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J-A-R-E-D *grins* I had the coolest Sunday night ever this weekend, and a fucking great Saturday night too, and I really want to write about it but I can't spare the time just now, and I have to go to Yan's at some stage this evening... Matt goodall came over yesterday. that was random. I was pretty rude to him, but I was on the phone to Jared... and he was in the middle of explaining to me something...*big* ... :) |
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| 09:12am 12/10/2002 | ||||
 Take the What High SchoolStereotype Are You? quiz, by Angel. |
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Man what a trip... I'll have to write all about it soon. First I've got a lot of catching up to do on the friends pages! |
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full| 08:29pm 17/09/2002 | ||||
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| I got 75% in my history exam and 67% in my biology exam. I'm unbelievably pleased with history, and unhappy with biology, although my biology essay result was brilliant - 36/40 ! | |||
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relieved| I think some of the results may be a little skewed, due to me not being able to see all the colors due to me having a crap computer screen... | |||
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Your Existing Situation Physical illness, over-tension, or emotional distress have taken a severe toll. Her self-esteem has been reduced and she now needs peaceful conditions and considerate treatment to permit recovery. Your Stress Sources The tenacity and strength of will necessary to contend with existing difficulties has become weakened. Feels overtaxed, worn out, and getting nowhere, but continues to stand her ground. She feels this adverse situation as an actual tangible pressure which is intolerable to her and from which she wants to escape, but she feels unable to make the necessary decision Your Restrained Characteristics Willing to participate and to allow herself to become involved, but tries to fend off conflict and disturbance in order to reduce tension. Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense, leaving her rather isolated in her attachments. Your Desired Objective Her need to feel more causative and to have a wider sphere of influence makes her restless and she is driven by her desires and hopes. May try to spread her activities over too wide a field. Your Actual Problem The tensions induced by trying to cope with conditions which are really beyond her capabilities, or reserves of strength, have led to considerable anxiety and a sense of personal (but unadmitted) inadequacy. She reacts by seeking outside confirmation of her ability and value in order to bolster her self-esteem. Inclined to blame others so that she may shift the blame from herself. Anxiously searching for solutions and prone to compulsive inhibitions and compulsive desires I wouldn't agree with a ll of this, in fact there are quite a few parts i would disagree with, only I can't take the test accurately from this computer... |
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| 02:04pm 09/09/2002 | ||||
i saw jayde today. i am pleased to announce that like i prayed i owuld, i am basically as over him as i could ever expect to be at such an early stage. AND i'm his friend too. yay!! i rock!! anyway, he's a lovely boy, but i'm happy being single and free, and i was even able to hug him wihtout any of *those* feelings - ROCK!! so now im gonna go study biology. |
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i saw PAUL BELL tongiht.*that is a statement in itself. paul bell is the younger brother of the first guy ever liked.* fuck i wanna fuck *jayde, not paul, that is possibly the essence of your confusion...* damn jayde, standing me up when i'm horny *other than the corrected spelling error, that was quite self-explanatory. alcohol does that to girls...* :P i would *love* to. *the but was just added for the sake of it* i love jayde argh damn jayd eidont wanna love him hes too busy for me anyway i ought ot be single... *truth. i am meant to be focusing on school, not boys.* he doesnt love me *thats how i felt* *damn was also unnecessary* i am considering walking over to his house right now. i wonder if he's home, he probably is not. grrrrrrrr *cries* why do all males upset me so much? *an exageration - only males i like upset me so much.* FUCK YOU JAYDE ARGH * frustration that could be taken literally, but not seriously* i want to throw up. i drank way to much, i want to go back and see paul agian he is such a legend. * a bit of history. although iliked his brother, paul and i always got on well, and i talked to paul, and hardly ever his brother, hes a great guy, and i regret leaving early, as i would have liked to get his new number, so i could catch up with his sister too.* im so d *drunk* |
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annoyed| 01:13am 31/08/2002 | ||||
i saw PAUL BELL tongiht, fuck i wanna fuck him. damn jayde, standing me up wen im horny :P i would of to, but i love jayde argh damn jayd eidont wanna love him hes too busy for me anyway i ought ot be single... he doesnt love me, damn i am considering walkign over to his house rite now i wonder if hes home, he prolly not grrrrrrrr *cries* why do allmales upset me so mcuh? FUCK YOU JAYDE ARGH i wanna puke i drank way to much, i wanna go back and see paul agian he is such a legend im so d |
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| 08:49pm 26/08/2002 | ||||
when im not studying or exercising i'll be with jayde. great, jsut when mylife is going great i go insane and decide to study 24/7. my life is going well to be honest. i'm falling in love, i no longer have that 'problem' which you guys like to discuss behind my backs (i sound prarnoid to some, saying that, but ohters will know what i mean), i feel fit - each night i have to run farther to try and keep going for an hour and a half, the only real complain i have is that my good 'friend' doesnt understand me at all, and over reacted to me and is no longer my friend at all nor wants to be *sigh* im so sick of this shit, i really am. but yeah, other than that, no complaints. im jsut crazy is all. now im gonna do some study:) |
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| 11:13am 24/08/2002 | ||||
daniel and steven woke me up at fucking SEVEN THIRTY thismorning and asked me to cook them breakfast. holy fuck that pissed me off. Steven ended up cooking breakfast anyway. nick got made to sleep in the car last night, poor guy, he should of come inside, i cant believe they didnt give him a blanket, poor boy. he goes out with jaydes ex now. i hope she doesnt fuck him up. i dont htink she could, hes not like jayde, he wont put up with shit |
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| 01:58am 18/08/2002 | ||||
and jayde is over!!! yay!!! |
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lonely| 12:29am 17/08/2002 | |||
| what a fucking bull shit night. argh, i want to go out. I wish i could have just hung out with jayde but he didnt seem into it. i wish i could have gone to the party at the rsa. *argh* i bet staceys gonna end up there, i cant believe she ditched me. I think id rather be with Kris and nick and Chris and those guys on a night like htis - they're fun and i need cheering up | |||
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