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[28 Sep 2003|04:42pm]
[ music | K's Choice - Hide ]

I'm a Depth Charge, discover your ALcoHoLiC personality!
Yaaarr... scurvy dog! You drink like a sailor and think like one too

....yup :)

succubus
You are a dark goddess!


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Mental Oblivion

[28 Sep 2003|04:09pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]
[ music | The Misfits - Dig Up Her Bones ]

kinky isn't a feather...its using the whole damn chicken! and you kno it. you are so kinky that even you are afraid of yourself sometimes.
kinky isn't a feather...its using the whole damn
chicken! and you kno it. you are so kinky that
even you are afraid of yourself sometimes.


What type of SEX do You enjoy?
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My inner child is ten years old today

My inner child is ten years old!


The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. Whether
I'm off on my bicycle (or pony) exploring, lost
in a good book, or giggling with my best
friend, I live in a world apart, one full of
adventure and wonder and other stuff adults
don't understand.


How Old is Your Inner Child?
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....yup, thats about right......
drugs
You're goin' down! FOR DOING DRUGS!



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playful
Playful


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today i seem to have lost my lil hippie.......
saw some sweet ass classic cars and hot rods though

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fuckers are gonna die one day............. [26 Sep 2003|05:40pm]

The New York Yankees
Circle I Limbo

Hipsters, Oakland Raider Fans
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind

NAMBLA Members
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow

Militant Vegans, George Bush
Circle IV Rolling Weights

Preppie whores, DMV Employees, Gray Davis
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled

River Styx

General asshats, Bill Gates
Circle VI Buried for Eternity

River Phlegyas

Scientologists, Creationists, Rednecks
Circle VII Burning Sands

The Pope, Republicans
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement

Parents who bring squalling brats to R-rated movies
Circle IX Frozen in Ice

Design your own hell

Mental Oblivion

long bloody ass weekends... [22 Sep 2003|05:27pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Nirvana - Come As You Are ]

so Friday I went up to eue Clair for a battle of the bands
Matt talked Christy into coming...... she really didn't want to come, they were not going to be playing music she likes. I think she was just PMSing...... hehehehe it happens to the best of us we get there, eat good food, and matt got his magic cards out. Christy did not like..... she called us dorks.... and nerds. hehehe
we crash out in the TV room of Matt's house watching aqua teen hunger force.

the show was the next day....... out of 15 bands I liked 3. competing with thunder this hardcore/screamcore band w/ an asian chic lead singer; triple a zeros a punk number who were fun, and ended up wining the competition; orphan....matt's friends, but they are good. screamcore.... and very loud. penna's mum inquired as to when we will get our kitty :). kitties are good.

I kept getting tossed into mosh pits. literally, I was grabbed from behind and thrown in. this was when they weren't forming around me. I hurt still... it was fun though. I did ask for it I guess... up front and in the center...... hehehe.
I made two bucks off three ciggs.
some 14 year olds kept bugging me to buy them a half gallon of vodka. it got annoying....... I contemplated taking their 18 bucks and stiffing them. Matt told them to go huff glue and drink cough syrup.. then said he was kidding. ok.
during orphan's set I baited this drunk guy until he and his drunk friends started a pit... by insinuating they were afraid of a pit. then matt tackled me and we ... I will call it "slam dancing".. yeah... I threw him to the floor. a pool of blood spread from his mouth. everyone who was there had this horrified look on their faces. he got up and pulled the squib out of his mouth in a way that it seemed to be a tooth..... some guy actually came up and shook my hand. that made up for getting clocked in the jaw.......... it was great.
I feel I got my 5 bucks out of that night. it beat the hell out of clarion.
I finally got home around 5 on Sunday.

now it is time to werk werk werk.......... I've had my fun.

Mental Oblivion

[18 Sep 2003|09:33pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | Long Beach Dub Allstars - Kick Down ]

i am gonna get drunk wit da homos.
this will be fun.
be here........ or be queered!!!!!!!

yeah...... we do have an agenda.

fuckers.

