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07:17pm 18/02/2003 |
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NEW PIC NEW PIC NEW PIC.
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01:49pm 18/02/2003 |
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im going to college......weird...... i have a day off.........weird....... randi fucile is in london and i went to raygun with her........weird....... me trevor amy and terry are putting on an art show in july.......weird.....
valentines day was cool, me and tyson went out for supps and he brought me flowers while i was working and made amanda jelous! hehe
me and randy had tons of fun at raygun we danced and drank and just hung out and it was cool, tomorow she is sleeping over and we are going shopping and i am showing her around london and going to teach her boyfriend how to get around in london cause he loved here in september and has only been downtown once. im tired as hell and i got my "friend" so im kinda bitchy, which is good cause its better than being a mom.
i got tyson a bonsi tree for valentines and he loves it and treats it like a baby. it is really beautiful. i got called into work yesterday and i was hungover from raygun. but its ok, more money for me i guess. yey! well im gonna go and watch some tv , its my day off and i just want to relax........relax is nice, who knew doing nothing would be so great. |
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01:43pm 11/02/2003 |
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i work on thursday and i cont figure out if its at 10 or 1 so i will call matt tomorow and ask him.
raygun was boring as hell, maybe cause i wasnt drinking. and a lot of people that usualy go wernt there. maybe its only fun when star goes? aww star. i dont feel too good today. i feel like i have a little bit of the flu. my body is mad at me or something. i am going to get an apppt of rthe doctor for tomorow. i need to. or else all hell will break loose when i run out of pills in three days. all hell.
it sucks being at home when no one is here. i am totally bored out of my mind. maybe i will get another job somewhere. so that i will have full time with the two jobs together. good times.
well, i dont have much to say really, other that im hungry and im too apathetic to make food. someone make me food for me. that would be much apriciated. seriously.
ok. well ya. |
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06:30pm 05/02/2003 |
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Tampons and Cigarettes
A man walks into a pharmacy and wanders up and down the aisles. The salesgirl notices him and asks him if she can help him. He answers that he is looking for a box of tampons for his wife. She directs him down the correct aisle. A few minutes later, he deposits a huge bag of cotton balls and a ball of string on the counter. She says, confused, "Sir, I thought you were looking for some tampons for your wife?" He answers, "You see, it's like this. Yesterday, I sent my wife to the store to get me a carton of cigarettes, and she came back with a tin of tobacco and some rolling papers.... 'cause it's sooooooooooo much cheaper. So....I figure if I have to roll my own... so does she...." |
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11:56am 05/02/2003 |
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i am bored i am bored i am bored bored bored.
lastnight i did absolutly nothing and it felt great! i love nothing. hah
so tomorow i work and im happy about that. i like working i feel like im doing something, other than sitting around here and doing nothing.
i dont have much to say really, i guess im just bored and i thought i would wright in here. ya.......
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12:19pm 03/02/2003 |
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good old times lastnight, i went to call the office for eighties night with the intention of drinking a little. so i bought a pitcher, and drank it. i felt fine, i was a little drunk but it was a nice drunk. then i bought a mikes hard, then i drank it. then i couldnt see anything. everything was seriously double. i was sitting at the table with jake and justin, and i was like, hrmm i think im going to puke, i was was so confused cause i havnt puked from drinking since i was like 15. so i went to the washroom and it was my eyes that were making me sick, my eyes were totally out of focus. and i was like blind, and no matter how hard i tried to make them see straight they would just cross. so i barfed. haha then i felt better kinda. went back on stage and julie knew that i barfed, like, its not like i had it all over me haha, she could just tell that something wasnt right with my expresion. then i sat down and tried to look at things. and nothing would focus. then me and julie left and picked up aaron and started driving to my place, they were all scared that i was going to barf in the car, every time i talked they would ask if thehy should pull over, it was funny. then i went home and tottaly yakked in my room and tyson came and brought me water. i love tyson. he made me feel better , and i felt safe with him there with me.
