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Friday, October 24th, 2003

(1 couldn't wait for something new | yesterday I thought of you)

Subject:Something's Missing
Time:
Mood:empty.
Music:john mayer.
I thought i had it all figured out. I thought it would all be ok. But i was wrong, it's just gotten worse, it's gotten to the point where I cannot do this anymore, i just cant. It's to much pain for me to handle and it's too much pain for me to live with.

"Something's missing
And I don't know how to fix it
Something's missing
And I don't know what it is
At all"
-John Mayer

Wednesday, October 22nd, 2003

(4 couldn't wait for something new | yesterday I thought of you)

Subject:BACK UP
Time:
Mood:sick.
Music:circles.
12 00 days are awesome and to complete them with a grande xtra caramel macchiato is even betta. i went to my favorite place for lunch. baja! yea yea, got my usual, that christie knows. crossed the pickiters! 105' weather is way too hott for me to deal with. my ticket in the community is not a good thing. this weekend is gonna be awesome and friday is a nicole and dani day. so you all better watch out. being sick is no fun, especially when you cannot sleep because you wake up from coughing attacks.
emily says.. "bitches need to back the fuck up"

lend me some sugar, i am your neighbor

Sunday, October 19th, 2003

(yesterday I thought of you)

Subject:my heart's in two
Time:
Mood:confused.
Music:fall back down.
"You can sleep in your own bed tonight
Sleep away, as i will be.. calling out your name
You can sleep in your own bed tonight
I hope for your sake, you don't end up, as broken as I am"

_Confusion

Monday, October 13th, 2003

(2 couldn't wait for something new | yesterday I thought of you)

Subject:A FUN THING TO DO
Time:
oh man, the best thing in the world:
drive by the supermarket strikers and honk and yell
its fucking hilarious

(yesterday I thought of you)

Subject:HOMECOMING REBELS
Time:
Mood:energetic.
Music:nothing better.
friday was awesome.. lunch at chilis, (major fiasco w/ the bill), haircut, hc game, midnight run to in-n out, emily's house, smelly dogs and christie's house. saturday consisted of frantically getting christie ready for her dance, running out the door, watching gilmore girls, and doing nothing b/c nobody likes disneyland :(. sunday was great.. meeting bry at abercrombie, steak quesadillas, sneaking into gross movies, sneaking into 1/2 way over movies and getting confused, barnes and nobles, nordstroms and tower records :), alex elias' house for some "GRAVITY HILL", which is not even a fucking hill. getting scared out of my mind in graveyards and finnaly going home w/ christie with handprints on our car and weird noises in the engine??. today was gym, car wash and homework.
weekends rock my socks

Monday, October 6th, 2003

(4 couldn't wait for something new | yesterday I thought of you)

Subject:9 months, tears, talks, who knows?
Time:
Mood:weird.
Music:blink 182- i'm feeling this.
"be strong when things fall apart"

Thursday, September 25th, 2003

(yesterday I thought of you)

Subject:TORN
Time:
i'm torn between a decision
and yea, one of them, perhaps two, will end up with a broken heart.
why does it have to happen to me?
why do these things have to happen?
why are fights so utterly lame?
why am i forced to just throw it all away?
why am i the one who has to do this?
why me?

Tuesday, September 23rd, 2003

(yesterday I thought of you)

Subject:WILL SOMEONE PLEASE CALL A SURGEN, WHO CAN REPAIR MY STOMACH?
Time:
Mood:nervous.
According to the doctor, I am in the early stages of developing and ulser.
cool

Monday, September 8th, 2003

(15 couldn't wait for something new | yesterday I thought of you)

Subject:she came to visit me too.......
Time:
Man, i fucking hate boyfriend stealers.

Monday, September 1st, 2003

(2 couldn't wait for something new | yesterday I thought of you)

Subject:MY WEEKEND!
Time:
Mood:full.
Music:melt with you.
this weekend was awesome. friday- ruby's with the gang and trying to watch "my boss's daughter" at sam's house. left with my best friend chris, and we went back to my house to look at mars with the fam. haha, we think we found it. saturday- partied it up with dani, sam and christie.. at joe's for like a second, then drove around aimlessly to ghetto ville, got scared and were lost. went back to joe's for a second, then left again for alex's house. managed to ALMOST.. hit a cat on the way there, and ALMOST get hit by a car on the way back. oo fun shit and an AMAZING HOUSE. sunday- went to a malibu carnival with bry and got sick from all the spinny rides :(. went shopping today and now i have matching pirate pants with christie!!!
ahh, why do weekends have to end so fast?

