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Thursday, March 21st, 2002

Subject:oy...boring info stuff
Time:9:09 pm.
Mood: depressed.
Music:this song i wrote....
so...i'm posing off of liz and taking the survey thingy she took that tells alll about me...well...not really all...but a bunch...anything with an asterix (*) next to it i was too lazy to change and thats liz's answer and i agree with it...so yeah...fun fun...


1. What facial feature do you find the most attractive on others?: Eyes. totaly...they're the window to the soul...they're beautiful...they tell all
2. Would you vote for a woman candidate for president?: sure if shes the better canidate*
3. Would you marry for money?: hrrrm....prob not...
4. Have you had braces?:nope!! i'm cooler than liz and jill who looked like dorks with braces
5. Do you pluck your eyebrows? nope...once again...waaay too cool...don't need to
6. Do you ever cut or hurt yourself?: errmm...meee???what are you talking about???
7. When was the last time you had a hickey?: hmm...loong looong time cuz my last boyfriend didn't know how to give them...oh wait!! no...Dan, other dan gave me a hickey at one of the cast parties for R&J...whenever; that was
8. Could you live without a computer?: deffinitely...i wish i didn't have one...they're evil and addictive
9. Do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list etc...?: nope...i'm just a retard sitting on the comp all day talking to myself...wait....damnit
10. If so, how many people are on your list(s)?: prob about 200...but i'm sure their are repeats and i know there are bunches of people i don't really talk to anymore
11. If you could live in any past time period, which would it be?:oooh...so many choices...when they wore corsets and big pretty dresses and had farms and servents...yeah...those were the days
12. Do you drink enough water?: i know i did when i was on lithium...i prob don't anymore...i get dehydrated alot
13. Do you wear shoes in the house or take them off?: i take them off...shoes are evil
14. What is your favorite fruit?: ? mmmm....rasberries....or...no!! mangos!! totally
15. Do you eat wheat bread or white?: wheat (i like healthy food)
16. What is your favorite place to visit?:italy...so beautiful and...so not...america
17. What is the last movie you saw?: american history X*
18. Do you kiss on the first date?: nope...deffinitely not...unless there are....errrm...other outside...err...factors...heh
19. Are you photogenic?: no way
20. Do you dream in color or black and white?: both
21. Are you wearing fingernail polish?: my one black middle finger left hand (tamlin) and red on all the other fingers on my left hand
22. Is it chipped or fresh?: super chipped
23. Do you have any dimples?: nope
24. Do you remember being born?: no*
25. Why do you take surveys?: because i'm bored
26. Do you drink alcohol?: i used to...but then i realized it made me try and kill myself...
27. Did you like or do you like high school?: not really...but...i guess its better than middle school
28. What is the most beautiful language?: italian...and i like russian
29. When you are asleep do you like being kissed awake?: totally...its great...
30. Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most?: Sunrise...so quiet and perfect...sooo...new mexico
31. Do you want to live to be 100?: no way...37...maybe older...it matters whats happening at that point and time...if i have a kid, i wanna live at least till she's 18
32. Do you think women should be expected to shave their body hair?: no, they should do what they want. if they want to spend the fucking time to shave everyday and then have course hair, fine by me. i on the other hand do what i feel like doing.*
33. Do you like salty food or sugary food the most?: errrm....sour food
34. Is a flat stomach important to you?: i wish i had one...
35. Do you or have you played with a ouija board?: yup
36. Are you loyal?: absolutely not...but i NEVER break a pinkey swear (unless the other person breaks their side)
37. Are you tolerant of other peoples beliefs?: yes, everyone can belive what they want, even how crazy it is.*
38. When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off?: off....lights should always be off whether you're watching movies or not
39. Do you believe in magic?: only very special...like fairy tail magic...and only the old REAL fairy tails...not disney
40. Do you have nightmares frequently?: two words (or letters) E.T.
41. Do you like your nose?: icky...no, it's all...jewish
42. Do you like abstract art?: Some.*
43. Do you think you can draw well?: no...heh...but i'm applying to an art magnet school anyways...stupid drea
44. Do you listen to music daily?: no, but im beingning to again.*
45. Do you like to watch cartoons?: yup...love'm
46. At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real?: errm...i don't think i ever thought santa claus was real..
