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    Wednesday, January 21st, 2004
    7:32 am
    Some crap...
    So

    Lara and Andrea threw a big-ol-bad-ass party for Andrea's birthday last Saturday. For this party, a competition was held, a Mix CD competition. All entries were of high quality. I'd say about seven all together (not everybody entered). I think I did a pretty darned good job with the limited time and resources at my disposal.

    The Tracklist:

    01. KMFDM - Megalomaniac (tvva mix)
    7:37
    02. Nine Inch Nails - All the Pigs, All Lined Up
    7:26
    03. Rammstein - Du Hast (remix by Clawfinger)
    5:24
    04. Lords of Acid - Lover (Cake Mix by KMFDM)
    4:18
    05. Bloodhound Gang - Bad Touch (remix by KMFDM)
    4:20
    06. Juno Reactor - Pistolero (Tarantino radio mix)
    3:37
    07. Pet Shop Boys - That's My Impression (Disco mix)
    5:18
    08. Depeche Mode - Rush (Spiritual Guidance mix)
    5:31
    09. Atari Teenage Riot - Redefine the Enemy
    3:57
    10. The Faint - Victim Convenience
    (Dance To mix by S. Krolikowski)
    4:48
    Total Playing time:
    52:12

    What I tried to do, was to express a good chunk of my musical tastes, while trying to create something that Andrea could enjoy based on what I know of her aural affections, and at the same time, trying to keep the flow of the tracks pleasing and the energy level high... It was a party after all.

    After all of this, there is still no clear winner.

    I believe that it should have either been Brandan, Wes, or myself, with an honorable mention to Jon. Brandan and Wes agree, and have decided to throw a mix-off for a winner. I shall not be participating, however, as to do so would prove to be too difficult. I still don't have a CD burner and I only have one day off before Friday's due date. I wish both gentlemen luck in their endeavor (Translated: GRRAAAARRRR!!!)

    Anyway it seems I may have worked too hard at trying to get mine done in the first place. I actually finished the thing at around the time the party was scheduled to start. Of course, working on such a project generally demands all of my attention. So much so, that I completely forgot to eat anything all day. So, here's a quiz, kids...

    The Question:

    What could happen to a person who, a) Hasn't had anything to eat in about a day and a half; b) drank way too much the night before; and c) is extremely dehydrated as a result?

    The Answer:

    He could just pass the fuck out in the break room of his place of employment in front of his boss and have to explain what just fucking happened!

    Hahahahahaha!!!

    I laugh now, but consider yourself lucky if you got the answer wrong.

    Jesus Christ.

    Current Mood: amused
    Current Music: Rammstein - Du Hast - Du Hast (remix by Clawfinger).wav

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    Thursday, January 8th, 2004
    3:33 am
    Still awake and Shizz...
    Ok

    So it's 3 am and I'm up for no reason. I wanna talk dammit.

    Ah well, I guess this is a perfect time for posting.

    Brandan and I had quite the party for New Year. I'd say there were between 20 and 25 people here, but not all at the same time, so it's kinda hard to tell. Anyway, it was a "New Wave New Year Party" and it was awesome. Apparently I ripped my shirt off, put on a feather boa and did the splits. I remember doing it, but I still can't recall why. Oh, and I also kissed Wes. It was super-drunk-fun. After everybody had left, we called up Cassie and Shane and we all went to a gay bar where we (sort of) danced until 5 in the morning. Good times.

    I wish I had more to post, but I've just had 4 cups of coffee and I'm not much for the linear thinking right about now. I suppose that answers my opening statement.

    ooohhh... Circular.

    Current Mood: cheerful
    Current Music: Claire Voyant - Majesty (Mix by VNV Nation).mp3

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    Thursday, December 11th, 2003
    3:49 pm
    Portishead
    ~~~~~~~
    Only you
    ~~~~~~~

    We suffer everyday,
    What is it for,
    These crimes of illusion
    Are fooling us all,
    And now I am weary,
    And I feel like I do.

    It's only you,
    Who can tell me apart,
    And it's only you,
    Who can turn my wooden heart.