Mental Oblivion

if time was a monkey..... a crazy fucking monkey with shit for brains [14 Sep 2003|05:19am]
[ mood | disappointed ]
[ music | Johnny Cash - Rusty Cage ]

It seems to be in the nature of things for change to be continuous. While that is a necessary action I sometimes wish time could be made to stand still.
Childish yes.
However it sometimes seems that at a certain time a situation is at its best. Said situation will not last.

In example lets take my friendship situation. If someone had asked before the summer I would have easily said almost all of my friendships were strong and likely to last a bit. Summer came and is now dieing away. We have been in session now about three weeks. Roughly. I barely ever see some of my "good friends". To put it bluntly I am a bit annoyed. I also feel a bit used...

Last semester I was the one only off-campus. Now there are others.... and nobody from the old crowd comes and sees us. Yeah, the other residents wonder as well. We discussed it one day... the best we could come up with was "we are too far away". Frankly that is lame. If that is the reason...I am both disappointed in those who think that and saddened our friendship means so little.

Another bitch lately is being blown off. Several times in the past two weeks i have suggested a get-together. Each time I get a "oh really?" or "........ I think we are going to the bar.... (Checks with others and it sounds like there was no previous plan)... yeah." strangely enough, I invited Justin (along with everyone else I knew) to my place this Thursday, he is a kid who barely knows me.. and he deigned to come over with Kristen. Of all the people I invited only those two came. Apparently everyone else decided a liar was better company then an ex-swimmer and a freak. I got to read about that get-together on an LJ.
Strangely enough no one even mentioned they just might have other plans... that was nice, thanks guys.

Whatfuckingever. I had a great time and so did those who came over. So sorry you didn't come.

If you would like to set the record straight, you know where I live. If you have forgotten you can ask Kristen or Ryan....if B building isn't too far.

In closing:
if you would rather be around a slut who stabbed me in the back--> fuck you, maybe you should tell her her nickname? And while we are on that subject... maybe Shirley would like to know his.......? I think he does. His was kind of in the room when both of his names were mentioned in the same damned sentence.
if you would rather go to a shitty over-priced bar and hook up--> fuck you. Be sure to use a condom, most of them have fucked spade.
if you prefer shallow people who backstab--> I just pity you. Such people have no value.

I put a bit of thought into this entry. This has been swirling in my head for a bit. I am both pissed off and hurt; I expected better treatment. I know I give that to others, I live by the one law and almost everyone I know has told me at one time or another I am one of the nicest people they have met. Before you decide to get righteous and say to yourself "she's IS NOT saying that!" take a minute and reflect on how you may have been treating me and those close to me.
I would have said this to your faces but sadly I haven't seen them...that is the reason for this post.

Mental Oblivion

[13 Sep 2003|12:08pm]
[ mood | drunk ]
[ music | Highway Men - Seven Spanish Angels ]

The Seventh Doctor
You are the Seventh Doctor: Brooding, enigmatic,
soulful, and occasionally silly. There are a
great many mysteries lurking behind your
ancient eyes, and even your closest companions
aren't allowed to know the full extent of your
schemes and concerns. You are often downright
manipulative, using friends and adversaries
alike as chess pieces in a private game against
the universe. Your wrath is slow to build, but
terrible when aroused, and you are slowly
settling old scores with threats across the
cosmos.


Which Incarnation of the Doctor Are You?
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Mental Oblivion

??? [13 Sep 2003|11:54am]
[ mood | ummmmm ]
[ music | Johnny Cash - I Walk The Line ]

You are 60% geek
You are a geek. Good for you! Considering the endless complexity of the universe, as well as whatever discipline you happen to be most interested in, you'll never be bored as long as you have a good book store, a net connection, and thousands of dollars worth of expensive equipment. Assuming you're a technical geek, you'll be able to afford it, too. If you're not a technical geek, you're geek enough to mate with a technical geek and thereby get the needed dough. Dating tip: Don't date a geek of the same persuasion as you. You'll constantly try to out-geek the other.

