December 20th, 2003

12:18 pm yeah... so, the aforementioned trip to erie is a bust. of course. anything i look forward to always falls through. so... no more planning for me. if im gonna do something, im just gonna go do it. my brother wants to join the army, and potentially be trained in special forces. why is that not a big suprise? oh yeah... because you get to use guns in the army. if it wasnt for mike, i would have been having breakdowns all week. im so lucky to have him. but, as for being sad so often lately, i have NO idea why ive been like this. nothing is wrong, in fact, i think my life is pretty good right now. who knows, it may be because of birth control. but i havent felt like myself lately. im really glad i got called into work today, because otherwise i wouldnt have had anything to do and that really would have sucked. come visit me at zumiez, ill be there from 1-6. Current Mood: blah Current Music: turmoil

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December 19th, 2003

04:37 pm yeah, so ive been planning on making a trip to erie tomorrow for almost a week now. i dont know if thats still happening or not though. depends if i have to drive by myself, and how bad the weather is. crystal and liza - call me about tomorrow. things with my dad went well. him and mike got along really well, and spent most of the time making fun of me, along with my brother. bastards haha. then this morning we met up for breakfast, and got to talk some more about various things, so that was nice. then i sat around all day doing nothing, which was awesome. one week til colombia. i need to go thrift store shopping with someone - its been ages. someone let me know if youre interested. ive been in a really bad mood the past week... ive been bored out of my mind. theres nothing to do here when im by myself, and im by myself a lot. so, who wants to hang out? Current Mood: grumpy

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December 18th, 2003

12:37 pm its really sad haha... im becoming such a proper little housewife. for those of you who have seen my bedroom before, you would be SHOCKED at how neat and tidy i keep things here. yesterday i vacuumed, and today i cleaned the kitchen. what is wrong with me... but yesterday i got a nice little suprise visit from my darling liza, which was great. i love her. hon, know that youre welcome around here anytime. my car is just lovely, and im really glad i got a standard, because i really like it. now im just deciding whether or not i want to put stickers on it. mikes mom is getting me one of those tape deck thingies that attach to a cd player, so i can listen to music. that will be nice, because im sick of the radio already. oh - that reminds me - does anyone have aaron maracles phone number, because i need to ask him about car cd players. i really cant believe that xmas is one week away. i havent gotten any of my xmas shopping done because i have absolutely no money. i know what i want to get mike, but i cant afford it, and i feel really bad because i know hes looking forward to getting it. and i havent gotten my mom, or my brother, or any of my other friends anything yet. mike and i may have some people over next week sometime, sortve as a housewarming/xmas party. not sure quite when that will be yet, we still need to work out the details. so, my dad gets to meet mike tonight. and i get to see him for the first time in almost 8 months. i want so badly to prove to him that mike and i are doing really well, and to show him what a great guy he is, because my dad has heard only bad things about mike from my mom. we'll see. Current Mood: tired

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December 17th, 2003

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December 15th, 2003

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11:03 am insurance companies are fags. all of them. fuck new york state for being gay. because of the insurance i have, i cant get new york state plates. so, i have to get florida plates. which is gonna be weird. but, the reason why is because im under albas insurance, because im able to get full coverage for my car for only about 800 bucks. so, due to it being florida insurance, i cant get my car registered in ny state, cuz ny is retarded. insurance is insurance. i get into an accident, my car is still insured no matter where its from. so, instead of being able to pick up my car last saturday as i was supposed to, i may now have to wait until thurs or so. gayosity. but anyways, i went to the black dahlia murder show the other day with mike, and met up with ricky and adam. it was cool to see those cats again, its been awhile. jeff larivey was there too, and he was being suprisingly civil to me, by actually holding conversations with me haha. but anyways, this cock rock iron maiden/judas priest sorta band played, called 3 inches of blood. they were hilariously amazing. that was a good time. then himsa played, they were good, and i was afraid of andy williams, beacuse he kept pacing back and forth, and that made me REALLY nervous. and the lead singer of black dahlia murder looks JUST like brian howard. so much like him in fact, that i almost went up to him and said hi. but, we only stayed for half their set because by the time they went on, it was 1230, which was rediculous. fuck shows that start past 7 and fuck shows with more than 4 bands. i hate staying past 1030. and although i like working at zumiez, lisa has been really sad, and jeremy is an asshole. he makes her do so much, and he gets all the credit when he does nothing at all. the store is seriously going to fall apart when she leaves, and jeremy deserves it for being a dick to her. ill miss her though. shes a really great girl. but im sure ill see her in erie, because mike and i end up there all too often. Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: thursday

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December 11th, 2003

09:47 pm so, the new apt is slowly starting to feel like home. as we fill it up with more stuff, it also looks more and more like a home. i love it though, and i know mike does too. and tomorrow marks one week of us living here. i get to pick up my car yesterday. finally, after talking about getting a car for over a year now, its finally happening. and this time it isnt going to fall through. things with my dad are still good. (knock on wood.) hes coming up next week sometime to deal with some shit with the company, and to officially close the buffalo branch. the reason? so he no longer will have to deal with my mother. how mature. oh well. and speaking of my mother, oddly enough, shes supporting my decision to be with mike. i think shes finally given up on fighting me. either that, or she really just wants to see me succeed, and figures that itll be easier on us if we have her support. well... maybe that idea is just wishful thinking. def jam vendetta is the greatest game ever created. and i want a kitten. i really wish we were allowed to have pets. Current Mood: content

