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[22 Dec 2003|10:44pm] |
Franny and "her mom" gave me my x-mas present last night...It ROCKED! I got a $20 Walmart card, a $20 Torrid card, a Goonies shirt, and either an octagon zebra striped clock, or just a zebra striped octagon depends which way you look at it...HAHA!
I gotta head down there soon...It's supposed to be stir-fry and Super Nintendo night....Hope she hasn't started without me, had to wrap 5,000 presents at my grandma's house.
Don't know what else to say...Jon from The Matches e-mailed me, thanked me for showing them around Portland and hanging out with them...He's so nice, I <3 all of The Matches.
Shellyhead The X-reTard-X
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[14 Dec 2003|04:16am] |
Man....I'm home, though I don't wanna be. It was SOOO nice down in Florida! I had the best fuckin' time, hung out with some of the best fuckin' people, ate a lot of fast food, played my favorite bass ever, fell in love with Dev's phone, SOOOOO many stories to tell.
Met Terry from Trouble Is...he was REALLY nice...I told him I'd make sure to go to their next Portland show.
I cried at the Jacksonville show cuz it was Steve's last show with PWT's and he made sure they played the song I requested. He was soooo wasted after the show though, it was funny.
LBC, well....let's just say unless they come to Portland with someone I like...I won't be going to see them.
And it's a given that Zebrahead fuckin' rocked my balls!
I need to go try to get some sleep or something...I'll post some pics later...I got a REALLY good one of Justin and I bowling...Oh yeah, he beat me by 4 pins.
M To The 4th Power
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| HOLY FLORIDA HERE I COME! |
[10 Dec 2003|06:16am] |
So in like 21 hours with the time difference between here and there I will be in Ft. Lauderdale, Fl! The FARTHEST I have EVER been away from here!! WOOOO HOOOO!
I have to leave for work in 1 hour, and haven't slept since yesterday morning between the hours of 5am and 7am.
I've had WAY to much fun the last 2 days hanging with The Matches...It was way super cool driving around town in their van with the trailer attached, it looked like we were some bad ass touring band....well, they are, but I'm not HAHA!
Sucks Desa didn't make it out though :(
But yeah, back to the FUN...we went bowling Monday after the show, AND tonight (Tuesday) after we promoted their Longview show at the Rancid/AFI show. That was so much fun too! Watching Shawn and Jon out there with their acoustics ROCKING OUT! They also played my 2nd fav song which they didn't play live too, which was cool.
Anyways...I need to go get in the shower, pack the clothes that just got dry, and write The Matches a little letter to go along with our special show/bowling video, and the digital pics I took of them.
EVERYONE CALL ME WHILE I'M IN FLORIDA! I'LL HAVE MY MOM'S PHONE ON ME! THE NUMBER IS: 503.750.9463
Special note to Dom: Remember the talk we had about guys the night I met Bobby...and what I said about them and I, and how true it came to be that night? Well I think it happened again...Samething, different guy.
Ok, I really need to stop rambling and go!
DEV AND KELLI I <3 YOU AND I'LL BE WAITING AT THE AIRPORT!!!
Shellyhead The X-reTard-X
FUCK! ONE more thing...Something came up with The Matches...a discussion of sorts, and I HOPE TO GOD that "discussion" turns into my real life story...because I would DIE LIKE WHOA!
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| Special Ed is my MY Space boyfriend!!! YAY!!! |
[07 Dec 2003|04:45pm] |
YAAAY!I love you and poo!
Myspace boyfriend? YAAAY! I have a Myspace friend that's a girl! YAAAY!
Ed the x-reTard-x
HAHAHA...On another note, it's probably a good thing that the snot I'm blowing out of my nose is bloody...RIGHT?
Shellyhead The X-reTard-X
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[05 Dec 2003|03:55pm] |
I'm gonna cut my mom's fuckin' lips off so she can no longer smack them while she's eatting.
Last night was effin' fun like whoa yo! I <3 hanging out with Stina, Bri and Kelli, so much, a lot!
Saw Scott...haven't seen him in FOREVER! He gave me a new demo, still haven't listened to it.
Called Chris...talked to Merch Masta Mike...he's such a damn dork on the phone.
Wanted to kill Toby at Sharis...but hey, what's new?
Matt from The Matches e-mailed me today...they moved their show to Monday, which means 2 bad ass things...a: I can go to the Bleeding Through show. b: They have Tuesday off so we'll get to go bowling TWO times! He also gave me his number so I can call him errr whatever. Bow-chicka-bow-wow!
I don't know what else is new...I'm really tempted to give Francesca her x-mas present.
Does anyone wanna go see BerZerK tonight?
Who wants to come over and cuddle on my warm waterbed? I'd prefer if you have a penis...but ya know, I'm not picky...HAHA!