Take the Polygeek Quiz at Thudfactor.com

Mental Oblivion

things happen..... [13 Sep 2003|11:41am]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | Johnny Cash - Sunday Morning Coming Down ]

i have been listening to johnny cash since he died.. i had forgotten this music existed.
"i'm wishing lord that i was stoned..cauz there is something in a sunday that makes a body feel alone"
good stuff.
when you listen to his original stuff his covering NIN becomes very understandable. different music styles.. same emotions.

my bro is supposed to be up tonight.

Mental Oblivion

my so called life [12 Sep 2003|02:26am]
[ mood | drunk ]
[ music | AFI - Three Seconds Notice ]

hey alls
after a nice lunch with hippy-claire talking bout the finer aspects of triping..... i love my lil hippy. those who have met her will understand. she is a funny cool lil weirdo. i call her friend.
i go to class. this is not my first claas of the day. it is my last thursday classs. exstentenalism. i love it.
it makews me thin.k. during this class and after i directly question my being and all the comprimises.

the best i can curentl=y accend is i am semi-authenitic. i try for authenticity....... sadly years before i even knew this was an acepeted thought
i try. it is harder then it seems. to be authentic requires much suffering. havent i suffered enough? prehaps not.
exusentialism requires a period of ansgt which fufills the pych. def. of depresion. is this to say that depression is the way to enlightenment?? possibly.
i have bee depressed and often. i find my self more for it. i am more. i understand ME for my being suicidal.

it is intersting.
when life itself means the absolute least it becomes more valuabale then gold. not so much the indavidaul life but the concept. the idea of life..... gods i hope somebody sees.
tonight i agrued the concepts of selfisefness vs. selfisness. was enlightening.
PLEASE respond to this.
When one does away with oneself one does the most estimable thing possible: one thereby almost deserves to live

so many times i have askefor answers/opinions. no answer. i don't care the education level/thouight/......what-fucking ever! i hope everyonr will respond!
what do you think of that??????????????????????????

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i somehow feel violated [10 Sep 2003|11:47pm]
[ music | Slipknot - 666 - Full Album(6) ]

Kind of bumpy and hard to navigate
Your butt is Colorado: kind of bumpy and sometimes
hard to navigate


What state does your butt resmble?
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gods...............and fuck monkeys. [10 Sep 2003|11:16pm]
[ mood | cynical ]
[ music | Slipknot - People=Shit ]

i sometimes wonder at people. they will act in ways that make no fucking logical sense.
they do this everyday and think it is normal.
religion, politics, social interaction. it is all shit.
a social construct exists to satisfy some primordial need. after said construct is made obsolete from the advance of some other construct (think religion vs. science) it refuses to die and dumb asses take refuge in the outdated sciences of years long fucking past.
they actually take pride in their outdated belief structure.
marx said that relgion is the opaite of the masses. opaites make things.....nice...ok....distant. i will update this statement with a thought of my own.
pride of placement. pride of social standing, pride of empty facts.... pride of meaningless thoughts emotions and affections.... these are the true opaite of the masses.

fuck it. once this is realized we can expect a new form of commercail.
and yeah..... im drunk.

Mental Oblivion

Update:: [10 Sep 2003|03:44pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | AFI - No Poetic Device ]

Christy's rents have sent her a letter detailing their dissatisfaction with "her handling of the refrigerator situation".
it was typed.
it was professionally written.
it contains the phrase "we don't owe you anything" after saying everything from money to love was conditional.
yup.

Mental Oblivion

ha! [07 Sep 2003|01:59am]

Which Family Guy Character are you? Take the Quiz!

this just in...... some dumbass wants to get grand theft auto pulled from the market.
dumb kids claim it caused a shooting spree.
right.... original arguement time
Mental Oblivion

[07 Sep 2003|12:59am]
[ mood | god, i am so gonna kill annoying stomping people ]
[ music | they deserve it. ]

long boring day.
did this. slept.
did that. slept.
watched don't be a menace to south central while drinking your juice in the hood.
if you haven't seen it, go see it. black-exploitation mockery at it's best.

they worship the 40 and grandma smokes blunts as big as her head. 'nuff said.

brain churns out nonsense requests for things I don't have.

