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ICP - Track 10 on Bizaar |
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WHUT THE FUCK IS IT WITH PEOPLE TELLING ME TO GET OFF ZOLOFT!???! Well, it's only been two people, but SHUT THE FUCK UP. Sorry, but .. shit! It may have been bad for you people, or made you gain weight, or blah blah blah ... but so far, it's fine for me. It only fucks with mah apetite and makes me feel a little "weird" in the morning. Just cuz it didn't work for some people, doesn't mean it won't work for me. My therapist AND doctor said that if someone in your family has taken a medication and it has worked for them, then it is most likely to work for someone else in the family. My mom took zoloft for almost two years, because that's all she had to take it for was not even two years .. BECUASE IT FUCKIN WORKED. It's not like I'm gunna stop taking it cuz people tell me to. So I dunno why you people tell me to not take it. People are different and handle medication or whutever the fuck differently. Plus, I'm only taking 50 ml .. that's barely anything. My doctor said that if it didn't work the way I want it too, or made me feel too sick, then we'd try different kinds, finding whut DOES work. Plus, this med is good for me. Not only can I smoke cigarettes and be fine, but I can take birth control too (which is .. well, whut I take too). Also, this kind is "good for someone like me" .. cuz since I've taken so much ecstasy back in the day, I have like negative 5,000 seratonin (I have no fuckin idea how to spell it) in mah brain. This levels out the seratonin and whut not, so this should be really effective for me. The one bad thing is that I can't smoke weed or drink or even THINK about doing any other drug. Both mah therapist and mah doctor said that I could choose EITHER, NOT BOTH, weed or drink some type of alki once a month. That doesn't really even bother me. I haven't smoked weed for almost a week, and I'm fine. I haven't gotten drunk or n e thing. I've been through with ALL other drugs 'cept weed and beer for MONTHS. I have turned in several job applications today on the plateau to finally be employeed again, I have been sober for quite some time, I have been trying to go to school, I actually did a big skool assignment and everything. I AM GETTING MAH SHIT TOGETHER AND IF N E ONE HAS A PROBLEM WITH THAT OR LIKES TO YELL AT ME EVERYTIME I MENTION THE WORD "ZOLOFT" .. THEN SHUT THE FUCK UP. SERIOUSLY. FUCK YOU GUYS ... I'M TRYING TO GET BETTER, AND YOU DON'T HELP ONE BIT. SO KEEP YOUR OPINIONS TO YOUR MUTHA FUCKIN SELF. GO AHEAD, DON'T POST A COMMENT AND IGNORE ME ... POST A COMMENT AND BITCH AT ME ... IM ME AND BITCH AT ME ... CALL ME AND BITCH AT ME ... COME OVER AND BITCH AT ME ... WRITE ME AN EM AND BITCH AT ME FOR BEING AN ASS IN THIS POST ... BUT I AM TRYING TO GET BETTER (SOMETHING I'VE BEEN TRYING TO DO FOR SOOOOOOO GOD DAMN LONG) AND YOU GUYS HAFTA SAY NEGATIVE SHIT. FORGET YOU.
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