breakfast and eatting the whole thing. Then I went and picked up Katie and Kristin and we went to the SOS Children's Shelter in Lockport. We volunteered to paint little kids faces and it was fun. Everything turned out great and I made some awesome snakes and butterflies! Bam! After that, I took the girl home and went to work and yeah. That was fun. Renee and I made lovely drinks and got all crazy and then we had chinese food there and yummm. Then Bryan turned all pussy on us when we splashed him with water and he left like 3 hours before closing so me and Renee had to close by ourselves which sucked but we still had a fun time. Now I'm here and I'm soooo tired. Oh man. Work tires me. I know it sounds like we don't do anything because I said how we eat food all the time and run around and play, but that's mainly at night. During the morning and afternoon its sooooooooooo incredibly busy. Sometimes I can't believe that many people exist in Orland Park. Crazy shit. Yesterday was Lisa's birthday party and it was fun. She liked her gifts and yay :) We watched Dead Alive on this HUGGGGGGGGGE movie thing she has in her backyard. It was like a drive in movie screen! It was awesome. And her puppy kept eatting my cake and drinking my soda everytime I got a new one! rar! Tomorrow I have to work again and then Mikey and I are going to do something. I'm not sure what yet though. Next weekend is going to be soooo fun. Brookie and I are going to ISU and it will be fun... well, I probably won't remember it too well and all, but I'm sure it will be fun while I'm there! Also, on Tuesday, I don't have to go to school and I'm going to be soooooo excited. Sleep in day! Finally! Some sleep that I am very much in need of. Awesome. -=Nikki=- |
| Friday, September 13th, 2002 |
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Today is Lisa's birthday. Happy birthday Lisa!!! I went out and got her lovely gifts that I hope that she enjoys a lot. I also picked up my paycheck today and washed Betty. She is a lovely looking car now..even more than before. Today in school I heard all these kids talking about how their parents are buying them these brand new cars and paying for all their colleges and all this othr crud. It made me feel kindaleft out, but then I reminded myself that if my parents did ever pay for my car or payed for my college I would probably end up ungreatfull and snobby like them too. That would not be a Nikki Wilkin. Not at all. I love you. I also bought the Ludacris cd and it's lovely...just like him. I love you all...sometimes :) -=nikki=- |
| Thursday, September 12th, 2002 |
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errXor: like i mean i know that i live a routine life but you can change it! like i buy drinks at work everyday but i switch which ones i buy and i mean its little but its cool errXor: that scenario goes with pretty much anything errXor: you do* errXor: it makes me happy when i do things different from the routine cutest thing ever. mikey made my shitty day turn lovely :) Bad things that happened today: 1. I hit a chipmunk on my way home from school 2. My boss is a bitch 3. My work sucks 4. Working late and then having to do tons of homework 5. Only getting 3 hours of sleep 6. School BAH. I'm not in a good mood...you should do something to make me happier...I like puppies and kittie a lot...hint hint -=nikki=- |
| Sunday, September 8th, 2002 |
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Yesteday I had to wake up at 4:30am to go to work. That sucked. Me and Betty did 120mph on LaGrange and I passed a cop doing 120mph...did I get pulled over? HA! I think not! Know why!? Cuz Betty and I are awesome. Yes, this is true. Yes it is. After speeding a lot, I went to work and almos died. I only had 2 hours of sleep yesterday and that sucked. Oh well. After work, I came home and went to Micheal's to get an application. If I get thejob there, it will be awesome. I will get 25% off everything...that means cheap paintsand shit for Nikki! After that, Mikey came over and we watched some crazy anime movie called Judge. It was lovely :) Then we slept and have lots of fun. Today I had to wake up early again for work. Then I came home and Tom and I went to the mall for earring shopping cuz we have fucking hot ass ears. I saw Kristin at work and it was cute :) Then we went to Borders and looked at lovely magazines of lovely imports and figured out what I need for my car! We also looked at tattoo zines and such. Then we went to Hooters with Mike D. (new kid) and yeah. Then home. Then I drove around for like 2308 hours cuzit's nice out and I love to drive :) Tattoos I'm getting: 1. On my lower back, I'm getting Bettie Page in the middle of my lower back bending over with a whip. Behind her is goin to be a faded green star to match the ones I have on my hips already. On the sides of her are going to b dark green stars with little specs of light looking things. Awesome. 