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Saturday, July 26th, 2003
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1:02 pm - Little Update...
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Threat rating: laughable. Stick to your crazed ramblings and yelling at lamp posts.
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You are... Edward Scissorhands - "I'm not finished..." You have a low self-esteem, but a golden heart. Sometimes you can be a little naieve, but it has become one of your endearing qualities. You value the lives of your loved ones and acn find beauty in almost anything... now all you need to do is find beauty in yourself.
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So Tomb Raider 2 fucking ruled! Angelina Jolie WILL be my wife one day... and the guy in the movie wasn't too shabby himself, for a man anyway, heh. and of course the boy who took me is pretty sexified himself *winks* Today is Adrian's 10 month birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay! 2 months from today will be his very first birthday! wow, where the hell does the time go?! Well, I posted a few ghetto ass family pics on my site that Carol Ann took while we were doing laundry in wednesday, yes that is pretty ghetto. I look horrid but thats the beauty of it I guess.
http://princesscricketa.tripod.com/cricketsworld/id11.html
I got the R.E.M tickets, it's not until October but I am very excited. Next weekend I'm gonna go see WOLFPAC out in Western Ass, I'm excited for that as well. Dennis and I are going to hit up ManRay some night soon too, oh you know that you all want to go and see me dressed up in fetish gear *winks* So I'm going to be on one of the new eroticbpm stickers YAY! You know you want to go to the site and order them and stick them up everywhere. I'm gonna plaster them around here so everyone will be forced to see my boobies at the ATM and such. Oh you know you love it. *giggle giggle* Well I'm gonna go swimming with my boy and my baby. I won't be able to update for awhile but I will as soon as I can. I love & miss you all! *kisses*
~Cricketa~
current mood: cheerful current music: "Everytime I Close My Eyes"
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| Friday, July 25th, 2003
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12:42 am - Site Update...
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| Thursday, July 17th, 2003
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8:52 am - This song makes me think of you...
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You & Me by: Caroline's Spine
"There is something you should know Something you should think about Where you wanna go Do you want me in or want me out I got stuff to do; it's got nothing to do With you I want to let you know I'm really very tired Of...
You and me We're like the fire and the trees We're like the pollen in the breeze Summer with a freeze You and me
Yesterday is over; today I gotta deal with How tomorrow might suck Suck if you don't understand the way it Oughta be It's got a lot to do with me I want to let you know I'm really very tired Of...
You and me We're like the fire and the trees We're like the pollen in the breeze Summer with a freeze You and me
You, me, I want you to come close we're Like a Cracker without cheese I can never get Close enough to you
You and me We're like the fire and the trees We're like the pollen in the breeze Summer with a freeze You and me"
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| Monday, July 14th, 2003
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10:40 am - happy birthday to Robyn's little girl! =)
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I would like to wish a very happy 4th birthday to little Miss Dakota Rae (Cody)!!!!!!
=D
current mood: cheerful
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| Friday, July 11th, 2003
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12:58 am - I <3 Hedwig!
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Lyrics of the day...
"Last time i saw you, we had just split in two. you were looking at me. i was looking at you. you had a way so familiar, but i could not recognize, cause you had blood on your face; i had blood in my eyes. but i could swear by your expression that the pain down in your soul was the same as the one down in mine. that's the pain, cuts a straight line down through the heart; we called it love. so we wrapped our arms around each other, trying to shove ourselves back together. we were making love, making love. it was a cold dark evening, such a long time ago..."
current mood: crazy insomniac
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| Wednesday, July 9th, 2003
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12:33 am - new poll...
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12:24 am - Site Update...
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| Monday, July 7th, 2003
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4:23 pm - To Whom it May Concern...
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I'd like to address the asshole who does not have the balls to sign his/her name to any of the *anonymous* posts that he/she makes in my *friends* journals (because I do not allow non-friend posting). The following is a comment that was made in my friend Megs's LJ which she promptly deleted. Read on...
"I heard about *Cricket* and Dennis. PLEASE!!!!! In a matter of how many weeks she's talking togetha foreva with kids???? She needs to grow up and get some self-esteem and not fall for whoeva pays attention to her. Wasn't it mere weeks ago when she only wanted to be with a hott girl? She needs to get some psychological help so she doesn't pass her problems to her son, who was another mistake in this whole mess. Hopefully she'll be responsible enough to use bc if she's going to sleep around this time.
