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[04 Mar 2003|08:22am] |
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Alright guys, if you haven't already done so, add my new journal, indecisionkills. It's up and in effect. :D
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.spring break plans. |
[03 Mar 2003|10:59am] |
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passport: $150 ticket to london: $600 hostel for 7 days: $150
I'm not sure how much food & living costs will be, but this trip is already A LOT of money. It's a good thing I've got nice parents!!!
So far my cousin Aisha and my friend Devin are coming with me. YT is going to find out if he can go today. After that, I start booking flights and hostels!
I'm going to Inggggggggg-gland! :D
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.i have to catch tadpoles from my pond now. |
[02 Mar 2003|02:21pm] |
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Although I started out my day crappily yesterday, it turned out to be pretty cool and maybe even memorable. I was mad at myself for waking up an hour too late to go to the morgue, but then my parents started to lecture me about how detatched I'm getting and a whole bunch of other bullshit. I hate it when my dad goes out of town for a week and then after being back home for two days, tells me that I'm acting strange. How the shit would he know? He does it to me all the time! Another thing they held against me was completely retarded and untrue. My mom said that I didn't clean the bathrooms like she asked because there weren't any towels in them. I did clean the bathrooms and because I'm anal-retentive about pretty bathrooms I ALWAYS put a nice towel up. Then my brother's girlfriend walks by and mentions to me quietly that she might have used the towels and taken them out of the bathroom. So yeah, basically everything they were saying was complete bullshit so I left with my dad's nice SUV.
I hung out at YT's until he had to go to work, then I drove myself all the way to the Falls (shopping mall) and got the cheapest pair of jeans in all of Bloomingdales, which cost me seventy dollars (of a gift card) and then I bought an eyeshadow palette from MAC for $30. I managed to find my way home but I almost ran out of gas so I had to put $20 worth in. Then later I drove to Dadeland Mall by myself and then to YT's work to visit him on break, and then to Monica's work to visit her on break, and finally I went back home, but now it's already dark and stuff. I felt like such a badass.
Because YT has the house to himself all weekend, Devin, YT, and I had a sleep-over. It was great! I wanted to get home before my mom woke up at 5am so we set an alarm for 4am and I drove home like a groggy sleepyhead old woman.
I finally got to the morgue today. I really did my best to help out and set up the autopsy stations and clean off the corpses and weigh organs and assist the doctors. There is a new photographer intern girl and I think she looks just like Andres, the one with a livejournal that I don't care to know the username of, so if he has a sister this is probably most definitely her.
Human flesh is disgusting.
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.aloha. |
[28 Feb 2003|07:12pm] |
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We're hosting a small leukemia benefit at my house right now. It's a Hawaiian tiki party with fruity drinks adorned with little paper umbrellas. I told myself that I don't want to get drunk infront of my family again, but I am enjoying something fruity and rummy right now. I won't get drunk though. I won't. I enjoy having control of myself. Yep.
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.bloody thursday. |
[27 Feb 2003|06:26pm] |
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It's been 45 days since I finished my last period, 43 days after the one before, and 56 days in between that and the previous. My body's just a little fucked up, but I'm thankful for it.
Last night Y.T. gave me a Hello Kitty doll to make up for the Valentine's teddy of mine that he torched. He lit it on fire when he saw that my dog had chewed on it. What do I care for stupid heartsy teddy bears? Nothing. But a Hello Kitty doll, that's something else. I'll be sleeping with that thing at my side for the next 3 months. I <3 Kitty.
I didn't go to school yesterday cos there was a big "senior event" and I'm not really a participating member of the senior class, if you know what I mean. The event involved dressing up, going to a banquet hall, and senior superlatives, which focuses on all the wrong attributes of the modern senior, mind you. Instead of "cutest couple" they should have "quickest fuck" and rather than "prettiest eyes" they need "phattest ass." Seriously.
I had a fun day NOT at the senior luncheon.
I took some webcam pictures at yamilrg's place yesterday, but I need him to send 'em to me before I can post them. Not that you're clinging to the edge of your computer chair or anything.