2. On my shoulders, I'm getting very small swallows on each shoulder pointing at an angle. At a later date, I'm going to put some thing in between them...A date of some sort or a saying or something. I don't know what yet though. I'm going to look hot. :) haha jk Piercings: I'm going to get right above my cooter done... not the clit...like where the hair is. It's called a Cristina. It's with a bar well going through sideways. Painful? Hell yes. Stuff I need for my car: 1.My white 4 or 3 spoke rims (17 or 18 inch..I can't decide yet) 2. The honda decales Bob is making for me 3. A body kit maybe... or maybe just dropping it... I'm nt sure yet 4. A new exhust 5. A turbo!!!!!!!!! oh baby! 6. Tints Yes, this is going to be a small fortune. Damnit. Yesterday, Lisa and I also went snowboard shopping. I'm going to be sooo broke. Why must this stuff cost soooo fucking much!? You can donate money to me.. I don't mind! -=Nikki=- |
| Friday, September 6th, 2002 |
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| This is the part where I'm supposed to say I'm sorry and you're supposed to tell me it's ok. It's not working out as I planned and I never asked for anything to be the way it is. It's the whole package though. It's what comes with being who I am or who I wish to be. I'm sorry for all the times let you down and I'm wishing that I knew all the answers that you need to know from me. I bet it wouldn't make a difference if I told you that these tears actually mean something this time. Keep them in a bottle, safe underneath my pillow. These words are a puzzle in my head and out of my mouth they come but not fitting in the right places. I can scream forever and ever, but that doens't mean that you will ever listen. All I wanted to tell you was that I'm sorry for everything I do an everything I am. I hope I'm not saying goodbye to you, but maybe it's your turn to do that to me. |
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Here is my self portrait...it kinda looks like me  If you wanna see more shit go to www.picturetrail.com and in the veiw box thingy, type in Jigsaw_Youth....have fun :) -=nikki=- |
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School sucks. I hate it. I can't wait for it to end...damn. And it's only the second week. Rar. In painting I'm drawing this awesome lady with awesome hair and matini's and vodka bottles...she is gonna look hot..maybe. Today I went to my counselor' office to see if I could get outta gym this year and he told me no. boohoo. BUT he said that I should get rid of a few classes next semester cuz my schedule is packed with classes. Soooo...I'm going to hopefully be an art aid. I gotta check with Mrs. Skisak and Mrs.B though. Today I think Mikey and I are going to the movies and before that I'm running to Kenni and Bretts band play funny and true songs. Right on. bye -=nikki=- |
| Thursday, September 5th, 2002 |
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Work was fun tonight. Stacy and I had bubble fights and that was great. Yay. :) School today was not so fun. It was wayyyyy to long. Yuck. Oh well. I trid to knock some sense into the weirdo kid next to my locker who has issues with his locker. He kicks it a lot and grunt...weird. Oh well. In Painting I saw mega gross crack. Yuck. haha Kristin and laughed a lot. Yay. I took pictures of my art shit and soon I'll post some pics of them. Awesome. Tomorrow I'm going to go see Brett and Kenni's band play some mega funny songs and then Mikey and I are going to go to the moooooovies. Yay. My new phone came today and it's fun! Awesome! bye! -=nikki=- |
| Tuesday, September 3rd, 2002 |
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Dun Dun Dun. Alright. Stop. Colaborate and listen. Dun Dun Dun. Oh man. I'm bored. School was sooooooo long today. It sucked hardcoresyle. Then after school I came home and ate a lot of food cuz not havin a lunch makes me a hungry Nikkipoo. Then off to Aaron and Chris's to get my amp back from them. Traffic sucks. It took me almost an hour to get back home...not EVEN all the way either. That sucks a lot. Fucking A. Oh well. Today in Painting we made our own canvas and primed it. It's gonna be fun. I wonder what we will have to paint on it...hmm...hopefully something fun. I finished my selfportrait today and I'm finally happy with it. It does look like me and it's exceptionally good I suppose...well...it's not as bad as I thought it would be. I'll take a picture of it with my digital camera and put it up on here for all of you who care to see an all of you who don't. Bam. I think Micheal Richard and I are going out tonight to do something...I don't know what yet though...hmmm...Odessy Fun World sounds lovely.. Byebye -=Nikki=- |
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LiveJournal for Nikki "Snack Pack".
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aggravated.
bored.
sick.
amused.
drained.
good.
ecstatic.
bitchy.
enthralled.
stressed.
crazy.