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IMPORTANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [07 Jun 2003|05:29pm]
[ mood | mkay ]
[ music | for as much as i love autumn, i'm giving myself to ashes ]

from now on, all my journal entries are friends-only. if you aren't already on my friends list but would like to continue reading, leave a comment here. there's nothing ever particularly incriminating (or even interesting) in my journal, i just like to know who is reading it.

this is my last public post.

<3

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[07 Jun 2003|12:24am]
[ mood | rambley ]

who can get me a livejournal code? anyone? anyone?! pleeeeeeeeeeeeease? it's for this darling boy here...6', floppy blond hair, blue eyes, sad and poetic, FILM BOY!!!... *pinches mOmO's cheeks*

how can you say no to that?!

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fairies! [06 Jun 2003|09:02pm]
this is for me and em!

Fairy love

When the moon is just right
the sweet pipes of Pan
are heard in the meadow.

Tis then that the fairies fall
in love, out of the sky
they fall, they dive, they loop
they spin and shine.

Oh what a sight to behold
not for the timid, for the bold
on the night the fairies fall
the earth laughs in periwinkle.


Oh what a wonder to tell
with all the magic of Tinker Bell
they fall, they dive, they loop
they spin and stop time.


Even the good old earth rest
for this one night
in a century
when the fairies fall in love.

<3!
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[06 Jun 2003|06:51pm]
[ mood | eh. ]
[ music | hum ]

i'm going to try and go the next week without setting foot inside a mall.

what else that leaves to do has yet to be investigated.

alas, there are no good movies playing. i watch waaaaaay too many movies anyway. my already loosened grip on reality is slowly growing looser...

yeah so i was in this hippie store when this guy started shouting at me to come over to where he was standing near the dressing room. he told me my friend had been looking for me but she went back in to get changed again. then he said "sorry about that shortycakes."

>=(

i shouldn't even bother trying to look annoyed. i'll bet it'll be "cute."

...

roar.

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please someone get this song out of my head. please. [06 Jun 2003|04:04pm]
[ mood | leaving ]

skunk bud indica
satiiiiivaaaa my reeeeeeeferrrrrrrrrrrrr
la arriiiiiiiba
skunk bud indica satiiiiiiiva my reeeeeeeeferrrrrrrrr
la arriibaaaaaaaaa

whoooooooos got the herb
that's what the young boys ask me
whoooooooos got the herb
and then the elders tell me
whoooooooooos got the herb
that's what the young girls ask me
whooooooos got the herb
knotty dreadlocks!

...

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;sdoaj'gopadjg [06 Jun 2003|02:42pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | bright eyes in my head ]

Elevator

To dream that you are ascending in an elevator, signifies that you will quickly rise to status and wealth. You may have risen to a higher level of consciousness and are looking at the world from an elevated viewpoint. Descending in an elevator, denotes that misfortunes will crush and discourage you. The up and down action of the elevator may represent the ups and downs of your life go emerging out of and submerging into your subconscious.

Train

To dream that you are on a train, is symbolic of your life's journey and suggests that you are on the right track in life and headed for the right direction. Alternatively, you have a tendency to worry needlessly over a situation that will prove to work out in the end.

Makeup

To dream that you are applying make-up, signifies that you are trying to cover up or conceal a hidden aspect of yourself. Alternatively, it may signify that you are putting on your best face forward. You are trying to enhance your self-image and increase your sense of self-confidence

Puppy

To see a puppy in your dream, symbolizes your playfulness and carefree nature. It also represents a blossoming friendship or that your friendships will grow stronger.

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[06 Jun 2003|12:50am]
[ mood | frustrated ]
[ music | radiohead ]

why why why do people come to me when they have problems? i tell you i am NOT GOOD at cheering people up. in fact, i'll probably make you feel worse if you do.

this is probably the best advice i can/will ever give, so please mind it.

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[05 Jun 2003|08:56pm]
[ mood | uhh, threatening! ]
[ music | superdrag ]

...remember how a few entries back i said something about how i could scare my dad into getting high speed internet?

well, i did =)

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[05 Jun 2003|04:19pm]
[ mood | sleepy and craving waffles ]
[ music | narf ]

moving heavy and unwieldy things into a 5'x5' box somewhere in newark at 8:00 a.m. sucks. oh well, i got pancakes afterwards. yay pancakes.

anyway, there are these landscaping people here that have been desroying my backyard for the past 2 days and it's a MESS. i was doing some spying and it made me feel bad for my timmy. it doesn't look like very much fun. pooooor timmy :(

i should get a summer job being his ladyservant. i'll draw him a bubblebath and bake him cookies and give him juice and tuck him in at night when he gets home from work.

