hmmmmm   
03:48am 05/03/2005
 
mood: curious
music: Andy Voigt - X-Mix 2001
 
     

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no subject necessary   
12:21pm 01/03/2005
 
mood: nostalgic
music: Alter Bridge - In Loving Memory
Thanks for all you've done
I've missed you for so long
I can't believe you're gone and
You still live in me
I feel you in the wind
You guide me constantly

I never knew what it was to be alone....no
'Cause you were always there for me
You were always home waiting

But now I come home
And I miss your face so
Smiling down on me
I close my eyes to see

And I know
You're a part of me
And its your song
That sets me free
I sing it while
I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight
'Cause it comforts me

I carry the things that remind me of you
In loving memory of the one that was so true
You were as kind as you could be
And even though you're gone
You still mean the world to me

I never knew what it was to be alone....no
'Cause you were always there for me
You were always home waiting

But now I come home
And its not the same no
It feels empty and alone
I can't believe you're gone

And I know
You're a part of me
And it's your song
That sets me free
I sing it while
I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight
'Cause it comforts me

I'm glad He set you free from sorrow
But I'll still love you more tomorrow
And you'll be here
With me still

All you did you did with feeling
And you always found a meaning
And you always will
And you always will
And you always will

And I know
You're a part of me
And it's your song
That sets me free
I sing it while
I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight
'Cause it comforts me
 
     

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03:11am 28/02/2005
 
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mmmmm   
12:52pm 24/02/2005
 
mood: contemplative
music: Glassjaw - I'm Sorry
Played guitar with his eyes shut, like E minor was some type of aphrodisiac that no woman could give. Lusted after metal vibrations, humming beneath his fingers, instead of the flesh laying next to him. He played with his soul. Created raw poetry, live and unedited. Whispered words into the air but, not even the wind could hear him. As if it mattered. He was in love.
 
     

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:-\   
05:07am 07/02/2005
 
mood: nostalgic
music: Avril Lavigne - Slipped Away
Na na, na nana na na

I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad

I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found
It won't be the same, oh

Na na,
na nana na na

I didn't get around to kiss you,
goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again,
I know that I can't,

I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly

The day, you, slipped away
Was the day I found
it won't be the same, ooh

I have had my wake up
Won't you wake up.
I keep asking why.
I can't take it
It wasn't fake.
It happened you passed by.

Now your gone
now your gone
There you go
There you go
Somewere I can't bring you back
Now your're gone
now your're gone
There you go
There you go
Somewere your not coming back

The day, you, slipped away
Was the day I found
it won't be the same,
No, the day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same, oh

Na na, na nana na na
I miss you
 
     

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it's funny how beer grows on you   
12:50am 05/02/2005
 
mood: chipper
music: Dark Lotus - And We Danced
sooo yeah. goin to nashville in the morning. I should be coming back at some point tomorrow evening but who knows. shit happens. I'm gonna hang out with ray and jason for a bit and then Stephanie and I are gonna go out. I'm sure a bunch of her friends will go too, but who knows. It would be really nice if I could sleep like... on her floor... but if not, that's cool too. I can drive home and I'll be fine.

On a side note, the roasted garlic alfredo at fazoli's is really fuckin tasty. mmmmm. yummy. :)


Not a whole lot else to say.



gangsta out.
 
     

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ESFP   
08:22pm 08/01/2005
 
mood: crazy
Besides being concrete in speech and utilitarian in reaching their goals, the Performer Artisans are informative and expressive in their social interactions. Thus, while Performers are usually extreme in their expressiveness and sociability, observably the most expressive of all the types, they are not comfortable telling others what to do, preferring to offer information rather than to issue orders.

Demonstrating or performing is putting on a show to entertain others, and Performers, whether on the job, with friends, or in their families, are the natural performers among the types, people for whom it can truly be said "all the world's a stage." Playful and fun-loving, the Performer' primary social interest lies in stimulating those around them, arousing their senses and their pleasureful emotions-charming them, in a sense, to cast off their concerns and "lighten up." Representing about ten per cent of the general population, Performers radiate warmth and optimism, and are able to lift others' spirits with their contagious laughter and their irrepressible joy of living.