PS I didn't mean to just call out *Cricket*-- Hila is even worse!!! A 20 year old with 2 kids. It's pathetic how she's saying Drew is going to be the father (yah, for how long???) cause Grant is a drug addict, cheater, etc. HELLO, Why the hell did she get pregnant by him then?????"
Who the fuck are you that you seem to know so much about our lives?! Especially seeing as the majority of our serious LJ entries are "friends only". If you do happen to be who I think you are than all I can say is fuck off and stop saying shit about me behind my back. If you have something to say to me then say it to my face bitch. You don't know what you are talking about and that is very obvious by your statements. and you certainly do NOT know Hila, so just leave her the fuck out of it. You have a problem with me then deal with ME. You don't like how I do things? You don't like how I raise my kid or who I date? Well tell it to someone who fucking cares cos' I do not. You don't even have the balls to sign your name. In which case how is any point you make even valid? I'm going to be making a lot of changes on my friends list. I'm sorry to delete some of you but I really don't want to deal with any further bullshit because people are fucking hypocritical coward bastards. UGH! get.away.from.me for the final time already! Can you like not take a hint?
current mood: apathetic
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11:19 am - Gun Poll...
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Here's a poll I made after a difference of opinion on this issue. So I hope you will all vote and help me prove my point. *winks*
Poll #153984: Children and Guns... Open to: all, results viewable to: allDo you think that it is safe to own gun(s) in a household with a small child(ren)?
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| Tuesday, July 1st, 2003
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5:29 pm - Song of the Day...
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"Blandest" by: Nirvana (1988 demos)
"You're my favorite Of my saviours You're my favorite Oh no
Yes you're my favorite Of my favors You're my razor Oh no
Hey! And the situation wasn't quite As intense as I thought I need you around To remind me when not to be calm (to remind me what not to become) And the situation wasn't quite As intense as I thought I need you around To remind me when not to be calm Calm, calm, calm"
current mood: thoughtful current music: see above
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2:03 am - Site Update...
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| Thursday, June 26th, 2003
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9:35 pm - Fucking Sad, dude...
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I need to be more of an LJ Slut like whoa! Okay, who so wants to help me up my scores? *winks*
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| Wednesday, June 25th, 2003
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3:47 pm - "I like things that are so good, You are so, so good, I like you..."
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Which era in time are you?
Yesterday was my triad's 2 year anniversary!!!!!! Happy anniversary Megs & Rob! Dennis & I went out to the Olive Garden for dinner with them. mmmmmmmm! I love Italian food! I'm such a "say it with food" kind of person, well, not that you would know that to look at me but I do really love to eat. Tomorrow is Adrian's 9 month birthday! The days just pass by so quickly sometimes... I'm already trying to decide what I want to do for his 1st birthday, any and all suggestions are welcome. When I figure it all out and it gets closer to the date I will formally invite people. I am in a very happy place right now. All is right in the Land of Cricket. I have a beautiful and well-behaved child who I love and adore. I have a beautiful sweetheart Piscean prince who I love and who makes all my dreams come true. It's summertime and the warmth and sunshine make me smile even if I hide from it cos' I don't wanna be tan. LOL I *COULD* tan if I wanted to, but the little goth girl deep inside me loves my alabaster porcelain doll skin and likes to perserve it. Besides my hair is so light I'd feel too California Bleached Bimbo Barbie doll fake looking. and I hate that look. I want a new tattoo. I know, I know that I have no money for such things but we drove by Edge last night and it re-sparked the desire for a new one. Or maybe I should get my nipples done finally? Ugh me and decisions... I feel very lucky. My life is progressing well. I hope that soon I will be able to post that I have found a new residence and a new job. That is the ultimate goal of the moment. That and I'd like to get my liscense finally and get squared away with school. My job is dicking me