Mental Oblivion

"behind the 8-ball" and the assholes who say it. [06 Sep 2003|12:55am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | noisy nieghbours ]

today was long..
up all night drinking, class at 10. it was boring. mother fucking scientific method YET AGAIN.
damn them all.
we have adopted a freshman. i call him"fuzzy" or "freshman", his rents named him dan.
we have gotten him wasted two days in a row. its funny
today i and the official roommate were driven by the unofficial roommate to erie.
we had a mission.
to liberate christy's fridge from the asshole oppressors.
yummy gemmel tacos girded our loins.
it is a long ass drive but we finally get there...... we walk in the door. christy sez "we came to get my fridge so you don't have to drive it down"
the father replies:"we didn't plan too." assmonkey.
the funny thing is it is truely christy's fridge. her ex-roomie gave it to her, no parent money involed. they wanted to keep it for their pop. they have a fridge with the space of two of ours. they have a freezer you could store a corpse in.
we kife food becuase we can.
it is big.... it takes us forever to westle it into the P.O.S., dad comes, mows the lawn and after i ask him not to, shuts the rear door in matt's P.O.S. car. to open it you have to crawl in over the front seat, pull the handle and kick repeatedly. after this ordeal we all head to penna's. (matt-band-friend) they have the cutest kittens.
christy talked me into getting one. we have to wait for it to get bigger.....they tiny. so cute! we wanted a siamese point one, but we are most likely gonna get a marmalade one.
for those interested, i have cds and ticket hookups for a battle of the bands. 5 bucks, fourteen bands. real soon. i assume hardcore/punk/rock stuff, as orphan is hardcore. cds free. i will have more details, i got suckered into promotions.

Mental Oblivion

hot and muggy....ug [03 Sep 2003|03:55pm]
[ mood | flirty ]
[ music | Gary Jules - Mad World (Alternate Version) ]

last night i went to my ryan's place with him and jason.
we drank red wine and watched the dvd of requiem for a dream.
i left...... they did..... stuff.
ryan woke me up from a nice nap to tell me about it.
kill kill kill i hate being woke up......
my two classes blew ass chunks.
but on the way to buy cigs...
suger-boy wants to do something tommorrow. i'm not positive, but i do believe i've been asked out?
beats me... hehehe

in other news.. christy and matt are fighting like children. over a damned abortion doctor-killing priest.
jesus. i just wanna shake them.
i made itback just before the rains started.... this is good.

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[01 Sep 2003|02:13pm]
[ mood | drunk/depressed ]
[ music | guess ]

Gonna get back to basics
Guess I'll start it up again
I'm fallin' from the ceiling
You're falling from the sky now and then

Maybe you were shot down in pieces
Maybe I slipped in between
But we were gonna be the wildest people they ever hoped to see
Just you and me

So why'd you come home to this sleepless town
It's a lifetime commitment
Recovering the satellites
All anybody really wants to know is...
when you gonna come down

Your mother recognizes all your desperate displays
and she watches as her babies drift violently away
til they see themselves in telescopes
Do you see yourself in me?
We're such crazy babies, little monkey
We're so fucked up, you and me

So why'd you come home to this faithless town
Where we make a lifetime commitment
to recovering the satellites
and all anybody really wants to know is...
when are you gonna come down

She sees shooting stars and comet tails
She's got heaven in her eyes
She says I don't need to be an angel
But I'm nothing if Im not this high

But we only stay in orbit
For a moment of time
And then you're everybody's satellite
I wish that you were mine

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MWHAHAHAHA [01 Sep 2003|01:55pm]
[ mood | you can't make me stop!!!! ]
[ music | AFI - Miseria Cantare (The Beginning) ]

The Elemental
The Elemental. Neither Human nor Animal, you are
primal and instinctive. You are at home
outdoors in the wilds, getting moody when
forced into places you don't like. But when you
are truely free, your dance and song is
breathtaking


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You Should Wear
JUST Boxers!