It is well that Performers are plentiful, something over ten per cent of the population, because they bring joy to so many of us. They love the excitement of playing to an audience, and they try to generate a sense of "showtime" wherever they are. Performers are not comfortable being alone most of the time, and seek the company of others whenever possible -- which they usually find, for they make wonderful playmates. Lively, witty conversationalists, Performers always seem to know the latest jokes and stories, and are quick with wisecracks and wordplay -- nothing is so serious or sacred that it can't be made fun of. Performers also like to live in the fast lane of society, and seem up on latest fads of dress, food, drink, and entertainment, the chic new fashion, the "in" nightclub, the "hot" new musical group. Energetic and uninhibited, Performers create a mood of "eat, drink, and be merry" wherever they go, and life around them can have a continual party-like atmosphere.
 
     

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we die young   
02:14am 08/01/2005
 
mood: crazy
music: Kill Hannah - I wanna be a kennedy
I can't handle this shit anymore. I really fucking can't.

I'm on the verge of killing everyone. I'm not playing.


am I supposed to just sit here and wait around for them and leave the door unlocked all the time? I'd really rather not. everything is getting so fucking complicated and I hate it and I want him out.
 
     

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03:43am 06/12/2004
 
I AM 69% EMO!
69% EMO
Well.. I've made the cut! Now I'll go buy some promise rings and knit myself a sweater.


I AM 69% RAVER!
69% RAVER
I may not be freaky like those Candy Kids, but I do know how to party. I am well connected in the scene, but may be getting a little tired of it.
 
     

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blaaahhh   
02:23am 29/11/2004
 
mood: crushed
music: The Postal Service - The District Sleeps Alone Tonight
so he finally got to me. I thought I'd be okay with how things were, but he made a comment and it really hurt me. I didn't even think we were at a phase where I could be hurt, but I stand corrected.


I am so fucking emo it's not even funny.
 
     

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blah and stuff   
05:16am 07/11/2004
 
mood: cranky
I've been particularly bitchy since we got back from Georgia. No reason why, really. I guess I'm still recovering from my crazy assinine sleeping schedule.

I start work on Wednesday, so that should be fun. Something to do, makin the bling. I see no problems. It's not like I have anything better to do.
 
     

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03:48am 02/11/2004
 
mood: crushed




You Have Sex Like a Libertarian!


Rules? What rules? You chuck rules out the window!
Who said you can only have a penis or a vagina anyway?
You prefer your sex to be wild, unconventional, and nasty
And if you break a few laws, you'll just hide out in your compound.
You swear you thought that the age of consent was 14!



What Political Party Do You Do It Like?

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brandon -   
12:32am 01/11/2004
 
mood: crushed
music: Dido and Aeneas - Aria one remix
I think I'm drunk enough to drive you home now
I'll keep my mouth kept shut under lock and key
that's rusted firm, no lie
'cause all these conversations wind on and on...
drinking champagne from a paper cup
is never quite the same
and every sip's moving through my eyes
and up into my brain
at half past two; about time to leave
'cause the dj's playing rhythm and blues
a sad-sorry state, stutter step to those slammin' grooves
as I'm waiting around for you...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

It could all be so simple
but you'd rather make it hard
loving you is like a battle
and we both end up with scars
tell me, who i have to be
to get some reciprocity
no one loves you more than me
and no one ever will

is this just a silly game
that forces you to act this way
forces you to scream my name
then pretend that you can't stay
tell me, who i have to be
to get some reciprocity
See no one loves you more than me
and no one ever will.

No matter how i think we grow
you always seem to let me know
it ain't workin'
it ain't workin' (No, it ain't workin)
and when i try to walk away
you hurt yourself to make me stay
this is crazy (this is crazy)
oh this is crazy (this is crazy)

i keep letting you back in
how can i explain myself
as painful as this thing has been
i just can't be with no one else
see i know what we've got to do
you let go and i'll let go too
cause no one's hurt me more than you
and no one ever will

No matter how I think we grow
you always seem to let me know
it ain't workin' (it ain't workin)
it ain't workin'
And when i try to walk away
you hurt yourself to make me stay
This is crazy (This is crazy)
Oh this is crazy (this is crazy)

care for me, care for me (care)
i know you care for me
there for me there for me (there)
said you'd be there for me
cry for me cry for me (cry)
you said you'd die for me
give to me give to me (give)
why won't you live for me.

Where were you, when I needed you?
 
     

~*<3*I can still feel you*<3*~

 
I was tied   
08:23pm 31/10/2004
 
mood: crushed
Take the quiz: "Which Singer Are You?"