around. They irk me. Fucking changed my days again. Tough for them that I can't do it. So most likely they'll cut me down to 2 days, maybe not, but probably. They'll probably give me shit too. Like I'm supposed to give a shit that corporate handed down some new schedule. A schedule that they never even bothered to okay with me in the first place, knowing full well that I have a child and responsibilities. They can take my foot up the ass for all I care. (I'm such a bitch about this job. It brings out evil things in me I swere...) I want a new vibrator too. Like a really little one, maybe, the big ones are a tad much for me hahaha and they remind me of certain peoples 'creepa' penises. Something that doesn't make a lot of noise too heh. Anyone wanna take a trip to the porn store with me when I get some cash? Megs? Hila? This is all the random shit you are just dying to know about me, I can tell. *winks* My boy is coming over again tonight! Not that he isn't here almost every day but I still never get tired of seeing his beautiful self *grinz* He makes me feel so, oh I dunno, special, I guess and not in the "Kyle way" either. He makes me feel beautiful when he looks at me and I don't think I've ever felt beautiful in my whole life. He is just amazing. I never, ever want to hurt him and I hope I never do. He just deserves the best, ya know? and I'm really trying to be that for him. <3 OMFG Adrian just fed himself his own juice bottle! Okay, Okay it isn't the most amazing thing in the world and I know other kiddos have done it much younger than he is but I mean STILL, it's Adrian ya know? and everything he does is pretty special to me cos' I'm his Momma. He has 4 teeth now, the two front top and the two front bottom. He is *almost* crawling. He had a double ear infection but he was so good that we didn't even know. He never complains really, he is the most pleasant child. He played with Trent last weekend. He loves to watch other babies. I can't wait till Nathan is born too so all of our boys can play together *smiles* annnnnnnd Dennis and I WILL have a little girl someday and she will be greatly outnumbered and probably be a tomboy but that is okay too. I can't remember if I wrote this or not yet but Adrian says "Momma" now. I mean it's just baby babbling and it's not associated or anything but it's still wonderful =) This is the most random babbling entry ever so I'm going to stop now. Bye darlin's!
~Cricket~
current mood: excited current music: "Underdog" by: Lisa Loeb
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| Sunday, June 22nd, 2003
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2:02 pm - survey...
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Layer One
Name: Cricket Eryn ------- ------- Birthdate: January 11th, 1982 Birthplace: Boston, MA. Current Location: Surburban hell eye color: dark blue, one is part brown. Hair Color: lightish blonde Height: 5'7ish Righty or Lefty: righty Zodiac Sign: Capricon sun,Leo moon,Gemini ascendant,Pisces venus
Layer Two
Your heritage: Irish pride! throw in some Italian and Canadian for luck. The shoes you wore today: black & red mary janes Your weakness: Dennis,Adrian,pretty pregnant girls,pretty girls in general Your fears: being alone,losing my baby,violence/rape Your perfect pizza: hawaiian Goal you'd like to achieve: be a good mom,get married,go to school,get a good job,have perfect Aryan babies with Dennis ;)
Layer Three
Your most overused phrase in IMs: w0rd,like whoa,I just dunno Your thoughts first waking up: today it was "my goddess why does he have to be SO hot?!" Your best physical feature: my high cheekbones,my boobies,my stomach Your bedtime: whenever Dennis lets me Your most missed memory: being innocent
Layer Four
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi McDonalds or Burger King: burger king Single or Group dates: either Adidas or Nike: adidas. Lipton Iced Tea or Nestea: lipton Cappuccino or coffee: cappaccino
Layer Five
Smoke: disgusting Cuss: not often Sing: always Take a shower everyday: yep Have a crush: more than a crush and some little crushes Want to go to college: yeah Like(d) high school: never Want to get married: March 20th, 2005 baby! Believe in yourself: always Get motion sickness: if I read in the car Think you're attractive: sometimes Think you're a health freak: not at all. Get along with your parents: sometimes Like thunderstorms: they turn me on ;) Play an instrument: guitar badly
Layer Six
In the past month.... Drank alcohol: yeah Smoked: no Done a drug: nope Had sex: no Made out: yep Gone on a date: yes Gone to the mall: yes Eaten an entire box of Oreos: never Eaten sushi: no Been on stage: nope Been dumped: nope Gone skating: nope Made homemade cookies: yes Gone skinny dipping: nope Stolen anything: yeah, Dennis's heart, awww so cheesy!