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.there's too much pressure for a good subject line these days. |
[24 Feb 2003|07:51pm] |
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I tried Red Bull Energy Drink on Saturday when I felt tired at a punk show. I was so antsy afterward that I when I was accidentally kicked in the head by a crowdsurfer I went all Incredible Hulk and just started throwing punches, specifically at crowdsurfers' nuts. I turned into a violent motherfucker. Monica had a Red Bull too and she was lifting me up and carrying me places. She even tried to throw me into a dumpster. lol. That was fun.
I have a bruise on my head that I felt while washing my hair. I have bruises everywhere from that show.
I saw Tom, the UM guy who kept calling me for a while, and re-ignited is weird little obsession for me. When he called me 3 weeks ago, I had Y.T. answer the phone and pretend that Tom had the wrong number. Now that I saw Tom on Saturday, he's been on my ass about 'hanging out.' He even called me last night to do something when I had just seen him the night before. I don't like him at all and I wish that he'd find someone his own age to want. I hate to say it but he's pathetic. :(
Y.T.'s been acting like a baby lately. Yesterday I let him know that I might go to the morgue on Wednesday and he called me a 'sell-out' and then ignored me -pretended I didn't exist- for about an hour. We were hanging out with Devin so he saw it all. YT wouldn't look at me, respond to me, he didn't even do anything when I threw a hard, plastic object at his head. He was pissing me off. You don't fucking ignore me.
He then got all pissed when he saw that my dog chewed some little teddybear he got me for V.Day. He grabbed the doll and a torch, ran outside and burned half of the thing's face. And mind you, he was completely serious about this.
I'm starting to really not like his attitude.
I got cocoa butter for my butt.
Okay, it's for my shingles scar, which is on my lower back, but it's more fun to say I rub butter on my butt. lol.
I started buying shit for my dorm even though I won't be leaving until maybe August. I got some pimp-ass furry pillows in black, red, and white, I got red bedsheets, and I got a red and black trash bucket. All that has only cost me about $35 because a linen store around here is having a moving sale. Woohoo for moving sales! I bet by the time I move I'll hate red and black and be totally into orange and pink or something. That would be grand.
I've written too much.
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.this is so sickening. |
[21 Feb 2003|08:51pm] |
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At least 95 people are confirmed dead and more than 180 injured after a fast-moving blaze swept through a Rhode Island nightclub Thursday night during a concert by '80s heavy metal band Great White.
Can you believe it? There were roughly 200 people at the concert and pretty much everyone was hurt. It was a fucking haulocost. :(
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.explain why LJ's mascot is a goat. |
[21 Feb 2003|06:03pm] |
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First off, happy eighteenth birthday to my dear friend yamilrg. You've been great company all these years and I'll miss you when I move away. Can you believe you're an adult now??? Pshhhhh... me neither.
Second, I am a freak. I ran again today, but this time with 2 of my friends, Kelsie and Pascale. I even drove us to a nice park with a jogging path and big artificial hills to run over. We skipped the last two periods of school and watched Amelie at my house, then went running after I mentioned that I jogged the other day. Kelsie is on the track team at school so when she heard me say "run" we had to go out and do it.
Yesterday I bought my prom dress, which is actually quite relieving. I know prom isn't but a million years away (or three months), but those stupid girl magazines make it seem like prom's tomorrow, and that I should have my hair and nails done already. Fuck. It was making me anxious. So I was at Marshalls and I saw a nice black gown with a beautiful low back, and it was marked $80 from the original $200, so I went for it. I realize that because I got it at Marshalls instead of Nordstrom there will be other girls wearing it at prom but I will make mine different somehow. I'll add chains or explosives to it or something... Yeah, explosives sound good. I need to get it taken in by a taylor because the smallest size (2) is still too big. I find it pretty annoying that they don't just make dresses in size zero like they make jeans in zero. It DOESN'T MAKE SENSE. The taylor will cost another $60.
My final class rank is 21, which has been my favorite number since (younger) childhood. Actually, I never understood the concept of a 'favorite number,' so I just picked that one cos I thought it was decent and I stuck to it. I went from 20 in the beginning of the year to 21 without doing any physics work EVER. woop. Monica fell from 19 to 30 so she's not too happy, and neither am I for that matter, because now we won't be sitting next to each other at graduation. My final GPA is 4.987
I have to go eat dinner cos my mom thinks I'm anorexic. lol.
