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Tuesday, June 14th, 2005
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10:47 am - Wickawickawomp.
Ladies and Gents...
The best weekend EVER.
Well, it was up there.
Details at 1ish. Off to class.
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Sunday, September 7th, 2003
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7:35 pm - To the world:
i had to find some closure.
Apparently, that's not allowed without psycho-girl attacks upon my house and phone.
In other news, I'm okay, I love my friends, and downtown.
Tonight is cleaning and studying and things. Got nearly all my hw done.
Matt saved me last night, and happiness and kitties occur. Soon there will be zombie movies!
Thanks to everyone.
D., Frost, call me. I have things to say, and it seems life is being odd for you too.
I'm not dating the person everyone seems to think I am. Let me make that VERY clear.
Sorry if I caused anyone any trouble...
current mood:  weird
current music: soft jazz? (comment on this)
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Thursday, September 4th, 2003
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5:08 pm - So...
I missed my bus
But I may get to see Billy Idol tomorrow,
For free!
If this whole thing doesn't get messed up...I'll know by tomorrow.
current mood:  anxious
current music: hmm grumble grumble tummy. (3 comments | comment on this)
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4:20 pm - Agh! 5 min till my bus!
Uh uh uh...
I got knives today
My teacher made us steak
Boys are cool
I want some more steak
current mood:  rushed (comment on this)
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Wednesday, September 3rd, 2003
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1:34 pm - Hmm...
So, I was ms. responsible and went home @ 11 last night. Things are weird in club land, and the Ju spun the prettiest music I had heard at a club in months.
Anti-DJ was there, and was sort of acting like an a-hole, but that's okay, he made good music go too, while "Two Towers" rocked out on the DVD.
Went home, watched cops (I stayed up later than I should have, but it was "EAST BOSTON COPS", so I wanted to see if I knew anyone being arrested/accosted).
Got to school on time, went to Baking Lab. Good times. But standing up for 4 hours=bad.
Ran into someone. Had lunch with them, and saw a student band rock out with 'Play that funky music' and 'Jungle boogie'
I'm still here, why? I don't know.
It's weird. People who work here are either SUPER NICE or SUPER freaking mean. I get all the nice ones in my department, but the bookstore/security people were in super ass mode today. Aye well...
My health is dwindling with season change and sleep change. I'm learning off the art of coffee and danish and 6AM sunrises over the reminants of the 3 county fair. That was ...yeah.
Fun cooking fact of the day:
There is a 30 gallon mixing machine with a dough hook attachment that can take off your arm
a.) in existance, at my school
and
b.) at my disposal.
Who knew that shit could be so super badass? The baking kitchen could be a torture chamber in like, 2 minutes. Little black paint...few chains.
Yeah, well lack of sleep has obviously not helped my sanity. heh.
But I like my world being school. So many colors, cultures, styles of people here. It's neat.
More tomorrow. Must...find cigarettes.
and the bees...they are out to get me, I swear.
current mood:  sleepy (comment on this)
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Tuesday, September 2nd, 2003
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12:07 pm - School is fun for you and me.
Like my classmates, Like my teacher, we're watching some of "The Resteraunt" in class today. Goddamn I love that show.
Eugene was still up when I left for the bus. Funny shit. Spooky may get a van for us so we can go much much later.
Brueggers is open at 6AM. Hot shit.
HvN tonight. Only gonna be there for a few hours, then sweet sweet sleep, so maybe I can work tomorrow.
Ran into Jonn,Doug, Ray, Jane, and Spooky. Yay.
The computer buisness science proff is cool and letting me use her classroom until she has class, or I have class...or whatever.
Heheh. My teacher said it:
"The caffiene is wearing off...I'll stop talking so fast soon."
Getting out 2 hrs early. I'll survive. 15-30 min breaks every hour RULE. But then you run out of things to do/cigarettes/people to stalk.