Shellyhead The X-reTard-X
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[01 Dec 2003|11:53pm] |
I <3 leading Elvis on HAHAHA!
Elvis: i just got in
Me: out getting WASTED?
Elvis: i wish
Me: damn
Me: I was hopeing....n/m
Elvis: why wanna fuck
Me: come to Portland and we'll see
[Special edit for BONI: I will not fuck Elvis, I will only go as far as making out with him]
In other news I messaged Special Ed on My Space tonight and asked him to be my My Space boyfriend. I informed him that I like to poo and that we could go poo together. I also posted the picture of me in my lucky Hell-Mutt......let's all cross our fingers that he says yes!
AAAAANNNNNDDDD Matt from The Matches e-mailed me to ask if I was still down for our bowling match......I'm hella stoked on it. He also wanted to make sure I was gonna be in town, cuz he remembered I'm going to Florida. What a nice boy....To bad he's going DOOOOOOWWWWWN when it comes to bowling time.
Shellyhead The X-reTard-X
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[23 Nov 2003|05:37pm] |
I'm pretty sure I'm going to Florida in Dec. to see Trouble Is, Plain White T's, Luckyboys Confusion, AND ZEBRAHEAD! Not to mention DEVYNN!!!
Hot!
Other than that nothing is going on.....shopping day Friday! Food day Thursday! ROCK ON!
Shellyhead The X-reTard-X
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[17 Nov 2003|05:04pm] |
So it's apparent that everyone with the exception of Francesca misunderstood my last post....which was expected.
I DON'T HATE ANYONE I WROTE ABOUT! In fact I often refer to them as *gasp* friends! It's just that some times they do shit that's fucked up...and I usually keep my mouth shut, but one can only keep her mouth shut for so long.
This is the end...and today is Lit/Matches day!
Shellyhead The X-reTard-X
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| Top reasons why Michelle can't stand girls...... |
[15 Nov 2003|04:22pm] |
You are fucking pathetic. Your friendship never really was worth her time, and I hope she realizes that. You're acting worse than a fucking popular cheerleader in highschool, get a fucking life and move on if that's what you want to do....Oh, and if you feel she "copied" you then open your fucking eyes, you're idea wasn't all that origial to begin with.
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And YOU.....you're a fuckin' music snob! Until the day I see you up on a stage, or touring the country in a cramped van following your dream to hit it big in the music industry.....your opinion means NOTHING to me.....Besides, have you heard some of the fuckin' bands you like? Cry me a fuckin' river, they're boring, just like you.
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You complain we aren't good friends, but yet you won't take a look from the outside in. You can't see how hard it is sometimes to deal with you. You can't understand why sometimes we just walk away. Sometimes walking away keeps US from breaking down. We can't be there 100% of the time, but if you give us an inch every once in a while we will try.
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Why can't you compromise anything until that compromise will benifit you?
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STOP LYING TO ME! You don't sound cool, you just sound like a bitch.
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Other than that........uhhh yeah, I dunno.
Shellyhead The X-reTard-X
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[11 Nov 2003|10:19pm] |
Jake Taylor...it's such a rock star name.
Jake Taylor...it's such a most popular guy in high school name.
Jake Taylor...it's such a heart breaker name.
HAHA! He's cute like whoa...and if I were more like:
Asha: I'd be able to talk to him.
Sarah: I'd be able to become friends with him.
Triah: I'd be to young for him. (HAHA!)
Francesca: I'd think he looked like a scumbag...HAHA!
But it's cute how he gives me fives when I get a strike...and it was cute tonight when he asked if I'd had one to many drinks...and it was cute when he saw our car leaving the parking lot and he waved at me.
That is all.
Shellyhead The X-reTard-X
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[09 Nov 2003|11:10pm] |
Not only is this a good song....but I can relate 100%!
Dog Eared Page
The Matches
I'm just the dog eared page you turn back too
Where is the place for me?
When we're both in love with you
I can't escape these friends
I've made since you left town
They throw redundant parties
Where I'm too often found
And while I sit and watch girls and boys
Trade views of new tattoos
I wonder if it's too late to call your mom
And catch up on some news
She says you'll be home soon for me
And it'll be just like you were never gone
I'll try to be
Just some guy you're getting on
But basically we're both in love with you
I'm just the dog eared page
You turn back too
Where is the place for me?
When we're both in love with you
Ooh wow
I've got these friends in quotes
And girls with asterisks
I watch the time wither
And fall from my wrist
Out on the porch
Van Morrison is bleeding through the walls
I don't think your roomate has been writing down my calls
She says you'll be home soon for me
And it'll be just like you were never gone
I'll try to be
Just some guy you're getting on
But basically we're both in love with you
I'm just the dog eared page
You turn back too
Where is the place for me?