Wow. Impressive. It takes a lot of balls to wear just boxers (especially for girls). But really, if you're going to go without pants, what difference does a shirt make?

Find out which No Pants Day outfit YOU should wear!

No Pants Day is May 2nd, 2003. To find out more about No Pants Day, visit

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Take the Sexual Orientation Quiz!

Quiz created by Icey


Villian
You're A Villian!
You evil person, you. You have a dark side to you.
Your destiny is world destruction/domination.
Just so long as those pesky heros stay out of
your way.


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Mental Oblivion

[01 Sep 2003|01:13am]
[ mood | depressed ]

I Am A: True Neutral Elf Ranger Druid


Alignment:
True Neutral characters are very rare. They believe that balance is the most important thing, and will not side with any other force. They will do whatever is necessary to preserve that balance, even if it means switching allegiances suddenly.


Race:
Elves are the eldest of all races, although they are generally a bit smaller than humans. They are generally well-cultured, artistic, easy-going, and because of their long lives, unconcerned with day-to-day activities that other races frequently concern themselves with. Elves are, effectively, immortal, although they can be killed. After a thousand years or so, they simply pass on to the next plane of existance.


Primary Class:
Rangers are the defenders of nature and the elements. They are in tune with the Earth, and work to keep it safe and healthy.


Secondary Class:
Druids are a special variety of Cleric who serves the Earth, and can call upon the power in the earth to accomplish their goals. They tend to be somewhat fanatical about defending natural settings.


Deity:
Silvanus is the True Neutral god of nature. He is also known as the Patron of Druids. His followers believe in the perfect balance of nature, and believe that nature's bounty is preferable to any other 'civilizing' method. They wear leather or metallic scale mail, constructed of leaf-shaped scales. Silvanus's symbol is an oak leaf.


Find out What D&D Character Are You?, courtesy ofNeppyMan (e-mail)

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yes. this will happen. [01 Sep 2003|12:59am]
[ mood | pissed ]
[ music | ...fuckers ]

What Is Your Battle Cry?

Sprinting amidst the steppes, cutting down all who dare stand in the way using a vorpal blade, cometh Antitheftmilk! And she gives a low cry:

"This one's for you, mom! Skulls will be fucked for Satan!!!"

Find out!
Enter username:
Are you a girl, or a guy ?

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truely madly deeply want
a massive red
explosion.
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really? [31 Aug 2003|09:44pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | System of a Down - Needles ]

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antitheftmilk
is happy.

You're a rosy-cheeked ray of fucking sunshine 24/7. I bet you smile a lot and little things don't get you down. Must be nice. Fuchsia's definitely your color.


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if this is true, why do I think about death so damned much?

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ready to rumble? [31 Aug 2003|01:58am]
[ music | AFI - Lower Your Head And Take It In ]

BUSH VS. TICTACS!!!!

a must see for all prez-haters.....

Mental Oblivion

[31 Aug 2003|12:47am]
[ music | System of a Down - Devil ]

GAME BOY - Born to Play
A GAME-BOY. Youre like a tomboy without the love of
sports. Reality sucks, but as long as you have
your electronics you feel you can cope. Time
goes unnoticed when youre locked in your room
hooked up to your Nintendo, rocking to your
favourite collection of guitar-driven albums.
Your virtues: Intelligence, sense-of-humour,
individuality.
Your flaws: Inability to cope with real life,
action-freak spirit, reclusive nature.
EXTRA: Your personality type is the only one on
this quiz that would enjoy www.life-
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.........hehehehe i'll stop now

Mental Oblivion

yup. [31 Aug 2003|12:44am]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | AFI - Cult Status ]

Mareo
MAREO: rare; uncommon
People of your personality type should visit:
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What would your Japanese name be? (male)
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Maki
Maki - "Truly Rare"
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