Maynard James Keenan
Like Maynard, you often question the meaning of this life and your purpose. You also defy God as a test to yourself to truely find out if he is real. You are always seeking a higher attunement of aknowledgement. No matter how your message is sent, it gets through.

Take the quiz: "Which Singer Are You?"

Amy Lee
Like Amy, you often find yourself overwhelmed with day to day life and the outcomes of your decisions. As well as making a special place for yourself outside of reality to ease your suffereing. You are sweet and subtle with your messages and they are often misconcepted, but none the less, heard.



I think it's an appropriate quiz
 
     

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there's always something in the way, it's not me, it's you   
05:11pm 29/10/2004
 
mood: crushed
music: Switchfoot - You
So tonight has pretty much sucked.

Could have been worse though, I guess.


A couple nights ago, however, Maggie brought Matt T over and I've never been so excited to see someone in my life. That boy... I love. He was my boy all through elementary and middle school, then high school we kind of parted ways. Not intentionally, I just went to Lafayette. I've missed him terribly, think about him constantly. I'm glad to see he's doing better, though. He's had some rough spots in his day, but it makes me extatic to see him doing better. He's living in Paris now and works at the Rite-Aid. He's sponsored by DVS shoes or some shit for skating. He's awesome. He chills with Matt Braun apparently, which doesn't suprise me, really. Just further proves my point that you can't escape your past.


Eh, at least I know this. Part of me wonders how much I really want to escape it though. I guess it's just hard to move on when everyone seems to be pulling you back. I guess that's how it's supposed to be.

Unfortunately, as happy as I am to be friends with him again, it takes me to a part of my life over which I try to scribble and pretend never happened. It brings back everything I've tried to leave behind me. Middle school was both the best time of my life and the worst. Only the worst because a lot of emotional damage was caused which has never really healed. I think everyone has emotional baggage from middle school, though.

Damn, I threw some swanky parties then. I mean serious badass parties for middle school.

Kerry
You preferred Kerry's statements 89% of the time
You preferred Bush's statements 11% of the time

Voting purely on the issues you should vote Kerry

Who would you vote for if you voted on the issues?

Find out now!
 
     

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I'm really quite tired of the drama   
06:49pm 18/10/2004
 
mood: cranky
But it's unrelenting and I really am too pissed off to just say fuck it.

Yeah Adam you ARE a whore, but not because you got a hickey from some random bitch in Richmond, but because you're acting like fucking John. You want her, fuck her, then leave her. So did ol girl just get you SO HOT in the pants that you couldn't resist fucking with her? I mean seriously. What the fuck has Heather done to you?

By the way, did you tell HEATHER that you fucked her? I'm sure she'd be happy to know about it.


man, fuck all of you. seriously.

I'm sorry that I wasted 6 fucking weeks of my life worrying about you and making sure that you were gonna be okay. I'm starting to think that everyone would be better off if we had just let you fucking jump.
 
     

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02:48am 12/10/2004
 




I'm completely down-to-earth!

Find your soul type
at kelly.moranweb.com.
 
     

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04:24am 03/10/2004
 
mood: crappy
Pomeranian
What Common Breed of Dog Are You?

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bleugh.   
04:18am 03/10/2004
 
mood: crappy
music: Joss Stone - You Had Me
I'm so sick of this shit.

the sensitivity is uncanny.


by the way, Kimberly Woods. that's all.
 
     

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I was better off.   
01:49am 02/10/2004
 
mood: infuriated
music: Killswitch Engage - My Last Serenade
So yeah... let's go ahead and get the big "FUCK YOU" out of the way. I'm sorry I ever gave a fucking rat's ass about you because you are so ridiculously fucked up it's not even amusing anymore. I have lost countless hours of sleep worrying about you and don't pull this "they're only making it worse" bullshit, because that's all it is. Bullshit.

at this point, I hope you fucking shoot yourself in the head and save everyone the trouble of having to deal with your bullshit for the rest of their lives. I, for one, know that I won't be around for you anymore. Fuck you.

You are even more self absorbed than I thought Lauren was.

But you want me to leave it alone, so fine. I'm out. Don't ever fucking call me again.

I was so much better off before I even started talking to you again. So let me apologize for giving a fuck about your wellbeing. Whatever. You got what you wanted, so fuck off.
 
     

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