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These Wounds Which Will Not Heal
The Life of a Sensitive Misogynist
Name:AberZombie & Feltch
Website:CATHEAD!
Location:Portland, Oregon, United States
Birthdate:1977-03-19
Bio:






"Confused and disturbed childhood until finding photography in late teens. Now only slightly confused and disturbed.

"When you look long into an abyss, the abyss also looks into you"
-Nietzsche



During one slip of the tongue
there is big bang and total entropy
from red giants to white dwarfs
the whole scale
of cosmic dimensions are falling
from my mouth
in the description of a kiss
of the interim lovers
the interim lovers
in the interim

Between microphone and macrocosm
between Genesis and 666
in between and on the bottom of the sea
in between plankton and philosophy
there they are
the interim lovers
the interim lovers

In their communal mouth
lives a hummingbird
with each beat of its wings
too swift for any eye to see
cultures flourish and perish
whole continents vanish
I wade through the filth of mighty metaphor
meta, meta, meta, metre by metre
with gestures far too wide
for the interim lovers
the interim lovers
the interim lovers
are lovers in the interim
interim interim

Between temporary and tempura
between tightrope and saber dance
between chaos and with no cause at all
between semtax and utopia
there they are
the interim lovers
right there in eachothers arms
in anothers arms

Thirstily devour, thirstily devour
thirstily devour the last drop of light
they are not there yesterday, tomorrow not yet
they are not there yesterday, tomorrow not yet
the lovers
the lovers
the interim lovers

-E.N.

I am a 26 year old male living in Portland Or. Phyically, I'm 5'7, 130 lbs, dark hair, blue eyes, and constantly trying to maintain an "anime" hairstyle with a post apocalyptic style of dress, i.e. "Akira" meets "The Road Warrior". My interests include music (listening and creating), amature photography (i.e.

http://communities.msn.com/TotalitarianBornAgain

& film and current events. Musical tastes vary-"there is no such thing as a bad genre, only bad artists". Some of my favorites include Einsturzende Neubauten, Mr. Bungle, Secret Chiefs Three, Fantomas, Thine Eyes, Dead Prez, Paris, Skinny Puppy, Mano Negra, Tom Waits, Charlie Parker, Mercyful Fate, Pig, Nick Cave, Pigface, 16 Volt, Godflesh, Diamonda Galas, Johnny Cash, Manau Chao, Massive Attack, Revolting Cocks, John Lee Hooker, King Missile, Meat Beat Manifisto, and many others. Favorite authors include Bukowski, Burroughs, Steven Jessse Bernstein, Chomski, and Orwell.






"Eroticism is the magic of vitality, expressed mainly through the awakening of sexual power."
-R.A. Schwaller de Lubicz


-Mommy, why do i keep walking around in circles?

-Shut up, or I'll nail your other foot to the floor.

"This culture wants us obsessed and addicted-they don't want us joyful and happy. What kind of culture IS this-that breeds materialism, misery and depression?"
-Sapphire


A Parable
Buddha told a parable in a sutra:

A man travelling across a field encountered a tiger. He fled, the tiger after him. Coming at a precipice, he caught hold of the root of a wild vine and swung himself down over the edge. The tiger sniffed after him from above. Trembling, the man looked down to where, far below, another tiger was waiting to eat him. Only the vine sustained him.

Two mice, one white and one black, little by little started to gnaw on the vine. The man saw a luscious strawberry near him. Grasping the vine with one hand, he plucked the strawberry with the other. How sweet it tasted!



"Just let matters slide. How much better to accept each sweet drop of the honey that was Time, than to stoop to the vulgarity latent in every decision. However grave the matter at hand might be, if one neglected it for long enough, the act of neglect itself would begin to affect the situation, and someone else would emerge as an ally.
-Mishima Yukio (From Spring Snow, 1968)



The Ni To Ichi Way of strategy is recorded in this the Book of the Void.

What is called the spirit of the void is where there is nothing. It is not included in man's knowledge. Of course the void is nothingness. By knowing things that exist, you can know that which does not exist. That is the void.

People in this world look at things mistakenly, and think that what they do not understand must be the void. This is not the true void. It is bewilderment.

In the Way of strategy, also, those who study as warriors think that whatever they cannot understand in their craft is the void. This is not the true void.

To attain the Way of strategy as a warrior you must study fully other martial arts and not deviate even a little from the Way of the warrior. With your spirit settled, accumulate practice day by day, and hour by hour. Polish the twofold spirit heart and mind, and sharpen the twofold gaze perception and sight. When your spirit is not in the least clouded, when the clouds of bewilderment clear away, there is the true void.

Until you realise the true Way, whether in Buddhism or in common sense, you may think that things are correct and in order. However, if we look at things objectively, from the viewpoint of laws of the world, we see various doctrines departing from the true Way. Know well this spirit, and with forthrightness as the foundation and the true spirit as the Way. Enact strategy broadly, correctly and openly.

Then you will come to think of things in a wide sense and, taking the void as the Way, you will see the Way as void.

In the void is virtue, and no evil. Wisdom has existence, principle has existence, the Way has existence, spirit is nothingness.


Twelfth day of the fifth month, second year of Shoho (1645)

Miyamoto Musashi




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