There's a cute boy, with a shaved head, who wears black, he keeps lookin at me...whee...
I think my advisor is gay. Can't assume tho.
Oh god....back to Culinary Concepts.
More later
current mood:  accomplished
current music: none (comment on this)
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Friday, August 22nd, 2003
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2:56 pm - Also..
Johnson came up, and that fully ruled. We got to drink and eat crepes, and have quality time, as it were..well, as quality as HvN time and randomness in my house can be.
Electric Six
Comic Books
New book which I DIG FULLY---startdust, by neil gaimin (sp.?),
MAY-rockin movie.
Good night.
Yesterday was time with Phil, b-fast at Jakes, midday margaritas, and Bill and Ted's excellent adventure. Rock.
Work was okay.
Fast forward to 80's night.
Met a reallyreallyreallyreallyreally neat guy. Wearing 'Tyr', --rune I gave Kil way back, quoted strongbad, and you know, kissed me and gave me his number. I call Sunday. There's more to him than that...i just haven't...processed it all yet.
Whew.
Then Timikas came over and was gone when I woke.
Then um...right...oh yeah, finally can pay my rent, thanks mom.
3 weeks late aint TOO bad..heh.
Kareoke tonight, and chillin with Phil and Demi right now. Had b-fast/lunch at Packards, work @ 6-10. Ew.
Lalalalla. I'm going to sing tonight. And they'll just have to deal.
It's still like Christmas with redheads.
Guess I'm spending my last weeks of summer in full amounts of quality and fun.
and food.
and boys
and girls
well..yeah..that about covers it.
3 leads for apartments, have to see one more. Hopefully will figure it all out soon. Could be the Highland haus's neighbors, or next door to my current place. Hmm...
I'm stupid with glee.
Cigarette now.
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Wednesday, August 20th, 2003
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3:42 am - Alright...you win.
Alright, you. FINE. Off your friends list, then you're off mine. fine.
In other news:
The redheaded wonder (well, 2 of them) returned to HvN last night.
Interesting...
And that boyfriend? Well, that didn't last long, he left. But things aren't weird.
I'm hanging with Crysania right now...mmm...girleegirlgirlgirl. Been too long.
Maybe i'll get to see the other one tonight...
(redhead, not girl...)
Who knows? There's always options.
But happy for a kiss..or 30. From all sources who were/are willing to give.
*bliss is my life right now*
I love when nervousness/lust/love/happiness/feistyness/evil sometimes takes over. It's really a lusturous feeling.
Sometimes it's REALLY amazing being single, and being able to let go...or reattach, at least for a few days.
current mood: FEISTY AS FUCK
current music: Crys and Jer (comment on this)
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Friday, August 15th, 2003
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11:10 pm - So...today was...
Morning:
Woke up, called 7 people about apartments.
Showered, dressed, smoked a clove,
Went to the mall with mom
Got said mom's best friend
had to no longer have cigs or music in car.
Suck.
Anyways, went to boston, to mom's office.
Then to mom's new place.
GORGEOUS KITCHEN, and condo in general. Venitian stained glass, new appliances, 2 full baths, and lots of storage space. Neat.
Took measurements for said mother in said apartment.
Sat in car, called boy, smoked mint cigarette.
Went to "WHOLE FOODS". Ate Ricenoodle salad, corn/cilantro fritters, baguette with brie, and drank orangina. Talked to boy again.
Went to see nephew. Saw my half-bros mom...weird. Saw 1 of my bros...and my sister in law...and said nephew. Almost a year old now. Super cute.
Went to drop of said mom's best friend at said mall. Went to Tar-get....mom got storage units (heh, units) and bought me a garnet-red colored comforter, and pretty jersey-fabric beige sheets. Yummers. New bedding for new boy, as it were.
Speaking of bed...Please please don't sleep in my bed. It bugs me a bit...not cause it's you, but because it is my bed. That is all.
(you know who you are.)