47. How many pairs of shoes do have in your closet?: 30ish...well...some are in the downstairs closet
48. Do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like a variety?: depends on the outfit.*
49. do you write poetry?: heh...yeah...i'm emo
50. Do you snore?: no, but jill dose so we put socks in her mouth and hit her while shes sleeping.*
51. Do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides?: front
52. Would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler?: rottweiler*
53. Do you lick stamps?: always...even when you're not supposed too
54. Do you use an electric can opener?: no.*
55. Have you ridden in a hot air balloon?: Nope.*
56. Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?: oy...emotional...anyone that says physical has never felt real emotional pain
57. Do you think balding men should shave their heads?: I would.*
58. Do you know anyone who is clinically depressed?: errm...nooo? heh
59.Do you prefer a piano or a violin?: piano...*sigh*....tori
60. Are you a sex addict?: heh....errrmmm...nooo? heehee....(i need to stop being evasive to the questions)
61. Do you know someone who has cancer?: yup
63. Do you hunt?: no, i ii will never will*
64. Do you like fast food, joints, or expensive restaurants?:errrm...expensive restaurants are fun
65. Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum?:it matters whats in the zoo or art museum...if it has penguins...the zoo...if it has like...some awesome artist (ie bottecelli, dahli)...museum
66. Do you have a middle name? What is it?: Geri (like the spice girl cuz i'm cool like that)
67. Are you basically a happy person?: heh...errrm...i think i'll evade this one too...
68. Are you tired?: always
69. Did you drink anything with caffeine in it today?: nope...unless the chai had caffiene...but i don't think it did...wait!! i drank some of greg's coffee this morning...heehee...that was mean
70. Have you ever met anyone off the internet?: Yes. *
71. How many phones do you have in your house?: 5ish...i don't feel like thinking about it
72. How long is your hair?: right past my boobs
73. Do you get along with your parents?: nope
74. What color of eyes do you prefer?: either really really dark...almost black...or like greyish blue
75. are you a virgin?: nope
76. what medications do you take?: none...cuz i'm cool like that (heh...i haven't been able to say that in a looong time)
77. what does your bedroom look like?: pink with lots of shtuff and collages everywhere
78.cats or dogs?: cats
79. where would you prefer to live, rual, suburban, urban?: umm...i can't think what each of those mean right now...heh
80. Full Name: Andrea Geri Ariel Buchwald
81. Nick Names: deya, drea, dea, pussy, boris, anderwally, dreawally, drelifiscent...probly others i can't think of
82. Birthday: December 27th, 1985
83. Eye Color: green
84. Hair Color: heh...rrrmmm....don't quite know...kinda...lots
85. Height: 5'5"ish...
86. Weight: anywhere from 118 to 130...
87. Body Mutalations:three peircings...my ear holes like to close themselves
88. Birthplace: Santa Fe, New Mexico
89. Family: mom mel, dad mel, bro shane...me!
90. Pets: three kitties, portia, petri, moonlight
91. Dating Status: heart broken and desperate (haha)
92. Hobbies: writing...stuff...i dunno...you're at my lj...go look at the interests page
93. School Attending/Attended: Walter Johnson High School
94. Favorite Color: black and pink
95. Favorite Sport: dance!
96. Favorite School Subject: history (if the teachers good)
97. Least Favorite School Subject: anything with an evil teacher
98. Favorite Food:dairy...its all great
99. Favorite Drink:welche's white grape juice
100. Favorite Cartoon Character: errm...dunno
101. Favorite Type of Music: "cornflakes" and ska
102. What will you be doing when older: either a famous fashion designer, a guru on a hill...or a crazy philosophy professor
103. Biggest Fear: E.T., worms, abandonment
104. Description of Personal Style: heh...weird...truly...not like, "punk" weird...or "goth" weird...or any of that lame shit...just whatever weird
105. Favorite Designers:mmmhhhrrr....don't know
106. Dumbest Thing You've Done:fell in love
107. Bad Habits: stalking people, getting really obsessed about something, over reacting, forgetfull, paranoid, getting to attached, being realy motherly at times ...*
108. First Crush: ben in kindergarden...to this day my bro hasn't let me down
109. What You Look For In a Guy: intelligence!!! i'm sick of stupid guys!!!
110. General Likes: i dunno...
111. General Dislikes: being manipulated, lied to....
112. Top Five Bands: tori amos, and others...can't think though
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Wednesday, March 20th, 2002

Subject:yup...me being cool...doing quizes...i like lemons
Time:9:38 pm.