When we're both in love with you
You said the distance
Would make a difference
But it didn't
And it'll be just like you were never gone
I'll try to be
Just some guy you're getting on
But you and me
We're both in love with you
I'm just a dog eared page
You turn back too
Where's the place for me?
When we're both in love with you
Where's the place for me?
When we're both in love with you
Yea where's the place for me?
When we're both in love with you
Yea Where is the place for me when we're both in love with you??
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I got his e-mail addy tonight.....Should I send him my number? Should I wait? I wish I had game with guys, but I don't and I never will....This will just be one more situation that I fuck up with my retardedness.
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I feel better....I think my fever's gone down...Wait a sec...I'll check...........Ok, so it is...but not by much LOL it's now 101. I think the chocolate milk and talking to him helped. :)
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Elephant tomorrow night anybody?
Shellyhead The X-reTard-X
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[09 Nov 2003|05:28pm] |
Detroit WUT WUT?
ChickenPoxRox: any word yet?!?!?!
devynn eleven: no, not yet
devynn eleven: if i get a job in california you should move there and get an apartment with me THERE
devynn eleven: a dream come true it would be!
ChickenPoxRox: cali is expensive though
devynn eleven: i haven't gotten any word from cali people either
devynn eleven: haha not if we live in COMPTON!
ChickenPoxRox: and get shot weekly
devynn eleven: woopty woop nigga whut
ChickenPoxRox: but I suppose you're used to that being from 18th mile and all
devynn eleven: it's not TH! it's just: 18 mile
ChickenPoxRox: oooh sorry
ChickenPoxRox: I guess I'm not thug enough for you
devynn eleven: haha 8 mile isn't really as bad as they make it out to be
devynn eleven: you go to like 5 mile and gratiot. that's a scary place
devynn eleven: ima go watch le tele
devynn eleven: i'll be back sometime
devynn eleven: THUG LIFE RIGHT HERE!
devynn eleven: just kidding
devynn eleven: i'll be back
ChickenPoxRox: stop frontin' and just be yourself devynn
I love my thug friend Devynn! I hope she moves here!
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In other news I'm sick....which is a rare occasion....my temp is 101.5 and all I've done today basically is sleep and watch DVDS.
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SOOOOOO to celebrate this wonderful occation I wanna go see a movie...but who will go with me? Here is what I want to see:
Elephant: The Grand Jury Prize winner at the 2003 Cannes Film Festival and winner for best director for Gus Van Sant, this timely and disturbing film covers the time frame of a single day in a sleepy Oregon town and high school. Before the end, two students will massacre their fellow students and teachers in a shooting similar to the events that occurred at Columbine High School.
It's showing tonight at 10 at the Regal Fox Tower Stadium 10 downtown.
Call me if you wanna go, wake me up if you have to!
Home: 503-254-4663
Cell: 503-803-9208
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I'm gonna go back to my DVD now....but someone PLEASE call! I'm running outta DVD's to watch!
Shellyhead The X-reTard-X
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[06 Nov 2003|05:48pm] |
So I was sitting here on the computer reading an e-mail from Mr. Pike...sorry Franny it's a no go...anyways...someone knocks on the door, Kurlee starts barking, my mom gets up to get it....She opens the door and within like 5 seconds I realize who it is and RUN over and hug the man standing at my door. See, that man was a guy named Stan. Stan is my god father...Whom I haven't seen for quite sometime...I was VERY happy to see him. He was in the area dropping a co-worker off at home so he decided to stop by to see if we still lived here. He hung around a bit talking, catching up with my mom and such....Found out some interesting stuff about my god sister Trish and her little girls. But basically, it was REALLY good seeing him, and especially since I've been thinking about them, and wondering what they have been up to.
And that's my story.
Michelle The X-reTard-X
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[05 Nov 2003|08:48pm] |
I got a new cell phone...it's mine, not my mom's....the number is 503-803-9250, so let the contest begin....whoever calls me on it first gets a piece of candy....LOL.
Shellyhead The X-reTard-X
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[03 Nov 2003|12:31pm] |
I worked from 10pm last night till 11am this morning....and I haven't slept since 9:30pm last night.....and I'm not tired.
And I don't care..........about anything.
And I love this song by the matches....and they're my friends.
AND! It's always my butt!
Michelle The X-reTard-X
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[31 Oct 2003|01:37am] |
Dear "Dad", If you were to ever EVER do what you were "joking" about the other day I would loose it. I would probably go crazy and end my own life. I love you to much to even hear you say those kinds of things....I'm crying again just thinking about it. I know times are tough with you right now....But stay strong because there are people like me out there all over the world. People that look up to you, people that love you.