Layer Seven
Ever.... Played a game that required removal of clothing: yup If so, was it mixed company: umm yes.. Been trashed or really intoxicated: yeah Been caught "doing something": lol yeah today even Been called a tease: not usually Gotten beaten up: No Shoplifted: yeah Changed who you were to fit in: never
Layer Eight
Age you hope to be married: I guess I'll be 23 then. Number and names of children: dunno how many yet. Adrian Christopher,Genesis Elizabeth and I dunno the rest yet. Describe your dream wedding: Cinderella's Castle in Disney World, I'll be your Cinderella, if you'll be my Prince Charming *smiles* How do you want to die: I think I'm gonna drown, reoccuring dream I have Where you want to go to college: WANT? Simmon's College What country would you most like to visit: Russia,Egypt,Austrailia,England,Ireland...
Layer Nine
In a boy... Best eye color: Dennis's beautiful blues. Best hair color: my babe's a blonde. Short or long hair: either Height: any Best Weight: like Dennis...(no I'm not obsessed ;) ) Best articles of clothing: none ;) Best first date location: Maine in the rain *grinz* Best first kiss location: anywhere as long as its romantic
Layer Ten
Number of drugs taken illegally: no idea Number of people I could trust with my life: very few. Number of cds I own: haven’t counted Number of piercings: ears,getting belly button re-done,getting nipples Number of tattoos: 2 thus far (rainbow & Pisces 69ing fishies) Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: a bunch scars on my body: ugh most of my scars have faded but I used to be a "cutter" Number of things in my past I regret: My past brought me to where I am today... and I wouldn't have it any other way. (agrees with Megs)
current mood: naughty current music: t.v...
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1:47 pm - so...
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| Friday, June 20th, 2003
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7:34 pm - Musings...
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Well I was going to write out this big drawn out entry on the meaning of my life and all the finer bullshit but then Dennis came over and distracted me as ALWAYS! My single heterosexual tendency *winks* and Jennabe called and wanted to come over. Bill told her to go fuck herself I guess. She says to me "why do I always pick losers?" To which I had to respond "cos' you like assholes or else you'd still be with me. I treated you like a goddess but you don't want that, you secretly want to be treated like shit." Then I told her she was stright, which she did not deny really. Fucking bi curious girls, it figures I'd fall in love with one, right? Whatever, fuck girls. They only break my heart. Not that Dennis couldn't do that in a big way either. *sighs* He's sitting outside with Adrian, they look so darling together. My boys. How can Dennis be just SO good? Why is he like that? I'm such a jaded bitch, I see something beautiful and I ask myself why and what is the catch, why would it want me? I just want to wrap myself in all this love and beauty like a security blanket and pull the wool over my eyes so I won't be so cynical all the time. I want to shut out all the ugliness and lies. I want to hold all those people away from me so they don't taint me with their own insecurities and hatred. I'm not insecure. I know who I am and I like it. I don't care what others think. I'm fucking free as a faerie in the breeze. You can't ground me or change me. Adrian won't ever hate me, I'm sure of that. He will have everything he needs right here with me. I will always love him no matter what and I will always have his best interests at heart. I was born to be a mother. The role suits me well, who cares how unconventional I am. whatever. I'm gonna go sit and enjoy the evening with my loves.
~Cricket~
current mood: artistic current music: Dennis & Adrian talking
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| Thursday, June 19th, 2003
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9:47 pm - What My LJ Names Mean...
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cricketor | Magic Number | 21 | Job | Porn Star | Personality | A Worrier, I Worry That I Worry Too Much | Temperament | Pussy Cat | Sexual | Straight | Likely To Win | A Swimming Badge | Me - In A Word | Belligerent | Colour | | Brought to you by MemeJack |
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yeah porn star pussy cat like whoa! How'd they guess?! ;) I dunno about the straight part though...
privatecricket | Magic Number | 10 | Job | Most Hated Person - Ever | Personality | The Glass Is Half-Empty | Temperament | As High As A Very High Kite | Sexual | Whatever, Whenever, Whoever | Likely To Win | Some Lubricant | Me - In A Word | Genius | Colour | | Brought to you by MemeJack |
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heh...
current mood: impressed
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| Wednesday, June 18th, 2003
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7:49 am - "I didn't know this was wrong, but for the first time in my life I felt like I finally belong..."