    The size of our fight,
    It's just a dream,
    We've crushed everything,
    I can see, in this morning selfishly,
    How we've failed,
    And I feel like I do.

    It's only you,
    Who can tell me apart,
    And it's only you,
    Who can turn my wooden heart.

    Now that we've chosen to take all we can,
    This shade of autumn, a stale bitter end,
    Years of frustration lay down side by side.

    And It's only you,
    Who can tell me apart,
    And it's only you,
    Who can turn my wooden heart.

    It's only you,
    Who can tell me apart,
    And it's only you,
    Who can turn my wooden heart.

    ~~~~
    OR
    ~~~~

    Steve Harley
    ~~~~~~~~~
    Make Me Smile (Come Up And See Me)
    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

    You've done it all, you've broken every code
    And pulled the rebel to the floor
    You spoilt the game, no matter what you say
    For only metal - what a bore!
    Blue eyes, blue eyes, how come you tell so many lies?

    Come up and see me, make me smile
    Or do what you want, run on wild

    There's nothing left, all gone and run away
    Maybe you'll tarry for a while
    It's just a test, a game for us to play
    Win or lose, it's hard to smile
    Resist, resist, it's from yourself you have to hide

    Come up and see me, make me smile
    Or do what you want, run on wild

    There ain't no more, you've taken everything
    From my believe in Mother Earth
    How can you ignore my faith in everything
    When I know what Faith is and what it's worth
    Away, away, and don't say maybe you'll try

    Come up and see me, make me smile
    Or do what you want, run on wild

    Current Mood: drunk
    Current Music: hrmmm

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    Saturday, November 15th, 2003
    11:40 pm
    Happy Birthday To My LiveJournal... How I've neglected you so...
    Yeah, So I found it fitting that I make my (much less than) triumphant return to my LiveJournal on the anniversary of the date of its creation three years ago.

    A whole buncha stuff has happened since I've been away.

    It seems that there was some question as to what had happened to me, and rightfully so. I left without giving out any information, and for that I apologize. At the time, I felt that I really didn't want to get into it. But, here it goes:

    Quite a while back, I managed to lose my job at the convenience store, which was kind of a funny situation, actually. I went to Las Vegas for a few days, and didn't really bother to tell anybody. When I came back, I had no job. Oh well. It sucked anyway.

    Since I still lived at my parents' house, and my only online access was on one of their computers, I lost it when they decided that I couldn't use them until after I got a new job, which took a remarkably unnecessary amount of time. I really don't like doing things people tell me to do, and on top of that, I'm a big procrastinator.

    I tried to remedy this for a while by coming up with a grand plan. Fake it! That's right, my brilliant plan was to pretend I got a job. Really very pathetic, but at the time it fulfilled both my parents wishes, and my need to go to extraordinary and ridiculous lengths to rebel. Oh, yeah did I mention that I got arrested and had my license taken away due to having too many demerits? Definitely a contributing factor.

    To my surprise, this plan was actually working. So much so, that I did it twice. I got a second fake job! Woo-HOO!! It is a good thing that I am a very good liar. I somehow managed believable excuses as to why I was still always broke.

    This went on for, again, a remarkably unnecessary amount of time. It ended up becoming just a source of amusement for myself... seeing how long I could keep it up without getting caught. I never did, but I never had money either. So I actually did become employed at the local Barnes and Noble.

    So now I have a job. I've been there for about 3 months now. It's actually pretty fun, and there are cool people there. Also, I moved out just over two months ago. Brandan and I got an apartment together, and we have a kitten named Jack. WOO! I just got a computer and this brings me to today. The date was mostly just coincidence though.

    Anyway, I suppose this explains that ludicrous excuse for a chapter in what one might call "My Life." It's not much, but it's the truth... believable or not. There's probably more that I'm forgetting, but it's late and I may have to work tomorrow. I may see what I can do tomorrow in regards to saying my hellos to people who expressed queries as to my whereabouts, but this is it for now.

    Goodnight folks.