Michelle
Dear Sami, You brave little girl....I wish I could help you understand what is going on right now. I wish I could tell you why it's happening. I wish I could take your sickness away, I'd even take it for myself if I could. But I can't....All I can do is sit and wait and hope that you stay strong....Hope that the medicine will work. I wish I could do more, but all I can do is hope.
Michelle
Dear Dork.....I know....I always knew....I know you better than you think I do. It hurts, but it's not the worst thing in the world that could happen....With all the bad shit going on with everyone else around me I'm kinda pleased to say this is the only pain I have to deal with.
Michelle
Dear you.....You've done it once again...When the fuck will I learn? When will I learn I'll never be good enough for anyone?
Michelle
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[26 Oct 2003|01:05am] |
You don't care now...But what if I shot myself in the head? I bet you'd care then wouldn't you? I bet you'd regret every second you never took to listen to my heart...Wouldn't you? You'd regret everyday you chose not to spend with me...Wouldn't you? You'd realize that I loved you...WOULDN'T YOU? But I won't do it...I won't give you that satisfaction. You'll never know I loved you...You'll never know how hurt I am.
Would it have been to much to ask for Toby to wait till I got home to go hang out with MY friends? Apparently so. I mean....what the fuck ever if they're considered his friends too now....I've been gone for 5 days now and haven't seen anyone......first thing that happens when I get home is it appears that none of them want to hang out with me? They can't just call me at a decent time and let me know where I can meet them? Even if they didn't know where they were gonna hang out I could have met them somewhere and we could have figured it out. So now it's been 6 days (at least) since I've seen any of the involved parties....and I have presents from Disneyland for most of them.....but once again Michelle doesn't matter....no one thinks about her feelings....and that hurts.
My head hurts, my lips are salty and moist from the tears that are falling...But no one cares...not even my so called friends.
Shellyhead The X-reTard-X
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[24 Oct 2003|02:12pm] |
QUICK update.....coming home tonight....meet me at the airport!!! I got lot's of presents for everyone....I miss you all! CALL ME! 503-750-9463!!!
Shellyhead The X-reTard-X
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| Packin' my bags and headed south.... |
[20 Oct 2003|02:33am] |
So in the 2 hours that my parents will still be asleep here is the list of things I need to get done:
1: Update my LJ (will be done in a couple min.)
2: Pack my bags (will be done in about 40min when my clothes get dry.)
3: Shower.
4: Print out directions.
5: Burn 4 cds for Ben.
6: Get my brush outta the truck.
7: Find my checkbook (my mom MIGHT be able to help with that.)
8: FIND WHERE IN THE FUCK I SET MY GOD DAMN ZEBRAHEAD TICKET!
Anyways....I'm leaving tomorrow at 6:15am....I'll be in So. Cal about 10:30am....I'm gonna go to my hotel...see if I can check in early....then head to Disneyland's California Adventures park....Where I'll play around...Try to get ahold of The Aaron...Take pics.....and wait for Uncle Bob to call me.
Tuesday, I will wake up...head to Disneyland when it opens (10 or 11 I think)...hang out a few hours, then head to the venue to TRY and find the guys at about 1ish. Hang around Downtown Disney/HOB all day untill I can get into the show...In which I will rock my ass off and spend entirely TO much money on ZH merch. Party all night with the guys...Take WAY to many pictures....Till I'm absolutly forced to leave....then go get some sleep.
Wed's plate serves up some more DL fun...possible Cali Adventures a little more....Then Uncle Bob and I shall make our way to the Saves The Day/Taking Back Sunday show a little early, find Eddie and get in. We'll rock out, I'll try to take pics...Then head back to the hotel.
Thursday ='s more DL fun....probably in DL it's self...Uncle Bob might not be with me :(. I think I'll try to find the time this day to watch a parade or two..and FOR SURE catch the fireworks....I might also try to catch a Dropkick Murphy's show Thursday...I heard they're doing 4 within the day.
Friday is when all the fun shopping begins...I'll check outta my hotel, then hit DL ONE last time for a shopping spree....got lot's of little presents to buy. Very last thing I'll stop by the New Orleans Square resturant and order THREE clam chowder bread bowls. I will pack them all in my little zip-lock containers, throw them (nicely) into my carry on and head to the airport.
Also somewhere in there I'll manage to take just about every copy of OC Weekly that I can find....There's a 1 page article about ZH in it this week!
Yeah, I plan on having fun even though I might be alone a lot of the time.....PLEASE call and check up on me.....if you don't I'll think you don't care and I'll come home and kill you! I'll have my mom's cell phone on me at all times...the number is 503-750-9463. I might also log into AIM from time to time...and possible update my LJ if my hotel has a pay as you go internet thingy.
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[13 Oct 2003|07:16pm] |
How about a big effin' no to that one.
HAHAHA....but still....NO!
Now THAT'S more like it.
Shellyhead The X-reTard-X
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