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Okies, I'm BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK! So here's the dealio kids. I've been MIA from LiveJournal for awhile now. Dennis takes up all my available free time now when I am not at work or sleeping. Not that I am complaining AT ALL. *grinz* *swoons* He is just absolutly perfect for me, I cannot express that enough. He like fills in all the holes in my heart and completes the gigantic puzzle that is my life. I want to copy and paste an LJ entry of mine from a couple months ago:
Saturday, April 12th, 2003 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 5:12 pm - What Cricket Wants... I want to be amazed. I want to not be swept off my feet but knocked on my ass on to the ground. I want to be surprised. I want to have intelligent conversation and know that the other person is truly listening and hearing what I say. I want to be understood. I want someone who will laugh at my sick sense of humor. I want to be kissed like no one has ever been kissed before. I want someone who will just hold me when there are no longer words for the situation. I want someone who can sum me up with a look, a touch and just get everything there is to get about me. I want someone to write me endless cheesy love letters and not be embarassed to be sappy and romantic. I want someone who I can write cheesy love letters and poetry to. I want someone to send flowers to and take out to dinner. I want someone to fall in love with my child and me. I want someone to fall hopelessly in love with. I want someone who I can trust with all of my deepest secrets, fears and desires. I want someone who I can be myself around. I want someone to believe in, who will believe in me as well. I want someone who won't leave me as soon as things start to get difficult. I want someone who is my soul mate. I want someone who will be my best friend. I want someone who won't simply have sex with me but will make love to me in the whole total sappy meaning of the phrase. I want someone to be my partner in crime and run around the world with me causing all sorts of havoc. I want someone who will be my family, someone who actually knows what that word means. I want to be so in love that I don't even know where they end and I begin at times. hmmmmm and when hell freezes over perhaps that perfect person will come around? *smirks* anywayyyyyyy I'm out for now...
~Cricket~
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OMG I *SO* have that! How insane is that?! Things like this NEVER happen to me. I feel so goddamn lucky. You don't even know. Words couldn't ever express how he makes me feel.
"I think when you find 'the one' you just know."-Hila
yeah I do too. *dances* We make a lovely family I think. I am truly absolutly happy and nothing will ruin that for me. No matter who tries *glares in certain directions* This is what I have been searching my whole life for. Imagine, just when you give up on the male species the perfect one appears. Damn, he like makes my heart stop... *dream stars*
<3 <3 Hila & Drew; I LOVE YOU TWO SO SO MUCH! <3 <3
current mood: enthralled current music: "Unglued" by: Caroline's Spine
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| Monday, June 16th, 2003
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6:57 pm - Web Site Update! w00t!
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Okay I haven't written in forever and I'm sorry. I would write now except that my lovely boyfriend is sitting here patiently waiting for me to get offline and entertain him properly *winks* So to the point... I updated my site so you all can go and look at it. Oh you know you are just dying to ;) There are new pics of myself,Adrian,Jamie Lee,Lisa,Jamie's now ex-boyfriend Jesse,my ever-lovely 'wifey' Hila, her darlin boyfriend Drew and of course my amazingly wonderful boyfriend Dennis *collective awwww*
I added a few more pics to the Pics 4 page which you can go look at here:
http://princesscricketa.tripod.com/cricketsworld/id7.html
and I created a whole new page which you can see here:
http://princesscricketa.tripod.com/cricketsworld/id8.html
well a real entry tomorrow perhaps. bye bye darlin's.
~*~Cricket~*~
current mood: accomplished current music: the lawn mower next door
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| Tuesday, June 3rd, 2003
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12:06 am - Pointlessness...
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by the way I almost forgot to add that I finally got my red Dickies in my exact size today. w00t! *jumps up & down* and I was gonna buy a red pleated mini skirt except that the sales girl in that store was incrediably rude so I didn't. But now I want it! *cries* and I successfully found the perfect graduation gift for Miss Jamie Lee. Of course that in combination with the pants and my bills has left me with almost nothing to my name but payday is thursday so I'm not too worried. *squeals* Let me just say that her gift is absolutly beautiful. It makes me so happy to buy nice gifts for people I love. I can't wait to see her face when she opens it. I love to make people happy. If I can do nothing else on this earth then I hope I can make at least one person truly happy. That in itself would make ME happy. I'm such a dork I know. But I like to think that it is in a good way at least. *grinz* Oh yeah and speaking of dorks, look at my great new icon, isn't Adrian adorable? =D I'm seeing Jamie Lee on wednesday. I can't wait. I <3 my sista 4 life! I'm in such a good mood lately. Why is that? I just feel so good. Well I hope I keep feeling that way.
g'night my darlings!
~Cricket~
current mood: content current music: "Overprotected" by: Britney Spears (lol)
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