What Flavour Are You? Mmm, I am Lemon Flavoured.Mmm, I am Lemon Flavoured.


I am bitter and twisted. Expect from me acerbic humour and sharp commentary. While I may seem nasty at first, I'm actually quite good company if I like you, so long as you don't mind a bit of cutting to the chase. What Flavour Are You?
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Subject:i don't know how much i believe that...but then liz's was fairly accurate
Time:9:32 pm.


Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amazing, practical,
and always interesting.

someone who is constantly the center of attention,
but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head.

They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding,

someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.

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Time:9:18 pm.
Mood: weird.
Music:rehab.
oy...weird weird weird memories...strange flashes...i wish i didn't retain such random weird memories...certian words said in certain ways...such...randomness...falling...lost...in the past...its all starting to distort itself...oh...i hate how my mind works...its so creepy...i listen to music and things start...like...i can feel them near me...i don't know how to explain it...so weird...ahh...this feeling
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Time:4:40 pm.
Mood: blah.
Music:nufan-life sized mirror.
can't see from spinning
can't hear through the rushing of the wind as i plummet down
numb from not touching anything solid or real in days
stuck in this downward spiral
won't someone catch me before i hit the ground?
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Monday, March 18th, 2002

Time:10:41 pm.
Mood: cranky.
oy vey...my comp is being such a bitch...its crashing every time i try to look at hotmail...guess i'll give up on that for a while...*Sigh*....tiresome....very very tiresome day...went to the interview...i think it went pretty good...mr. prouty seemed to like what he saw of my essay...nothing much else...my mom had her little "gaggle" over...sooo obnoxious, she's like a fucking teenager..."you can;t come out of your room because you might hear something and its all confidential" soo...i slept...and slept...and now i'm awake...great...fine...
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Sunday, March 17th, 2002

Time:11:24 pm.
Mood: blah.
oy vey...so...its 11:22ish...i finished the goddamn essay...i spoke to Jen a bit (oh how i worry about her) and she's all good (yay)...i spoke to Dan and worked stuff out (again) i heard some really really good news (yay fallopian tubes) and i heard some really really bad news (shame on you chris)....but yeah...now...i'm going to bed...goodnight!

wow...i just realized how sad it is that...oy vey...nevermind...not gonna say anything...i'll just sit and revel in my own patheticism
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Time:7:13 pm.
Mood: amused.
hahahahahaha....nevermind that stuff about lautman...we talked for a long time and then suddenly he had a hissy fit and said he never wanted to speak to me again...oy vey...and he says i'm the one thats crazy...thats kind of amusing...but yes...i think i really do feel sorry for him, he obviously has some serious emotions to deal with but no one to talk about them with...oh well...that was just highly amusing...i wish i had saved the convo but...i always forget to do that...damnit...
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Time:6:31 pm.
Mood: aggravated.
Music:OLP-4am.
so...yeah...i had a surprisingly nice day yesterday, slept untill about noon...finally woke up and went out to Stellas, got yummy baked goods and rented American History X for my english essay. After that me and aviva shimmyed on down to the mall where we went to the goya exhibit...goya was lovely, but even moreso i enjoyed the beautiful weather and clean air etc...the mall at this time of year really reminds me of how lucky i am to be here. But yeah...afterwords i hopped on over to Liz's house where we feasted on chinese food and strawberry cake and i (obnoxiously) watched American History X and paused it every minute or so (sorry about that guys) then...the real fun started, Molly showed up and we played Marbels!! hee...that was great...we are sooo cool...i'm really proud of myself because i'm proving to myself that i can forgive old grudges...and i don't dislike aaron anymore...they have a really nice healthy relationship and i'm happy for jill (if not a bit jealous (no, not of the boyfriend, but of the relationship))...but yeah...then today i did some art and painted a LOVELY picture...i really like it...i'm going to my interview at the Arts Center tomorrow...eek...scaryness...i really really want to get in...but i doubt i will...i dunno...so yeah...i'm right now attempting to write an essay for Mr. Prouty...its really not working...eck...technicly its a good assignment cuz i got to watch a GREAT movie for it...but...yeah...essay...ick...also...on an interesting note (well, to me anyways), i'm talking to Mr. Lautman right now...and am happy to announce from this day on i am trying to forgive him (anyone see the pattern) and move on with my life without all this icky ex-boyfriend tension...i mean...it's not just him...the "pattern" is that i'm trying to just deal with all the people i hate...because...its just so useless to go around hating everyone...so yeah....aren't i all corny and morally?? thats alright....corny is cool...thats my new motto...not really...but yeah, i'm gonna go now...bubye
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Friday, March 15th, 2002