    Current Mood: thoughtful
    Current Music: The White Stripes - Jolene (Live on Conan O'Brian).mp3

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    Tuesday, September 17th, 2002
    1:20 am
    I did some quizzes while I was gone and never posted the answers...
    I hate these things.

    Actually, I don't... but I should.

    God Damn Quizzes... )

    There, now I have to go take a shower... I feel all dirty.

    Current Mood: eh
    Current Music: Garbage - Queer (single 2) - Butterfly Collector

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    Monday, September 9th, 2002
    4:55 am
    Whee.
    "The Everlasting Gaze"

    You know I'm not dead
    You know I'm, you know I'm not dead
    You know I'm not dead
    You know I'm not dead

    Now you know where I've been
    As you sleep, shine I am
    Waiting down patiently
    Born of love

    You know I'm, you know I'm not dead
    I'm just living in my head
    Forever waiting on the ways of your desire
    You always find your way

    And through it all, into us all you move
    Forgotten touch, forbidden thought
    We can never, ever know

    You know I'm not dead
    You know I'm, you know I'm not dead
    You know I'm not dead
    You know I'm not dead

    Down below the creatures scream
    Strangehold of God's machines
    Begging to tear us out
    Torn is hope

    You know I'm, you know I'm not dead
    I'm just the tears inside your head
    Forever waiting on the ways of your desire
    You always find a way

    And through it all, into us all you move
    Forgotten touch, forbidden thought
    We can never, ever know

    You know I'm not dead

    We all want to hold in the everlasting gaze
    Enchanted in the rapture of his sentimental sway
    But underneath the wheels lie the skulls of every cog
    The fickle fascination of an everlasting God

    You know I'm not dead
    I'm just living in my head
    Forever waiting, forever waiting a cruel death

    You know I'm not dead
    I'm just living for myself
    Forever waiting

    You know I'm not dead
    You know I'm not dead
    You know I'm not dead
    You know I'm not dead

    - The Smashing Pumpkins

    Lately I've realized, that I'm still excited about them...

    Current Mood: nostalgic
    Current Music: The Smashing Pumpkins - Machina (the Machines of God) - Raindrops + Sunshowers

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    Monday, August 26th, 2002
    4:12 pm
    An odd thing happened today...
    I came home from "work"...
    Nobody's home...
    and there's what seems to be blood all over the front porch.

    Current Mood: awake
    Current Music: Tool - Undertow - Sober

    (...and the world gets smaller)

    Thursday, August 1st, 2002
    4:44 pm
    On a side note...
    *vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvtT*
    "How 'bout no!"

    Current Mood: gloomy
    Current Music: "The Smashing Pumpkins - Eye.mp3"

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    4:33 pm
    My name is not me...
    I need some solidity...

    or something like that.

    I've nearly succeeded in becoming a nonperson... in a manner of speaking.

    (I wrote some more stuff here, but it sounded like more of the suck-crap I've posted as of late. Which, I really wanted to avoid. In fact, I didn't want to post that other stuff either, but when you don't have much opportunity to use your creative outlets, you tend to release just whatever-the-hell spills out and you don't get a chance to look over it very well... either that, or you forget what you were doing when you began... something like that.)

    Current Mood: worried
    Current Music: "Placebo - Special K.mp3" and "David Bowie - 5 15 Angels Have Gone.mp3" a number of times... (hmm... sort of odd)

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    Sunday, July 21st, 2002
    7:41 pm
    "My best friend can do... anything"
    Oh my,

    Sometimes it only takes a few seconds of thinking to get to you.

    -
    Damn Blue-razor-blade-eyes...
    You always come back in one form or another
    That is... if you ever leave
    -

    Stupid flashing cursor... I just can't leave you alone.

    I need a cigarette... and a dictionary to read... for some reason

    Current Mood: blank
    Current Music: Paz Lenchantin - Yellow mY skYcaptain - "Y a r r o w" and "She Can Soup" some number of times

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    Thursday, May 30th, 2002
    5:49 pm
    Wow... Is it working now?
    Holy-crap-I-am-bored.

    Brandan, hurry up and be home or something.

    I actually am rather awake right now. I can't tell if it's from how much I slept yesterday, or how much I didn't today. Odd, odd.

