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Friday, March 1st, 2002

(Whisper in my ear)

Subject:wow
Time:2:00 am.
Mood: worried.
Music:Twiztid- Spin the bottle.
I havnt posted in here in a long time.I have been so busy latley. Me and Nick arnt doing to well we got in a fight a couple days ago and he threw me at the wall and almost hit me. He didnt throw me hard though. I dont understand what has gotten into him lately.Its like hes not even the same person anymore. I dont know what i am going to do. I think im gonna end this shit. No one fucking gets violent with me. I didnt react to him beacuse i was so shocked. i had never seen this side of him before. But enough about that. I think i might be getting a new job beacuse amber is a receptionist at this doctors office and she said she might be able to get me a job there as a file clerk. So i guess that would be okay to do for a little while. well thats about it i dont know what else to write about so i think ill go to bed now.

Sunday, February 17th, 2002

(2 Secrets | Whisper in my ear)

Time:6:21 pm.
Mood: high.
nick picked me up early this morning, i was mad. he said we were going surfing, i told him it was cold. he told me it would be fun, i told him i would wreck my hair. he said he missed spontaneously going places like surfing, i told him i missed sleeping. he said fine lets go, i said lets stay. we stayed. i got sun burnt.it was fun. i miss spontaneously doing things with nick. he asked me if i would go surfing with him tommorow, i told him then it wouldnt be spontaneous, he laughed.

(Whisper in my ear)

Time:12:21 am.
Mood: relieved.
i went out tonight with nick and scott it was fun, but nick was being a little over protective, i was talking to this guy jason in the kitchen of this guys house and nick comes in and is all come here, and i was like brb jason...and so he takes me and hes like kaiya, could you please stop and i was like stop what? and hes like, you know what your doing lets just leave, and i was like no, leave me alone, and i went back to jason, and nick stormed away and i was just like whatever, jason ill talk to later and gave him my number...i went back to nick and was like whats wrong? and he was all can we please leave and i was like i guess, so we got in the truck and he was all, why the hell did you do that, you ditched me all night, i was like what? and he was like i brought you and you go off flirting with some guy you meet at the party, i was like first of all, i know jason from school, and we were not flirting he was in my class freshman year and i havent talked to him since, you need to stop making a big deal about this please....and then i guess i was drunk or something cuz i started crying i felt bad, and so we pulled over and nick told me he was sorry and so i ended up going over to his house and spent the night..so the whole night wasnt a total bummer, but i was pissed i had to leave, nick told me it would never happen again tho, which is good

Friday, February 15th, 2002

(Whisper in my ear)

Time:6:26 pm.
Mood: bitchy.
Music:operation ivy-knowlege.


Take the What
animal best portrays your sexual appetite??
Quiz


(Whisper in my ear)

Time:2:57 pm.
this morning Nick called me up and was all, wanna get drunk? so we like around 11 we left for the store and got some 151, it was sick, i ended up going to school totally fucked up, oh yeah and this girl wants to kick my ass , stupid bitch, i dont even fucking know the cunt.....ahh i hate when people do that, its so stupid sooo dumb, i know im gona end up fighting her, i dont care, i dont care about anyone at my school anymore, all i fucking have to do is go to school and finish this year god please kaiya just finish this year im so fucking tired of it tho...ahh damnit, i guess im just in a bad mood i want to go out tonight...i wonder whats going on tonight...prolly nothing...oh well, nick call me if you read this :)

Thursday, February 14th, 2002

(Whisper in my ear)

Subject:My First Entry
Time:6:31 pm.
Mood: amused.
Music:devils whorehouse-misfits.
First entry ever i need to change my fucked up background...ill do that later....well um not much to write about right now, need sex gonna go get some.... :)

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