Time:9:57 pm.
Mood: amused.
oi vey....so my whole journal quoting....everything is just too offensive to certain people...and i don't want to be mean...but yeah...i'll still try to post little random tidbits...like here!! here we go:

"heh...Mr. Wade *drool* need to spend more time at Jill's house"- March 15, 2001

haha...those were some funny times....oi vey...hard to type with cat in one hand...i won't say anymore...oh, 'cept, on a side note, for anyone interested (and who somehow manages to be even more out of the loop than me...)....dan got dumped...aww...poor baby.

aviva!! call me about tomorrow!
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Time:9:17 pm.
Mood: annoyed.
Music:stupid song stuck in head.
yeah...i just remembered to look for this pic and i found it...its amusing...meg, her cousin julie, and me at ren fest!! yeah...they wouldn't let me just take the photo...so here's a link:

http://www.yourphotoonline.com/servlet/pictureViewer?ypoId=111111223&diskId;=1&photoId;=DCP01006.JPG&action;=directSearch
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Thursday, March 14th, 2002

Time:9:22 pm.
Mood: amused.
fallopian tubes

heehee...

i'm going to bed early tonight...aww...fuck...didn't do any of my homework...stupid girl...oh well...
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Time:8:07 pm.
Mood: jealous.
oi vey...so yeah...i geuss everyone's already heard liz and jills account of last night...but i'm just gonna put in my word...

it was highly amusing...the whole night...from the drunk guy and the checkerboard to wanting to tie peoples shoes together to jill punching the guy in the face to marsha and me doing the snoopy dance...yeah...i had fun...even if i did feel RATHER violated...grr...that was gross...i mean...i've had guys like put there arms around me and the sort...but ick...eeeww....other eeeewww stuff happening...but that goes elsewhere...

heh...my dad just got home...my mom's stranded in minneapolis...damnit...i was really looking forward to her being home...now she's not gonna be home till saturday...grr...oh well...i'll survive

i seem to have a penchent for getting friends in trouble lately...well...its mostly new friends...i feel like...i dunno...like i'm making them do bad things...but i don't realize it at all...i dunno...i'm confused. i mean...like the other day i got molly yelled at and today i got aviva's mom really mad at her (eek, yelling in portugese)...but yeah...other than that i had mucho fun at aviva's. i went on one of my stupid bipolar things and bought ANOTHER pair of shoes...but i don't care...i like them

but yeah...i so want to have a movie party at aviva's house now...she has this KICK ASS like 80's big screen tv...its the coolest thing ever...its like a movie theater...i really really like it...and i really like her mom and she has great food at her house...hee...yeah...
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Sunday, March 10th, 2002

Time:11:02 pm.
Mood:mostly despondant.
Music:STP!!! yay!!! long time since i've listened to them.
wow...soo...after working all fricken weekend...i finished my paper for fucking stupid ass mr. riley, and i finished my speech for Mr. Prouty (its a good 6 mins! yay!)....wow...its such a weird feeling to like...accomplish things...hehe.

