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Ok. So I'm finally getting off my ass and writing about my weekend. At school we had mid-winter break, so I had friday off.
Friday: I went to Lill Street in the morning, then I kinda just sat on my ass all day. Then that night, Dan wanted me to meet his friend Andre (who's gay), but I was kinda scared to, and I had already made plans with Hannah. So me and Hannah rented The Queens of Comedy and it was fucking hilarious. I realized why I'm gay... it's cuz I hoola hooped as a child. There's NO other logical explanation. So that was fun.
Saturday: Saturday.... Saturday... ok well Saturday I kinda just sat on my ass again, till 3 when my mom got home from work. I promised Dan I'd go out with him and Andre before Elyse's surprise dinner, so I did. At first I was scared, but I got used to it. And he was sooo different than I thought he would be, in a good way. However, I didn't really get that much of a chance to talk to him really... we just kinda went shopping, and I talked to Dan the whole time as a sorta crutch. Then I had to haul ass to Elyse's dinner. It was really fun, we went to Buca Di Beppo's, and hehe when Elyse got there she wasn't surprised at all. But it was still awesome; the presents me and Gaby got her were like her favorites (you could tell). And it was cool, cuz me and Elyse were talking about what we've done and we're gonna have sooo much fun over spring break, tehehe.
But then the night got crazy... so me, Gaby, and Elyse were in Elyse's car going to get cigarettes for Elyse, meanwhile everyone else is at the bowling alley waiting for us. So we pull into this one parking lot, and this guy goes in and get them for Elyse, and while Elyse is pulling into a space she gets "too close" to some guy's car for his likings. So he was screaming "fucking learn to drive bitch!" and as he was pulling out, Elyse flicked him off. So then he stopped the car and got out, and immediately Elyse locked the doors and started to roll up the window, cuz he was like running at us. He like spit on the window and punched it and kicked the car, and it was just really scary... and after he left, Gaby was pissed and thought Elyse was all wrong for wanting to go to the cops, so we dropped her off and then went and filed a report. Then I just drove around with Elyse all night, and it was nice. So yeah... we both calmed down, and even though I didn't get to go out with Dan and Andre again, it was still nice.
Sunday: So at first, Andre wasn't free on Sunday, but Saturday night we talked online and he told me he was... and he wanted to do something, and I reaaaally wanted Dan to come with at first, just cuz I was scared... again. But I couldn't contact him at all... so after class at Lill Street, I went and picked up Andre. And we just went all over the place, shopping and talking. And I never once thought about, or wanted, Dan there (no offense)... just cuz it was so nice. We talked a lot, like we had been friends for a while (or at least it was like that to me)... and I just really fell for his personality; he's a really sweet guy, and cute too... So yeah, it was lots and lots of fun. Yet depressing.. cuz like I like him now... and first of all I don't even know that he likes me, and second, if he does, its like, there's distance there (he went back to California today) so that sucks... then I went home, and he told me he was prolly gonna visit for spring break, and he was like saying we had to do all this shit... so that really made me happy.
And today, I've sat on my ass all day. I watched a really good Sally though... it was about this church in the south, and I SWEAR its like a cult. They constantly beat kids, like the whole congregation does it, and the minister is this arrogant old asshole who has somehow brainwashed these people... and it was just really sad. I'm gonna write the church hate mail... I really am. If you had seen it you'd be pissed.
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