Anyways. Went home, ate ice cream, watched "An American President" with mom. Cried about loss of house and other bs to my boy..I feel shitty putting my crap on him, but I need a shoulder. He helped muchly.
Now...online...4 hours till dallas, frost, bekka get here, 2 and a half till I hear the boys voice...again :)
PS: Last night my mom and I ate chili dogs, ate movie theater food, and saw 'Pirates...' again, mom's first, my third. We're having lots of fun together. Also...talked for 3 hours to boy..."The Pooch" as it were...
...
(insert evil grin here)
Was a nice talk.
Anyways. I'm out.
More later, probably.
current mood:  loved
current music: none...but there should be (2 comments | comment on this)
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Wednesday, August 13th, 2003
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2:48 am - Hey.
So i'm talking to Ali and going to bed.
Internet is acting like a crack-whore.
Talked to the boy...
Sleep soon........
zzz....
current mood:  thankful
current music: A3--Too Sick to Pray (1 comment | comment on this)
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Tuesday, August 12th, 2003
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1:10 am - LOVE LOVE LOVE.
PET SHOP BOYS LYRICS
"Left To My Own Devices" (Introspective)
I get out of bed at half past ten
Phone up a friend, who's a party animal
Turn on the news and drink some tea
Maybe if you're with me we'll do some shopping
One day I'll read, or learn to drive a car
If you pass the test, you can beat the rest
But I don't like to compete, or talk street, street, street
I can pick up the best from the party animal
I could leave you, say goodbye
Or I could love you, if I try
And I could
And left to my own devices, I probably would
Pick up a brochure about the sun
Learn to ignore what the photographer saw
I was always told that you should join a club
Stick with the gang, if you want to belong
I was a lonely boy, no strength, no joy
In a world of my own at the back of the garden
I didn't want to compete, or play out on the street
For in a secret life I was a round head general
I could leave you, say goodbye
Or I could love you, if I try
And I could
And left to my own devices, I probably would
Left to my own devices, I probably would
Oh, I would
I was faced with a choice at a difficult age
Would I write a book? Or should I take to the stage?
But in the back of my head I heard distant feet
Che Guevara and De'bussy to a disco beat
It's not a crime when you look the way you do
The way I like to picture you
When I get home, it's late at night
I pour a drink and watch the fight
Turn off the TV, look at a book
Pick up the phone, fix some food
Maybe I'll sit up all night and day
Waiting for the minute I hear you say
I could leave you, say goodbye
Or I could love you, if I try
And I could
And left to my own devices, I probably would
Come on, baby, say goodbye
Or I could love you, if I try
And I could
And left to my own devices, I probably would
Left to my own devices, I probably would
(Come on baby)
Left to my own devices, I probably would
current music: Pet Shop Boys-What Did I do to Deserve This? (comment on this)
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12:29 am - Okay kids...
I did it. The big lj friends-cut. I just don't read all of everything all the time. It's the way it's gotta be. I'll try to make as many entries public, because if you want to read, I want to have something for you TO read, I just deleted people who don't write much, write too much, or I don't talk to much. Right. Love you all anyway. Keep reading if you like...not a personal knock to you, at all.
current mood: accomplished
current music: Kill your foes-Ashley McIssac (comment on this)
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Wednesday, August 6th, 2003
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10:21 pm - Keep em goin...
( Neat )
current mood:  awake
current music: None (comment on this)
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Wednesday, July 30th, 2003
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5:45 pm
Hey Kids...
If you live in the W. Mass area...or even further, and want to travel, show up at Diva's nightclub in Noho tonight.
Me and the lovely Dallas will be completing at the famous Drag Wars doing Pet Shop Boys "West End Girls".
Preformance is at 11, admission is free before 10, club opens at 9. We'll be there at 9 if you want to say hello.
Bring all your friends to support us.
If we win, we'll buy you a cookie.
current mood:  cheerful (comment on this)
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Tuesday, July 29th, 2003
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12:47 pm - RarRarRar.