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07:26pm 01/02/2003 |
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THIS IS FOR YOU. I AM PAYING THE 50 DOLLARS MYSELF ON MONDAY. IF YOU DO NOT WISH TO DO THIS ANYMORE, PLEASE TELL ME , CAUSE I AM GOING TO LOOK FOR OTHER PEOPLE TO HAVE THE SHOW WITH. I AM A POOR GIRL AND I AM BARLEY HANGING ON WITH THE LITTLE MONEY I MAKE. SO IF YOU COULD PLEASE CALL ME ABOUT IT. I AM NOT TALKING AS A FRIEND, I AM TALKING AS A PARTNER. IM A LITTLE WORRIED ABOUT HAVING THE SHOW BECAUSE IF YOU COULDNT FIND 12 DOLLARS, WELL THEN HOW ARE YOU GOING TO FIND 68 BUCKS BY JULY. LIKE I LOVE YOU GUYS AND ALL, BUT I DONT WANT TO HAVE TO FORK OUT 275 ALL BY MYSELF IN JULY CAUSE YOU DECIDED YOU DIDNT WANT TO DO IT ANYMORE.
AMY, CALL ME TERRY, CALL ME TREVOR, CALL ME
649 1333 I DONT MEAN FOR THIS TO SOUND ALL HARSH, IM JUST WORRIED.
TRUTHFULLY, DO YOU WANT TO DO IT OR NOT? LOVE , JEN |
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09:01pm 27/01/2003 |
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rosemary came here for 4 days and it was wonderful. its fun having a girl around to hang out with. lastnight we went and played bingo and it was awesome, none of us won anything but it was an expeirence, i will tell you that much! so i applied to college lastnight and i hope i get in to everywhere i apllied. that would be wonderful, george brown here i come. social work, wonderful. amy your fishtank is being a dick and i had to fix the filter today, the eclips isnt as good as we thought or as we were told.
well i am going to go and take a wonderful bath and think of you, (not you amy) hah someone else, someone that lives with me but never talks to me, so it feels as though no one lives with me.
im a wimp. well i would just like to say that all the times you splinter your forarm, you become even more jazzed with the idea of the futer. back to the mad handle and the get go. dont go to the get go.
yes for a year or two, but then in college, he got into the frat scen and his school work suffered. he spiraled down from there.
see ya kiddoes. oh ya, and i love you kids too. |
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02:15pm 23/01/2003 |
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mood: cold
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last night was awesome.
me and julie went to call the office for funk night. i got a pitcher of beer cause i didnt have to work the next day (today) and we met up with danielle, star, brant , matt, and justin. it was way cool. we danced forever and it was all good fun, haha star you and your moustachhhhhhhe man. hehe
then me julie and justin went and got food, and erin came along for the ride. and we met up with jake and brant at a&p;, so then me justin julie and jake, the four j's went to justins house and watched cartoons and ate pasta, which was really good. then i got home around 5 am. goooood times.
but you know what isnt goood, the fact that i woke up this morning to it being 16 degrees in my house. the furnas is definitly not on and broke. so im freezing in here. i keep going and talking to the furnis to try to pursway it to want to come on again, and let me tell you , it is not working. so im in a house that is as cold as being in a shed. i thought our windows were pretty new , but they suck and its cold and im going to complain about all of this forever.
well, i think im going to have a cigarette right now, and try to warm up. it freaking costs 75 dollars to bring in someone to fix the furnas, and we fucking have a waranty, that doesnt seem right, i mean, if you buy a furnas and it stops working , then they should come and fix it for free, its their fault its not working, not mine.
bitch bitch bitch. thats me. |
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12:38pm 20/01/2003 |
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i love not having to look in the classifieds anymore. i love just knowing that i have a job that i love, and i love knowing that my life is going the way i want it to.
i want rose to come down here and hang out with me. i think that would be fun times. ever sinse i started working i havnt gone to the bars, which is a good thing. deffinitly.
i want danielle to call me ........NOW .....hehe.
amy......i need you to put the money in tysons acount, im going to email john white today and tell him that the money is deffinitly going to be ready this week, call me call me call me.
trevor.......cal me call me call me.
terry.....call me call me call me
i cant put off this money any longer man, i know that you guys really want to do this, and i would spot you all the money if i got paid earlier, but i dont get paid until like not this friday but the next, soooooooo i cant spot you. but its only 12 dollars, and i am paying 14, so come on.....you can do it.
just call me....... |
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12:39pm 19/01/2003 |
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What's your Inner European? brought to you by Quizilla
i better not tell any of my scottish friends this..........
so i worked a 8 1/2 hour shift yesterday. made a lot of the costomers laugh. i try to make the store fun to be in. me and amanda had lots of fun, it was just me and her in the store all day and the only break i had was two smoke breaks consisting of 5 minutes each. i guess thats not really right. but i dont care i dont mind being in the store.
as for that quiz, well its about 1/4 percent true. my mothers father (gramps) was from irland. and my mothers mother (nana) was from england. they had to keep their realationship quiet cause their parents would have fliped. then my dads side, mother and father, both from scottland. mmmmmmm scotland.
one of the shirts at our store says this on it.