that or maybe he should move here and do my landscaping crap instead. at least then he'd have company.

anyway, i'm so tired now. i hate wakng up early. i'm going to take a shower to keep me awake and things. <3

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rise and shine. [05 Jun 2003|04:54am]
[ mood | ready to rock ]
[ music | fill up a soul! ]

i have a rant...a rather pretentious rant but hey you'll get over it.

i can't stand people who have to make sense out of every irrelevant aspect of a movie, or ask questions about it without actually bothering to think about it themselves.

i was trying to have an intelligent discussion with one of the people i saw pi with the other night but it wasn't going so intelligently. i just can't stand her need to nitpick over things like what the growth on his head was.

so i need to gather my thoughts here, i guess, where i won't have anyone yappin' gibberish back at me.

well call me a pretentious art student but... )

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damn southern hemisphere people. [05 Jun 2003|02:12am]
[ mood | a bit groggy but not too much ]

katie woke me up first my phonemailing me and causing my phone's obscenely loud "BEEP!" to ring through and scare the hell out of me. then mikey MSN-messaged me and it made that stupid MSN sound. can't you people go to sleep when you're supposed to?

anyway this made me laugh...

mikeyx says:
how are you doing rana?
äpplesäd says:
i'm ok, besides some minor things...
äpplesäd says:
you?
xmikeyx says:
i'm as tuff as usual and twice as good looking

...

tuff...

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[05 Jun 2003|01:32am]
[ mood | DOOOOMED! ]
[ music | shades apart ]

i must rise bright and early tomorrow and help donna put her stuff in storage. i'm such a good friend. actually i'm only going because she said jesse would get us free food where he works.

mmmmmmm food.

but for now i must excogitate the interworkings of my keyframes for my video over a cup of milk and a plate of cookies. then it's sleepytime for me.

goodnight angels.

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[05 Jun 2003|01:02am]
[ mood | disappointed. ]
[ music | bjork ]

i need to stop watching so many movies. they're giving me a hopelessly idealistic view of the world.

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[04 Jun 2003|10:27pm]
[ mood | googley ]

i <3 this song.

if it wasn't for mOmO mentioning casablanca i wouldn't have uprooted this CD from its cobwebs.

we'll always have casablanca, schweet-aht )

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[04 Jun 2003|09:11pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | shades apart ]



hmm so which one for tomorrow? well the second one is cute but it sure needs to be washed....ahh decisions decisions....

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[04 Jun 2003|06:57pm]
[ mood | ivebeenlivingalie ]
[ music | rainrainrainrainrain ]

this is interesting.

i got an email from a "sxe goth" who found my livejournal and thinks i am hot (notice how my email address doesn't show anymore).

i knew i shouldn't have used my vampire picture for livejournal purposes.

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[04 Jun 2003|04:26am]
hardcoreweanie 95%
antigrl117 80%
katie_angelkins 75%
How compatible with me are YOU?


wow em, we were meant to be.
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[03 Jun 2003|06:28pm]
[ mood | oOOoOOoOo, aaaAAAaAAaa ]
[ music | bid my blood to run ]

the cool thing about this picture that is now my icon is that it never touched photoshop or any other image-editing program (at least not for any reason other than to be resized). all i did was hold my finger over the flash and it turned red. neat!

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[03 Jun 2003|01:56pm]
[ mood | ninja-like *shiftie eyes* ]
[ music | ai;/aodiga' ]

i finally fell asleep last night, or this morning. i don't remember which. i just remember being thoroughly annoyed at the fact that there were stupid landscaping people outside my window using their blasted landscaping machines too fucking early in the morning when i woke up *shakes fist*

then i went back to sleep.

my dad took the day off. that pisses me off so much. i hate it when either of my parents do that because i'm always forced to stay at home and do housework ALL GODDAMNED DAY. i wish he'd leave. i'm fearful of leaving my room until he does so.

either way i have a party to go to in the evening which i already brought up yesterday, so he can't enslave me today. it's going to be a quick one though because donna is working the graveyard shift at the radio station.

on a side note - don't waste your time on that similarminds test i posted a bit back. it's entirely fucked up. i think the only person that got an accurate answer is em. everyone after that just got compared to the person before them or something, and a lot of results got mixed up too. either way it's just a dumb quiz. i don't think my relationships should depend on whether i keep my room clean or not...:P

i'm going to see if i can sneak into the bathroom without him seeing me...

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[03 Jun 2003|01:28am]
[ mood | :( ]
[ music | the smiths - sing me to sleep ]

i still cant sleep :(

this is so ridiculous. i've been awake since like 10:00 on sunday. maybe i should just give in and see a doctor or something...

on another note i don't know what the fuck i was thinking using this picture as an icon. i never look good with my hair up.

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