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.read this now. |
[15 Feb 2003|04:16pm] |
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Yesterday I saw some crazy stuff go down. A guy in a black suit and black sunglasses left a black box next to a bench in front of this supermarket I was at and he walked away. Obviously police had followed him there because there were a million cops at the supermarket to see it all happen. It was pretty suspicious, but I think he was innocent. There was a bottle of Crown Royal in the box.
I bought 3 shirts thrift shopping but they're not worth the trip to Hialeah I took to get them.
Today I went to the morgue and the most interesting thing I saw was a heroin addict with a toupee. Haha. I like to laugh at dead, bald heroin addicts.
The party's all set up and ready to happen. It's at 5pm; I expect each and every one of you to be here! Monica set up the house while I was at the morgue. Isn't she great? yeah...
I got my Avenged Sevenfold CD in the mail today. Coolness...
I wish I could go to the hardcore show at Kaffe Krystal tonight but I can't ditch this party. I don't think there's ever been a nice hardcore show this close to my house EVER and it just happens to fall on the day of my 3 best friend's birthday bash. Jesus hates me.
I hope no one calls the cops on us tonight. Cross your fingers for me!
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.I almost forgot!. |
[13 Feb 2003|08:11pm] |
Happy birthday, surgery!
You're legal now. Have fun! ;)
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.check this shit out. |
[13 Feb 2003|09:50am] |
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"...You won the Glassjaw, Sparta, and Poison The Well (whom are VERY good friends of mine, BTW!!) cd's, right?!?! Actually - do you know the band Shadows Fall?!?! I used to play drums for them, Grrrrrrrrrrrrrl!!! I have a NEW band now with Jesse Leach - the singer from Killswitch Engage!!! Fuck yeah!!! Anyway - you better get ready cuz' we're going to rock your socks off!!!"
This eBay seller that I'm buying from is like, important or something. :D
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.my momma's gonna kill me. |
[12 Feb 2003|08:36pm] |
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I won four CDs on eBay today:
+glassjaw: worship and tribute +poison the well: tear from the red +sparta: wiretap scars +avenged sevenfold: sounding the seventh trumpet
They'd better be good.
I really want the 'pretty girls make graves' album but the auction doesn't end for another four days and my mom might get the credit card bill and yell at me by then.
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.important information. |
[12 Feb 2003|03:34pm] |
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Did you know that roughly 1/3 of people in the western hemisphere are methane producers?
If your poop floats then chances are you're part of that 1/3. Kill yourself. You are destroying my planet. (just kidding! keep polluting with your toxic turds!)
I have vegetarian turds and no, they don't float. :D
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[12 Feb 2003|03:24pm] |
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no doubt- just a girl (coincidence?) |
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lalala....
Bakin' a birthday cake for my brother.
....lalala
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.three day weekend. |
[09 Feb 2003|07:13pm] |
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On friday Yamil, YT, Monica, and I skipped school for IHOP and Miami Beach. We found a man-o-war and took pictures of it. Monica swam in her underwear and Yamil buried himself in the sand, fully clothed. 'Twas an experience and a half.
Friday night was spent with good friends all the way into saturday morning. We bonded over blue hair and fresh body piercings.
Saturday was Monica's 18th birthday so I spent a lot of the night with her. I wish her a happy and successful year.
Today was the Chinese New Year festival. I volunteer every year for the entire day and it always manages to drain me of every bit of energy my little body might have. It's cool, but it sucks at the same time.
I bought a pointy Chinese-person hat and some paper lanters that kick ass.
My brother moved back from Hawaii permanently with his girlfriend. Now I'm not an only child again.
I drove by myself alot. It scares the shit out of my parents but they'd rather me drive than them drive me around.
YT needs a lift home so I'm out. I hope everyone's been doing good.
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.feelin' poopy. |
[06 Feb 2003|10:04am] |
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Because of neighborhood construction, both my phone lines and cable internet access have been cut off. It's quite disheartening.