"you kiss the irish, but its a scot you take home" i love it. you get to kiss me, AND take me home.
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03:05pm 17/01/2003 |
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ok, so liets just say that i have the best job in the world. i love the people i work with, they are great and they make the time go way faster too. im excited to get up in the morning and i am excited to go to work.....weird eh?
i already ordered my brother a clan tie. its hamilton clan tarten and its going to be in in about 4 to 6 weeks, which is ok cause , well my brother doesnt even live in the same country as me right now, come to think of it, he lives in sevrel different countries. hes going to love it sooo much, cause hes upsessed with ties and the hamilton tarten. hehe
if you talk to him, i dont think any of you will, but dont tell him, i want to tell him. hes going to poo in his pants.
well, im going to go and watch some tele.
trevor- money amy- money terry- money......
12 dolla, im going to call the guy either today or tomorow, i promised him the money by like today, so guys.......like.....soon k?
oh ya, and my number is 649 1333 for you if you forgot it, or if your some creepy person that just wants to call to here my sexy voice....(cough cough *manley voice** cough) |
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10:43pm 15/01/2003 |
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ok, so my last post was a big waste of time considering........I GOT THE JOB AT THE KELTIC SHOP!!!!!!!! i start tomorow at 10 and im so excited. i think im going to go to bed right now so that i am fully awake for my first day! wooooooot i am so happy, i almost peed....
well night guys!!!
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05:40pm 14/01/2003 |
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ok, so i never got the job at the keltic shop......at least i dont think i did......im actually crushed. i know i could have done such a good job .....and i could have offered them so much of my ablilities. so fuck. im crushed.
i went for an interveiw for a job that sounded so cool today. in the newspaper it describes it as, you need a rock and roll attitude, and you have to like loud music. i was all over it practicly drooling. then i go for the interveiw and it turns out its a freaking canvasing job. but once again out of a whole stack of resumes i get the call back. i have another interveiw on thursday. i can hardly walk down the street without my legs feeling like they are dying. so i am going to go and see what its all about for sure before i say fuck it.
i need a job so badly. i want one horribly.
im going to go to the art theropy place and help wonda out again, it kinda made me feel like i was actually doing something productive when i helped her. and shes such an awesome lady.
well back to the drawing board, everyone is telling me to call the keptic shop again and see why i never got a call back but i feel as though it would open up semi healed wounds. fuck, seriously, i could have done so well there, and maybe taught them about scottish dancing folklore, and maybe they could have learned some stuff from me. but no, they didnt. man, this is a stupid journal.
i went to beal today after my interveiw. i didnt have my college money with me so i didnt apply yet, but dont worry rose, its going to happen.
i told milton about the show that we are having and he sounded excited for us. hes such a good man.me and josh waled downtown together, i havnt hung out with him in what seems like forever, i like hanging out with him. we get along really well.
welli guess i will call this the end. and please wish me luck on getting a job, for the love of god, i need one more than anyone.
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06:40pm 12/01/2003 |
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mood: sleepy
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yesterday can not even be exlained......the hotel was perfect, the food was perfect and the whole night was perfect.
2 years is a long time. a very long time. but a nice long time.
im so tired today and im not even sure why really. tomorow i need to call a few places about jobs and im going to try to make it to beal tomorow to apply for college.
maybe i will paint right now , or finish cleaning my art room out and filling it for things for the show.
ok, heres whats going on.
me, terry baker, amy koudelka and trevor carter are having a 4 man show at the art's project in the last week of july. its all set up and all we have to do is get everything ready. this is the first time that i am organizing and exhibition bymyself and and kinda proud of myself. everything seems to be working out except for i need to get twevle dollars from each of them by the end of next week. now if any of you three read this you can call me at home whenever and i can tell you how you can get the money to me, trevor im not sure if your still in london right now, but if your not thats ok, you can mail me a check. amy you need to call me , i called you tody but you wernt there and you need to talk to terry about this too.....i mean its only twelve dollars right?just look under the couch or in the change jar........then we can be totally ready for the show, with the deposit down we have nothing to worry about until we have to pay for the actual show, which we dont have to do until it happens.......
oh ya, and start painting, cause its a huge space and we need to fill it up. trevor i have a huge painting of yours and im not sure if you would want to put it in......i have to take a picture of it like soooooooooon so you can remember what it looks like, but i like it, and if i were you i would put it in, we just need to build some cheap frames for all our masonite peices so they look better.....:)
woo, im too excited about this.
ok well call me if you can.