eh...i'm worried about jill's dog... (haha...i'm such a freak...but...no...i really like that dog...me and sophie, we were tight...awww) i don't want her to die...ehh mew

i'm so tired...but i still have more work today and there's all sorts of other stuff i still havent done for tomorrow...wow...i'm in some serious chopped liver here (chopped liver?? what's wrong with you, drea?). yeah...hmm...

okay...so...time for my quote from old journal entries...most anything i can quote from this journal entry will be a little insulting to one Mr. Dan Lautman...and since i know he reads this, i may just say i'm warning you in advance...and if you don't...well...than...what does it matter? maybe i can find something non-insulting to talk about...who knows...here goes :

"..."-March 10th, 2001

oy...nevermind that...heh...i realized what the purpose of a truly private journal is just now...and it sometimes has stuff you don't really want other people to read...eh...well....i'm tired...and bored...and kinda despondant...yet kinda alright...because things are pretty good...yet still...things could deffinitely be better...and honestly, things couldn't be much worse....but they could be a little worse i guess...eh...shut up drea, you're rambling...you're right...i am...i'll shut up...no i won't...i like rambling...the point is...yeah...i'm upset about some things...and not really happy about anything...but stuff is good nontheless...yup...that about does it.
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Time:1:13 am.
Mood: sleepy.
Music:the throbbing of my blood in my head.



All ducks aren't sweet and innocent and you prove that. You have a nasty streak.

Find your inner rubber ducky.



so yeah...i'm bored and going crazy...woohoo
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Time:12:32 am.
drea going crazy....going very crazy
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Saturday, March 9th, 2002

Subject:pocahontas
Time:10:53 pm.
Mood: calm.
Music:colors of the wind.
*sigh* its been so long since i heard this song...i really do like it...so screw everyone who doesn't.

i remember i sang it in chorus one year...its so pretty
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Subject:i like this test...its amusing
Time:3:27 pm.




Take the High Yield Killing Method Test Now!!
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Subject:*sigh*
Time:2:49 pm.
Mood: contemplative.
What is success?
> To laugh often and much;
> To win the respect of intelligent people
> and the affection of children;
> To earn the appreciation of honest critics
> and endure the betrayal of false friends;
> To appreciate beauty;
> To find the best in others;
> To leave the world a bit better, whether by
> a healthy child, a garden patch
> or a redeemed social condition;
> To know even one life has breathed
> easier because you have lived;
> This is to have succeeded.
> ~ by Ralph Waldo Emerson
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Subject:so...yup
Time:2:42 pm.
Mood: curious.
Music:my own!.
i'm really...i dunno...i don't enjoy doing like normal teenage stuff i realize...the whole idea of making mischeif, getting drunk and just basicly screwing around has really lost its appeal for me...i wonder why...but yeah...so...things are interesting...i can't stop thinking about that...well...if two certain people go out its gonna really fuck up my self esteem...i need to prevent it...somehow...hrrrm...

yeah, so...other things on my mind..

Dan lautman is a cheap bastard...

on a different topic....

a certain person who knows who they are really needs to grow up. I know very well that i've been a bitch in the past...everyone knows...i took all my anger and stress and resentment out on everyone around me (including you). However, you seem to have some skewed perception that everything i did was to be a bitch to you. I find that really amusing since half the time i was having to help you out of something or help you deal with something else.... but any cruel jokes i made was just the same as i treated anyone. Now that things are different you seem to have said to yourself, "ooh, look...now her life really sucks, what a great time to get revenge". I don't know what you're trying to accomplish, but you certainly aren't accomplishing anything insulting me every time i open my mouth or move a limb just for the heck of it. I'm not saying i had any right to be mean to you at times, i'm just saying, i've stopped for a long time and now you're acting like a four year old. if the way i acted bothered you so much, why are you lowering yourself to my level and way below?....but yeah, had to get that off my mind...


errrmm....other stuff?? i can't stand my house...its so...i dunno....i just can't stand being here alone with my dad...marsha said she was gonna come over a few hours ago...but still hasn't called...i have a shitload of homework that needs to be done...so i better do it...

heh...penlope, redari g neros drus k toper

baca (i can't spell russian into english....just imagine a chicken)
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