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December 8th, 2003

09:24 am so, mike and i are finally all moved in. weve spent the last two nights there, and slowly but surely its beginning to feel like home. the first night was very emotional, because mike is so close to his mom, and just felt really bad leaving her all alone. but he knows shes a strong lady, and shes going to be all right. but we both love how its coming together. its so perfect. today i have to move my things over from my dorm, which im about to start doing in a little while. but im so happy, i really really love this place, and i love mike more than anything. this week is going to be kind of rough though, because i work 2-11pm tomorrow and thursday at zumiez, which means i wont get to see mike at all on those days. and that really sucks. ill be asleep when he gets up for work, and he'll be asleep when i get home. i really hope things dont continue like this, because ill hate never getting to see him. we'll work something out. and i decided to get a different car. its still a daewoo, but its a daewoo nubira. its bigger and nicer, and is a 4-door. its still a stick, which is cool. and its dark blue. hopefully ill be able to pick it up by wednesday. attn:mike flick i live around the fucking corner from you now!!! cell = 8305376, you better come over and watch shitty movies with me and mike sometime. i believe some serious hangout is in order. Current Mood: happy Current Music: the darkness

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December 4th, 2003

12:26 pm i am getting the UGLIEST car in the world today. its so ugly that i actually like it hahaha. its a 2001 daewoo lanos hatchback. and its all pimped out. spoiler, BODY KIT and everything. i HATE it. but i think itll be funny. ok, now get this. the seats inside... theyre leather... on the sides theyre black, but in the middle, theyre ORANGE. its the worst thing ive ever seen. but hey, a cars a car. so now, imagine me driving a shitty little pimped out hatchback. you cant help but laugh. im gonna get so irritated with all the shitty kids who are gonna try to race me haha. seriously, this car is 2 fast 2 furious. who knows, i think i hate it so much, that i absolutely love it. its just gonna be so funny to drive. but ive gotta learn how to drive standard again, its been over a year. if things work out, ill have it by this weekend. and i cant wait. new apt, new car, best boyfriend in the world... life is good. Current Mood: amused Current Music: misery index

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December 3rd, 2003

11:57 am i am about to MURDER someone. mostly my roommate. she is THE most impolite person i have EVER met. i am so aggravated. but i keep thinking to myself 2 more days... only 2 more days... and that thought, and that thought alone, is keeping me sane. Current Mood: irritated Current Music: shai hulud

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December 1st, 2003

09:50 pm yeah... our apartment is the shit. we move in this weekend. possibly. party? not sure about that one yet. but if so, details coming soon. Current Mood: satisfied

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November 24th, 2003

09:21 am another great weekend was wrapped up somewhat early last night. mike and i went to the btbam show last night, but left before we could see them due to a nice broken nose mike received from nick brooks during a life once lost. hes alright though... it looked worse than it was. but yesterday was fun... got to see a lot of people i havent seen in a while (krystle), met some cool people (dave starr), and just had a pretty good time hanging out. but this weekend was great. friday mike and i headed up to erie, and got to see some of the greatest people in the world. the show was really nothing special, except for disciple. seeing them in erie is like nothing else. one of these days, i promise, mike and i are gonna come down just to hang out. because we love all of you. but especially travis. because he has an 8 1/2 inch penis. Current Mood: awake Current Music: dead to fall

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November 21st, 2003

02:27 pm there is NOTHING better than blasting boxcutter when you live in a dorm with mainly black residents. the weird looks and snickers you get are priceless. and im wearing a skirt today. and makeup. and my hair is up. what the fuck??? whats this... i actually look... somewhat cute today! thats gotta be a first haha. Current Mood: silly Current Music: boxcutter

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10:18 am ok, normally im not one to complain, but this needs to stop. i am so sick of everyone hating each other and noone being happy. if you have a problem with someone, dont fucking talk to them. ALSO, dont fucking talk ABOUT them, because it always, and i mean always, gets back to the other person and makes the situation 1000x worse. get over it. and please, stop saying he said this, and she said that, and blah blah blah. 9 out of 10 times its never true. stop trying to make things worse,a nd stop trying to draw attention to yourself. everyone talks about how if someone has a problem with them, they should say it to their face, yet they sit there and shittalk every goddam person on the planet. way to be hypocritical. grow up. this city is too damn small for everyone to be hating each other. Current Mood: aggravated

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November 20th, 2003

10:52 pm i started my job at zumiez today. and it was a lot of fun. tarrah is amazing. not only is she one of the most beautiful girls ive ever seen, shes a really great person too. we chatted all night about all sorts of stuff, and it was really cool. and the job was good, i like it. too bad i probably wont be working more than once a week haha. but, on another note... today was the first day in 4 months that mike and i didnt get to see each other. rediculous. im coping fine though haha. (edit... no, i miss mike like crazy. i was fine until this morning.) tomorrow... erie. fuck yeah. Current Mood: cheerful