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11:53pm 10/01/2003 |
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mood: sick music: your mom humping the dog in your bathroom.
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today......wait let me start with lastnight.
lastnight, went out with julie and denina. me and denina drank, julie drove. went to rachelle's place, picked her and star up. went to the ceeps......got let down at the door because rachelle's id didnt work.......then went to club f.x. cant even explain how horrible that was. then went to g.t's but never went in. then we went to the gay bar......that was kinda fun, prolly the best part of the night......well, the curry shrimp was prolly the best part of the night.
today, woke up by the phone ringing......totally hungover i answered it, it was the place i applyed at and they wanted an interview in like 3 hours. so i get up get dressed, make myself look all nice. get there. i have my interveiw inside the bar thats attached to the store. i think it went well, except i didnt know what the capital of scottland is.......and i know what your thinking. and its not glasko..........so i fucked up there, but i think he liked me, we talked about big corperations and how they are ruining nice ma and pa stores.......he was a good guy. so i think it went good, and i hope i get it. out of 40 resumes they only picked 5 to call back, and mine was one of them. that makes me feel good.
now im home and i have a really sharp pain in my ribs my right hand side........man you know when you breath in and it hurts like something is going to pop? well that is what it feels like, cept its not going away........weird!
well, anyways i think im going to go and try to sleep, tomorow is me and tyson's 2 year and we got a really nice hotel room for tomorow night and we are going to dress up wonderfuly and go to the fancy bar there, and go swimming and watch stupid movies, and have sex.........well..........if this pain goes away.
love you kids, and thats for thinking about me roser, i think it helped! |
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03:09pm 06/01/2003 |
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***spell your first name backwards: refinnej ***the story behind your lj user name: mr bungle? ***are you a gay?: well there are some girls that make me question my sexuality. ***where do you live?: london ***describe yourself in four words: jennifer joan marion hamilton
++++describe your++++ ***wallet: i dont have one. ***hairbrush: red ***jewelry worn daily: none ***pillow cover: red and white stripes ***blanket: red ***coffee cup: fuck there are like 60 ***sunglasses: nope ***underwear: too personal........ ***boots: 79 hole army boots fucker....hah ***handbag: red corderoy hand made hand bag.... ***favourite shirt: ummm, prolly my ripped up wolf shirt. ***cologne/perfume: bodyshop vinilla, and mango and strawberry cause it reminds me of emily ***cd in stereo right now: slayer? ***tattoos: no ***piercings: no ***what you are wearing now: black long skirt, and a nice sweater.... ***hair: natural, for once.....darkish brown...... ***makeup: yellow mac eyeshadow, liquid eyeliner and of course..too much mascara.
who or what (was/is/are)
***in my mouth: my tounge ***in my head: huevos rancheros ***wishing: i get this job ***after this: solitare ***talking to: no one ***eating: nothing ***fetishes: tall trees..... ***if you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason?:no one. ***person you wish you could see right now: umm, no one ***what's next to you: tyson's lap top ***some of your favourite movies: rockey horror, gummo ***something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month: me and tyson's 2 year this weekend ***something that you are deathly afraid of: dirty bathrooms ***do you like candles?: sure ***do you like hot wax?: not in the least ***do you like incense?: deff |
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08:28pm 02/01/2003 |
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new years.......... kinda shitty, no offence amy, but all we did was get kicked out of places, almost get stabbed, and walk all over in the cold. i didnt even get very drunk, but i semmed to feel it the next day.
tyson is comming home tonight. im gonna give him a big kiss. a really big one, like the ones you get on the lips.
i had a dream lastnight i was trying to get a gay guy to go out with me and sleep with me, it was kinda funny. it almost worked , but then i got wonken up. haha
i applied for a job today and i think i might get it, im not going to say what it is, because i dont want anyone else to apply for it, but if you really want to know i will tell you. all i will say is that i know a lot about how to work there already.
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i really hope amy calls me tonight. im getting kinda scared now, cause its like 7 o klock and no call. ahhhohhh............
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