Plenty of things are happening, but all I will say for now is the most important thing that all of you need to know:
I got pooped on in lunch yesterday!!!
By whom, you ask? By my friend Monica.
No, really.... by a seagull. They attack us at lunch all the time and yesterday THEY GOT ME!!! MAN DOWN!!!! I got hit right in the shoulder. It was great. :D
Go on, laugh at me like all my friends did! -runs away crying-
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.i'm so screwed. |
[04 Feb 2003|07:59pm] |
I just busted out my financial aid apps and THEY'RE FUCKING LATE. I'm waaaaay past deadline. We're talking January here.
I have to apply anyway.
-dies-
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.death. |
[04 Feb 2003|10:44am] |
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This weekend another student from my school died. Honestly, I've lost count of the death toll for this year already. Him and his father drowned in a canoeing accident, but according to the newspaper, both knew how to swim. Another really weird thing I read in the article said that the student's father was pronounced on the scene but Bhavesh, the student, was pronounced after they brought him to a local clinic. It's kind of fishy, this story....
Anywhoo, Monica sat next to him in programming class and she would always complain about him copying her programs and junk. When she heard of this canoeing accident she didn't know who was involved in it so she kept making fun of the victims like, "what kind of retard goes on a canoe without a life vest" blah blah blah, etc... Then it turned out to be this guy which was a big shock to her. :(
For more crappy news, read here:
Late for Life pulled out of our show. Those bastards. I was so pissed off when the drummer told me that I replied all angry and stuff, but I guess I came off a little too mad cos he emailed me back SUPER aplogetic, basically begging for forgiveness. He said he'll get us into a bunch of free shows and that he'll ask all these bands to play at our party and all this shit. I don't want his shitty bands to play. Bah. Everyone got really pissed off when I told 'em that LFL cancelled on us. Buuuuut, at least we've got the Monjees. And Paul is cool as hell so everything will be alright!
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.stuff. |
[02 Feb 2003|06:59pm] |
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Today I drove to the morgue with my dad. It was my first time on the highway and I didn't die or kill anyone on the way! Go me.
Morgue was cool. I saw this one really tattooed guy who killed himself. He was the only smart suicidal guy I've seen yet. He had a HUGE picnic with his neighbor and then told his neighbor that he was going for a walk, but instead hung himself. His stomach was gynormous. I mean, this guy's stomach was almost the size of his liver. He had over 1200cc of food in his stomach and his bladder was sooooo full that we had to use suction instead of the normal syringe. He knew how to go out...
After the morgue I hung out with YT, but his car broke down, luckily we were about 50 feet from one of my aunt's house, so we just got them to help us. We were able to drive the car back to my place and then I drove us to the mall. Yes, moi, all grown up and driving on major streets with my homies! Can I get a woop woop?
At the mall YT bought a CBR cos he wanted to pierce his lip today. He made me get a henna tattoo with him. We got the same thing in the same place: a really girly heart and star picture on the forearm. It's quite humorous, actually. :p
Also, BIG FUCKIN' NEWS!!! I was researching lip piercing techniques cos I was gonna do YT's lip and then my dad started qualifying his feelings for piercings and then he said that I can get one for graduation! WOOOOOOO!!! I'm quite excited 'bout that! :D
YT then said that he'd wait for me to pierce his so we could get them done at the same time. I doubt he'll end up waiting, though. He shouldn't.
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.i'm cooler than you. |
[02 Feb 2003|07:40am] |
I'm up early to go to the morgue, but I had to post this before I forgot. Last night I went to this bar for a big punk show and there's this band, Blinking Underdogs, whose member has a girlfriend who grew up with this big actress. The actress was visiting the girl so she was at the show. Her name's Eliza Dushku, and you might recognize her from such cheezey teen movies as Bring it On and The New Guy. I've never seen those 2 movies so I'm just going by what others have told me....
She was lookin' all punk rock with jeans and a tank top and a red pyramid stud belt. I didn't even know who she was for a while so I didn't give a fuck but there were a lot of kids there freakin' out.
I wish Avril Lavigne would show up to a show so I could kill her.
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