Thursday, August 28th, 2003

(1 couldn't wait for something new | yesterday I thought of you)

Time:
exactly how much longer until i can move out?

Wednesday, August 27th, 2003

(1 couldn't wait for something new | yesterday I thought of you)

Subject:HELLO? HELLO? OH HEY, WHATS UP
Time:
Mood:excited.
Music:circles.
started off the day minus the caffine.. bad bad idea. ap history first.. haha yea.. riiiiight, as if i would ever make it thorough that class. next, it was off to chem with sam to the antha.. which consists of millions of papers of note taking, and then some pointless lab that was crammed into the last 2 minutes of class. scooted my way down to film to watch chaplin.. looks ok i suppose, that class is as easy as pie. lunch was all about long conversations with answering machines and then i came home to the best news of my entire life.. i think. I GET TO DROP AP HISTORY.. BOO YA! that makes my day and im sooo excited! FYI.. anyone who has a regular history book and will be willing to sell it to me.. please do!

Monday, August 25th, 2003

(yesterday I thought of you)

Time:
i've gone back to the days with endless tears, and no one there to wipe them away

Friday, August 22nd, 2003

(3 couldn't wait for something new | yesterday I thought of you)

Subject:gross
Time:
i hate eating stale cereal, but when it's the only edible thing in the house.. what can you do?

Thursday, August 21st, 2003

(4 couldn't wait for something new | yesterday I thought of you)

Subject:DISNEYLAND IS AWESOMEEEEEE
Time:
Mood:chipper.
Music:My love is like whoa.
big party saturday night where i met millions of interesting people.. such as jp from angeles in the outfield.. yea, ur all jelous
woke up at 5:45 to meet at goofy's kitchen at 7 15 to celebrate miss stoughton's birthday. aww man, i was craving coffee. ate, opened gifts! and then headed off to the park. thanks to jen's lovely surgery, we got to rent a wheelchair. we went through the entire park in 7 hours and still had time to go to california! disneyland is the best thing in the world and i love going with handicapped people. we also managed to go through the entire thing with only 3 hours of sleep! eeee

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school today, eh. nice to see some people, some i could've done without. this year is gonna suck, baseball game #2 tomrorw.. everyone should go.. b/c $6 seats rock my tommy hilfiger socks

Saturday, August 16th, 2003

(yesterday I thought of you)

Subject:Yes! my Fav.
Time:
Ariel
You are Ariel from The Little Mermaid!


What Disney Princess are you?
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(yesterday I thought of you)

Time:
Disneyland tomorrow!!! You all must be jelous

Tuesday, August 12th, 2003

(1 couldn't wait for something new | yesterday I thought of you)

Time:
Mood:bouncy.
Music:are you in.
eeeeee, i love you like whoa

Friday, August 8th, 2003

(yesterday I thought of you)

Subject:HOME AT LAST!
Time:
Mood:thrilled.
Music:pardon me.
Ahh, it's sooo good to be home
Summary of My Trip

The Trip Was: amazing
We Went: to Maui baby
Days Gone: um... 10
The Island Was: BEAUTIFUL
Number of Cute Guys on Trip: waaayy to many to count
Number of Mosquito Bites: 2
Number of pinapple smoothies drunk: 20
Number of summer reading books finished there: 1
The Funnest Activity: surfing, definetaly surfing
Best Moment: shopping in Lahina
Worst Moment: getting in fights at restaurants
Funniest Moment: me driving in Maui
Best Meal: Cheesburgers at Cheeseburger in Paradise
Number of times i thought of my bf: a million and a half
Number of times i thought of my friends: a million and a half
Number of stomach aches i got due to my weirdness: 10
I am currently: tan as hell
All in All: the trip was soo much fun, it was a thrill to be there.

Monday, July 28th, 2003

(3 couldn't wait for something new | yesterday I thought of you)

Subject:MAUI, HERE I COME
Time:
Mood:bouncy.
Music:are you in?.
HAWAIIN VACA COUNTDOWN: 0 DAYS BABY!

Aloha!

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