    "Kill everything
    (kill everything)...
    Bomb the living bejeepers outta those forces.
    That's not enough!"
    - KMFDM - "A Drug Against War"

    That has been stuck in my head all day, along with "Mansion World", by Deadsy. I think I love them... Deadsy that is.

    Goodness... It is quite summery today.

    Current Mood: bored
    Current Music: Deadsy - Commencement - "Mansion World" (in my head)

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    Saturday, May 25th, 2002
    4:12 am
    Dammit...
    Somebody changed around the internet!

    Put it back, ya Jerk!!

    Current Mood: I'm not sure yet
    Current Music: Rammstein - Herzeleid - "Der Meister"

    (...and the world gets smaller)

    3:22 am
    I'm back...
    Well, for now, anyway.

    Ah, yes... there is much trickery about.

    I'll have to play this just right.

    I'll do the fill-in later.

    Current Mood: devious
    Current Music: Rammstien - Sehnsucht - "Engel" through "Tier"

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    Sunday, April 21st, 2002
    11:17 am
    *sigh*
    I break things.

    I then laugh hysterically...

    But it's hard to get things done that way, ya know?

    Eventually, there will be nothing left to break...

    And it may not be so funny anymore.

    But, who am I kidding... I'll still be laughing, ya know?

    Current Mood: melancholy
    Current Music: "The Smashing Pumpkins - Eye.mp3", and "The Smashing Pumpkins and Marilyn Manson - Eye and The Beautiful People.mp3" on repeat

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    Saturday, February 2nd, 2002
    5:31 pm
    No, I'm not dead
    Well, almost... but not.

    I'm still not supposed to be here (online), but oh well...

    I guess I'm just saying "hi" for now...

    Mmm-hmm

    Current Mood: pessimistic
    Current Music: People are making out in this house... too many people... and I don't like it... mostly because they're all my brother's friends and possibly him as well...

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    Sunday, September 23rd, 2001
    10:12 pm
    Everybody... Watch out!!
    Okay...

    So, my parents decided to pull the ol' "no ____ until you ____" routine. So, in two hours, I'm gonna be computer-less.

    Yeah, that's a great idea... see what happens when you pull the only thing keeping me sane in this house. Real good idea guys.

    See you all when I get out of the institution. Hehehe

    Current Mood: irate
    Current Music: My parents doing nothing but watching TV like they always do...

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    Saturday, September 22nd, 2001
    6:20 am
    Yay for cigarettes

    Fools

    Don't know the reason why I
    Think I've been here before
    This place seems so familiar
    But then I can't be sure
    Here comes that time again when
    You'll walk right out the door
    Don't tell me secrets anymore

    And fools don't run away
    You'll be followed another day
    And all the chances that fall your way
    Are in the fire on your dying day
    So call me now and tell me that you're home

    Can't see the sense in crying
    There's too many tears to fall
    My thoughts are multiplying
    So I'll try to save them all

    - Depeche Mode

    Goodnight folks...

    Current Mood: tired

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    5:53 am
    GRRR!!!
    I hate you web-site!!!!

    You die now!!!!!

    Push the big red button?

    Current Mood: accomplished
    Current Music: Depeche Mode - Love In Itself (single) - "Fools" and "Fools (Bigger)"

    (...and the world gets smaller)

    2:38 am
    How weird is that??


    hehehe...

    But, I don't think he swings that way... or... any way for that matter. ;)

    (I'm sorry, but I just couldn't help it, I just saw that pic of Brian in Jane's LJ and I just had to see :) heh.)

    By the way... Hi Jane! I like the new colors. :)

    Current Mood: bouncy
    Current Music: Depeche Mode - Get the Balance Right! (single) - "Tora, Tora, Tora (live)"

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    Friday, September 21st, 2001
    2:59 am
    Dude...
    I just went through my journal and "standardized" all of the current music entries... well, all except for the ones that were different on purpose. What a freak...

    Current Mood: okay
    Current Music: Depeche Mode - Shake the Disease (single) - "Something to Do (Metal mix)"

    (...and the world gets smaller)

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