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November 18th, 2003

10:57 am things are going really well right now. ive gotten to see several amazing shows lately, and ive gotten to see a lot of great friends i havent seen in awhile. going to erie is always a treat, and i get to go back on friday! i think mike and i will be spending the night, so who wants to go shopping on saturday? speaking of mike, he and i went ahead and got an apartment. sorry flick, we hadnt heard from you, and had no way of getting a hold of you so we didnt know what was up anymore, and didnt know how this whole thing would work out. but anyways, the apt is on richmond, with breckenridge as the cross street, so its in an amazing part of town. its near all the awesome spots on elmwood like urban, spot, dolcis, and everything else. its a basement apt, but its absolutely perfect. we have our own private entrance from the outside, and the rooms are huge. its amazing. i love it. we actually get to start moving our stuff over today! so were both really happy about that. were probably going to start living there sometime during the first week of december. whenever schools over. i start at zumiez on thursday which should be a good time. im gonna try to look for another job though, on elmwood, for convenience sake. my dad is working on getting me a car, which i should have sometime after thanksgiving (hopefully). so thatll help out a lot with getting to school, and work, and just around the town. so things are panning out really well. mike keeps me focused, and sane, which is a very good thing. ive begun taking more responsibilties into my own hands, and im finding that i like it. i like getting things done. now, instead of wanting to stay in school as long as possible, i cant wait for it to end, because i want a real job. hopefully my dads idea for a coffee exportation company will work out, because i think that would be awesome getting to work there. my dad is planning on moving to albas familys plantation with her, to run the plantation, and i would be the primary seller of the coffee. i think that would be neat. id get to travel a lot, and i would get to use all the business tactics i find so interesting. so yeah, i definitely hope that works. but im really happy with the way everythings going. and mike is THE best boyfriend ever. Current Mood: ecstatic Current Music: modest mouse

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November 12th, 2003

03:03 pm reason #837661 why i have the best little brother in the world. he just told me that his favorite band is botch. oh im so proud. Current Mood: pleased Current Music: from here on

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November 10th, 2003

11:35 pm yeah... asking everyday if mike and i have broken up yet is cool. so is telling me to call you when moving in with him doesnt work. youre a real fucking winner david williams. wednesday + me + mike + bez + crystal + erie + the bled = a good fucking time. friday + me + mike + fws = a lot of furniture shopping. monday + me + mike + jesse (if he doesnt bail) + syracuse + premonitions of war + a perfect murder = hotness. hmm whats new. oh yeah, not writing a paper thats due in two days. ummm, my boyfriend is a fag because he shaves everything from his neck to his toes. hes so quirky. i love him. i got a parking ticket the other day. that kinda sucked. mm what else... zumiez orientation thurs night. that should be FABULOUS. note the sarcasm. ummm, im gonna miss binky. hes pretty much the main reason i wanted to work there. what the fuck... no mike flick, and now no rob karr. lame. what else... uhh not much. cant wait for this semester to end. Current Mood: thirsty

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06:49 pm Time Started? 6:49 pm ~General~ 1) nicknames? kiddo, katers 2) the day after your birthday? aug 26th 3) favorite color? red 4) food you hate? liver. 5) what color is your house? gray ~What You Think~ 6) summer or winter? summer 7) morning or night? night 8) radio or tv? TV 9) single or involved? involved ~The Boys! (or Girls!)~ 10) what you're most attracted to physically? smile 11) what you're most attracted to in personality? the ability to make me laugh 12) whos you're biggest crush right now (or bf/gf)? mikey. 13) what do you want your future hubby/wife to be? everything mike is. 14) have you ever been in love? yes. ~Have You Ever...~ 15) skinny dipped? ha yeah 16) tried smoking? mmhmm 17) been drunk? yup - lauren is the best drinking buddy ever. 18) been iceskating? yeah 19) seen the ocean? yes ~Times to Remember~ 20) most embarassing moment? oh jeez... its hard to pick haha 21) best moment in the last 24 hours? hearing that mikes and my application for an apt was approved. 22) most clutzy thing you've ever done? fall out of a ski lift. 23) funniest vacation memory? louisville with jesse, paul, erica and mike. ~First...~ 24) plane trip? to france when i was 6 25) traffic ticket? ugh i just got my first 3 days ago. fucking parking ticket. fucking school. 26) kiss? jonney. 27) concert? sarah mclachlan with my mom. 28) job? targhetto ~Favorites~ 29) color? red 30) food? just about everything haha 31) names? carrie, skyler, brent 32) flower? lily 33) song? not sure, but probably be still child, by me without you ~More~ 34) how many children do you want? 2 eventually 35) what do you want to be when you grow up? rich. and still in love. 36) who is most likely to send this back? eh 37) who wont send this back? no clue 38) say something about the person that sent this to you! i love you crystal. 39) say something to everyone you're sending this to! are you putting off writing a term paper too? Current Mood: procrastinating

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