I have to find something nice to do for myself today while i'm in the city. I'm goddamn bored with life, and I need a pickmeup before I head back to my "regular" life in Noho.
I know I have things I MUST get done, but i'd LIKE to do something too. I'd take myself to a movie if I had time, or a museum if I had my pass, but I have neither. We'll see. Back to HvD Sq. today, and then to South Station. Yipes. I better go if I want to get home in time for HvN.
Boys are confusing, and so are girls, i'm sure, actually, I know.
I just want someone to make me feel at ease for a moment in a half...it's been too long...
current mood: awake
current music: None (1 comment | comment on this)
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1:49 am - Hello
Boys are confusing.
The end.
I'm headed back to the valley tomorrow.
current mood:  contemplative
current music: Pet Shop Boys-Always on My Mind-in head. (1 comment | comment on this)
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Monday, July 28th, 2003
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7:20 pm - Oh god.
Paging Eugene:
The Eels are playing Friday in Somerville. You, me, dave should find a way to go.
The End.
Now I eat Vietnamese food and go to Ceremony.
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4:28 am - So...let's see...
Since last we spoke: (or whatever):
~Friday: Type O, Lacuna Coil. Saw old friends fromw wwaaaaaaaaay back in the day, including ExTimot, the important one, who protected me from the evils or drunken moshers, and assholes, and things, while letting me melt a whole bunch into his arms during Type O. Got to see Ken's band too...Changing Skin...not my type of music, but glad to see he's doing well.
~Saturday: Work from 12-4ish, had an old Alaskan man on the phone...took forever to get out of there. Went to Bread and Circus for Tamale and salad. Went home. Went to Diva's with Barnes, watched SNL with Barnes. Good times.
~Sunday: The DAY THAT SUCKED BALLS (until about 9 PM), Woke up at 11, from 11-2 did nothing, until "Permenant Midnight" and "Pump up the Volume" came on. They are my new favorite movies. I haven't even seen all of the second one, and I know I love it. Then mom showed, went to CHA3, and ate salad and bitched. Rode home, bitched some more, ate some chocolate, felt better, got home, chilled, and saw Mr. Timot again, which was happy, because he was here until about a half hour ago.
Tomorrow I go to the city and see lots of people. I will do the dancing and the flirting and the drinking, then Tuesday I will return. Then Haven, then Wednesday I pull together the house, then Drag Wars maybe, then Thursday it's work and 80's night...agh...it never ends.
I love you all. Give a call to the cell. You know the #, if not, friends can find it a few entries back.
current mood:  exhausted
current music: Smiths in my head (1 comment | comment on this)
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Thursday, July 24th, 2003
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6:39 pm - So...
"What's your name please?"
"excalibur...I mean George"
*giggle*
"Your name's george?"
"No..um...it's excalibur..uh.."
"Whatever, fuck you Excalibur."
(In reference to spooky people when the door guy needs a little more info because your ID looks weird)
(I only expect Eugene to get that)
Manray was fun, I may be more trouble than I'm worth...;)
Tonight, Type O, since last night I found i'm losing my apartment, I figured I'd cheer myself up.
Lots of old and new friends will be there. And i'm all set to rock out, cry, dance, dream, and have an experience.
I have little brown spots under my tits and down my torso.
Yay, maybe i'm dying.
current mood: anxious
current music: Ian (3 comments | comment on this)
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Tuesday, July 22nd, 2003
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6:39 pm - wickawicka
Weee...Me and Eugene and DaveBell got very very very very drunk.
I ate crunchy things in the oven that go weee and fake ribs and cheesy rice, too.
And there..was..so..much..TV and TheyMightBeGiants and King Missle and things. We sang Danzig in the car and I chased the boys around the supermarket.
Excited about tonight.
Nervous.
current mood:  crazy (3 comments | comment on this)
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